"Do you think I'm so happy in my heart?"

Shangguan Ruoyi saw that a tear seemed to pass through the corner of her eye, but she smiled, as if she remembered something, and said slowly.

"He's the best person in the world, if he hadn't met me..."

If he hadn't met me, he would have married a delicate and virtuous wife like Shangguan Ruoyi, and lived an ordinary life!

I wouldn't have been thinking about her for so long, accommodating her, and I wouldn't have been seriously injured for her on her wedding day, and I wouldn't have been teased by the people of the capital now...

In the final analysis, she is not worthy of him, if there is another chance, don't let him meet her, in that case, he is still the Jing'an who rode the horse and roared the west wind back then, and he is the only Jing'an in this world!

She didn't say the rest of the words, she was silent, turned around again, and walked slowly forward.

For some reason, Shangguan Ruoyi felt that her back looked a little lonely, and shook her head a little self-deprecatingly.

How could she be lonely? She is the love of that person's life, what a romantic person, but she has liked her for more than ten years and has never changed her mind!

She remembered that when Banzai decreed that day that he and Qing'er should be married, he was as happy as a child, as if he had a big treasure, and he didn't even pay attention to his father's reprimand.

Later, he said to her with little seriousness, "You don't understand, I have liked her for more than ten years, since I saw her in the palace when I was seven years old, the appearance of tears in the corners of my eyes is distressing, I want to protect her for the rest of my life, so that she will never shed tears again..."

He was happy, but he forgot about her at that time, he said that she wouldn't understand, how could she not understand, he had liked Qing'er for more than ten years, why hadn't she been waiting for him?

——

Department of General Administration

He was still dressed in white, reclining and sitting there, his eyes were still a little hollow, and a little more depressed!

Half of the office's thoughts have long been gone, she is like this, just standing there for a while, it messes up all his thoughts!

Yongqi pushed the door in, saw his appearance, and quipped, "What, what's going on?" ”

Jing An's expression changed slightly, but he did not speak.

Yongqi raised his eyebrows slightly, only then did he realize that things might not be simple, and sat down straight.

Leaning slightly, I heard him speak softly, and his voice was still a little hoarse, "Yongqi, why do you say she doesn't like me, am I really much worse than that person?" Even so, I get along with her day and night, and I'm willing to bring her all the best things in the world, as long as she stays with me, won't that..."

"What the hell am I going to do, how am I supposed to do it?"

He didn't call him "Fifth Elder Brother", he really let go of all the rules and systems...

After knowing each other for so many years, Yongqi has long known him well, so he only said lightly, "Does it really have to be her?" ”

"Yes, twelve years ago, she had to be..."

Twelve years ago, when he first entered the palace, he saw a little girl in the imperial garden hiding and crying secretly.

"Why do you shed tears?"

After a long while, he couldn't bear it anymore and opened his mouth.

The little girl was obviously frightened, and cried even louder, "Woo woo..."

He was also a little at a loss, and was busy comforting her, but he thought in his heart, "The girl is really made of water!" ”

"Don't cry, don't cry, okay..."

He had no choice, and thought that she had seen something to be afraid of, so after thinking about it, he had to take off the little jade ring he had been wearing since he was a child, and regardless of what Ama Eniang had said, he stuffed it into her soft little hand, "This is for you, my Eniang said, this will protect me, I will give it to you, it will also protect you, so you don't have to be afraid!" ”

The little girl still had tears in the corners of her eyes, and she sobbed a little, "It, will it protect me like my Ama Eniang?" ”

Without thinking, the boy said, "Yes, it will always be with you!" ”

"But, but I heard Mama say that I, Ama Eniang, will never come back..."The little girl blinked, her nose was sore, and tears fell again.

Seeing that there was a handful of snot and a handful of tears everywhere, the little overlord of the Fucha family had not even given birth to a disgusting mind, so he pulled up his sleeves and went to wipe her immature little face, "No, no, my mother also said that Ama would not come back, but he will come back at night, don't be sad..."

At a young age, he didn't know what "life and death" was, and he didn't know that the person who had passed away would never come back...

"Really?" She was silent and looked at him without blinking, her misty eyes surprisingly bright.

"Really!"

Later, he learned that it was the day when King Shenjun and his wife were buried, and it turned out that she really had no parents...

At first, Brother Gege in the palace dared to bully her, this little overlord relied on his aunt to be the current Queen Fucha, and his father was one of the most important ministers in the court, and he was favored by the emperor, so he always walked sideways in the palace, not only rectified those people, but also threatened, "If anyone dares to hurt my future daughter-in-law of Fucha Jing'an, this young master will want him to look good!" ”

She has no one to protect her, so it's up to him to protect her... also because no one dared to get close to her for half a point, bullying her for half a point, and later, when the Queen Mother learned about these things, she disciplined those Gege brothers severely, and even took the little overlord who had been shouting since he was a child to marry Qing'er as his wife...

"Perhaps, perhaps, if I had refused the marriage that day, she would have done what she wanted!"

Yongqi raised her eyes and glanced at him, "How do you know her thoughts now?" ”

"Isn't that clear enough? I... I'd rather she don't embarrass herself, and if she can, then let her go, and let myself go..."

He felt as if something had entered his eyes, and his vision was a little blurred, so he quickly blinked before saying, "You and your sister-in-law are now a couple, have you ever regretted anything?" ”

Regret?

Yongqi seemed to be asked, and was slightly stunned before he smiled bitterly, "The only thing I regret is that I didn't meet her earlier, and I couldn't give her the most unique thing in the world..."