(117) It is difficult to give up the nostalgia

An Qianqian refused the send-off from her parents, they deliberately took a taxi, sat in the car, went to the bank as fast as possible, deposited the money her mother gave her into the bank card, and came to the courier company, and packed the bank cards that her mother gave her and mailed them back. In fact, she could have sent these things home in other ways, but after thinking about it, she thought about it again and again, it was better to use this normal method, so as not to arouse the suspicion of her parents.

"This human thing is really troublesome!" Xiuyu said with deep feeling as she watched An Qianqian busy at the bank and the courier company.

"That's how life is!" said to her.

"Our Demon Realm is much simpler than here! Look at it, just this little thing, you still have to take a taxi, run here, run there, and be busy for a long time before you can deal with it. If this is -- it's a matter of turning around. Xiuyu said incomprehensibly.

"Xiuyu, this is how the world lives, and this is incomparable to the demon world. If you're not in it, it's hard to understand!" An Qianqian said with a very understanding smile to Xiuyu.

"Maybe!" Xiuyu smiled as well.

"Xiuyu, we still have to go to a place, hurry up!" An Qianqian wanted to go to the unit to quit her job, but after thinking about it, she didn't want her parents to be suspicious, so she decided to take a long vacation! If she quit her job, her parents would definitely be angry and anxious.

"An Qianqian, where are you going?" Xiuyu asked An Qianqian to say, she was stunned and anxious.

"I'm going to work, I'm going to take a long vacation!" An Qianqian said calmly.

"An Qianqian, you are not coming back, what do you still care about that job? Isn't it redundant?"

"Xiuyu, supposedly, it's okay if I don't go to the unit, and no one can do anything to me! I want to take a leave of absence so that my mom and dad won't get angry about me. Alas, I told you, you don't understand!" An Qianqian is not very comfortable letting Xiuyu rob Bai. However, when she got to the back and figured it out, she didn't get angry.

"An Qianqian, don't your parents know that you're gone?" Xiuyu couldn't figure it out.

"Xiuyu, my parents only know that I went to a very remote place to repay my life-saving benefactor. They don't know I'm gone, I'm probably never coming back, I'll never see them again, you know?" I couldn't help but feel sad from it, and the tears couldn't stop flowing down.

"Even if they die in the future, you can go to the underworld to visit them!

"Xiuyu, you don't understand at all! If they go to the underworld, even if I know them, they won't remember me at all, they won't know who I am! They are just a wisp of ghosts, I don't see what use they have!" An Qianqian cried as he spoke.

"No wonder! No wonder Brother Shi won't let you know! It turned out that Xiuyu said half of the sentence and did not say any further.

"Xiuyu, what are you talking about?" An Qianqian didn't hear Qingxiuyu's muttering, she asked.

"Nope. What do you want to do, let's go quickly!" Xiuyu didn't want to talk any more and cause trouble.

"Xiuyu, in this way, you wait for me at the entrance of the space-time tunnel. I'll come as long as I go, okay?" An Qianqian wiped away her tears and calmed down. Said peacefully to Xiuyu.

"That's fine! hurry up!" Xiuyu thought about it and agreed.

An Qianqian went to the unit and handed in the fake note normally, she didn't alarm any colleagues, so she cast a spell and quickly floated to the sky above her home, wanting to see her parents again! She knew in her heart that this farewell might be forever! Therefore, she deliberately sent Xiuyu away and came back by herself. I saw my parents staying at home very dullly, and my mother was still holding a group photo of them in her hand. After looking at it for a while, she reluctantly drifted towards the mouth of the space-time tunnel step by step.

"Why did you come? I thought you regretted it?" Xiuyu shouted anxiously as soon as she saw An Qianqian.

"Oh, something has been delayed for a while!" An Qianqian didn't explain too much, because she knew that even if it was an explanation, Xiuyu would not be able to understand the feelings of the world.

"An Qianqian, let's go quickly!" Xiuyu was actually very anxious, but because of this, she had to ask for An Qianqian, besides, An Qianqian had been kind to her, and she was not very familiar with her. That's why I tolerated her again and again.

"Xiuyu, I want to see it again, let me see it again!" An Qianqian stood here, and only then did he truly realize the feelings of those who were about to die! Although he did not die, he was completely separated from the people and things in the world, so what was the difference between him and death?

"Look! look!" Xiuyu was very impatient, but when she saw An Qianqian's face full of reluctance, she couldn't say anything! It's just that she couldn't figure it out: what is there to see in this world, there are patches of cement forests everywhere, and the good forests are almost gone, and the originally clear river water, except for pollution, is garbage, standing on the ground, wanting to see the blue sky, is a luxury. How can you be so reluctant to give up in such a place?

An Qianqian stood on the clouds, she greedily looked at the world under her feet, and the things she had experienced kept appearing in her mind, thinking of the happy times with her family when she was young, and thinking about the care of her parents by her side when she was just leaving. I think of the happy laughter of the family when I just called my parents, and when I first went to school, I played with my children, and my parents picked me up rain or shine. Thinking of the time when she was approaching the college entrance examination, her parents cared for her every day! Thinking of the excitement of the whole family when she received the college admission letter! And when she had just returned from the demon world, her parents were excited--this incident, one thing after another, were deeply imprinted in her mind. It made her feel distressed and sad. Now, I am about to get away from everything here, and the possibility of coming back is almost gone! However, I can't say goodbye to my relatives and friends! Thinking of this, An Qianqian's tears are pouring out like a tide.

"An Qianqian is almost there, isn't it? Why are you crying again?" Xiuyu had been waiting for her behind An Qianqian, but she felt that it was enough to take a look, and she still needed to remember it for so long? It was too grinding, right? Why is it that the pear blossoms are crying again with rain? The things in this world are too complicated to understand! They have floated so far away, and they are still crying here with all their might, is it interesting to cry? I don't understand!

"Xiuyu, if you let me take a look again, just take another look, okay?" An Qianqian knew Xiuyu's evaluation and opinion of herself, but her attachment to the world and her hometown made her unable to control the views and thoughts of this alien race on herself. She just wanted to see again. Take a look at it! Keep everything you can remember deeply in your mind. So, she discussed with Xiuyu while crying.

"Anqianqian, I really don't understand you humans. It's a fortunate thing that you went to our Demon Realm, but you, look at you, crying here in a mess, as if you were wronged by going to our Demon Realm!" Xiuyu said a little confused and angry.

"Xiuyu. You don't understand human beings, you don't understand human affairs, and you don't understand people's attachment to their hometown. So, no matter how I explain it to you. You won't understand!" An Qianqian listened to Xiuyu's words, she didn't get angry, but said to her softly.

"An, I really don't understand human beings. I don't understand you even more, you talk about you, if in the world. I have lived for decades in my life, from childhood to old age, surrounded by piles of problems every day, food, clothing, housing, birth, old age, sickness and death, so many troubles, I will control you every day, you can have a chance to escape, what a happy thing it is? But look at you, how can you still cry so much? Is it really so sad?" Xiuyu expressed her incomprehension.

"Xiuyu, you have lived in the Demon Realm since you were a child, there is no death in the Demon Realm, there is no farewell, you have not experienced that kind of life and death, so you can never feel that heart-rending pain! You have not experienced that your relatives have raised you day by day, and they are getting older day by day, you have not experienced your relatives taking care of you every day, and suddenly, one day, she is gone, and she will never appear in your life again! No matter how you think about it, you can't see him anymore! You haven't experienced it, taking care of your relatives every day, and being separated from you forever, even if you have the ability to see him in the underworld, he is just a wisp of ghost! The situation of Li Wei that she saw in the underworld. If you haven't experienced it, you won't understand it at all-" The more he spoke, the more excited he became, the more he spoke.

"Okay, okay! An Qianqian, you have to see, although you are optimistic, don't tell me as if you are talking about family history, I really can't talk about you, I don't understand, I can't understand these emotions you said! Who let others ask of her?

"Xiuyu, don't be angry, I'm just going to say it, and I don't mean anything else. Because, I know, once I go, I will never come back, and even if I can come back, I will never see my parents again!"

"An Qianqian, how old are your parents and parents? How can you not see them when you come back?" When Xiuyu heard An Qianqian say this, she was a little angry, and thought: I just have a request for you, you don't have to give me such a big responsibility for me to bear!

"Xiuyu, what I said is true! I checked their life and death books in the underworld, and they have less than three years to live. A few days ago, Meng Po almost made a mistake, if I hadn't gone to her and insisted on checking the book of life and death, perhaps, my parents would have been two ghosts in the underworld now!"

"An Qianqian, I'm sorry! I don't understand the situation! Don't go to your heart! Otherwise, you go to the demon world first, if you can't help, then you come back, and we will think of other ways!" Xiuyu said to An Qianqian simply, of course,

She also had good intentions.

"Forget it, I won't watch it anymore, let's go!" An Qianqian reluctantly looked back twice, and said softly to Xiuyu. (To be continued.) )