Yan Qin thought about what he knew and spoke slowly.

"I can't know the details of the elders, but according to the attitudes of the relatives and elders around me, I also restore the general situation of the matter. I think it's serious, and it can be said that there have been several decades of historical change, from land reform to the cruelty of feudal marriage. ”

……

Mu Chenyu looked at Yan Qin and said serious words, but his expression was not serious, and his heart was up and down, and he didn't know what expression to put on to listen to the story.

"My ancestors are landlords, the good ones, not evil landlords, but the ancestral industry that has been diligently accumulated by many generations of the family. Before and after the liberation, the special way of "fighting landlords" was a necessary part of the CPC's leadership of rural land reform. Life is poor, but you can get by. ”

"The Qinqin family turned out to be a little rich woman, but isn't this story a little long......" It's not Mu Chenyu making trouble, it really feels a little bit unbeatable, Mu Chenyu hugged Yan Qin, pinched the soft meat on his waist, and felt quite good.

"Don't mess with me, keep listening to me."

Yan Qin snorted.

"Originally, life could still be lived, but grandpa had two concubines in addition to grandma at that time, and he was used to living a good life, but the aunts and grandmothers couldn't live a hard life. My aunts and grandmothers took their children, in fact, according to their generations, and my grandfathers and aunts fled with the few gold and silver in the family. ”

Mu Chenyu's expression is a little rich, and this story is a bit tortuous.

"At that time, it was a sensitive period, and you couldn't find someone and you couldn't force it back. So the grandfather was depressed, fell ill directly, and died not long after, leaving only the grandmother and widow to pull the grandfather and aunt to grow up, because of the changes in the family, there were still grandfathers and aunts in the private school had to drop out of school, and follow the elders of the clan to the west exit to earn a living. Later, my grandmother married into the family, and my grandmother told me that no matter what happened in the future, I would not interact with the two aunts and grandmothers. Second, the future generations should study and compete. ”

Mu Chenyu looked at Yan Qin mentioning his grandmother, his expression was very complicated, some missing, and some resistant. I didn't know how to comfort him, so I could only kiss Yan Qin's forehead, "What happened later?" ”

Later, my grandmother passed away, my aunt and grandmother got married, and my grandfather went out to run the rivers and lakes, because he had no knowledge, he could only do hard physical work and do some small business, but he still gritted his teeth and raised a large family, for his father and two aunts to go to school. After the opening of the college entrance examination, it didn't take long for my grandfather to pass away. Dad worked harder and finally got admitted to university, and after graduation, he was admitted to the civil service, and grandma felt that she had finally survived. Next, as long as Dad works seriously, marries a daughter-in-law in the system, and lives a peaceful life, Grandma will be satisfied. ”

Yan Qin sighed, a little depressed.

It's just that my father met my mother later, and my mother didn't work in the hospital at that time, but followed my uncle to do business outside. So, grandma has been reluctant. Even later, with my existence, my grandmother has always been unwilling. Even though I was not harsh on me since I was a child, I never let my mother enter the door. It wasn't until later that my grandmother was not in good health, my father was in a dilemma, and my mother didn't want to waste it, and the friendship of her youth was exhausted in those years. So Mom and Dad divorced, and it was also that year that Dad quit his job and went to the sea to do business, and Mom re-studied and was admitted to the hospital. ”

hugged Mu Chenyu tightly, his head was buried in his arms, and his muttering voice was indescribably sad.

"So, now it's because of grandma, aren't uncles and aunts continuing to be together?"

"Hmm. Later, my grandmother passed away, but even before I died, I was worried about my father's business in the sea, even if my mother at that time had met the standards of my grandmother's daughter-in-law. In this way, grandma is regretful for life, and my mother is also resentful of my father, even if the two are unmarried or unmarried, they still have not reunited. Dad has been silently guarding his mother all these years, but his mother stubbornly refuses to look back. ”

Mu Chenyu hugged Yan Qin, looked at the veil by the window, and swayed with the wind of the air conditioner, "Okay, don't think about it." The affairs of the elders are not something that we juniors can put their beaks on, so don't feel bad. ”

"Hmm. Therefore, Mu Chenyu, my parents' marriage advertisement is really too bad and too scary. ”

Mu Chenyu looked at Yan Qin's tearful eyes and gently kissed the tears in the corners of his eyes, "Yan Qin, I will always be with you." ”

"Mu Chenyu ......" Yan Qin looked at Mu Chenyu with affectionate eyes, just when Mu Chenyu thought that there would be some shocking confession. Yan Qin said slowly, "I want Zhang Yizhou......"

……

"Then I'm going to call you and call him over?"

Mu Chenyu pulled Yan Qin out of his arms and put her on the bed for her to sit down.

Looking at Mu Chenyu's cold face directly, Yan Qin stretched out his arm and was about to drill into his arms, but he was blocked halfway, "Sit down, pay attention to the impact, you want to Zhang Yizhou, it's not good to hold me." ”

"Jealous?" Yan Qin rubbed in front of Mu Chenyu and looked at it with a playful expression, "Do you know Zhang Yizhou's identity?" Was he blocked in front of my house that night, did he say that? ”

"Hmm." A monosyllabic reply proves that someone's mood is really not high.

"You didn't ask me for so long?"

"What are you doing? It is an unchangeable fact that he met you before I met you, and we will live without him for the rest of our lives. Mu Chenyu said bitterly, and even looked at Yan Qin with a look of grievance, "Then, you told me that you missed him on the big night?" Am I not hurting you enough? Or is your arms not warm enough when you're sad? ”

"Huh?" Yan Qin held back a smile, it was really a little uncomfortable, Mu Chenyu was so cute, "Then don't you ask me, why did you suddenly think of him?" ”

"I don't want to ask, I don't want to know." Mu Chenyu directly tugged at the quilt and lay down with his back to Yan Qin.

Yan Qin looked at Mu Chenyu and gently hugged him from behind, leaving no gaps tightly.

"I always thought that I had love for Zhang Yizhou, but at that moment, I suddenly knew that I was dependent on him, a habit, a liking, and a family affection, but there was no love."

Listening to the murmuring from his back, Mu Chenyu turned around with a grunt, and took Yan Qin into his arms very easily, Yan Qin snickered quietly.

"My parents divorced when I was eight years old, and because of my mother's work, I was always alone at home from the age of eight, independent, autonomous, and lonely. Although I didn't have a miserable childhood, I felt more like I didn't have a childhood, from the age of eight, struggling to grow up and be sensible, I grew up alone for seven years. When I met Zhang Yizhou, it was my first year of high school, the age of the first love, and the vanity of girls, so I started early love. ”

"And you liked him a lot at the time?"

"No, looking back now, I don't seem to refuse at that time, because I didn't hate him, so I acquiesced to him being by my side, reading with me, eating with me, and playing with me. There has always been no male existence in my life, although he is the same age as me, but the sound family environment makes him appear more mature than me, so I rely on him, to put it too much, I have experienced companionship in him. ”

Mu Chenyu frowned, and for a while he didn't know if he wanted to feel sorry for himself now, or Zhang Yizhou at that time......

I feel sorry for myself, and my girlfriend who is holding me is thinking about my ex-boyfriend.

I feel sorry for Zhang Yizhou, I thought I was my ex-boyfriend, but who knew that he was a tool to replace his father's love.