Chapter 172: Foregone conclusion
Except for the casual contact between the dishes and chopsticks, there was no other communicative conversation between Zhang Yizhou and Xiao Yue.
Xiao Yue was eating elegantly and quietly, while secretly observing Zhang Yizhou. The kindness of colleagues in the unit is only one-sided wishful thinking.
"Is there something on my face?"
Zhang Yizhou put down the bamboo chopsticks and asked softly, but Xiao Yue raised his eyes too often, and he couldn't ignore it if he wanted to.
"Ah, no."
was suddenly asked, Xiao Yue wiped her mouth a little embarrassed.
"Dr. Zhang, I'm ready. Where are we going next? ”
The bright face was full of a youthful smile, but it was difficult for Zhang Yizhou to focus in his eyes.
"Doctor Xiao, I'm sorry, I worked a big night shift last night, and I want to go home and rest later. I...... Send you home. ”
"Well, okay, listen to Dr. Zhang."
Xiao Yue's face fell with a smile, and he couldn't hide his frustration, "I'll go to the bathroom." ”
"Well, please."
With Xiao Yue's departure, Zhang Yizhou tried his best to lean on the back of the sofa.
Even if I don't see you, I never hear you wrong.
Behind him, there was the hearty conversation and laughter of Yan Qin and Zhou Dong'er laughing and scolding, Zhang Yizhou listened silently, the corners of his mouth rose shallowly and smiled bitterly.
"Qinqin, it turns out that you won't leave Sichuan City."
As Xiao Yue came back from the bathroom, Zhang Yizhou got up and prepared to send her home.
"Thank you Dr. Zhang for your hospitality at noon, it was just right, I made an appointment with my friend to go shopping in the afternoon, so I didn't bother Dr. Zhang to send me home."
Xiao Yue said it generously and politely. Before Zhang Yizhou could say anything, he was already behind the beautiful woman in front of him.
So, leaning back on the sofa, listening to the corner for a while.
……
Because of the appointment for door-to-door delivery in the afternoon, Zhou Donger had to send Yan Qin home early after eating.
"It's not safe for you to drive like this."
Yan Qin, who was sitting in the co-pilot seat, felt that Zhou Dong'er frequently shook her head left and right and looked at the rearview mirror, reminding her with concern.
"Qinqin, do you feel that the silver car behind you has been following us?"
Zhou Dong'er tried to change lanes back and forth a few times, and found that it had been following steadily behind him. For a moment, all kinds of chaotic thoughts gushed out of my head.
"Huh?"
Yan Qin looked at Zhou Dong'er's serious expression, and also looked through the rearview mirror cautiously for a long time. The reflection of the sunlight made it difficult for her to see the driver's appearance.
"Probably not...... After all, this road is the main road, and I think it is only normal to drive, and it is normal for overtaking and changing lanes just after us. ”
Yan Qin thought for a moment and came to a reassuring conclusion, after all, in a society governed by the rule of law, no one would follow the two of them.
"Perhaps."
Zhou Dong'er glanced shallow from the rearview mirror, and the silver car was overtaken by another car and fell behind.
"I think I'm thinking too much. I'm almost downstairs at your house, and I won't go up later. I didn't go home one night, and the queen mother at home made a lot of trouble. ”
Zhou Dong'er pouted helplessly, even if she is in her twenties, some people get married and have children, and some people still have to abide by the curfew time.
"Uh-huh, got it. Say hello to my aunt and uncle for me. ”
Seeing Yan Qin get out of the car and go upstairs, Zhou Dong'er turned around and walked out of the community on the way, and the silver car passed by.
"Zhang Yizhou?"
Zhou Dong'er frowned and thought of the hurried glance in the restaurant just now, I am afraid that he was not wrong just now, it was really him. Looking at the silver car through the rearview mirror, getting farther and farther away, Zhou Donger thought about it, sighed and drove away from the community with one foot on the accelerator.
"It seems that when he was in the restaurant, he saw Qinqin. This would explain why I followed all the way......"
Zhou Dong'er rubbed her fingers on the steering wheel, compared to Mu Chenyu, she may be more inclined to Zhang Yizhou, probably just because Qin Qin and Zhang Yizhou will not be so hard together.
When the elevator arrived, Yan Qin pulled the door according to the code and entered. When the door was closed, Zhang Yizhou suddenly appeared, startling Yan Qin.
"I'll ...... You're going to scare me to death! ”
"I didn't mean to."
Zhang Yizhou looked down at Yan Qin, looking like he had a good attitude of admitting his mistakes.
"Uh......" Yan Qin leaned against the door, not entering, and never coming out.
"Why are you here? Looking for me? ”
"I was at Jasmine's just now."
"And then? You're following me again? ”
Yan Qin thought about what happened when he first came back, and his tone was not good.
"What? Dr. Zhang's after-dinner activity is to stalk his ex-girlfriend? ”
"Qinqin, you don't have to be so harsh and aggressive to me every time. Can I go in and sit? ”
Zhang Yizhou said as he looked like he was going to enter the room.
"I can't."
As soon as the words fell, Yan Qin's arm was already stationed on the door frame, blocking Zhang Yizhou's body that wanted to enter the room.
"Zhang Yizhou, I think I've made it very clear to you. We can't be strangers because we used to be really familiar. But we won't have any more intersections, and now that we're separated, can we leave each other some dignity? In the past, you resolutely left me and went to study abroad, and we were over, so why do you have to do these senseless entanglements now. ”
"Qin Qin, when I went abroad, did you want to go to me?" Zhang Yizhou looked at Yan Qin expectantly.
"What am I looking for you for?"
Yan Qin retorted impatiently and directly, and when he raised his eyes, it was Zhang Yizhou's hypocritical and hurt gaze.
"Am I treated her differently like that?"
Zhang Yizhou's questioning, Yan Qin only felt unreasonable. The head thought about it for a moment, and then realized that he was comparing himself to Mu Chenyu.
……
Yan Qin frowned, thinking about how to speak, but his arm was still strong at the door.
"If you come along, just want to ask the answer to that question. I don't think so. Zhang Yizhou, I used to really like you, and I was used to your presence by my side. After a long time, whether it's a habit or a liking, it's like a nine-key input method, both are 944826, and they can't be distinguished. However, the appearance of Mu Chenyu has taught me the ability to love people, and I am sure, affirmed, and convinced that I really love her. ”
Yan Qin licked his lips, and his confession to Mu Chenyu was endlessly cruel to Zhang Yizhou at this moment.
"Once your departure made me feel betrayed, I made trouble, I quarreled, I just wanted you to stay with me if you didn't leave. But what happened to her, I can only see her difficulty, and my determination to accompany her. The essence of human beings is double standards, and the reason for double standards ...... It may be love or not love. So, Zhang Yizhou, it's not that I don't love you now, I have never loved you. You let me go, and you let yourself go, the past is a foregone conclusion, don't be too entangled......"
Yan Qin punishes his heart every word, and if he doesn't take a dose of fierce medicine, pulling it down, it will not be beneficial to everyone.
After some conversation, Zhang Yizhou's face was ugly, and he left the door of Yan Qin with illusory steps, and he had never entered that room from beginning to end.
On the balcony, Yan Qin looked down at Zhang Yizhou and watched him gradually move away. Although the heart is complicated, it is very shallow. To put it mildly, Zhang Yizhou and her are just irrelevant personnel now, and they will not feel sorry for his sadness, but will only worry that his appearance will make Mu Chenyu misunderstand and be unhappy.
Feng Shui takes turns, once he decided to leave, but now he is his own iron heart, maybe this is fate.
Zhang Yizhou, go forward, look forward, don't look back, you are very good, but you don't belong to me, and I don't belong to you.
The wind-blown eyes were sour, and Yan Qin closed his eyes slightly, feeling the warm winter sun.
The voice of the heart is not spoken, and no one needs to know.
"Zhang Yizhou, I know that you didn't betray me, and I also know that your father's intervention when you went abroad. However, it was too late to know. When the cause and effect of the matter were placed in front of me, I felt relieved in addition to a slight regret. At that point, I knew that our relationship had dissipated. I'm sorry, Zhang Yizhou, I liked you, but I just liked you. ”