IU Apartments.

Hanging up the phone, IU began to suffer from gains and losses again.

She didn't know what was wrong, she clearly said it well, as soon as Lee Seung-woo returned to Seoul, she would come to her first, and it could be seen that she did have a place in Lee Seung-woo's heart. But it's inexplicable, when she noticed that her tone was a little humble, a nameless resentment suddenly rose, and she couldn't suppress it, and some words rushed out of her mouth without thinking at all, which made Li Chengyou depressed At the same time, she herself was in a bad mood.

She couldn't figure out what she was trying to do, why did she always do such brainless things?

Is it true that women have long hair and short knowledge, and like to die?

I don't know if she was inexplicably scolded, what is Lee Seung-woo's mood, will he come to her again tomorrow night?

If Lee Seung-woo doesn't come over again......

Thinking of this, IU regretted it even more, picked up the phone, and had to dial Lee Seung-woo again. Anyway, she has long been faceless and skinless in Li Chengyou's eyes, and it doesn't hurt to bow her head and admit her mistake.

But the moment I held the phone and was about to press it, inexplicably, a nameless resentment surged from my heart.

Why?

Why does she have to admit her mistakes to Lee Seung-woo every time, why does she have to be low-level, why is Lee Seung-woo high, why is it clear that Lee Seung-woo has a few boats on his feet and moves if he wants to, but she can only endure it?

Why, what, what!

Why is it always me who bows my head, why not Lee Seung-woo?

The more I think about IU, the more unwilling I become, the more I am unwilling, the more resentful I become, my fingers hanging on the screen, hanging in the air, and I can't press it anymore.

Long.

IU gritted her teeth, put down her phone, lay down on the bed, pulled the quilt over her head, and covered her head.

In the dark, with no light around, IU's mood seemed to calm down with the silence of the darkness.

But this moment didn't last long, maybe a second, maybe two seconds, and Lee Seung-woo's figure resurfaced in his mind at some point, and IU's mood became entangled again.

What to do? What to do? Should I call or not?

After struggling for a long time, IU still couldn't make up his mind.

Don't fight.

IU knew that her behavior just now was a bit vexatious, and Lee Seung-woo had plenty of reasons to be angry, even if she didn't come to her tomorrow, she had no position to blame.

After all, everything is done by herself, who can blame?

Let's fight.

The words 'why' flashed through my mind again.

Oh, yes.

Why?

Why do you want me to bow my head every time??

As soon as I thought of this, IU was full of reluctance.

Lying in bed, the mood fluctuated, it was difficult to feel comfortable, and it was a little stuffy under the quilt in the summer, which made IU's mood even more irritable.

After lying down for a while, IU couldn't lie down any longer, turned over the thin quilt and got out of bed, and went out to the upper floor. - She is really in a restless mood at the moment, and she needs to talk to Liu Renna.

Upstairs.

Liu Renna was already sleeping, but she didn't expect IU to suddenly come over.

Welcomed IU into the door, walked to the sofa in the living room and sat down, Liu Renna got up and poured a glass of water for IU, handed it to her, and sat next to IU.

"Looking at your bored expression, you won't have trouble with Lee Seung-woo again, right?"

IU：“……”

When I opened my mouth, I couldn't speak for a while.

Liu Renna smiled dumbly and shook her head: "Say it." This time it's because of something. ”

IU was silent.

In the end, he didn't hide it, and told Liu Renna about the previous incident, even the reason for his irritability, and told Liu Renna without concealment.

Finally, IU said, "Ernie, tell me, why?" Why do I have to bow my head every time, why do I have to bow down? ”

Liu Renna looked at IU and smiled: "Then do you want to hear me tell the truth, or say a few words of comfort to you?" ”

"Ernie ......"

IU frowned: "I'm not in the mood to joke right now. ”

Liu Renna laughed again, nodded and said, "The truth is not good, the words of comfort can please your heart, of course I have to ask first." ”

IU was even more dissatisfied: "Ernie, can you have something to say." If I just want to hear what is pleasing to my ears, why should I come to you? ”

Liu Renna smiled again: "Remember." That's what you said. ”

After a pause, Liu Renna said: "Zhien, in fact, I have always seen the matter between you and Li Chengyou, and frankly, I don't think you two are suitable." Not appropriate, at least for now. These words are not nice to hear, and they are not something you want to hear, but as a friend, I feel it is my duty to give you the right advice. ”

IU said, "Ernie, all I need is your advice. ”

Liu Renna said: "Since you say so, whether it is true or not, and whether you like to listen to my next words or not, Ernie also took this opportunity to speak frankly." ”

IU nodded, with a solemn expression, signaling that Liu Renna did not need to scruples.

Liu Renna said: "Li Chengyou lived downstairs before, and I can't say some things, but now that he has moved away, you haven't seen each other for a month or two, and you have a gentle space." In addition, your mind has changed a bit now, so Ernie has something to say today. ”

"Ernie you say." IU said again.

Liu Renna looked at IU, paused slightly, and said, "Actually, why did you ask Zhien just now?" Ernie's next words are not good, but they are very realistic - you are willing! ”

IU was stunned and stunned. For a while, I was in a mixed mood.

Since Liu Renna decided to confess frankly this time, she no longer cares about IU, and plans to completely uncover the fig leaf in IU's heart and wake her up completely.

Liu Renna said: "Between men and women, there has never been equality. Either the east wind overpowers the west wind, or the west wind overpowers the east wind. There are very few men and women who can really be evenly matched and happy with each other in reality. And the problem between you and Lee Seung-woo, the uneasiness and panic in your heart, in fact, the most fundamental root lies in you. It lies in your own positioning and perception of yourself. ”

IU looked at Liu Renna with a blank look.

Liu Renna sighed: "Zhien, do you know what the biggest problem between you and Lee Seung-woo is? I don't speculate on what Lee Seung-woo thinks, but you, your problem is actually ...... Because, you think, you are not worthy of Lee Seung-woo. ”

IU's heart was shocked, as if she had been hit by a thunderbolt.

Liu Renna said: "You think you are unworthy, so you will suffer." You have something that you don't think you deserve, and in your cognition you feel that you can't match Lee Seung-woo, that's why you're afraid of losing, you're going to suffer from gains and losses, you're scared because of insecurity, and you've been emotionally unstable lately. ”

"That ......"

IU snorted: "What about Ernie? Ernie thinks...... I...... Isn't it worthy? ”

Liu Renna reached out, touched IU's hair, and said with pity: "Of course Ernie thinks you are worthy, Ernie thinks you are worthy of anyone, but Lee Seungyou is not worthy of you." But ......," Liu Renna sighed, "...... Zhien, Ernie thinks it's useless, you are yourself, and the key to determining your mentality. All human circumstances are chosen by oneself, not by others. It's all up to you. ”

"So, Ernie, I, I'm supposed to ...... What to do? IU looked pained, her head slightly raised, and her eyes were full of confusion.

Liu Renna was silent for a while, and finally said: "There are only two ways: or, take advantage of Li Chengyou to move away this time, you will resolutely let go and break up with him." While there will be pain, time will always dilute everything. When you let go, you've already lost it, so it doesn't matter if you gain or lose. It may be regretful, but at least it will not continue to be fearful and uneasy. ”

"What about the second one?" IU asked immediately.

Liu Renna was stunned when she heard this, and couldn't help but smile bitterly in her heart, she could already see from IU's reaction that the first choice was not what IU was willing to accept now.

Sighing secretly in her heart and adjusting her mood, Liu Renna continued: "The second is to improve yourself. The reason why you have no sense of security, why you suffer from gains and losses, and panic is that in your cognition, you feel that you do not match Lee Seung-woo, and you feel that there is a distance between you and Lee Seung-woo in terms of appearance, status, and talent, and this gap is so big that you lose confidence and voluntarily bow down and make it smaller.

But if you keep bowing low and being small, you are unwilling, and this is the source of your pain.

So.

There is no other way than to improve yourself and change your cognition. ”

"So how do you improve it?" IU hurriedly asked.

Renna Liu: "......"

I don't know!

If I knew, would I still be like this?