Chapter 356: Foolishness
But.
Although Kim Ji-so was a little disapproving in his heart, he still showed a thirsty expression on his face, which gave Kim Ji-ni a great sense of satisfaction and gave Kim Ji-ni more desire to confide.
The book says: People's feelings, words are to be heard, and actions are to be done.
What does that mean?
That is to say, human nature is that when you say something, you want others to listen to it, and you want to succeed when you do things.
This is the truth that Lee Seung-woo had told Kim Ji-so before, although Kim Ji-so was too lazy to bother in front of Lee Seung-woo and was a little stupid, but in the process of interacting with other people, he still did a good job of being sophisticated.
Not to mention how good it is, how exquisite it is, but he rarely has bad relations with others, and he has a good relationship with most people.
Now.
Looking at Kim Ji-ni, Kim Ji-so pretended to suddenly realize, and said with wide eyes: "I understand." Jennie, if I want to be recognized by oppa, it's best not to ask oppa directly, but to cooperate with oppa, pretend to be stimulated by oppa and you, so that as long as I follow oppa's arrangement in the future to learn English well, oppa will have a sense of accomplishment, and will be happier and more recognized by me. ”
Kim Ji-ni: "......"
Belch?
That one...... I haven't thought this far ahead.
I was a little embarrassed in my heart, but at this moment, for the sake of face and to maintain her authority in front of Kim Ji-so, how could Kim Ji-ni expose her shortcomings and nodded resolutely.
And then.
Sonorous and powerful, he said loudly: "Yes! That's what I thought! ”
Who would have thought.
The voice fell, but when he saw the corners of Kim Jisoo's mouth drooping, he said with a sad face: "But, it's so tiring to learn a foreign language, Jennie, is there any way for you to make me not learn a foreign language and let oppa recognize me?" ”
Jin Zhini was stunned when she heard this, and couldn't help but roll her eyes.
A sentence almost blurted out -
You're thinking about fart!
She really served Kim Ji-so, she didn't want to pay but still wanted to be rewarded, you really thought that if you stood still, there would be pie in the sky.
Before I got into bed, I started dreaming, and I was really speechless.
couldn't help but glance at Kim Jisoo again, and Kim Ji-ni complained: "Ernie, can we stop being so naïve and say less ...... such ignorant words."
Halfway through the words, in order to take care of Kim Ji-so's face, Kim Ji-ni still held back, and the last few words reached her throat, and she finally held it back.
Pouting and adjusting her emotions, Jin Zhini said again: "I don't understand, learning one more foreign language is only good for Ernie, why is Ernie so resistant to learning a foreign language?" Ernie, don't tell me that you have a bad brain, and learning a foreign language is just a waste of time, so you don't want to learn it. A bad brain is not a reason to give up, you can't learn in a month for two months, and if you can't learn in two months, it's three months, four months, one year, two years...... As long as you persevere, there will always be a day when you will learn.
It's like Ernie learning to dance.
At the beginning, Ernie didn't have a foundation, and he couldn't even dance the basic movements.
But now.
Isn't Ernie's foundation also made up? ”
Kim Jisoo glared and opened his mouth, leaving nothing to say.
Say what?
It's a bit ...... to say you're lazy, to say you're too tired, to say you're wasting your time It's rubbish.
Thereupon.
Kim Jisoo could only hang his head and pretend to be ashamed.
Seeing this, Kim Ji-ni said: "And Ernie admires Chengyou OPPA so much, aren't you afraid that in the future, Chengyou OPPA's achievements will get higher and higher, and the status will be higher and higher, and then the gap between Ernie and OPPA will be getting farther and farther, and you will be ashamed of yourself in front of OPPA?" ”
Kim Jisoo lowered his head, but the corners of his mouth were wordless.
Have low self esteem?
You're thinking too much.
I have nothing to be ashamed of with oppa, if I had this thought, I would have died of suffocation since I was a child.
For Kim Ji-ni's agitation method, Kim Ji-so didn't feel anything at all.
In her concept, she and Lee Seung-woo are one, regardless of each other, even if she does something embarrassing in front of Lee Seung-woo, she will never feel embarrassed.
If she really had a heart to be ashamed of herself, she and Lee Seung-woo would only be further and further apart.
Like her, Ernie.
Kim Ji-yoon ostensibly chose to break up with Lee Seung-woo because of her plea, but in fact, the real reason Kim Ji-so knows that she is part of the reason, but it is only a small part, and the biggest reason is actually Kim Ji-yoon himself.
It is precisely because Kim Ji-yoon is ashamed of himself in front of Lee Seung-woo, feels that he has a gap with Lee Seung-woo in all aspects, and thinks that he is not worthy of Lee Seung-woo, so he has no confidence to keep Lee Seung-woo, and because he has an inferiority complex in his heart and because he is unwilling, he will be shaken by her few words and break up easily.
But is the real reason really because of her words?
Kim Jisoo didn't believe it at all.
She knew Ernie too well about her character.
Don't look at the appearance of being soft and weak on the surface, she often behaves extremely well-behaved in front of Li Chengyou, but in fact, she is very strong in her bones, she still remembers when she was a child, in order to catch up with Li Chengyou in schoolwork, she secretly studied at night.
It's just that my brain is really not enough, and I can't catch up with how much I learn.
And because of this.
She Ernie has actually been buried with a fire in her heart, but because of her lack of ability, the gap between her and Lee Seungyou is getting farther and farther away, so she has always been unwilling in her heart.
is unwilling to be forced by Lee Seung-woo all the time, and can only look up forever in front of Lee Seung-woo.
It is precisely because of unwillingness, because of self-shame, that they will secretly meet other boys, will be eager to be held in the palm of their hands, eager to be the focus, eager to be made up for by other boys.
It was also because she was unwilling that she begged for a sentence or two, and then broke up with Li Chengyou 'along the river'.
If it were her, if she confirmed the relationship with Oppa, she would never give up, even if she Ernie pleaded with her.
Because of this, she felt that she Ernie was not worthy of OPPA.
Because compared to OPPA, she Ernie actually loves herself more. Even if she Ernie is with Oppa, or even gets married in the future, as long as that self-shame and unwillingness still exists in the bottom of her heart, one day it will explode sooner or later, and it will only be sooner or later to cause trouble.
That's why she didn't bother to learn a foreign language and get OPPA recognition.
Because she not only knows her Ernie, she knows herself, but she also knows Lee Seungwoo very well.
Don't look at Lee Seung-woo, it seems that he is taking great pains to let her learn foreign languages, improve her skills, and improve her ability to survive in the entertainment industry in the future.
But actually.
If she really follows the path arranged for her by Li Chengyou, she will learn English and Thai again, and make up for this deficiency and make up for that defect...... If she really becomes versatile and self-reliant, the more she gets Lee Seung-woo's 'recognition' at that time, the farther and closer she will be from Lee Seung-woo.
When she is no longer a 'waste', when she no longer looks like she needs Lee Seung-woo, Lee Seung-woo will not hesitate to give her up.
Just as when she Ernie proposed to break up, when she Ernie showed that she no longer relied on and no longer needed Lee Seung-woo, no matter what the reason was, Lee Seung-woo resolutely let go and did not stay.
Why?
It's because she Ernie doesn't understand this truth, and doesn't understand that what Chengyou Oppa needs is never a partner who thinks he is strong and self-righteous.
Only if she looks 'waste', it seems that she can't do without Chengyou Oppa everywhere, and she needs to be taken care of by Oppa everywhere, and Chengyou Oppa will pay more attention to her, and will worry that she will not be able to stand on her own and keep her by her side.
That's why she doesn't want to follow the path arranged by Lee Seung-woo, preferring to stay at YG.
Following the path that Lee Seung-woo planned for her, it would indeed be easier for her to achieve success, but after success, it also gave Lee Seung-woo an excuse to leave her.
And staying at YG to make her debut as an idol, if she can make her debut, she will be almost 30 years old when her seven-year contract expires.
At that time, she will need Lee Seung-woo's help even more, and there will be more reasons to stay by Lee Seung-woo's side.
Presumably, by that time, OPPA is also in her thirties, and it should be able to retract and stop paying attention to those messy women, and she will have a better chance of getting together with OPPA.
And these.
She couldn't say it to Kim Ji-ni, and she couldn't say it clearly.
After all, Kim Ji-ni knows the relationship between Seung-woo OPPA and her Ernie, although now she Ernie has broken up with Oppa, if Kim Ji-ni knows, she is deliberately trying to rob her Ernie 'ex-boyfriend', especially since she has also bumped into OPPA fooling around with other girls with Kim Ji-ni...... That would almost be inevitable, and Kim Ji-ni would definitely look at her with strange eyes.
Although she knew that as long as she didn't give up on Chengyou Oppa, she would face such a gaze sooner or later, but at least for now, she couldn't be calm.
The reason why she stayed in YG was, on the one hand, that she wanted to make herself look 'useless' in the eyes of Lee Seung-woo and that she needed Lee Seung-woo.
On the other hand, it was just like her psychology the other day. - She wants to stand next to Lee Seung-woo in the image of a tree. No matter how short and lowly it is, at least it is independent, with its own uprightness and grandeur.
Such.
She seems 'useless' in the eyes of Lee Seung-woo, but in the eyes of others, she is self-reliant and self-reliant.
Such.
She is qualified to stand side by side with Lee Seung-woo. - At least in the eyes of others, she did not rely entirely on Lee Seung-woo to succeed.
Such.
will also set off, she is more qualified than her Ernie.
Kim Jisoo is not stupid at all.
She deeply understands that she needs to 'show strength' in front of others, but in front of Lee Seung-woo, she can only 'show weakness'.
Show weakness, be stupid, and be a little waste, Li Chengyou will care more about her, worry that she will not be able to be independent and be hurt, and will be more willing to stay by her side.
But these.
Kim Ji-so couldn't tell Kim Ji-ni, and he couldn't tell it.
So.
After listening to Kim Ji-ni's sonorous words, Kim Ji-so raised his head slightly, looked hesitant, half-loud, sighed lightly, and spread his hands helplessly: "Jennie, you are right, I admit it." However, I really didn't bother to learn, I thought it was useless. ”
Kim Ji-ni: "......"
Dumbfounded and completely speechless.
It's really-
Rotten wood should not be carved, and dung should not be smashed.
A person can be willing to degenerate and waste to such an extent, Kim Ji-ni can no longer think of any other description except for the word 'admiration'.
She wanted to ask out loud—
Kim Jisoo, can you scrap a little more?
Fuck!
I really want to compare two middle fingers!!
(End of chapter)