Chapter 354: Lin Zhan's Distress
Lin Kecheng continued to yell at Lin Zhan: "Just now, while crying in my arms, Ah Xue asked me: Is it that Zhan'er has never forgiven her as a mother. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info but I know very well that you don't need to forgive Ah Xue at all, because in your eyes, Ah Xue is just a stranger called a mother. You don't need to hate a stranger for abandoning yourself for sixteen years, and naturally you don't need to forgive her for abandoning herself for sixteen years. ”
Lin Kecheng's clenched hands gurgled, and his angry eyes were already red: "I saw all this clearly on the side, but I didn't have the courage to tell Ah Xue a word." The beloved son who has been looking forward to, caring, and feeling guilty for sixteen years finally only regards himself as a dispensable, not worth resentment, and not worth forgiving. This kind of blow is a thousand times more serious than if you never forgive Ah Xue. ”
Panting heavily, Lin Kecheng finally couldn't hold back the grief and indignation in his heart, and two lines of hot tears crossed the man's resolute face: "Zhan'er, I know that you are different from others. The grievances and tribulations you have suffered over the years are my incompetence and my failure to protect my son. This is what I owe you, and the entire Lin family owes you. But Ah Xue is different, she has suffered the most over the years of all people. Others still have an excuse to vent, but Ah Xue can only endure silently alone. Zhan'er, you can blame anyone, but you definitely can't blame Ah Xue. She's your mother, and that's a fact that no one can change. You have to acknowledge and accept this fact. People stand in the world, and the first thing is to be reasonable. You must take on the responsibility of being a son of man, and give Ah Xue the right to care for you and cherish you. ”
Lin Zhan looked at Lin Kecheng in front of him in a daze. The Lin Kecheng in front of him was something Lin Zhan had never seen before, and it was also the one that shocked Lin Zhan the most.
Everything Lin Kecheng said was a reprimand, but Lin Zhan felt that it was more like Lin Kecheng was begging Lin Zhan for the person he loved.
In Lin Zhan's cognition, Lin Kecheng can be called a real soldier, who is iron-clad and would rather not bend. Lin Zhan never thought that Lin Kecheng would pray to others for what reason, let alone that the object of this begging would be himself.
Lin Kecheng begged Lin Zhan. This scene made Lin Zhan feel so weird and funny.
But Lin Kecheng did just that, and what was it for.
Anyone has a reason to do anything, so what is the reason why Lin Kecheng will beg for himself. He is his son!
The father begged his son, for what? Is it for the so-called "mother"?
How much does Lin Kecheng love Ouyang Xue to do such a funny and weird thing in front of him?
Do I have someone I love who deserves it, or will I do it for the sake of my loved one?
Lin Zhan's mind immediately appeared an extremely beautiful and noble figure, a figure that he loved in his heart and hated at the same time.
Am I going to do this for her? ever?
Lin Zhan found himself unable to answer a question. Lin Zhan himself had no answer.
Turning his gaze back to Lin Kecheng, Lin Zhan found that he suddenly had a different feeling for Lin Kecheng.
It's no longer just gratitude, it's a little more...... It should be what human beings call reverence and trust in their fathers.
Will Lin Kecheng do this for himself one day, or more?
That doesn't seem like a problem. Isn't a father among humans capable of doing anything for his children?
It's human nature. A nature that even God cannot understand, and human beings do not need God to understand.
"Treat Ouyang Xue as a dispensable, no need for resentment, and no need for forgiveness? ”
Lin Zhan said to himself: "But what you want to say is not completely right, you can only say that it is ninety percent right." ”
"I really just wanted to think of Ouyang Xue as a stranger called "mother" at first, but when I actually met Ouyang Xue, I felt a little strange. There was an inexplicable feeling that came up uncontrollably. It actually made me feel an urge to throw myself into Ouyang Xue's arms. If I hadn't deliberately suppressed it, I think I would have lost my temper at that time. Lin Zhan smiled self-deprecatingly. It was as if he was laughing at his impulsiveness and naivety at the time.
Lin Zhan never thought that he would have such a day.
But Lin Zhan's self-deprecating words stopped in Lin Kecheng's ears, but Lin Kecheng was pleasantly surprised. Lin Kecheng originally thought that Lin Zhan didn't take Ouyang Xue to heart at all, but he didn't expect Lin Zhan to care so much about Ouyang Xue.
Lin Kecheng, who knew Lin Zhan's heart well, naturally knew that Lin Zhan would not lie for this kind of thing.
"Zhan'er. What you're saying is true?"
Looking at Lin Kecheng, who was surprised, Lin Zhan raised his hand and pressed his forehead, which felt pain for some reason, and breathed a long sigh of relief: "It's true." So, father, you don't need to be so excited, I don't disagree with Ouyang Xue. ”
"It's just that what I want to ask now is, father, what are you going to let me do?"
"Of course, I'm going to see Cher right away. Let her know that you care about her, too. ”
Lin Kecheng couldn't wait to pull Lin Zhan and was about to walk to the back room, Lin Kecheng now just wanted to know that Ouyang Xue knew Lin Zhan's intentions, so as to appease Ouyang Xue.
It's a pity that Lin Zhan didn't move at all.
"Go see Ouyang Xue, what are you going to do after you see it, and what do you want me to do?"
"Of course it is......" Lin Kecheng said this, suddenly froze, turned his head to look at Lin Zhan with a stunned face.
Indeed, Lin Zhan's problem is a problem. A question that Lin Kecheng couldn't answer.
What should I do after seeing Ouyang Xue?
Ouyang Xue has been very concerned about the two brothers Lin Feng and Lin Zhan for more than ten years. Lin Kecheng saw it in his eyes and was anxious in his heart. I have always wanted Ouyang Xue's mother and son to reunite, relieve Ouyang Xue's lovesickness, and fulfill their love. But now Lin Zhan's question made Lin Kecheng speechless.
If it was Lin Feng who was standing here now, then this would not be a problem. Because Lin Feng was already six years old when Ouyang Xue left, Lin Feng knew that Ouyang Xue was his mother, and more importantly, Lin Feng also missed his mother very much in the past ten years. If Lin Feng and Ouyang Xue reunite with what kind of scene it is, Lin Kecheng doesn't need to worry about it at all.
But what if it's Lin Zhan?
Lin Zhan also cared about Ouyang Xue, and Lin Zhan had already admitted it just now. But what would Lin Zhan be like when he saw Ouyang Xue. Not long ago, Lin Zhanna had already proved it with his own actions. And the direct consequence is that Ouyang Xue is still sad.
Lin Zhan gently withdrew his hand, and said with some dismay: "Father, I have been your son for sixteen years, and you should know my heart. Do you think I'm going to do what you think?"
Lin Kecheng also withdrew his hand, and frowned at the same time.
"For me now, the Lin family is a very important existence. I can do anything to protect the Lin family, I can be an enemy of anyone. I value the Lin family so much, just because I have lived in the Lin family for sixteen years, and the Lin family has taken care of me for sixteen years. The Lin family is just my home in the human world. ”
"But for Ouyang Xue, I haven't seen her for sixteen years. These 16 years are not long, but they are not short, and many things can happen. Even though she really missed me and did so much for me, I didn't know all of that. The word mother is just a common noun for me. If I want to treat Ouyang Xue like you, as far as I am concerned, it is simply impossible. ”
Lin Kecheng said: "But you also said just now, you are not without feelings for Xue'er. ”
"That's why I had to leave the Frozen Temple immediately. Lin Zhan suddenly gritted his teeth and said, startling Lin Kecheng.
"Except for the time when I was just born, this is the first time I have met Ouyang Xue. But I developed an inexplicable attachment to someone I had just met. I've never felt this way before. This kind of inexplicable feeling actually makes me feel at a loss. This is an intolerable thing for me and must be put to rest immediately. I must leave here immediately, leave Ouyang Xue. It will take me a while to resolve this inexplicable feeling and get me back to normal. ”
Lin Zhan's words shocked Lin Kecheng, who didn't expect that the reason why Lin Zhan was in a hurry to leave the Frozen Temple turned out to be this.