Because I have done terrible electroacupuncture, I am honest, and the old patients are honest because of it, and when the new patients come in, they are not honest.

Do all electroacupuncture, and be honest as soon as you do it. During the small talk, several old patients said that there was also an electroconvulsion, which was even more terrifying.

It's like falling off a cliff.

The work and rest of the mental hospital is very regular, and it is the same as that of the prison and the guards, and the similarity is the loss of freedom.

The patient's activity area is divided into two parts, one is the sleeping room and the other is the activity room, which is the place to stay during the day.

In winter, it is dark, before 6 o'clock, I get up, the quilt is folded by nurses or old patients, and in winter, it is covered with two quilts.

Nurses have a unique approach to stacking quilts.

Get up and wash, the toothpaste is public, there is an old patient to keep it, he only squeezes you less than the size of soybeans, and the face and teeth are finished.

Go into the activity room and have breakfast.

It was still dark, and one person lined up with a porcelain basin and chopsticks. The hygienist trolley pushes breakfast in a stainless steel box

It's white porridge, and in one drawer is steamed buns. One person makes a bowl of porridge, and the hygienist grabs some side dishes, usually very few robeans

Dry, 2 steamed buns, find a seat to sit down and eat, the dishes and chopsticks have old patients on duty to wash, but just go into the water at will, at all

Wash not clean.

After eating, I waited for 8:15 for the doctor's rounds, and I was bored. Doctors and nurses go to work at 8 o'clock and have a morning meeting, and the hygienist takes it

The new patient went to meet, and the room was full of white coats, which was very aura.

Each patient has its own doctor, and a doctor has about 10 patients. The doctor rounds the ward and asks his patient, "Okay."

Is it?", the patient replied, "Okay", this is the ward round.

At 9 o'clock, the nurse took a box with various cigarettes to hand out cigarettes, and the family members kept 6 cigarettes per person, which was a mental illness

The important ceremony of the hospital, the patient's 6 cigarettes yesterday have already been smoked, waiting for this moment. There are new patients who don't have cigarettes

I wanted to smoke too, but the nurse said, 'You don't have any cigarettes left in your house.' "Send it away.

Patients are not allowed to bring lighters, and nurses are required to light the fire when smoking

, dare to be addicted, 6 cigarettes a day to smoke.

Then I was bored again, waiting for lunch. At 10:40 for lunch, everyone sat down, and the hygienist pushed the trolley,

A few drawers of steamed rice, 1 bucket of unpalatable vegetables, and a few dots of meat. At this time, doctors and nurses came to help, as well as the elderly

For the patient, put several pots in a tray and serve them to the patient.

After lunch, the old patient lined up to take the medicine, the old patient, holding a handful of medicine given by the nurse in his left hand, and holding water in his right hand, a handful of them all

Eaten. I hadn't taken any medicine before, I wouldn't have taken medicine, I just sat next to the nurse and took it one by one

, some old patients laughed at me for eating elixir.

After taking the medicine, I went to the sleeping room to take a nap and rest, and some people didn't sleep and chatted.

At half past one in the afternoon, get up, go to the activity room, and the first thing is to send snacks, which is the family members' snacks, the nurses

And specific old patients, in the order of putting snacks on the shelf, called by name, what to take.

Some old patients, who don't have snacks, are also crowded, wanting others to share a little of them, sometimes grabbing a little.

There is an old patient, who has been hospitalized for a long time, called Xu's family, I saw that he called home, I wanted to go home, and when I took it, I said Xu

Get one (apple) at home.

At 2 o'clock, the family will meet, and my mother will send me delicious food every day, take a thermos flask, chicken and pork ribs, and bring some more

Fruit. Sometimes my brother rests, and he comes to send.

In the afternoon, I was still bored, there were 2 big red waist baths, everyone washed their feet with hot water, and many people did not wash at all

Sometimes the nurse sees it and says that it doesn't smell if she doesn't wash it, but she still doesn't wash it. There was an old patient who gave straw paper, and 1 piece of straw paper was torn

into 2 halves, half per person.

Dinner at 4:40, dinner is the same as breakfast, a bowl of porridge, 2 steamed buns. After dinner, take medicine again, and then go back to sleep

Sleep and rest in the room, because the time is early, everyone chats in twos and threes, but because of the medicine, they all go to bed early and go to bed

It was 8 o'clock, but most of them went to bed early.

Wake up the next morning and repeat the day before, and so on every day.

I'm a situational disorder, or at worst, a maniac depression (bipolar psychosis).

On December 21 (later the Cult of Easter), the nurse told me not to eat breakfast and left me alone in the sleeping room

Inside.

After waiting for a long time, a group of doctors and nurses came in, mainly a few doctors pressed me, held my head, and inserted it on top of my head

A needle, put a small wooden board in my mouth, I struggled, I don't know what they are doing, I can't stand up to them,

Struggles fail, and then you lose consciousness.

When I woke up, as if I was fine, the hygienist let me eat the cold breakfast that I had left.

This is electroconvulsion, and there is no feeling of falling off a cliff as the old patient said, and after the electricity is turned on, he loses consciousness and goes into shock.

As if you are asleep, or as if you are dead, wake up in 1 hour. That's what I later nerves claimed to be on the top ten

Word frame, dead and resurrected.