19841016 diary

After school in the afternoon, I went to play with Bi Qingyuan in the new experimental building, which has three floors, divided into two from the gate, and the east side is experimental, from the first floor to the third floor is the chemistry laboratory, the physics laboratory, and the biology laboratory, and there are three offices on the side. The first room on the west side is the meeting room, the second floor is for the book collection, and the third floor is the reading room. There are two teachers sorting it out, and there are a lot of books in it, and it's not too much, isn't it? A few students were too busy to die. Then I went to play badminton with Bi Qingyuan, I thought that after the opening, I must go there seriously to read books, play badminton, I went to get a haircut, I heard that the old man in the bathhouse had a good barber, I went there, it happened that no one was there, the old master was eating bread, he asked me what to do? When I said that I would get a haircut, he told me to sit down and eat bread by myself, and I looked in the mirror, and saw that although my hair was long, it was very good, (it was good, I did not feel secretly happy), and suddenly I thought about it, but when I thought that I should not have long hair, I gave it a haircut.

19841017 diary

This afternoon, the school held a school meeting, by Secretary Yao speech, the topic is "thorough", his speech is divided into two parts, he also gave an example of eating a big pot of rice, I am very familiar with the production team, men a day 10 points, women 8 points, just able to work 6, 7 points. Then he talked about the changes in the motherland after the country, and also talked about the expansion of our school.

19841018 diary

In the morning, I got the first place (81 points) in the geography exam, in fact, the paper is not difficult, I can get more than 90 points, but because there is no review, the exam is sudden, but I am still satisfied, which is an encouragement to me.

In the afternoon, Bi Qingyuan and Bi Qingyuan went to Xinhua Bookstore, walked to the school gate, and suddenly saw the first issue of "Stream" sponsored by our writing interest group posted in the propaganda column, the inscription was written by Principal Wang, and the first sentence of the publication was written by Teacher Fan, and there were several articles on three sides, ""Golden Deer" is by your side (Liu Hui), "Returning to Your Hometown and Feeling the Beauty of Your Hometown" (a senior high school student), and suddenly I saw my article "The Story of the Xanadu Garden", and I couldn't help but feel excited, and suddenly felt a little drunk in my heart, full of pride, but there was no my name on it, (somehow), Anyway, that's my article! Bi Qingyuan and I went to the bookstore, and I bought the book "Three Hundred Poems of the Song, Yuan, and Ming Dynasties", which was compiled by the Qing people, and I decided to memorize it. When I went back to school, I went to watch "The Stream" and read my "Paradise" silently.

In the evening, I went to Mr. Ji's dormitory with Li Erqiao, and watched Bi Qingyuan carved steel plates, Mr. Ji said to me that as long as I worked hard, I would definitely be able to be admitted to university, saying that I had a good foundation in English and mathematics, and that I was also good in history and geography this time, Li Erqiao said that I was admitted to Nanjing University, and Bi Qingyuan said that I was going to take the Fudan exam, I thought that I was going to do this, but 。。。。。。

19841019 diary

In the morning, when I walked out of the classroom and saw Wang Feng on the railing, I stepped forward and patted him, he was startled, and was about to have a seizure, but when he saw that it was me, he said, "Scared me to death." In the second recess, I was also leaning on the railing, and he walked out of the classroom door and came to me, and I saw him, and I greeted him, and he said that he should scare me, and I said no. At noon, we played ball in class, and in the afternoon I said that the ball was broken, and he joked that he would accompany him, and I said that you want me to get the ball, and then I will find an excuse to accompany me. He said, "How do you think of me as such a person, let alone a ball, that is... I asked what he was, and after a moment he said, "Not even my head." "This is true, I am very pleased, our relationship is good again, he really knows me, really.

In the evening, after reading the previous novel of "Sprout", I suddenly understood something, and the protagonist's sentence was a wake-up call for me: "I am looking for love, not a woman." "How much do you know about it? And what I think and go day and night, vulgar me.

19841020 diary

At noon, Li Hongtao said that he had a copy of "Ancient and Modern Legends" there, and I wanted to read it, and he agreed. Before class in the afternoon, I asked him for it, but I didn't see him in class, so I went downstairs to the dormitory, but I didn't find it, but I only found a book "Thirty-six Strategies", and I took it to read. After a while, Zhao Jianxing came, he helped me find it, but I didn't find it, he said I'm sorry for me, and I also said I'm sorry for him. I don't know who is really sorry for whom. Before class, I was reading a book ("Thirty-six Strategies"), and suddenly Li Hongtao asked me with a humble smile if I was looking for him? I knew that Zhao Jianxing told him, so I said yes, and then asked for a book, but he didn't find it for a while, and sent it after school, so I read it. During the evening self-study, I was reading the book, and Li Hongtao came and asked me if I had any reference books on chemistry. I smiled and said, "Why do I take it with me at home?" That's my brother's, bring it next week," he said that he didn't do very well in chemistry, and we talked for a while, and he left, and I watched "Chinese and Foreign Legends" again.

19841021 diary

Today is Sunday, and I was watching "Chinese and Foreign Legends" all morning, and when Wang Feng came, he said that he wanted to repair his watch and play with it for a while. He asked me to see the watch, I gave it to him, he ripped off the strap, and suddenly said, "It's from Zhongshan," I nodded, and he said as if he had suddenly found a puzzle, "I thought it was a jewel flower," because I was a jewel flower on the surface, so I laughed, and he laughed too. After a while, we talked about family life with each other, and I relived the warmth of the past. At noon, I went back to the classroom to watch my "Chinese and Foreign Legends", and after a while, Xu Qian came, wearing a dark red sweater, I felt very uncomfortable, and I didn't dare to deny it, but I thought about more than that, "What's it?" "I thought, but I can't help but feel sour in my heart, maybe it's not a bad thing, but, maybe it shouldn't be, so I remembered the novel again, it's love and people, vulgar.

19841022 diary

Before waking up this morning, as usual, it seems to be a kind of consciousness, forcing yourself to not get up, it is not a person, it is a god not a god, anyway, a thing oppresses itself, confused, but it is very clear, after getting up, I know that I was deceived, I regret that I should not be deceived, after getting up, my mind is abnormally bad, it seems that there is a heavy burden pressing, I am not happy, I am afraid to go out between classes, I am sad in my heart, and I have nothing to say when I see people. At noon, I played with Tai Chenghua on the street, and it didn't get better, I still sighed and sighed, I didn't know what to do, it seemed that everything was indifferent, everything seemed to be no longer mine, thinking back to the mood when I was carefree in the past, but I couldn't help but be funny, and I didn't have any intention anymore, at this time I only felt that I was the most sober, but I also felt that it was meaningless as a person. In fact, this has happened many times, sometimes my mood is good, sometimes it is like this, what is going on, there is no spiritual sustenance? I think.