Yin Qingdai has also tossed and turned in countless sleepless nights, persistently looking for what is chasing and what is love.

Is it the shadow chasing the light or the possessiveness, or even more so pinning all your hopes on the unreachable stars in the sky, hoping that he will make your dreams come true.

Pampered and fearless gentleness and confidence, but also gave Yin Qingdai, who was struggling underground, a touch of red light, shining on the lamp that was about to go out, although the shadow was small and small, but it was also the only light in my mind.

But Chi Delirium forgot.

Or he never remembered that just like the plot in the TV series he watched earlier, the two or three proper demeanors he showed when he interacted with each other were just in a wealthy family since they were children.

The confidence nourished by the abundant sense of victory, when you want to perform it, it is as easy as tasting a glass of wine.

But for ......

For Yin Qingdai, in the eyes of those who have never had the opportunity to experience her power, it is like a miracle, like a person in need who sees someone else's basket full of returns.

And the owner of the basket smiled skillfully, smiled and walked up to you, bowed his head, and asked you gently, "Is there anything I can do for you?" ”

From that moment on, the seed was deeply rooted in the heart, and there was no easy way to completely uproot it.

The wind was very quiet, and the sunset at dusk was blood-red, outlining the last sunset on the horizon, and a large area of red glow aurora came in a thick stream, illuminating the two of them with a brilliance on their faces.

Chi Yu didn't say a word, as if he was thinking about something, and Yin Qingdai waited for him so determinedly, her expression seemed to be a little sad.

She was waiting for the final judgment from someone who had given her a shred of kindness.

"What the fuck are you talking about? Did you forget or didn't remember at all? Sticking out her head and shrinking her head is also a knife-" Finally, Yin Qingdai, who was struggling in embarrassment, was the first to take the picture, and her eyes turned red unconsciously.

"You have to cut this knife for me, not to see that you are indecisive here."

Chi Yu finally raised his eyes, and the decadence and worry in his eyes almost washed away the clarity of the deer's eyes: "I haven't forgotten." ”

He didn't forget.

He remembered.

I searched in the corridor of memories for I don't know how long, and found an inconspicuous corner, as if there was some transparent barrier protecting that memory.

But no amount of restraint and shackles can be shattered at the slightest touch.

Then he clearly reproduced what Yin Qingdai said to him.

On a summer day when the cicadas were chirping, the unruly young man leaned on the makeup chair with Erlang's legs crossed, his face full of carelessness and impatience, and the makeup artist's careful temptation was turned back by his disgusted eyes.

"So, what's my business?"

"You makeup artists don't wait to see artists, I really think I'm too big, whether it's su who will come later

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e or moo

Light, you're all customers. ”

Every word was what he had said loudly.

Since that dream, many of the earlier memories have been sealed in the dim light, like the moon in the mirror, and nothing can be seen.

But many things, many people, don't think about it in detail.

It's been forgotten for a long time.

Chi Yu trembled his hands and hugged Yin Qingdai: "I'm sorry......"

I'm sorry......

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......

These three words were repeated by him over and over again, and the thunderbolt was poured with cold water on a sunny day, but he was never willing to compromise soberly.

"I'm sorry...... I'm a bastard, I'm a scumbag, I'm ......"

Yin Qingdai struggled in his arms, punching and kicking, and went into battle with both hands and feet.

But still not moving, Chi Yu snorted sullenly, silently bearing her resistance.

Yin Qingdai saw that her actions had no effect, so she simply broke the jar and bit Chi Yu's shoulder fiercely.

Her voice was tinged with tears: "Are you here to see my jokes?" ”

Chi Yugang wanted to shake his head and explain, but Yin Qingdai didn't give him a chance to speak: "Why are you ......?" Why, just because you once spoke for me unintentionally, over-"

"Can you be so endless, to belittle me as much as you want? Why did you throw me out of the car, and why did you ...... me so much?"

"Why is it that even now, I can still hand over the secrets in my heart with peace of mind and see my most embarrassing side without any guilt?"

"Uh......h Woo woo......".

She sobbed, Chi Yu was at a loss, so she could only comfortingly follow her up, but she didn't expect these actions to make Yin Qingdai cry even louder.

From sobbing to weeping.

"Why......? Why are you doing this to me, we have no grievances, we are not even fucking friends, even if I have been the shadow of sleepwalking with the light, I am a slut. ”

"I'm not right this time, can you get out of my world?"

A sentence was inserted into Chi Yu's new house as accurately as a steel knife, and he only felt that his heart hurt so much that he couldn't breathe, but he didn't have any reason to refute it.

Yin Qingdai is expounding and complaining, and as an abuser, what kind of face does he have to explain and excuse himself?

Chi delirium can't do it.

He doesn't want to be a white-eyed wolf who hurts people's hearts anymore, and no one's empathy will always be high......

The beast with human skin and beast heart is born.

A person's heart will die, because the purpose of the abuser is to make her die, and people may make mistakes for a while, or they may often make mistakes.

But no one can do it, ignoring all warnings and hints, going all the way to the dark, pushing people into the abyss and hell without stopping.

At least Chi Delirium can't do it.

A man's heart hurts.

"Why don't you speak? Dumb? ”

Chi Yu's eyes were red, and the hand that hugged Yin Qingdai tightly trembled uncontrollably, he was silent for a long time, and finally spit out a sad and desolate sentence: "The stupidity and viciousness of fate make us go the other way." ”

"I'm sorry is perfunctory to say too much, and what I'm wrong is not a sentence that can be offset by sorry, I have done a lot of shameless things because of the despicable and shameless ......"

"But I don't want to leave your world......"

"Then what the are you-" Yin Qingdai was angry, only thinking that Chi Yu was really a brute who couldn't understand human words, and when it came to this, he could still die and beg to pester him.

There is still a fearlessness that has not been thrown away.

"Can you give me another chance, I'll change."

"Everything we are involved in now is wishful thinking on my part, but I find that I feel as if I am haunted by a devil called impulse."

"I don't know why." Chi Yu paused, and seemed to confess with great courage, "I had a nightmare that I dreamed that you were riding in a car and stepped on the accelerator. ”

"Without hesitation, I rushed to the cliff." His voice trembled unbelievably unpresentable.

Yin Qingdai sneered disdainfully, and wondered if this person was having a paranoid attack, and the persecution delusional thought of her, and what kind of nonsense was she talking about.

But Chi Yu was solemn, as if he was telling something about the alliance: "Don't drive me away, okay?" ”