Chapter Eighty-Three: It's Okay
“……”
The corners of Yin Qingdai's raised mouth went down.
She didn't know what the reason for Chi Yu's blatant behavior was, at least in his opinion, it was not a wise move, people with long brains knew to please their fans, and his actions would only make some fans feel disgusted.
Who likes the stars they are chasing to be kind to the people who take off their fans and step on them, even in the ...... Upside down?
It's a slap in the face, and it's a naked slap in the face.
Yin Qingdai's heart is very complicated, and many emotions are constantly surging.
She suddenly felt sick to her stomach.
But she didn't show it, but kept smiling, believing that as long as she continued to smile like this, no one would see the turmoil in her heart.
She is like a fish that has been dropped ashore by a hunter, or a cat that has been played with by her owner with a ball of string.
"Chi Yu, you should know what the consequences of doing this are...... Either way, I hope you'll think it through...... If you insist on doing this, your fans may be disappointed, they will be heartbroken, and they may even hate you, so don't put the blame on me......"
Yin Qingdai muttered to herself and said coldly.
Although the tone is condensed, who can guess the taste? If a person drinks water, he knows whether he is warm or cold. There is no roundworm who is in the stomach.
Only she knew it, and although her tone was calm, her heart had already set off turbulent waves.
A few days ago, she never imagined that her idol would do this, that she would become so naïve, so irrational, so stupid, just to get closer to her......? But this approach is too humiliating, too irrational, and too naïve.
Yin Qingdai sighed, clicked on the avatar of Chi Yu's trumpet, and sent a private message to the past-
@111别转发带大名上广场: What are you doing here......
@IA android: "Don't worry, I have no malice, and I will never do anything harmful to you or hurt you in the future." ”
@IA android: Maybe my fans will misunderstand me, but - I really hope you can forgive me, and I will prove my sincerity to you with my actions.
@IA android: ...... Forget it, don't forgive, just think of me as someone who has made a mistake and is trying to repent......
@IA android: I know that I don't deserve your chase, your liking, and I don't deserve to be easily forgiven by you.
@IA android delirium: good words are warm in three winters, and bad words are hurtful and cold in June.
@IA android: And I don't know how much I've hurt you......
Chi Yu also likes to post short sentences, perhaps because he thinks that a large number of small compositions affect the perception, but these swiping screens are also a headache, Yin Qingdai unconsciously rubbed her temples, thousands of thoughts, thousands of thoughts finally turned into a lament.
She darkened the screen, trying to close her eyes and quietly empty herself, but found that-
Her heart was in turmoil, and she couldn't calm down no matter what, and as soon as she closed her eyes, she could see the messages that Chi Yu had sent him. Those upsetting, disturbing words kept replaying in her head, making her head hurt for no reason.
It's all his fault.
@111别转发带大名上广场:............
@111别转发带大名上广场: Forget it.
@111别转发带大名上广场: Whatever you want, just be happy.
@111别转发带大名上广场: I won't block you, but I hope you don't comment often, I'm afraid that the vest of this number will be ripped off, and I don't want some rumors about the two of us to spread from the outside world.
@111别转发带大名上广场:...... Although I have nothing to do with you in the first place.
Chi Yu on the other side of the screen laughed dryly twice after seeing the message Yin Qingdai sent her.
Especially the last one.
@IA android delirium: but ...... I'm going to explain it again, I didn't mean to, and I really didn't mean to block you.
He hopes more than anyone else that Yin Qingdai will be happy and smooth sailing.
What he said sounded like he was explaining, but in fact he was hiding the greedy thoughts in his heart, and he didn't want Yin Qingdai to misunderstand.
Yin Qingdai shook her head after seeing it, and was silent for a long time, only feeling a little funny.
@111别转发带大名上广场: It's okay, I don't care much anyway.
@111别转发带大名上广场: If you can...... Let's reduce the intersection on the Internet, don't you think?
The meaning of this sentence is obvious, you don't have to worry about me getting angry or something, I'm not such a stingy person.
Yin Qingdai's attitude made Chi Yu a little confused, but more panicked.
She was obviously angry just now, and she can't be said to be angry, but she is in a very low state, otherwise she wouldn't have even told him about her plan, and she is even blowing the wind on the rooftop to distract herself.
Why did it change in an instant?
Although Chi Yu has done a lot of bastard things, he is not a fool who has enjoyed a good education since he was a child, he knows very well that Yin Qingdai will not be angry for no reason.
She must have been angry.
…… Is it because of his actions?
……………………
There is no way but to do it.
He sighed.
He was very greedy, and he greedily wanted to continue to intersect with Yin Qingdai, so he made this decision.
He didn't expect to say something like that.
If he had expected to anger Yin Qingdai, I'm afraid he wouldn't have said such a thing.
After all, it would be against his character to talk like that.
He cherishes his feathers very much and returns the emotions of his fans to normal, but he also understands that Yin Qingdai is not an ordinary person, and he can't completely control her, which makes him feel a sense of powerlessness in his heart, and he also feels guilty about his fans.
At this moment, he was indeed very annoyed.
If he can be a low-key artist and not express his personal feelings on the Internet, then this kind of thing will not happen.
Such a thing is a forbidden area that no fan wants to touch.
If he didn't have this ability, if he didn't have this strength, I'm afraid he wouldn't have such courage.
It's also a strength.
Yin Qingdai's heart was also very shocked, she didn't expect Chi Yu to do such a thing, and her heart was also full of contradictions.
She didn't know how to face Chi Delirium. She wouldn't drive Chi Yu away for no reason like an enemy, and her conscience in her heart made it impossible for her to do such a bastard thing, even if that person did it a few days ago.
But she remembered that earlier, Chi Yu knelt down with a thud on the ground, and that unhesitating action seemed to carry the determination to break the boat.
At that moment, it seems that human courage can overcome everything, and when regretful emotions collide wantonly in the brain, courage and emotion can overcome dignity and reason, and perhaps he was rational at that time.
Sober compromise abandons one's ridiculous self-esteem and all traits that will hurt others.
…… She is responsible for this matter, maybe she shouldn't have gone down in the first place, why can't she drive Chi Yu away?
She also has no way to make Chi Delirium stop paying attention to herself, and she has no way to block Chi Delirium.
Therefore, she chose to be silent and chose to pretend to be deaf and dumb.
She could only accept it silently. And that's exactly what she's not good at.
In this way, the two people are at an impasse.
Her fingertips paused on the screen for a moment, not knowing what to say, and the long silence made all the sweat on her back dry by the cool breeze of the night, leaving only a dry coolness.
Very comfortable and comfortable, but contrary to the refreshment of her now, Yin Qingdai felt as if she had been thrown into a big oven now, and the hot cast iron tortured her, asking over and over again when she would be freed, when would she be able to get rid of those emotions called cowardice?