Chapter 158: Heartache

On this night, the peony did not come back and was not found.

There were no stars in the sky, and it rained heavily all night, and Chen Fan didn't fall asleep all night.

On the second day, Chen Fan had a dark circle under his eyes, and the girls came down and were startled when they saw Chen Fan, "Boss, you didn't sleep all night last night, are you all worried about peonies?" ”

"Nothing really will happen to this mother, will it? You won't be trafficked, will you? ”

Chen Fan couldn't speak anymore with a dark circle under his eyes, and he didn't even want to eat in the morning, this was the first time he didn't want to eat, and the little girl also walked down, very worried about Chen Fan.

Tian Linger was also taken aback by her brother, why does her brother value that peony so much, is he already in love with a peony.

hugged Chen Fan tightly and said, "Brother, why haven't you slept all night?" Are you really already in love with that sister, or you wouldn't be so worried? ”

It's really a little ghost, Chen Fan rubbed the little girl's head, and said with a smile, "You little guy, where do you know what to fall in love with or not, friends can also worry about it, don't you understand?" ”

Tian Ling'er shook her head and said with a serious face, "No, no, no, no, it's not like this, my brother must be in love with that sister, you see us and we fall asleep, and you can't sleep, you are more worried about that Peony sister than the rest of us, which means that Sister Peony is a different existence in your heart, you must be in love with Sister Peony." ”

Chen Fan didn't expect this little girl to be so big, and she already knew so many truths, but after talking so much about the truth, Chen Fan didn't think it was right, but felt that this girl should be enlightened.

It should be a few years before you can fall in love, Chen Fan rubbed Tian Ling'er's hair and said, "Okay, okay, don't think so much, you little girl knows every day that you want to go to breakfast, you see that the master has already made breakfast, it's all what you like to eat." ”

The little beggar seemed a little restrained, and didn't seem to want to go over to eat, Chen Fan pulled the little beggar to his side, this little beggar was too thin, Chen Fan asked sadly, "Did you sleep well last night?" ”

The little beggar shook his head gently, "I slept very well last night, it was the most comfortable night I slept on, thank you brother." ”

Chen Fan stared at the little beggar's facial features carefully, the facial features were still quite upright, if there was no scar, she would still be a very cute little girl.

Chen Fan didn't dare to imagine who it was, who tortured such a cute little girl like this, it was simply not a person, Chen Fan grabbed the little beggar's hand tightly and said, "Who made your face look like this?" ”

The little beggar seemed unwilling to recall the painful unbearable bowing of his head, and after a few minutes he spoke slowly, "Yes, my father made my face look like this, my father made my face look like this." ”

After listening to this, the girls and Chen Fan couldn't believe that this was their father? This is simply a brute, how can a father make his daughter ugly, Chen Fan clenched his fists tightly and said, "You mean that your father made your face look like this for ten years, right?" ”

The little girl nodded slightly, tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, I hugged the little girl tightly in the past, and said very gently, "Okay, okay, don't be sad, it's not us now, we will be your family in the future, you won't be bullied by anyone anymore, he is not worthy of being your father, he is a beast." ”

The other girls also clenched their fists tightly, completely unbelievable that as a father, he actually tortured this daughter into such a appearance, which is not even as good as a brute, "I'm so angry, I'm really angry, if I meet that guy, I must beat him to death!" ”

"Yes, yes, so am I, I'm going to beat that guy to death with one punch, it's just not worthy of being a father, God sent him here on purpose to harm other little girls."

Every little beggar, every homeless man, every person who sleeps on the streets, they all have a miserable past.

Chen Fan also hugged the little girl tightly and asked, "Okay, we already know, don't worry, this is your home in the future, we will protect you and won't let you be hurt, you haven't told me what your name is." ”

Chen Fan gently let go of the little beggar, pinched his shoulder with his hand, and gently kneaded it like pinching cotton, for fear of crushing people.

The little beggar felt the warmth of the world for the first time, and was a little overwhelmed, and even suspected that it was an illusion, so he pinched himself fiercely, only to find that it was not an illusion, "My name is Zhao Yu." ”

Chen Fan called Zhao Yu's name in his heart, a very nice name.

Chen Fan lightly touched his forehead and said, "Zhao Yu, your name is very good, since there are people in your family, then why did you become a little beggar?" Is it because you ran away from home? ”

Zhao Yu shook his head, saying that this was not the case, and his eyes looked extremely sad, "It's because we have a younger brother in our family, and they said they couldn't support me, so they kicked me out if they didn't have anything to eat." ”

"......" Chen Fan suddenly felt quite speechless in his heart, because in ancient times, they were patriarchal, they felt that boys were useful, but girls were useless.

They think that boys can work, but girls can't do anything when they grow up, and they have to marry someone else when they grow up, so they don't want to have girls.

But living in this era is also a matter of no choice, I just hope that I can do something in this world.

If you can do something, that's good, if you don't do anything, then you might as well die if you come here for nothing.

Obviously, he came here to be a salted fish, but Chen Fan no longer has the idea of being a salted fish, how can he watch from the sidelines when he sees so many people suffering?

As a man of flesh and blood, I can't bear it.

Chen Fan hugged Zhao Yu tightly again and said, "Okay, okay, don't be sad, what a cute little guy, we will always be your home here in the future, you don't have to be afraid, you can eat whatever you want, let's go have breakfast." ”

Zhao Yu just ate some bread last night, and it was the first time he saw such a sumptuous thing, his eyes were full of stars, and his family's brain was full of flowers.

I can't react at all, these things are all for myself.

Still looked at Chen Fan with some restraint, "Brother, can I really eat these things?" How much can I eat? ”

This sentence made Chen Fan really cry and laugh, cute is so cute, Tian Ling'er pulled Zhao Yu up, sat on this seat and carefully served Zhao Yu vegetables, very enthusiastic, "It's okay, Zhao Yu, just sit down and eat, treat this place as your home, you can eat as much as you want." ”

Zhao Yu looked at such a sumptuous food and still couldn't believe it, "Really? Can I really eat as much as I want? ”

Chen Fan also sat down, sat next to Zhao Yu, sandwiched fish meat for Zhao Yu, and smiled very warmly, because he was good-looking, he looked even better when he smiled, and there was a pear vortex when he laughed.

It looks warm, "That's natural, you can eat as much as you want, don't look at our faces at all, you can treat us like a green onion, a mop or something." ”

What kind of logic is this? Zhao Yu didn't understand what it meant at all, but he was very happy after listening to it.

This meal was very happy, Zhao Yu ate such a good thing for the first time, so his stomach ate a lot of support, and his stomach bulged big, as if there was a small leather ball inside, which was quite cute.

Peony hasn't come back yet, Chen Fan's heart is very worried, but he doesn't show it obviously, because he doesn't want to show a very anxious look in front of the little girl, and he doesn't want to infect them with his bad mood.

Chen Fan took Tian Ling'er's hand, squatted down, and said with a serious face, "Miss Zhao Yu will be handed over to you, she is now inferior in her heart and has no sense of security, you can take this girl out to play, you go to fly kites, remember to protect her, do you know?" This is my token, if anyone bullies you, you show them this, and they won't dare to bully you. ”

Chen Fan handed the card to Tian Ling'er's hand as he spoke, Xiao Qian looked at this card seriously, carefully stuffed it back into her hand, nodded obediently, and pulled Zhao Yu out together, the two girls held hands, this hand looked very friendly.

Tian Ling'er was still very thin and short before, but after half a year, she has grown a lot taller, and now Zhao Yu is more embarrassed than Tian Ling'er, but she should grow taller after a while, and children grow fast.

Those little beggars grow short because they don't have nutrition, and if they do, they will grow tall.

Chen Fan took a deep breath and continued to wait at the door, waiting for Peony to come back.

A girl came over again, frowning and asking, "Didn't you say that you had sent someone to look for it, boss?" Why don't you have eyebrows now? ”

Chen Fan shook his head lightly and took another long breath.

I went to search for a week, but there was no figure, as if she had disappeared out of thin air, "I didn't find it, and I don't know where this girl went, and she didn't tell us, so we were really in a hurry?" ”

"Could it be that you've already gone home?" The girl said with some suspicion in her eyes.

Chen Fan immediately shook his head, because it was simply impossible, and said with a smile, "Alas, I'll tell you directly, this is impossible, how can Peony go home without a home?" Where to go? ”

"It seems to be the same thing, it's really worrying, but boss, you better eat something, what if you don't eat and get hungry? People are iron and rice, how can they live without eating? If you stay in the green mountains, you are not afraid of no firewood, even if you don't eat, you can't find peonies? "What this girl said is the truth, and it seems to make a lot of sense.

told himself that it was to persuade himself to eat, and he put a lot of effort into it, Chen Fan couldn't cry or laugh, but he still sat down at the table obediently, "You're right, no matter what, it's important to eat at night, and I'll continue to look for peonies when I'm full." ”

Although Chen Fan was smiling on the surface, he was actually in a hurry in his heart, nervous and worried.

Since he didn't fall asleep all night, he can already see how important this peony is in Chen Fan's heart.

Chen Fan finished a bowl of noodles in two bites, and immediately walked outside with a bell, calling the name of the peony as he walked.

The girl in orange stood at the door, looked at Chen Fan's back, sighed and said, "This man really doesn't admit it, he obviously falls in love with someone but doesn't admit it, alas, we'll know one day." ”

After saying that, he sighed, and walked upstairs in one breath.

Chen Fan was still calling the name of the peony, but after a week in the capital, he still couldn't find it, and it was already dark when he went back in the evening.

The kites that Tian Ling'er and Zhao Yu played with had already returned, sitting at the door and waiting for Chen Fan to play there, you take a picture and I will shoot a picture, after Chen Fan saw them, he immediately laughed with his ugly face.

That face seemed to have never been sad, and the smile was still as gentle as usual, "Are you two having fun outside today?" As he spoke, he rubbed the hair of both of them.

Zhao Yu and Tian Ling'er nodded at the same time to express their happiness, and Chen Fan walked upstairs without saying a word.

Tian Ling'er looked at Chen Fan's departing back, which looked a little lonely, knowing that his brother was sad, but he didn't know how to comfort him, so he immediately said to Zhao Yu, "Brother, you are waiting here, I'll go upstairs to see what's going on with my brother." ”

"Okay, then you can go." Their voices are very immature and beautiful and pure.

I didn't find the peony for two days, Chen Fan felt that he was about to collapse in his heart, women are very dangerous in this society, Chen Fan was very worried about whether the peony was in any danger, what if he was bullied?

Chen Fan took a bottle of wine, climbed to the top of the pavilion, sat on the bricks, looked at the moon in the sky, and began to drink, sending it into his mouth one by one.

The wine was very, very spicy in the throat, like a chili pepper in the stomach.

As the saying goes, borrowing wine to eliminate sorrow is even more sorrowful, and at this moment Chen Fan is like this, the more wine he drinks, the more uncomfortable and tasteless he becomes, looking at the moon, it seems that all the shadows that appear in the moon are peonies.