Chapter 238: I Love You
Chen Hanzheng has a good sense of time.
To say an hour is an hour.
An hour later texted her to come downstairs.
Shu Banyan was still wearing today's small coat, came down from upstairs, and opened the co-pilot's door.
Still smiling and asking, "What do you want to eat?" β
"Take me to eat this time. I can do both. β
All the way to a restaurant, the atmosphere is very strong, and there are flashing small colored lights everywhere.
The light was bright and dark on his face, and Shu Banyan was sullen in his heart, so he found a random place to sit down.
The dish was ordered by Chen Hanzheng.
She held the teacup in her hand and raised her eyes to look at the man sitting opposite her: "Do you think every time I call you out to eat, it's really for dinner?" β
She smiled and asked in a relaxed tone.
Chen Hanzheng felt that this sentence was not so easy.
His eyebrows moved slightly, and his voice was slow: "It's not a meal, that's what to eat?" I didn't eat anything else I shouldn't eat. β
Shu Banyan didn't know if he really didn't understand or fake.
In order for the two of them to be able to finish this meal, she just smiled and didn't continue to ask.
Changed to another question.
"Are you working in Cloud City now?"
"It's not fixed, maybe it won't be here next week." Chen Hanzheng looked at her with a smile: "So-when you ask me to do things again, I really can't come, but I can let others come." β
"Whether it's eating, shopping, or watching a movie, as long as you want, I will ask someone to join you and absolutely protect your safety."
Shu Banyan lowered her eyebrows, the light flickered so that her eyes were in a trance, I don't know whether it was flashed by these lights, or because tears blurred her vision.
She suffocated back.
This tells her that after he is gone, he will basically not come back.
I was very unhappy about this meal, so Shu Banyan ate quite slowly.
Try to prolong the time of this meal, that is, try to stay with him for as long as possible.
She watched him as she ate.
The man was very keen, raised his eyes slightly, leaned back in the chair and looked at her lazily, with a flamboyant and casual smile in his eyebrows: "What are you staring at me all the time?" Spelled by me? β
"yes." Shu Banyan looked at him directly: "What should I do if I am fascinated?" β
Chen Hanzheng knocked on the table: "Sober and sober, I know that I am good-looking." β
She just likes his skin, and when she really gets to know him, she won't like him.
It will only feel dirty and disgusted.
The person is close, no one can see it, but he doesn't have to get close, and when he looks at it lightly, he can see that he is covered in mud.
Shu Banyan: "There are more good-looking men than you." β
But Chen Hanzheng is only one.
Shu Banyan lowered his eyes, eating the dishes in the bowl, taking small bites.
When he spoke, he was always so bright and coquettish: "I want you one." β
Chen Hanzheng tilted his head, his thin red lips pulled and smiled: "Am I not yours?" β
"You slept too." He looked at Shu Banyan, and his voice became more and more flirtatious: "What? Do you think I'm not comfortable enough to serve, and you want to come back? β
"You are the eldest lady, I can be waved by you, and I can go as soon as you call it."
"Heh......" Shu Banyan: "." β
She raised her eyes to look at him: "I'll let you stay in Cloud City now and don't leave, can you do it?" β
Chen Hanzheng touched the tip of his nose and smiled: "Cheng, when I said the wrong thing." β
He still can't.
He has no fixed residence, the world is so big, he has no home, and it is impossible for him to stay in one place for a long time.
Shu Banyan sneered: "Big liar." β
Chen Hanzheng smiled.
He wanted to be an ordinary ordinary person, but he wasn't.
Ordinary people are in the world, Shu Banyan is in the sky, and he is in hell.
Suddenly both of them fell silent, and neither of them spoke.
Chen Hanzheng stared at her eating.
Charming and beautiful, it is a good age for youth, and it should be a wanton fire, and it should not be stumped by love and love.
When he went to her side as a bodyguard, he had already dragged her into some things, so he should protect her.
She is the lady of the sky that he has never been able to touch before, and she is the lady of the sky who can make him think a lot, but everything can't be done like a normal couple.
He can like her very much, but he can't be seen by her, let alone be with her.
He really can't accompany her, and he will bring trouble, let alone fulfill the responsibilities of a boyfriend.
What's more, he really doesn't have that time to fall in love.
Whether there is a life or not, it is not a matter for him to decide, after all, those swords do not have long eyes, and arms and pistols do not have long eyes.
I don't know how he will die in the future, and maybe he will die a very ugly death.
After a meal, the two of them had their own thoughts.
Chen Hanzheng went to pay for it.
Shu Banyan: "You look quite rich." β
"No eldest lady has money." Chen Hanzheng smiled: "But no matter how rich you are, it's my money, not yours." β
Shu Banyan: "......"
Chen Hanzheng sent her to the door of the apartment.
Shu Banyan didn't get out of the car, and looked at him: "What day will you leave Cloud City next week?" β
"Monday, tomorrow." Chen Hanzheng pulled his lips and smiled: "To be precise, tonight, I will set off tonight, today is the weekend." β
Shu Banyan's heart trembled, and she inexplicably felt that there was something in her heart, which pressed her hard, it hurt very much, like a needle prick.
Shu Banyan stared at him, his lips moved, his tone couldn't be heard by himself, and he trembled a little: "It's okay...... Do I want to ask you one thing? β
Chen Hanzheng casually raised his chin at her: "Huh? β
Shu Banyan held the handle of his coat tightly, bit his lower lip, and then mustered up the courage to ask: "Do you like me?" β
The action of a woman biting her lip flap is undoubtedly a fatal seduction for a man.
Especially in such a small space.
Chen Hanzheng's throat rolled slightly, swallowed his saliva, and unconsciously tightened the steering wheel with his hands, and the green tendons protruded slightly from his hands, which was extremely sexy, but in the next second, he replied quite neatly: "I don't like you." β
Boom β
This is undoubtedly an earth-shattering thunder for Shu Banyan, if he just dragged and guessed like this before, then today is an accurate answer.
Her face turned white in that instant.
"You don't like me, why are you wasting so much time on me?"
No man would want to do such things.
Chen Hanzheng smiled: "It's very simple, because I have been by your side for a month, you may know a lot of my secrets, I am afraid that others will find you, I am afraid that you will fall into the hands of others, you will fall into the hands of others, and they will torture you." I asked something I shouldn't have said, what should I do? Am I going to die? β
These words are ruthless and cold, colder than frost and snow.
Speaking of which, she seems to be the one who is being used.
This is also quite in line with his character and his identity.
"I didn't want to tell me before, so now the reason I'm telling you is very simple, that is, to persuade you not to think anything wrong about me, if you want to find me, I will still agree."
Shu Banyan sneered at the beginning.
I don't know what words can describe her current state of mind.
laughed at himself for being stupid, and believed what he said, and some didn't believe what he said.
But she knew that if she said anything more, she would really be humble and worthless.
Chen Hanzheng's words have already been said to this part, why is she still entangled?
Butβthe thought of giving up had just passed through my heart and mind, and the cold, gentle words rang in my mind again.
Is it because he doesn't like her, or can't he like her?
Shu Banyan closed his eyes, exhaled deeply, and adjusted his breathing.
Chen Hanzheng looked at her sideways and looked out the window, his hands clenched into fists.
He knew that what he said was very cruel to her.
After all, such a little girl may not have experienced this, as soon as he said these words, it was nothing more than that he did anything with her, all for himself, and had nothing to do with liking her.
But that's all I can say.
He can't always say that he likes her, let alone say that he reciprocates.
His identity is very inappropriate to use the word return, she is so smart, she must be suspicious.
Looking at her appearance, Chen Hanzheng's heart throbbed slightly.
also hooked her lips sarcastically, what she said now is so serious, she should not come to herself again, after all, her personality is arrogant.
In this way, it seems that the wish I made at the temple during the Chinese New Year is not possible, right?
Even if she leaves the industry in the future, she may start a new life of her own.
And when his life will end, when it will return to peace, there is no time for a girl, and no girl can wait for a man with her youth.
He was just a passer-by in her life.
What's more, it may not end this life until death.
So...... The wish made in the temple is only a trace of comfort in my heart, meaning the thoughts and thoughts of continuing to live.
In fact, his heart is like Spiegel, knowing that the idea of having a home with her is a dream.
Shu Banyan adjusted himself, "Chen Hanzheng, help me buy a bottle of Coke, I want to drink it." β
Chen Hanzheng didn't expect to make such a request.
She looked at him and smiled and said, "You have been by my side for a month, and you have brought me a lot of disastrous things, saying that it is to protect me, it is my father to hire a bodyguard for me, it is better to say that you have invited me a disaster star." β
Chen Hanzheng's eyes condensed slightly, and his words made him smile bitterly.
also poked a knife into his heart, but these things had happened, and there was nothing he could do to change them.
It turned out that she also knew and complained about him in her heart.
His thin lips hooked a smile that didn't look like a smile, but in Shu Banyan's opinion, it was quite ordinary, he said: "I'm sorry for the misfortune I have caused, I am also very unlucky, I met you, it can be regarded as a trouble for me, I don't want to keep an eye on you all the time, protect you, so as not to leak my news and information." β
Shu Banyan also smiled: "I shouldn't have believed your words that your life is mine, all of them were used to coax people." I have to say that you are quite good at people's hearts. β
"I should have said yes when you asked me if I wanted your life, and I would see what you do."
Chen Hanzheng pursed his lips and smiled, his eyebrows lightly furrowed.
Then he will really give her and give everything.
Now you can also give it to her, after doing everything, you have to ask a person who was born in the darkness of hell what can she give, it can't give happiness, it can't give companionship, the most valuable and the least valuable, is this life.
In the circle of killers, life is the least valuable.
He gave her a life, which was completely prevaricating and perfunctory, but he really couldn't give anything else.
Sometimes in people's lives, you just can't meet the kind of person who makes you fall, you fall, she likes you, but you just can't be together, you just can't give her a normal life and a peaceful life.
A man like him should not have a home.
Going it alone is the best choice.
Chen Hanzheng: "But you didn't say you wanted it at the time." β
He unbuckled his seatbelts: "I'll go buy you a Coke." β
β¦β¦
As soon as he got out of the car, he lit a cigarette and smoked a lot of cigarettes next to the trash can in front of the convenience store.
The figure is slender and tall, but cold and lonely, and if you look closer, the man's eyes are a little red, and his expression is even more ugly.
Finally, he kicked the trash can hard and turned around and went into the convenience store.
He bought a box, not a bottle.
In front of the front desk, I opened a case of Coke.
He stood at the front desk, looking at this case of Coke for a long, long time......
"Sir? There are other guests in the back who have to check out, can you give up your seat first? β
"Hmm." Chen Hanzheng pursed his lips, his hands tightened slightly, and his teeth were clenched.
Finally, he took out a pen from his pocket, a pen made of special materials, no matter where he wrote, he would dry immediately, and the words he wrote would not disappear.
I took a random bottle from the box of Coke, and wrote a row of inconspicuous small characters under the large font of Coke.
I don't like you, I love you. - Chen Hanzheng
The font is chic and atmospheric, even if it is written on the bottle, this font is vaguely visible.
After writing it, I looked at the bottle of Coke for a long time, and finally threw it into the box.
It's up to fate.
If she sees it, then ......
If you can't see it, that's it.
People who drink Coke don't pay attention to the things on the bottle.
Chen Hanzheng came back with a box of Coke.
Shu Banyan frowned: "I said I only need one bottle." β
Chen Hanzheng tugged at the corners of his lips: "Buying a bottle doesn't fit my identity, I'm so rich, of course I want to buy a box." β
She smelled a faint smell of tobacco on him, which wasn't there just yet.
As soon as I got out of the car, I smoked, and my addiction to smoking was really heavy.
Shu Banyan: "Oh, but I only need one bottle, I just drink it tonight, I don't usually drink Coke, drinking too much and gaining weight is not good for the body." β
Chen Hanzheng's thin lips moved, holding the box and looking at her: "You can take a bottle casually." β
Then he looked at her hand with a dead eye, and the odds were slim - in the end, it landed on the bottle that was not written.
Chen Hanzheng hooked his lips and sneered sarcastically.
As soon as Shu Banyan picked up a bottle, he saw him holding a box of Coke, dumping it all directly into the trash can, and stuffing the carton into the trash can.
Garbage, here, it's all garbage.
The man's back seemed to be able to speak, and he was extremely sneering and silent, as if he had been abandoned.
Chen Hanzheng's movements were rude.
What will be abandoned? Garbage will.
"You ......" Shu Banyan walked over and looked at him: "Why are you wasting?" β
"I'd love to."
Chen Hanzheng: "You go upstairs." β
Shu Banyan raised his eyes to look at his deep pitch-black eyes, which were deep and cold.
She stood on tiptoe suddenly, raised her hand and hugged himβ