Chapter 268: Decided to stay

Chen Hanzheng rubbed her head and smiled: "Never be old." ”

"You don't have to wait that long."

Those things, he is not sure, not at all.

After the two of them had a simple dinner, Chen Hanzheng left.

Shu Banyan leaned against the door, looking at his departing back, his heart was empty.

This time, he still didn't say when he would come back, nor did he say what he was going to do.

only said before leaving, I hope she will always be the arrogant lady.

……

Wen Yin's paper was handed in two or three days, and the tutor over there replied that the paper had passed.

It's something to celebrate.

But she didn't have the physical conditions to celebrate.

In the blink of an eye, it's the weekend.

It's time for surgery.

This weekend was not sunny, but the road was cloudy and rainy, and it was all drizzle.

Wen Yin sat in the car, looking at the fine and dense rain outside, and felt a trace of coldness.

It was the driver who was driving, and Fu Xu sat next to her, did not speak, but kept holding her hand and telling her that he was there.

There was a lot of traffic outside the car window, and the sky was also gloomy, reflecting her mood, which was also extremely gloomy and sluggish.

Wen Yin retracted his gaze and leaned towards Fu Xu, feeling a little chill all over his body.

Even if it's spring, this rainy day is extraordinarily humid.

Fu Xu took a small blanket, covered Wen Yin, and wrapped her.

He rubbed the back of her head comfortingly, didn't speak, and took her into his arms.

Wen Yin was also silent in his arms, and he didn't know what to say at this time, and he didn't need to say anything.

Companionship is the best.

……

The doctors on Gu Conglan's side have made all the preparations and have some surgical plans.

A brief meeting was held before the surgery.

This surgery is also risky.

They were having a brief meeting, and Wen Yin sat outside, her eyes empty and her expression quite empty, she felt like a walking corpse, her brain blank.

She knew what she was doing, but ...... It's just very blank, very empty.

After the brief meeting and debriefing, Wen Yin changed her clothes and lay on the operating bed in the operating room, the bright lights shining on her.

The air smells of disinfectant water, and the naked eye is white, and everywhere is a white scene.

There was also the voice of the doctor talking to her, saying that he was going to give her anesthetic.

Fu Xu shook her hand, lowered his eyes to look at Wen Yin on the bed, and said in a gentle voice: "Just sleep well." ”

During that brief meeting, Wen Yin's physical condition was analyzed again, and the child was indeed not suitable for staying, and the risk of giving birth to the child was greater than the risk of birth and the risk of surgery.

So I decided to go ahead with this surgery.

No one's life is smooth, and some people's lives are always bumpy.

For example, Wen Yin.

She clenched Fu Xu's big hand, nervous and scared in her heart, Wen Yin always felt that she could be very ruthless and give up this kind of thing, she had always done a good job, but at this moment, she was a little hesitant.

Lying on this operating table, her heart panicked.

Her eyes stared at Fu Xu deadly, and the emotions in her eyes were extraordinarily much, as if she could understand it, but she didn't seem to understand it, it was very complicated.

Fu Xu couldn't forget her eyes for the rest of his life.

His Adam's apple rolled, and he only felt as if his throat was stuffed with a layer of cotton, sour and sour, unable to speak.

He was like the sinner of the ages, the culprit, and the one who suffered was the one he loved the most.

Fu Xu took her hand and kissed the back of her hand slightly.

When it was time to let go at last, she refused to let go.

Fu Xu whispered: "What's wrong?" ”

Wen Yin got up and looked at the cold instruments around him, as well as the surgery that the doctor had prepared.

A life will be taken away from these cold things.

I had an ultrasound before the surgery.

The fetus is not very healthy, not very stable, and it is the first stage of pregnancy.

But you can still see it.

The moment I saw B-ultrasound, the emotions in my heart were indescribable.

Wen Yin lowered his eyes, his eyebrows were extremely deep, and his tone was very light and light: "Do we really have the right to decide to take a life?" ”

Her delicate little hands gripped the hem of her dress.

It seems that there is, after all, the fetus is not yet a complete life.

Not yet born.

Fu Xu was silent for a long time.

Finally, he said: "It doesn't do you any good to keep this child, between the child and you, I only want you." ”

Wen Yin raised his eyes, looked at his deep eyebrows, frowned, and looked serious and solemn.

He rarely had such a serious time.

The analysis report has been done sufficiently.

If this child is left behind, her life is in danger, up to 90 percent.

And that's not counting some uncertain factors about her condition in between.

If the disease occurs during pregnancy, it is a very tricky thing, and the use of medicine is not good for the child, if there is no medicine, she is likely to not be able to hold on, and it will be very painful.

Fu Xu couldn't accept such a risk, and he didn't want to suffer such pain.

He just wanted to get rid of the kid as quickly as possible.

After all, Wen Yin's pregnancy has been serious in the past few days, and the already delicate little girl has been tortured even more weakly.

For others, having children is a happy event, but for them, having children is a difficult thing to choose.

Wen Yin's eyelashes trembled: "But...... I want to keep this kid now. ”

It was not decided suddenly.

It is something that I have been thinking about until the surgery.

really went to the operating table, and really separated the life in the stomach from her.

She couldn't take it.

Fu Xu: "Even if your life is in danger, are you willing?" ”

Wen Yin tightened his hands: "I do." ”

Fu Xu was stunned.

Gu Conglan pulled Fu Xu and shook his head at him.

What he meant was that the child was absolutely not to be kept.

Anything can be done with Wen Moan, but this one thing can't.

Fu Xu: "You go out first, I'll talk to her alone, trouble you." ”

Gu Conglan frowned, and whispered to Fu Xu: "There must be a limit to spoiling a little girl, and don't let her be a child in this kind of big thing." ”

"After all, it's a matter of life, no kidding."

"Hmm." Fu Xu replied in a deep voice: "I have measure." ”

After they left, the two of them were left in the entire operating room.

Fu Xu told Wen Yin about the risk, and the risk of giving birth to this child, this is not the first time she has heard it, and she has heard it many times during this period.

"Even if you risk your life, you have to give birth to him/her?"

Wen Yin nodded.

When people reach the trough of despair, no matter how they are, they are all upward, and it is impossible to go any lower, and no matter how low they are, they are nothing more than one corpse and two lives.

Wen Yin can accept this result, which proves that neither she nor the child should live in this world.

What's more, with her physical condition, it is risky to have this abortion surgery.

Fu Xu stood in front of her, slender and straight, squatting down, he looked up at Wen Yin, his eyes were deep, so deep that she couldn't see through his emotions.

She thought he would refuse.

Although Fu Xu is gentle and gentle, this is only the surface, he is ruthless and decisive, and he will not drag his feet in everything he does.

What's more, on such a major matter, he may not listen to any of her opinions at all.

Without thinking, he said, "Okay, I respect your decision, but before the child is born, everything is up to me, okay?" ”

In anticipation of this, she looked at him with some incredulity.

It was not at all expected that he would agree.

Wen Yin nodded: "Okay." ”

But on second thought, how could he disagree? No matter how much it goes against the principles of heaven, he will settle for her.

Wen Yin's temperament, Fu Xu also understands, and if he agrees to be obedient now, he may do one thing in front of him in the future, and another one thing behind his back.

"Okay." Fu Xu looked at her with a solemn expression, and there was no half-separate joke and scare in his tone: "Wen Yin, it's okay to give birth to this child, but if something happens to you because of giving birth to this child......"

"Then this child was born an orphan and has no parents."

Wen Yin was stunned, looking at him, his eyes were sour, and his heart was also sour, and the tears couldn't stop falling down.

This kind of remark sounds like a threat to outsiders, as if it is to put pressure and oppression on Wen Yin and ask her not to have this child.

But only Wen Yin knew that he really agreed to give birth, and if something happened, he really wouldn't live alone.

His love for her was deep.

Wen Yin sniffed, her voice sobbed, wiped her tears, and said intermittently: "I, our family of three must be neat." ”

……

When Gu Conglan knew about their decision, he shouted ridiculous.

He stood in the office, rubbed his hair anxiously, stopped talking, and finally frowned, and his tone was extremely anxious: "Fu Xu, we have been friends for so many years, what do you think?" I've lived for decades, why can't you figure out this kind of thing? ”

Gu Conglan looked at him: "This child is really at great risk, you can't have it in the future, why do you have to keep this one?" ”

"Wen Yin's body, I believe you know better than anyone else her uncomfortable reactions, and a big man may not be able to bear it, she will go crazy."

"What do you expect her to bear? Do you think this is a child's house, and say you want it? Let me tell you, when her belly grows bigger, when her reaction is serious, this child can't take it out if she wants to, and when the time comes, I'll see what you do! ”

Fu Xu sat on the sofa in the office, his legs slightly open, his elbows on his legs, smoking a cigarette, frowning, listening to Gu Conglan's words sentence by sentence.

He hadn't thought about these things before, he had thought about them a long time ago.

Wen Yin has thought about it? She must have thought about it too.

Fu Xu took a deep puff of cigarette and looked down at the ashes in the ashtray: "Gu Conglan, you said that I know what Wen Yin's physical condition is. ”

He raised his eyes and looked at Gu Conglan with a not shallow look: "But I just watched her hurt, she herself has more say in this kind of matter, it is she who hurts, she knows best what kind of difficulty it will be, she is the one who is the party." ”

"Wen Yin has personally felt the pain since she was a child, she is not afraid, why should I be afraid? I respect all of her choices. ”

Even if that choice is not to him.

Wen Yin may not have thought about it, but in a sense, her choice to risk her own life to keep this child proves that she may give up everything for this child, including him.

She would rather bear the possibility of death if she had a child, rather than consider whether she should live well with him.

Fu Xu lowered her eyes and smoked again, as if muttering to herself: "She is not afraid that I feel sorry for her, she is not afraid of anything......"

But it seems that distress will also kill people.

These words were something that Gu Conglan had never thought about.

He froze.

After being silent for more than a minute, Gu Conglan frowned: "Forget it, I really convinced you two, I let those doctors make production plans and risk estimates to minimize risks." ”

"You must take a good look at your ancestor."

Fu Xu smiled, and his voice was hoarse: "Well, thank you." ”

He extinguished the cigarette in the ashtray and got up: "Where's this bathroom?" Help me find some clothes, I'll go take a shower. ”

Gu Conglan: "Why are you taking a shower at this time?" ”

"I couldn't help it, I smoked, it smelled of smoke." Fu Xu: "There must be residue of nicotine on my body and clothes, wash it." ”

"Otherwise, I wouldn't dare hug her."

It seems that there is no need to pay so much attention, but in fact, if you really need to pay such attention, bacteria and some second-hand smoke are slowly breeding under such a situation of not paying attention.

Usually it's okay, but now Wen Yin is even more weak.

Gu Conglan showed him the bathroom and took out his clothes.

Wen Yin sat on the soft sofa in the living room and waited.

The little girl had already changed into her own clothes, a light blue sweatshirt that was not thin or thick, a simple style, loose and loose, and she also put on her hat.

If people dress like this, they will be lazy and sporty.

But Gu Conglan looked at it, how could they be gentle and squeamish.

The demure and well-behaved temperament on her body seems to be innate, especially when she doesn't speak, she is gentle like an ancient painting.

Seeing Gu Conglan come out, Wen Yin raised her eyes, her eyebrows and eyes were delicate and delicate, delicate and soft, and she looked even more gentle.

She didn't see Fu Xu, and asked, "What about Fu Xu?" ”

"It's inside, and I'll be out in a moment."

Gu Conglan looked Wen Yin up and down.

I think it's really ...... Incredible.

After all, more than a year ago, a certain man swore that he was not a beast and would not have any feelings for Wen Yin.

And now...... Gu Conglan shook his head helplessly: "Wen Xiaoyin, I wish you a good pregnancy." ”

Wen Yin nodded: "Thank you." ”

"I've worked hard for you these days."

Gu Conglan smiled: "Why are you so polite to me, all the men in your family paid me, and I should do things when I took the money." ”

"Since you have decided to keep this child, you must pay attention to your daily habits, and if you really can't eat, you must contact me in time, and my medical team and I will find a way for you."

She smiled, "I know. ”