Chapter 277: I Miss You When You're Not With Me

When Shu Banyan was eating cake, Chen Hanzheng also took a lot of photos of her.

As she ate the cake in her hand, she looked up at him, and the man was across from her, with the phone camera in his hand pointed at her.

Shu Banyan raised his eyebrows slightly, "I thought you weren't a person who liked to take pictures." ”

"Not before." Chen Hanzheng faced her, pressed the shutter button in his hand, and smiled at her, "I love to shoot now, but I only love to shoot you." ”

"Why?" She asked, slowly handing him a cake to feed her.

Chen Hanzheng ate it in one bite, licked the cream on his lips, smiled at her and said, "Because, I miss you very much when you are not around." ”

"I flipped through my phone and couldn't find any photos of you."

"This timeβ€”" The man patted her on the head, "I want to shoot more." ”

Shu Banyan raised his eyebrows: "You want my photos, I have a lot of them here, I have everything, do you want to see them?" I sent it to you? ”

"Yes." Chen Hanzheng did not refuse.

Shu Banyan has taken a lot of photos before, showing his waist, legs, glamorous, fragrant, and showing his figure.

A brain was sent to Chen Hanzheng.

The man dragged the mobile phone in his hand and lowered his eyes, looking at the photos on the phone, his brows became tighter and tighter.

Shu Banyan pondered, what's the matter? Doesn't she look good in those photos? His brow furrowed so tightly.

She sat down next to him and leaned lazily on top of him, and the man seemed to be angry and made her lean down.

The impartial head slept on his lap at once.

Shu Banyan was startled, and his first reaction was to hurriedly hold his legs and raise his head to look at him, the moment he raised his eyes, his eyes were fiercely accusatory.

"What are you doing?"

Her posture of lying on her lap and looking up is difficult for a man not to want to be crooked.

Chen Hanzheng's Adam's apple rolled and felt that his throat was astringent and hot.

He pulled the person up, his voice became hoarse, pointed to the photos on his phone and asked, "Who took these photos for you?" ”

Shu Banyan lowered his eyes and looked at it: "The photographer took it." ”

She said angrily, "What's the matter? These photographers didn't capture your aesthetics? ”

Chen Hanzheng twisted his eyebrows: "You are not allowed to shoot with them in the future." ”

"Is there anything bigger than that?"

Shu Banyan just wanted to say if he was a hooligan.

Suddenly I realized that he was jealous.

She laughed: "If you are jealous, just say it, don't shoot next time, besides, those photographers are serious photographers, and everyone they shoot is the same in their eyes." ”

Chen Hanzheng pointed to one of the photos: "This skirt is so short, you still shoot sideways, from behind, from the side, except for the photographer's angle, you are all naked from other angles." ”

Shu Banyan: "......."

"There are safety pants."

Chen Hanzheng pinched her chin, the strength was very good, not light or heavy: "That's not good." ”

She leaned forward and kissed him.

"If it doesn't work, it won't work......"

She bit his lip, and her voice was soft and sultry: "I'll only show you everything in the future....."

She looked at him with a confused look in her eyes: "Mr. Chen, don't give me other birthday gifts, I want you ....... now"

.......

The wind moves outside the window, and the emotions inside the house move.

Stir and pinch to make for a good night.

The final lesson was that early in the morning, Shu's family called her and asked her to go home for her birthday.

She couldn't get up at all.

The voice was soft: "It's just a birthday...... Don't want to. ”

Chen Hanzheng was beside him, lying on his side with his head propped up to watch her answer the phone, with a soft appearance.

"Chen Rin....." Shu Banyan opened his misty eyes and looked at the man next to him: "Ah.... He's right next to me......"

Chen Hanzheng: "......."

"What ?!!"

"Shu Banyan, you just told me that you haven't gotten up yet, what's the matter with you two?!"

Shu Banyan instantly sobered up and half sober.

"Ah no, ah no..... Sleepy, he's right next door to me....."

Shu's father: "It's better not to fall in love with him, you can take a fancy to anyone, don't take a fancy to him, he's just a bodyguard, your bodyguard." ”

Shu Banyan responded coldly: "Oh." ”

After hanging up the phone, Shu Banyan lazily closed his eyes again.

His father's words echoed in his head.

Still thinking about how to confess to my family...... Right now...... Before he could confess, he was rejected.

She couldn't sleep anymore.

It turned out that it was very difficult and difficult for her to fall in such a relationship, and in the end, even her family would not agree.

It seems that it has not been recognized by anyone except the two of them.

Chen Hanzheng looked at her, didn't speak, didn't make a sound, Shu Banyan could only feel the sound of his breathing.

She lifted her eyes.

"Chen Hanzheng."

The man's eyes were dark: "Huh? ”

"Did you hear my dad's words on the phone?"

He smiled and shook his head, but the look in his eyes was extraordinarily deep, making it impossible to see his state of mind.

He asked, "What did your father say?" ”

"Let me go home for my birthday, but I don't want to move, tired."

She lifted her leg and pressed it against his, "Aren't you going to get tired?" ”

He pinched her legs with his hand: "You are too delicate." ”

Shu Banyan crawled into his arms, felt his temperature and breath up close, felt the sense of reality he brought him, listened to his heartbeat, and asked quietly: "Have you thought about our future?" ”

Chen Hanzheng: "I've thought about it. ”

This time, he didn't hesitate at all, and answered exceptionally quickly.

Shu Banyan opened his eyes, he didn't know what was going on, and his heartbeat suddenly accelerated.

"What does our future look like?"

He smiled flatly, and his hand gently rubbed her hair: "I can't think of it." ”

I can't see it either.

The road ahead is dark.

Shu Banyan frowned.

White was happy.

Thought to be able to get an accurate promise.

Shu Banyan pursed his lips: "You see that I am a year older today, Chen Hanzheng, even if there are many ups and downs in your life, I can accompany you to carry it over." ”

"It's okay to take my life."

The man snorted, even the low laughter was so arrogant and unstoppable, he played with her hair around his fingertips in circles, and his voice was lazy: "Who wants your life?" I'll fight with whomever I want. ”

"I mean seriously."

Chen Hanzheng raised her chin: "In these years, do you still have to play with your life when you fall in love?" ”

He lifted her chin and made her look into his eyes, deep, like a lonely Dead Sea, but staring at her intensely and earnestly, a Dead Sea that would not sweep her into the rough seas.

He hooked his lips slightly and said with a smile: "There's no need, eldest miss, it's just a relationship." ”

Shu Banyan: "Just in love? ”

She got up from his arms, pushed him away, her voice was a little colder, she stared at him condescendingly, feeling puzzled, picked up a pillow and smashed it at him: "Chen Hanzheng, I can't understand you." ”

She thinks about the future, thinks about accompanying him all the way, no matter how difficult it is, and he thinks that he is just in love. And that's it, it's only about falling in love.

When she finished, she turned and left the room.

Chen Hanzheng rubbed his eyebrows, rubbed his temples, and his heart suddenly tightened one after another, and soon there was a sense of emptiness and loneliness.

His eyebrows were slightly constricted, and the aura around him was extraordinarily silent.

Is it to ...... Is it over?

......

He didn't catch up, which made Shu Banyan the most uncomfortable.

As he ran out, he shed tears.

Yes, some things are mentally prepared for early, but when they are about to happen.

She didn't have the slightest ability to bear it.

Tears kept falling, blurring her vision, and she accidentally fell into the grass on the side of the road.

The pain like a pinprick hit her whole body in an instant.

I can't tell you how you're feeling right now.

I just felt as if she was going to die, on this birthday.

She ran out without shoes, and her temper has always been arrogant and pampered.

But because she loves Chen Hanzheng too much, in this precarious and unstable relationship, she has been suppressing her temper.

In front of him, she couldn't afford it, let alone dare to do it, she was cautious with him, and she didn't want to have any conflicts with him.

But when he said that he was just in love, he felt that his contribution was like a joke, and she was like a fool.

She was expecting him to chase him out.

Shu Banyan covered his face and hugged himself and cried.

After all, I still think of myself too much.

She just doesn't have the qualifications to lose her temper, she doesn't have the qualifications to be arrogant, because he can't coax or spoil.

I didn't even want to lie to her and weave a fairy tale.

She cried, not feeling anyone near her, feeling a shadow envelop her.

"Don't cry....." Chen Hanzheng squatted down, "I'm sorry ....."

The little girl curled up and cried pitifully.

She cried again.

I cried very sadly.

He was the one who made her cry.

"I'm sorry." Chen Hanzheng whispered, touched his shoulder lightly, and was dodged by Shu Banyan.

His hand froze in the air: "I said the wrong thing, I'm sorry, okay?" ”

He squatted in front of the little girl, and he was at a loss.

No one cherishes this hard-won relationship more than him.

In this short and unbright life, it is God's gift to him to have such a bright girl.

When Shu Banyan said that he would accompany him no matter the ups and downs, and if he wanted her life, he was really afraid.

The heartbeat is also fast.

He didn't think about it, he didn't think about killing her, he never thought about letting her accompany him on those economic roads.

He couldn't see her hurt in the slightest, so he said those words seriously.

But those words hurt her deeply.

He knew, he knew she was looking forward to the future of both of them.

But every look of expectation on her face was poking a knife at his heart.

He also looked forward to it and wanted to, but every expectation of her made him feel powerless and helpless.

Shu Banyan cried even more.

She thought he wouldn't come.

Her voice was crying: "It's just a relationship, what are you doing here?" ”

Came out barefoot, and the skin on his feet was slightly scratched.

It hurt so badly that it also made her sober up a lot.

But the pain in my heart hurts more than this.

She is a girl who is afraid of pain, but falling in love has left her bruised all over her body, both psychologically and physically.

Then this relationship, which can be regarded as a mistake, only brings her harm.

So......

Chen Hanzheng looked at her, she cried hard, his eyes were also red, if he listened carefully, his voice was also a little choked: "If it's so painful to fall in love with me, don't talk about it, okay?" ”

What is the ...... It was undoubtedly a fuse.

Why? Why?

How can you just say no?

Is it painful?

She doesn't admit it! She doesn't!

"Chen Hanzheng! Chen Hanzheng! Chen Hanzheng!! Shu Banyan raised her eyes, tears blurred her whole bright face, and she hit him hard every time she called him by name.

She stood up and yelled at him, heartbreaking, "You don't have a heart!" No! ”

Chen Hanzheng stood up, feeling pain in his heart, the person who had always been lazy and careless in the torture and killing field was very helpless and hesitant at the moment.

He had never seen Shu Banyan like this.

Sad, desperate, yes, there was despair in her eyes.

Obviously, when they first met, the little girl's eyes were bright.

Thousands of speechless people can't talk about it, as if there are thousands of mistakes, any source, it's all on him.

He was guilty, he shouldn't, he shouldn't have been in front of her, he shouldn't have known her.

In this way, her life was smooth sailing and peaceful.

His fault, his appearance, his birth, are all faults.

He couldn't say anything, and could only mutter, "I'm sorry ......"

Shu Banyan stumbled away.

He wants to help, and at this moment she is like a weathered flower, scattered.

And he is the biggest wind and frost, the culprit.

How unstable can an unstable relationship be?

Unstable to ...... Just one sentence can make the whole relationship explode.

Maybe ordinary couples can coax and turn back.

But they are all people who can carry each other.

Is there a way back for them?

"Good, good, good!" Shu Banyan shook off his hand, tears couldn't stop falling, she couldn't stop crying, but she still had to point to the high-spirited, and in one breath they became a sentence: "Don't touch me, don't talk about it, don't talk about it, don't talk about it, don't talk about it!" ”

Shu Banyan pointed at him: "You stay away from me, get out!" Get lost!! ”

Chen Hanzheng stepped back.

She stumbled and staggered down the road.

It's like a girl who has been drunk all night.

How warm the two people were last night, how cold the two people were this morning.

Chen Hanzheng trembled all over, gritted his teeth tightly and clenched his fists.

Not far away, not far behind, followed her.

Of course, Shu Banyan could feel the man following him.

He follows her as far as she goes.

What are you doing with her at this time?

It's just poking at her heart, cutting her heart with a thousand cuts.

She didn't want to, she didn't want him to see her ugly and embarrassed like this.

walked to the side of the road, picked up a stone, and threw it at him fiercely, her eyes were red, and she had a fragile coldness: "I told you not to follow me!" ”

The stone smashed into his face impartially.

She turned and walked away.

He followed.

Shu Banyan couldn't bear it anymore, and turned his head to look at him: "Chen Hanzheng, you take another step with me, I will rush to the crossroads from here and die for you." ”

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Today I ordered a barbecue with my friends, drank a bottle of RIO wine, and actually gave me numbness, and the whole code word process was dizzy [covering my face]

If it weren't for home, I would have suspected who drugged me [Author's Brain]