Seeing her like this, it is fake to say that she is not distressed.

The little girl who was so afraid of pain was slapped by her biological father in front of the public, and this slap not only hurt her face, but also hurt her heart.

also trampled her dignity on the ground.

If someone else dared to move her like this, Chen Hanzheng would have killed him a long time ago.

But this man can't.

This person is an important person in the little girl's life, and this person is the biological father of the little girl.

Shu Banyan originally thought that he could endure such grievances, and there was nothing, he could become a very strong person, a person who was not afraid of pain, for Chen Hanzheng.

But now that the man is in front of him, just a few words made his psychological defense line collapse instantly, and his nose and eye sockets instantly soured.

The kind of emotion that wanted to cry couldn't be suppressed at all, and tears came out of my eyes.

Crying fell into his arms.

While crying, he sobbed and said, "I can actually stop crying...... But I don't know why I can't help but ...... after seeing you."

It's like a wronged person can be strong on his own, but he can't stand any loving greetings from the people around him.

The grievances in the stomach will pour out, and you can't stop it.

Shu Banyan cried, which was equivalent to asking for his life, making his heart hurt even more.

He hugged her: "Don't cry baby, it's me who didn't do well......"

It's that his identity is not good enough, and it's that his bad life is not good enough.

Why is she always crying every time?

Is it because he killed too many people, so God punished him in this way.

There are many ways to punish, he can bear any, but he can't afford to let Shu Banyan get hurt, the most cruel way to punish is to make him fall in love with someone, and then let the person he loves be tortured and suffered.

And he's going through that punishment right now.

Chen Hanzheng: "I know I know, you have been wronged......"

He gently rubbed the back of his head and comforted, "It's okay...... Tell him well next time. ”

His comfort seemed very weak, and he had no way to say that he had always been by his side to protect her.

Shu Banyan: "I never felt that he was such an unenlightened father, and I never felt that he was so unreasonable, I felt that he had changed a person, not the father in my impression......"

"Forget it, the time the two of us have been together is too short, and I don't want to affect the relationship between the two of us because of this incident."

Saying that, he sniffed slightly: "Don't talk about such unhappy things, anyway, he is my father, and he will always settle for me in the end." ”

"I must have a way to get him to nod his head in agreement on this matter, don't worry."

Chen Hanzheng's throat was a little choked, as if he was blocked by a ball of cotton, and he couldn't say a word.

Obviously, she herself was already so uncomfortable, and she comforted him in turn.

Chen Hanzheng pursed his lips and gently wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes: "Okay, don't be sad, I didn't see you eat anything just now, I'll take you to eat something delicious." ”

Shu Banyan nodded, and his voice was a little muffled: "Okay." ”

Sitting in the co-pilot, Shu Banyan kept looking at the man who was driving.

She sometimes doesn't believe that fate is determined by heaven, since the two of them have met, it proves that you are destined, doesn't it?

She likes Chen Hanzheng, and he likes her, so why can't two people who like each other and love each other not go together in the end?

If you really can't go together, does that prove that two people don't love each other enough and don't like each other enough?

It is said that love can last a long time.

She loves him very much, and she can accompany him wherever she is.

As long as the last person is him.

In her heart, she began to pray that it must be this man who will marry her in the future.

If it weren't for this man, then she would rather not marry in this life.

When you fall in love, you can't meet someone who is too amazing, otherwise you will never forget it for the rest of your life.

She will never forget Chen Hanzheng for the rest of her life.

And a man like Chen Hanzheng has a responsibility and a bottom line, and it is impossible to betray her and hurt her.

Chen Hanzheng finally took her to a barbecue restaurant, and there were many people eating barbecue in the self-service barbecue.

I don't know why, everyone seems to like to eat heavy things, and heavy things have always been more popular.

Shu Banyan also loves it.

"How do you know I'm going to have a barbecue?"

Chen Hanzheng: "Don't you just like to eat heavy flavors?" Hot pot barbecue, spicy hot skewers, you love them. ”

Shu Banyan looked at him, and suddenly spoke: "What is the difference between hot pot spicy skewers and steamed dishes?" ”

Chen Hanzheng: "......"

There are really some questions that can't be answered.

Shu Banyan smiled: "I don't think there's a difference, but it seems to be a difference." ”

"Yes, the difference between different names."

Shu Banyan was amused.

Chen Hanzheng gave her a barbecue, and his every move was extraordinarily gentle, and he took extra care of her as usual.

But it seems to be a little more cautious than usual.

This made her even more flustered.

It was as if such a moment was the last time.

Everything is done with care, and every action is carefully planned.

"I think you've been really weird lately, are you trying to break up with me?"

If she doesn't ask such a question, she is really uncomfortable in her heart.

Chen Hanzheng replied almost without thinking: "I'm still the same as before, if you don't break up, then I will be by your side with a dead face, no matter what indiscriminate things I do." ”

His Adam's apple rolled slightly, and said slowly: "But if you want to break up, you don't want me, you can beat me and scold me, I can do anything, I will never resist half a point." ”

Shu Banyan also replied without thinking about it: "How is it possible?" How could I possibly break up with you? ”

"I like you so much, I even set our ring, but I haven't shown it to you, and we'll go home to see it in a while, it's the courier you took last time, and that's the ring."

"I haven't thought about how to open this mouth with you, I know you won't lie, so if you don't break up with me, I believe it, and I won't break up with you, so in the end we will definitely get married and come to the end of our lives, right?"

Chen Hanzheng's barbecued hand paused slightly, and his eyes were a little deeper when he looked at the woman: "Shu Banyan, there is no absolute in things in this world, and there are no absolutes in things like feelings." ”

His voice was deep and lonely.

Shu Banyan's eyes dimmed in an instant: "Chen Hanzheng, what you mean by telling me this sentence now is that you and I will change our minds in the near future, right?" ”

"Or do you mean you don't like you enough or do you don't like me enough right now?"

Chen Hanzheng: "I didn't mean that. ”

He didn't want to quarrel with her.

I just want to cherish every minute and every second of my time with her, and I don't want to make things so unpleasant.

He knew very well in his heart that the two of them really didn't have much time together.

Everything is counting down.

So such moments are really not want to quarrel.

"No," Chen Hanzheng looked at Shu Banyan: "I love you, I love you so much that I can give you my life, but my life is only this one, and my life can't compensate for so many things." ”

It can even be said that his life is no longer worth anything.

There's no value left.

Shu Banyan paused, and wanted to continue to say something.

But his eyes gradually converged again.

The emotions in my heart gradually darkened.

It's like、As if everything shouldn't be.。

Everything seems to be normal, but everything seems to be sluggish.

Shu half-smoked quietly began to eat barbecue.

Such silence made him feel a little uncertain in his heart.

The silence makes people feel distressed, makes people's hearts move, and softens.

The emotions in the back are becoming more and more prosperous, more and more boiling, some anger and some unwillingness, more and more irrepressible and uncontrollable.

"Click-" The sound of chopsticks being broken sounded.

Shu Banyan looked up instantly, and saw that the very thick chopsticks were held in the man's hand and broken into two pieces, and the broken chopsticks also scratched his fingers.

The man's hands were bulging, and his eyes were deep and dark, as if he was enduring something.

He is unwilling, why is this world so unfair, why should he be treated like this?

He can live in darkness all his life, and he can spend it in a dark world all the time.

But why should he go through such a light and plunge him into deeper darkness at once?

"Chen Hanzheng......" Shu Banyan frowned: "What are you doing?" Your hand hurts. ”

She got up and quickly wiped his hands with a tissue.

When I touched the man's hand, I felt the hot temperature on his body and the hard arm, which was extra hard.

Shu Banyan felt that if he was holding a very thick piece of iron in his hand, that piece of iron could also be deformed by him.

Her heart sank, and she squatted in front of the man: "What's wrong with you?" Do you have something to tell me? Don't hold it to yourself. ”

"Chen Hanzheng, your hand is injured," Shu Banyan looked at him: "If what I just said hurts you, if it is too much, I will apologize to you, I am just because of my father's affairs, and some of my emotions are all angry words." ”

When she encountered such a thing, she first reflected on herself, and there was something wrong with what she had just said.

When did such an arrogant eldest lady learn to reflect on her own problems, shouldn't she always be on top of the world?

Chen Hanzheng was a little at a loss, this eldest lady was changing for him.

The trajectory of his life was also changed by him.

But thinking that he couldn't give him anything in the future, and he couldn't give her the result.

The emotions and unwillingness in my heart are even more irrepressible.

Chen Hanzheng took a deep breath, it was too depressing, it was really too depressing.

He almost gritted his teeth and said, "I'll go to the toilet and deal with it, you wait for me here." ”

There is no emotion in this sentence.

I couldn't hear any emotion, and after saying that, the man got up and walked quickly to the toilet.

The steps were very fast, as if they were hiding from something.

And such an action is obviously hurtful, especially Shu Banyan.

He wasn't like this before, but now he's like this, is he already starting to disgust?

Shu Banyan sat down and looked at the barbecue at this table.

It feels like the relationship between the two of them is like a piece of broken glass and then glued with adhesive tape, which is extremely unbearable and extremely bad.

It seems that no matter how much you fill the gap, you can't fill it.

Chen Hanzheng walked to the toilet and smashed his fist into the glass of the toilet, and the glass instantly shattered into pieces.

As if he felt that this kind of venting was not enjoyable, he smashed several more punches, his fists were dripping with blood, and the glass pierced deep into his flesh.

He kicked the door several times, and the extraordinarily loud movement attracted the waiter.

"Oh my God, what are you doing! Are you crazy? Drunk? Don't destroy public property when you're drunk. You're going to lose money. ”

The waiter began to shout: "Who brought this customer?" Who's with him, call him back quickly, what the hell is he doing here? ”

Shu Banyan heard the movement and immediately ran over and apologized to someone and said sorry, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, his mood may be a little bad, I will pay for how much money I have, you can rest assured that you will never run, I am really sorry for causing you trouble." ”

Chen Hanzheng looked at the little girl apologizing to others, and his heart was even more uncomfortable.

Again because of him.

It was because of him again that she bowed her head to others.

Chen Hanzheng can't wait to die right now, right away.

Before Shu Banyan finished speaking, the man had already turned around and left.

He really needed the space to be alone and think about it alone.

He had suppressed his emotions for a long time, and there was really no place to vent.

Shu Banyan looked at him, walking all the way The blood on his fist dripped all the way.

I was worried, but I couldn't follow him out immediately.

The fastest way is to directly transfer 100,000 yuan to this store, immediately take his bag, and run out to chase him.

But what kind of person is Chen Hanzheng? If he wants to leave and he wants to hide, no one can find him, let alone Shu Banyan.

Shu Banyan couldn't see him at all, and he didn't know where he was.

I don't know where his emotions came from tonight, and I don't know what he experienced tonight, to be precise, what he has experienced during this period of time?

She knows that this is the major she studied, and she knows that some police officers will have a psychological burden when doing tasks, and there will be psychological problems and depression when there are psychological shadows.

Chen Hanzheng may have such a problem.

Shu Banyan was anxious, and his eyes were red.

The voice was full of tears.

Shu Banyan walked around in the open place alone, looking at the back of the crowd, eager to find him.

kept shouting in his mouth: "Chen Hanzheng...... I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......"

"I'm sorry Chen Hanzheng, I shouldn't be so willful, I shouldn't be so pressive to ask you ......"

"I still want to go with you to see the sunrise, you come out...... Don't hide from me, okay? ”

(End of chapter)