Chapter 192: Letter to Wu Qi
It's really strange to write a letter to someone who has just walked out the door on the front foot. But I'm afraid I'm really going to leave you this time, Ziqian. I still remember the first time I saw you, with a white face, and my eyes were full of light that I had never seen before, that was the first time I lost, and it was also the time I lost everything.
When I saw you, who were also still a little bit, clumsily put me on your back and wiped the stains off my face with your clean handkerchief, even when those who were around you were persuaded by servant girls and refused to put me down, at that moment, I seemed to see my father and mother smile and go away with peace of mind; at that moment, you became the thing I was most unwilling to lose in my life, and became the object of my longing. For the first time, I could see so many colors in front of my eyes, and the whole sky became colorful, and at that time, I thought, perhaps, this is what it feels like to rely on.
Time passed quickly, and the place you named Peach Spring, there were more and more people, and I began to panic, afraid of losing again, losing all of me again.
Maybe I was the first person you saved, or maybe it was some other reason, my worries didn't come true, and I still have an inexplicable sense of happiness that God may have given me unparalleled luck at that moment.
But I don't know when it started, the title of prince was known to me, without exception, I was scared this time, and even the older people in the village began to say, began to say, began to say, or I would give myself to you. I also hesitated, but, because of you, I was once again bathed in the sun.
You, the person who inadvertently changed my life, never imagined that you would leave you in this way.
Well, let's not talk about these unhappy things. Do you remember the time when my little yard was gradually improved from a small house? It was the night you really told me that you wanted me to accompany you for the rest of your life, the night you touched my eyes and said that you would be my eyes for the rest of my life. I'm really, really, so happy, so happy. So happy that for some reason his face was full of tears, so happy that he didn't even know how to fall asleep, and so happy that the next day they said that they were obsessed with it and didn't care at all.
I always hear you say that people have to learn to be satisfied, and being rich is a kind of satisfaction. Then I think that my satisfaction is to be able to look at you, just look at you like that, think of you, know that you also think of me, my heart will be full, it will be good.
Later, when I overheard some toads wanting to eat swan meat, whimsical remarks, walking on the street, I always inadvertently felt strange eyes everywhere, even when I bought things and no one charged me for money, and even when the people in the village were talking about some things, I found that the distance between me and you was so far away, so far away, that I couldn't see your back clearly.
I turned back into the little mouse shivering in the corner. And you, a dragon high above the clouds. After a few almsgivings, you should be satisfied.
At this time, you appeared again, with that smile, and with a tone of self-reproach, but it made my heart feel as sweet as honey.
Since then, I am no longer willing to step out of the village, and I am not even willing to go out of the house, as long as, as long as Ziqian, you still think of me in your heart, and you will be satisfied.
Na, Ziqian, I'm the one you hide Jiao in the golden house, Jiao?
Obviously, at this moment, I'm still struggling with these questions, am I too willful, I need you to pet and protect it.
Okay, let's talk about sad things again.
Actually, I've seen the queen's mother, that is, Ziqian's mother. Although I secretly called my aunt. But I always feel a little bit rebellious, but when it comes to this, I don't care.
It was a very angry woman, and just looking at me with a faint look in her eyes made me a little breathless. However, the aunt didn't say anything. She. Do you agree? Ziqian! It must be your credit again.
Ziqian, you appeared beside me again and again, with a gentle smile. I have finally made up my mind that I will hold you to the death and never let go, and no one can snatch you from me.
Wearing the clothes you washed for me, although they weren't cleaned, even so, it felt very good!
The night we watched the moon in the yard at night, the moon was actually really beautiful, and I really wanted to see it with you for a while, but it was raining, and it was the first time I saw you standing in the rain like a child!
Actually, the noodles you cooked for the first time were not delicious, but I still finished them.
Actually, I know that you who come to help me clean up the vegetable garden are very tired every day.
Actually, I know you always laugh at anyone, but your heart is very bitter, isn't it?
Actually, I know, I know, I know, to be your wife, it's just my delusion, isn't it.
In the past few days, you have been very unhappy, I can really see it, your eyebrows are always inadvertently crawling full of folds, several times in a trance you cut vegetables and cut your fingers, and forgot to put salt underneath, many of them are telling me, you are not happy, right?
You always have a lot of things in your heart, and no one says anything. You're scared, aren't you, scared of the outside world.
If, I said if, if I could, I really hoped that we could live together in the village forever and ever, but, I know, it can't be.
Outside the window, the vegetable seedlings we planted together finally turned a little greener, the swallows flew back in the sky above the village, but I don't know if it was the same as last year, and you always said that you would take me to see the snow in Xiliang, but I thought I didn't have a chance.
What keeps flashing in front of you is actually these trivial things, Ziqian, you must think it's very strange. But I told myself over and over again, stop, forget, forget, but it came to me over and over again. And your bits and pieces, how can I forget, how can I forget my all.
Ziqian, in your heart, out of the place where I stayed, there must be something else. The ideal you are talking about, the future you are talking about, the future that we look forward to together.
What are you like now? How long will I be able to stay in your heart after I'm gone? I want to ask myself, I want to ask you myself.
Can I stay in your heart for a few more minutes and a second? Even if it's just a little more time, just a little bit, so that you can inadvertently think of me, and you will think of our affairs, even if it's only for a moment, as long as you don't forget me.
You always say that you have this agreement. There is an agreement with the person who imagines the future together, with me, with your father and mother, with all the people of the village, and with the people of the world, so let's make a promise.
Live well, you still have your ideals, your future is waiting for you, smile, live happily, we have agreed. Is our agreement fulfilled? And my thoughts, can I convey it? If only I could convey it!
Wu Qi Wu Ziqian, I like you. Like you, I like you.
I'm sorry to bother you so much in the end, if only I knew that we shouldn't have met in the first place.
You must live, Ziqian.
And do I dwell in your heart, am I liked by you, and am I your wife?
I'm sorry, Ziqian. I can't do any of the things I agreed with you. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, really, I'm sorry. Also, you must live, live happily.
The whitened paper was dotted with tears, and the tears of bean size continued to fall and cover the old traces, gradually blurring the small letterhead.
It's been reached, A-Ying, it's all been reached. I like you too.
A-Ying: Am I living in your heart?
Wu Qi: You have long lived in my heart and occupied it completely.
A-Ying: Am I liked by you?
Wu Qi: Ah, I've been in love with you for a long time, and I fell in love with such a selfish you for no reason.
A-Ying: Can I, then, be counted as your wife?
Wu Qi: You've been my wife for a long time, haven't you?
Wu Qi muttered, swallowing this piece of letterhead into his stomach and putting it in his heart.
The fire in Taoyuan Village is still burning, and Wu Qi's crying is intermittent in the sound of the flames jumping, Taoyuan, after all, it is just an impossible delusion.
"It's really a touching scene, then, I'll send you down to accompany her, Ziqian. Hold on to your ideals, drown!, and that biological brother who doesn't know where he died!" Wu Ming's face looked strangely hideous and terrifying in the firelight, and what was really terrifying was his last sentence.
It turned out that he knew it all.
Wu Qi turned over heavily, looking up at the dark sky, and the kind of face that Wu Qi had never seen before, not only hateful or hateful, but also the big knife raised high in his hand.
I'm sorry, A-Ying. I'm afraid I won't be able to make your last promise. Wu Qi's lips opened and closed slightly, but with a shallow smile, he closed his eyes.
Faster than the big knife in Wu Mu's hand was a bright moonlight, a dazzling moonlight projected from the darkness. The moonlight struck the big knife in Wu Ming's hand, and the big blades shattered.
"Who!" Wu Ming quickly retreated to the protection of everyone, looked at the darkness and said, the anxiety in his heart burned more fiercely than a monstrous fire.
"As you say, Fuxing Society!" the figure in black and jade came out of the darkness, lightly mentioning Wu Qi, who was like a dead corpse, and drifted away.
Fuxingshe!'s clumsy eyes changed slightly.