"Lu Mingfei, I'm going to die."

Yan Yuan Yuan's voice was as clear as before, she looked at Lu Mingfei, only looked at Lu Mingfei, and there was an incomparably complicated look in her eyes.

Lu Mingfei could see that although she was smiling, her body was trembling uncontrollably.

How can you not be afraid? She could clearly feel that the monster in her body, although it was temporarily suppressed, she knew that she had been hollowed out, and this body, at the moment of invasion, no longer belonged to her.

She wasn't going to die, physically, she was dead, but the remnants of her consciousness were still struggling, but she couldn't have fought for Izanami, which had existed since ancient times.

Lu Mingfei wiped away the tears on his face vigorously, and wanted to shake off Wu Xingzhi's hand and run over.

Wu Xingzhi frowned and did not let go of his hand.

Lu Mingfei glared at him angrily, at this moment he was like a beast that had lost his mind, and roared angrily: "Let go of me!" ”

He didn't know where his anger was coming from, whether it was because of his own powerlessness or because of his fear.

No, it was more anger at himself, which rushed over his head, making his eyes red, and he couldn't even think.

"Lu Mingfei—"

Yan Yuan Yuan's voice came, "It's okay, don't come over." ”

"Just stand there, listen to me, just listen to me."

"But-" Lu Mingfei didn't know what he could say, or even what he could do, he felt that his fury was ridiculous, but he couldn't do anything other than rage.

"Remember what I told you? A story about my high school days. Yan Yuan Yuan looked at Lu Mingfei, and his tone sounded like he was in that warm record store, and the two of them were shoulder to shoulder.

"At that time, I was a reticent person, no one understood me, no one cared about me, and every day when I came home from school, I sat in front of my little desk, and I felt that I was the loneliest person in the world."

"At that time, I didn't know that there was a thing called blood sorrow, a half-breed such thing, born lonely."

"Don't say it-" Lu Mingfei gritted his teeth and said hoarsely: "Don't talk to me in this tone like a last word, you're not dead yet, you're obviously still standing here, what Izanami, we can defeat her, I won't be afraid anymore." ”

Yan Yuan Yuan didn't seem to hear Lu Mingfei speak, but continued to say to himself: "At that time, through my window, I could see the rooftop of the opposite community, and every afternoon, I could see a young man sitting alone on the guardrail of the rooftop. ”

Lu Mingfei was stunned for a moment.

"So every day after school, I waited at my little desk, the boy would always come to the rooftop when the sun was about to set, he looked very lonely, the sunset was like blood, his shadow was far away, small, he had to sit there alone until the neon lights up, and then he left silently."

Memories poured out of his mind, and Lu Mingfei suddenly realized what the other party was saying.

A decrepit boy like him, no one cares, and no one will look at him, he is just the most ordinary dust in this huge world, maybe it will be a great honor to be a nail in the world when he grows up.

His only pleasure at first was to run to the rooftop, he would sit on the edge of the concrete platform, carefully stretch out his legs and hang outside, so that the ground was a few dozen meters away from his feet, and he would feel dangerous and light, like a bird flying high in the wind.

Then he can feel free.

But.

It turned out that there was a pair of eyes that had been watching him since then, an equally lonely person, doing the same lonely thing with him.

"At that time, I thought, what a coincidence, there are people in the world who are as lonely as me, doing things that are as lonely as me, so I feel less lonely." Yan Yuan Yuan said what Lu Mingfei thought as if she had a heart, and she smiled: "So I began to pay attention to you secretly." ”

"I know your name is Lu Mingfei, I know that you are a student at Shilan High School, I know that you are very good at playing games, and I even know that you have a crush on a girl in your literary club."

"However, I never dared to talk to you, how dare a person like me talk to you, maybe if I say it, my dream will be shattered."

Lu Mingfei suddenly understood why the other party behaved very cordially when he met each other for the first time.

It's not an encounter between a teenager and a girl at all, it's not a spark that collides in an instant, but a seed that a girl has hidden deep in her heart for many years.

His vision blurred for a moment.

"No, don't ......," he collapsed to the ground, trembling as if pleading, "Say no more. ”

"So, when I see you again, you don't know how happy I am, you see, I've become beautiful, I can stand in front of you generously, I can share with you the songs I like to listen to, I'm not scared anymore."

She had a happy smile on her face, which made Lu Mingfei dare not look at her.

"But you haven't changed, you're still like the boy who sat on the rooftop, so I thought maybe I could make you no longer lonely, just as you made me no longer lonely."

"I'm sorry, but I know it's selfish to want to change others." Yan Yuan Yuan asked with some concern, "You won't blame me, right?" ”

"......" Lu Mingfei knelt on the ground and buried his face in the soil.

He felt torn apart, as if a knife had slipped open his chest, revealing the weakness, fear, and inferiority inside.

"No...... How can I blame you......" He didn't dare to look up, and as he spoke, he felt the smell of blood in his mouth.

"That's good." Yan Yuan Yuan was relieved.

"Lu Mingfei—" she called softly, "Don't die, I don't want you to die." ”

“...... Don't cry anymore, you're the most special. ”

Lu Mingfei's body stiffened for a moment, then he raised his head suddenly, the look on Yan Yuan Yuan's face that belonged to her disappeared, and the golden pupils lit up again.

Once again, he realized what he was missing.

In the last life of a girl, he was like a coward, and he didn't even look up to see the last of each other.

There was a familiar contempt in Izanami's golden eyes, she didn't move, she just stood there, standing there like Yan Yuan Yuan, looking at Lu Mingfei coldly.

The cold reality told Lu Mingfei that this time, the girl really disappeared and would never reappear again.

"It's such an unpleasant story."

Wu Xingzhi looked at Izanami coldly, and then at Lu Mingfei, who was paralyzed on the ground.

Huge malice poured out of Lu Mingfei's body, and Wu Xingzhi was very familiar with this malice.

"Is it finally there?"

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