131 Gu Ci's Inner Demons (Three Watches)

It was Gu Ci who Taifu had never seen and Shi Huan who he had never seen, one was his most distressed student, and the other was his favorite granddaughter.

He put down the dishes and chopsticks in his hand, got up slowly, and explained to Gu Yansheng, "Ah Sheng, come to my carriage after eating." ”

Gu Yansheng raised the little wine left in the wine glass, drank it all, got up and followed with a move.

Gu Ci silently glanced at the direction where the two left, walked to his place and sat down without saying a word, and then asked Shi Huan, "Like crystal shrimp?" "It's still the same as before, I don't like to eat shrimp and fish, but I like shrimp and fish balls, because shrimp have shells and fish have spines.

"Hmm." She nodded and handed the plate in the direction of Gu Ci.

Gu Ci didn't eat, he just drank slowly with the teacup, and when he saw this, he shook his head, "It's okay, you can eat." ”

Shi Huan turned his head to look at Gu Ci, he ...... It seems that he rarely eats outside. Before eating roast rabbit, he seemed to eat very little, but in the lantern festival and the inn, he ate very normally, although it was not much, but it was not less.

"You ......" Shi Huan pondered again and again, tilted his head and asked, "Are you not used to it?" "Just like Gu Yansheng, if His Royal Highness Gu is allowed to sit here and eat grilled fish and roasted hares, it is absolutely impossible, it is impossible to starve to death than to do such an unrefined thing.

But no excuse ...... It shouldn't be such a person, right, on the battlefield at that time, what difficult conditions have not been made to deal with?

Gu Ci shook his head, smiled at Shi Huan, and didn't speak. Grin...... Somewhat tired.

Fang didn't realize it, but at this moment, Shi Huan realized that Gu Ci tonight seemed to be quieter and talked less than usual. Although it doesn't seem obvious, there are not many words in the usual days, but tonight ...... It's like something is pressing, or rather, something that's been pressing, coming out.

At this moment, I suddenly remembered that such a Gu remark ...... It also appeared when the rabbit was roasted that day.

So...... Gu Ci doesn't like to bake? But he doesn't eat this crystal shrimp either......

She had a hidden guess in her heart, but in that guess, she felt that the overwhelming pain swept over the world almost instantly...... My brother said that on the battlefield, the mountains of corpses and the sea of blood, if not dealt with in time, it is easy to cause a plague, and most of the time it is a fire that disperses with the wind. At that time, the firelight reflected the entire battlefield, and the air was filled with the smell of burnt flesh and bones that was so strong that it was choking.

So...... Gu Ci, has such a taste already formed a lingering shadow that penetrates deep into the bone marrow? But he just said it clearly...... Lin Jiang will bring him some ......

The moon is on the treetops, the night is getting thicker, and the wind is getting colder.

Shi Huan put down the plate in his hand, got up and looked down at Gu Ci, in the eyes he saw, bent over, pulled up his sleeve, and smiled softly for the first time in front of everyone, "Senior brother, will you accompany me to a place?" ”

In the dish next to the side, there are not a few shrimp missing. Gu Ci knew her appetite well, and frowned, "I'll go after eating." ”

Shi Huan tugged at his sleeve, shook it, and insisted, "I'll eat again when I come back." ”

He never knew how to refuse Shi Huan. Even if such a refusal seems to be for her good, if she persists a little, she can throw away her armor in an instant...... So, Gu Ci finally got up and dragged herself forward.

Behind him, Hanyan bit half of the tail of the fish and poked Lin Jiang beside him, "Guess, where did my young lady take your master?" ”

Lin Jiang turned over the fish that was still roasting, rolled his eyes, and secretly thought, what is your young lady's mind, come to ask me? But he didn't dare to say such a slander, he only shook his head, and he didn't know.

Hanyan stretched out his hand and stabbed the other side again, stabbing into the air, and the piece of feather, who had recovered his black clothes, moved away before that. Smoking: ......

Shi Huan took Gu Ci to the side of his carriage, rummaged through the small sandalwood box, and pulled Gu Ci to his own carriage. Gu Ci followed the whole process, didn't speak, and walked around with her until Shi Huan climbed into the carriage, opened the box, took out the incense inside, and lit it.

Gu Cicai was completely stunned in the crisp fragrance-this girl...... Found out.

It wasn't like that. But after returning from the Battle of Jiaozhou, the battlefield where 50,000 people almost no longer survived, he could no longer smell the smell of burnt flesh and bones.

He thought he was covering it up well, at least Xie Jiang didn't know, Lin Jiang didn't know, and Lin Yuan didn't know.

Before that, no one but himself knew about his problem. Unexpectedly, in just two days, this girl had already found out

Should I say that she is too smart, or that her acting skills are too clumsy in front of her?

"When did you find out?" He asked, his voice tired, rubbing his temples and leaning against the wall of the car to relieve himself.

Shi Huan closed the wooden box and stirred up the burning incense, the incense that calmed the nerves and helped him sleep.

She said, "Guess." You look a little tired, a little down. The same is true for the previous one. My brother told me what it was like on the battlefield...... I guessed...... So, brother, I guessed right? ”

"Hmm." He nodded.

Shi Huan was silent for a while, "I'd rather ...... I guessed wrong. ”

Gu Ci tugged at the corners of his mouth, but he couldn't laugh. But all of a sudden...... I don't feel so tight anymore. It's like a hard-hidden heart, and suddenly there is someone to share. This feeling is unexpectedly nostalgic.

I'd love to talk about it...... Something that no one has ever said to anyone.

"Actually...... It's not that serious. When I first went to war, I was too young. On the contrary, there is a kind of loneliness of the newborn calf who is not afraid of the tiger, they are afraid that I will have a shadow, and they will not let me go after the war, I prefer. But I really didn't think anything about it at the time...... Perhaps, still young, in a sense, does not understand life. I don't understand, I'm in awe. ”

"Later...... In this way, one battle after another was fought, big and small, with more and more achievements, heavier rewards, and higher and higher voices. I almost believed it myself...... I am the undefeated god of war. ”

But in the end, the undefeated god of war was defeated in the rear that he desperately guarded, and 50,000 soldiers did not die under the enemy's blade, but died in the hearts of people who were becoming more and more greedy and distorted.

He paused for a moment, didn't speak, closed his eyes. But apparently not asleep.

"And then?" Shi Huan asked.

Gu Ci leaned on the carriage, smelling the same smell as this girl, and only felt relieved. He opened his eyes and smiled, his smile a little bleak, "Let's go to dinner first." If it's cold, it won't taste good. The rest can be said at any time, so why rush? ”

"Then you eat with me. How many more dishes should I ask my cousin's girl to make? Their cooking skills are excellent. ”

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