138 I can't protect the people around me the most (one watch)
Speaking of this, Gu Yansheng was rarely serious, and his voice was heavy, "So, girl." You have to always remember that at all times, the first thing you have to think about is always ...... How to keep yourself alive. ”
"They can only live if you live."
Sober, sensible, but cruel to the extreme.
The incense is the fragrance of the fine and elegant plum blossoms, which is particularly suitable for the long snowy days. His Royal Highness Gu slightly hung a pair of peach blossom eyes that were smiling all the time, and the delicate facial lines were a little more sharp.
His Royal Highness, who seemed to be enjoying himself forever, showed a serious expression at this moment that outsiders had never seen.
"Girl." He called, but still lowered his head, looking at his well-maintained hands, "People like us...... It seems to be calling for wind and rain, glory, and infinite scenery, but ...... I can't protect the people around me. ”
He stretched out his hand without the slightest flaw, gently touched Shi Huan's head, and his voice was soft and soft, "Many times, in order to protect more people, you have to give up someone...... You should get used to it. ”
"So, never get angry with someone close to you." Because, those moments of anger will become a wound that will never scab over after an irreparable tragedy in the future.
He hoped that this girl would never need to understand, but he could vaguely see that her road was not smooth in the future after the fog.
"Okay." After a while, Shi Huan bowed his head and answered. She saw too many things in Gu Yansheng's eyes...... Those things suffocated the onlookers.
After all, he couldn't bear to spread out these things in front of Shi Huan, Gu Yansheng rubbed the little girl's head and smiled, "Now is not the time to think about this." This ghost weather, I'm afraid it will take a long time to walk to the town, if you are sleepy, you can sleep for a while. ”
"Hmm." Shi Huan pulled the blanket up, "Call me when it's time." ”
"Okay."
……
By the time we arrived in town, it was already night.
The whole town is very quiet, every house has stopped, and there is still some warm light in the windows of a few houses. The town is not big, there are a few small alleys, and the only inn on the street, hung with red lanterns, in the world of snow and silver, it is particularly suitable for the scene.
The door is closed.
knocked on the door for a long time, and an exceptionally old hand stretched out from the door, skinny, wrinkled skin hanging on his hand, and the back of his hand was covered with dark spots, and he quietly hid behind Pian Yu, who held her hand and shook his head silently.
Then an equally old and thin head poked out of the door, and there was very little gray hair on it.
He didn't seem to see so many people very often, and after looking around, he asked a little apprehensively, "You...... What do you do? In the pronunciation, there is a somewhat awkward accent.
He was really too old, and he seemed to be a little unable to stand up through the crack in the door, and when he looked up, he could see that the eyeballs were cloudy. A thin cotton jacket that washed the floor and turned white, looking a little big empty, made the old man look a little fragile in such a winter night.
Uncle Lin stepped forward and smiled with a particularly friendly smile, "Old man, we are passing by and want to stay for one night." You...... Look, but there's still room available? ”
"Yes, yes." The old man seemed to be a little uneasy, and his eyes looked back and forth on several people, "It's just, it's quite old." I'm not going to have anything to eat, and it's going to be tomorrow morning. ”
"Okay, it's fine." It can be seen that the old man is a little nervous, Uncle Lin smiled more and more, one "you" at a time, very polite, "You arrange a few rooms, and then prepare some hot water for washing." ”
"That's it...... Nothing was wrong with the room. If you have hot water, you have to wait. The old man was still a little cramped, standing there rubbing his hands constantly, "I, the little one is going to find ......someone," he said, and hurriedly walked a little stumbling into it.
Gu Yansheng stood in the threshold with a black face.
If he were to stay in an inn where only a small candle was lit in the entire lobby and hot water was freshly burned, he would rather go and sleep in his soft and comfortable carriage. But he ...... Can't.
He dared to ask for a big Nanmu chair to be placed on top of the court in front of the civil and military officials of the Manchu Dynasty, but he did not dare to dislike the "inhuman" accommodation environment in front of the Taifu in such a down-to-earth inn where there was no dinner.
In my memory, my grandfather beat him many times, in public and in private. But most of the time the blow was not serious, and the only time he was hurt was when he was splashed with fishy water by a passing fishmonger, and he overturned the man's car in a fit of rage, and happened to be clearly understood by his grandfather who was passing by.
That time, my grandfather hit the ground very hard, and he was made to kneel after the beating. It was useless for anyone to plead, even the little girl knelt down to plead, and she didn't let her grandfather relax a little.
Even after so many years, those words are still in my ears.
"Gu Yansheng, you don't have the heart of an emperor, you just want to rely on the shadow of your ancestors to be an idle prince, I have no opinion on these old men. You are exquisite, you are noble, you are a royal treasure for all your food and clothing, and I won't say a word about you, old man. The dignity of the royal family, you enjoy the land. ”
"However, I will never allow my Shi family's descendants to go out, they are arrogant, arrogant, arrogant and unaware of the height of the sky!"
Taifu means, you can be noble, you can be proud, as a prince of a country, you have your own reason for pride. Even if you don't do anything in this life, it's okay to be leisurely and mediocre, that's the blessing that your ancestors have accumulated for you, and your ancestors won't blame you.
But...... If you do not think that all the people except you are despised, you should be killed, lest your ancestors feel that it is not worth all your hard work to accumulate blessings for you!
After that beating, Gu Yansheng collected a thorn in front of Taifu. Even in the face of this "inhuman" living environment that he would rather sleep in a carriage for himself, he lived honestly.
The inn is not big, but there are no guests, and the rooms are basically empty, but it is enough to live.
Hanyan turned around the room, naturally there was no suite, and there was only one bed, she rummaged through the cabinet, "There is a futon, the lady's futon is on the carriage, the slave and maid go to pick it up, and the slave and the maid will make a bunk on the ground, and it will not be cold." Will make up for one night, enough. ”
As he spoke, he went out the door.
Pian Yu, who was coming in with hot water, was suddenly a little at a loss - since then, she hadn't been alone with Shi Huan. She has always been stupid, she doesn't know how to explain this, and her master is smart, so it is impossible to be fooled.
People who can't even fool Gu Gongzi ...... More unlikely.
Pian Yu put down the hot water, and was thinking about whether to go out to blow the cold wind to avoid the wind, waiting for the smoke to come in, and heard Shi Huan, who was always sitting in front of the bronze mirror, speak, "Pian Yu." ”
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