230 I want to believe once (three watches)
In the end, until Shi Huan had returned to her yard and lay on the soft collapse, she couldn't remember how she left the house and the yard. Even, she didn't know how she got back to her yard.
He said, "Huanhuan." Do you know what this means in the animal world? ”
He said, "On behalf of the ...... From now on, I am yours. No one is allowed to covet ...... Understandable? ”
He said, "I don't care. You bit me. I'll be yours from now on. Those demons and monsters who covet me, you are responsible for driving them away...... And I will solve all those who covet you and those who hinder me. ”
All she remembered was the words that the man had said almost close to her ear. She only remembered that several times between words, his lips gently brushed his ears, bringing a sultry drunkenness. She only remembered the whispering of those words, as if someone had carved them into her bones with the tip of a knife......
Unless one day, the bones turn to ashes, or they will not be forgotten until death. Excuse me...... That man will eventually become an inevitable catastrophe in this life. She closed the book that she hadn't read for a long time, and called helplessly, "Pian Yu...... Send him some sobering soup. ”
Beside him, a squirming voice sounded, but he didn't hear Katayu's response.
When I opened my eyes, I saw my mother, who was still dressed in formal clothes, sitting beside her, and asked her with a smile, "Who are you sending sobering soup to?" Your brother? ”
Shi Huan was slightly stunned and responded, "Yes." ”
Mrs. Shi's face did not change, and she turned around and instructed Pian Yu, "Prepare one more and send one to Gu Gongzi as well." ”
Kataha led the order to retreat.
"You're reliable." Mrs. Shi frowned, and her smile faded, "I haven't told her where Gu Gongzi is resting...... She already knows......"
As he spoke, he looked up, but there was no smile in his eyes, "I've seen it." ”
The eyes under the warm sun have a kind of sobriety and rationality in their bones, and they are very determined, "The sobering soup was also sent to him." ”
Shi Huan nodded, "Hmm." "There is no explanation. Although the expression was a little cramped, it was not half hidden, and it was frank and open. If you look closely, there is still a faint red behind the ears that has not dissipated.
The appearance of youth and young love, the age of flowers, if you can win the heart of a good person and raise your eyebrows from this case, it is the greatest luck in this life. As a mother, she naturally wants to do everything she can to fulfill her girlish feelings...... Can......
Mrs. Shi stretched out her hand, gently brushed her picturesque eyebrows, and asked in a low voice, "Like it?" ”
Shi Huan was stunned for a moment, and before he could answer, his face turned red first, he lowered his head, stirred the veil, and half of his face was exposed, the corners of his mouth were pursed, he was shy and timid, and he whispered in a low voice, "Daughter...... The daughter didn't know. ”
She really doesn't know what liking is. Literati and writers always imposed many restrictions on the word "like", such as the mythological stories of earth-shattering ghosts and gods, such as the life-and-death love between a female goblin and a weak scholar, and the wandering elopement of a young lady and a poor boy. She and Gu Ci ...... Neither, it seems.
So she's not sure.
She said she didn't know, but the mother had seen it clearly.
The little girl is a little sluggish in this regard. But she has never been a real soft-minded lord, respecting etiquette and rules, abiding by the defense of men and women, how many young talents are in this imperial capital, she has never pretended, and treated her coldly, just to not fall into the slightest tongue.
partial, facing that Gu Gongzi...... It's so much in mind.
"Huanhuan. Over the years, your father has always regretted letting you learn those imperial skills, but at the same time he was amazed by your ingenuity. These...... Mother doesn't understand...... But Mother thinks that you should understand what kind of existence the Eldest Princess's Mansion is. "That's in the same camp as the royal family. The daughter of the Shi family does not enter the royal family, but she wants to enter the eldest princess's mansion, I am afraid that Her Royal Highness the eldest princess will be the first to disagree.
Shi Huan finished stirring the veil and began to stir the tassel hanging under the jade pendant, "Mother...... In the year I lost my memory, did my daughter ever go far away? ”
Suddenly changed the topic, Mrs. Shi was stunned, thought for a moment before saying, "Not really." In that year, you entered the palace twice, and lived in the palace for a month to accompany your aunt, and you never went anywhere, and never went out of the city gates, let alone far away...... What is this, you ask? ”
Shi Huan shook his head and did not speak.
In the past few years, she asked a lot of people, Hanyan, grandfather, brother, aunt, cousin, but anyone who knew that she had amnesia, she asked. That's the answer, even after many years.
Can...... What about resignation?
Where is Gu Ci? And when did that dream scene happen?
Every time she thought about it, she felt distressed. If you forget about yourself...... Whether he remembers that incident or not, he can only take care of himself, will he occasionally recall that past in a midnight dream, and feel lonely and have no one to complain...... It's like the world is vast, but there is only one person who walks alone.
"Mother." Fingertips gently stroked the jade pendant, and she expressed it as she pondered, looking a little absent-minded, "Mother." I don't really understand what it means to like ...... I just don't want him to be sad and I want him to be happy. Whatever he wants, whatever I can give, I want to give him. Even if he always has to inch in, domineering and unreasonable, I ...... I thought, "I don't have anything to do with me, and if he wants it, he'll take it all." ”
Excuse me...... That man, from the first moment in his memory, was strong and domineering little by little...... Entered the whole world of his own...... Not an inch has been retreated.
He said, "Those demons and monsters who covet me, you are responsible for driving them away." And I will solve all those who covet you and those who hinder me.
"Mother. I think...... Give it a try. I have been following the rules for many years, and I have to look ahead and be careful when I take every step...... Now, I want to believe it again. ”
Mrs. Shi only felt a dull pain in her heart - if this is not called liking, then what is liking? This is deeper, stronger, and more intense than I thought I liked, so much so that I couldn't say a word after thinking about persuasion all the way when I came......
The little girl, with a cold and indifferent color, looked a little confused, but did not hesitate. Little by little, she told her thoughts and thoughts in her heart, and spread them out in front of her mother, as if exposing the softest part of her heart...... That place is the most soft and fragile, but every little wound is enough to last for a long time without healing.
As a mother, she never wants her daughter to be hurt in her heart.
His eyes fell on the hairpin in Shi Huan's hair, and he thought it was very good-looking at first glance, but then he felt a little strange, and now he realized that this hairpin is a pair with the one on Gu Ci's head......
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