232 That's too lonely (2nd watch)
In the Qinghe Temple.
The fine black agarwood is faintly fragrant, and the small copper kettle rests on the small stove and bubbles. The wind blew in from the open window, carrying the scent of grass in the backyard.
In the light and shadow cut by the sun, the fine ups and downs drift slowly.
The Qing Ming Master who was sitting on one side tilted his head, he couldn't see anything, his expression couldn't see joy and anger, like an ancient well that had been silent for thousands of years. He made a gesture of please, "You're here." "It's like saying hello to an old friend for many years.
"Master." Shi Huan clasped his hands together and bowed before sitting opposite Qing Ming, took the teacup handed over by Master Qing Ming, took a sip lightly, and got straight to the point, "The girl with smoke said that Master Qing Ming has been waiting for a long time. But I didn't send anyone to inform me before I came, so how did the master know that I was going to be here today? β
Master Qingming poured himself a cup of tea before saying, "Everything has its own signs of time. β
He closed his eyebrows, spoke softly, and spoke inscrutable words, looking like a man of great moralityβwho generally liked to say things that sounded profound, but actually said them little differently than they didn't.
For example, at this moment, in the answer to that short sentence, Shi Huan did not get the answer to his question. Simply, she didn't care much about this, put the teacup away, looked at him quietly, and asked, "Does the master know...... How to recover a person's memory? β
There was nothing to say for a long time, and Shi Huan didn't urge. Only the gaze fell calmly on the other party.
After a long time, Master Qing Ming sighed, put down the teacup, and changed to a more upright posture, "Memory is this thing...... The most complex and erratic. Even the things that I remember well will gradually forget after a long time. Everything has a fate, since the forgotten memory may be a lack of fate with the girl...... The girl should know, she can't force it, let it go......"
"Nope." In the dust, the girl's eyes were as calm as they had never been, with a determination that would never go back, "I want to remember." Seek perfection from the master. β
After hearing that tone, I could almost still imagine the appearance of this girl at that time.
At the end of that time, the girl once knelt in front of her, looking up with a face that was overwhelming, but with a firmness that did not let her eyebrows go. She said, "Everyone in the world knows that the matter of martial arts should not be delayed, and when the bones are grown, no matter how natural the genius is, he is destined to be unremarkable here." But I have never believed in fate. I want to learn. β
At that time, it was that look that moved me. So, Yi Jin washed the marrow for three days and three nights, and he taught him a peerless school, and even gave him a famous sword. But in the end, it became the thing he regretted the most in his past years......
Human life has its own number of days, and manpower cannot be violated. At that time, if she insisted on not teaching, the rest of this girl's life would be roughly the life of the queen of a country, glorious and brilliant, worshiped by all the people, recorded in the annals of history, and memorialized by future generations...... Instead of ending up in a bloody hometown and the soul does not return to reincarnation.
Qing Ming was not distinguished, and his voice was still the same calm, "Girl, do you know...... There is no such thing as a double world. Sometimes, forgetting may be the best way you can protect yourself at that time. It's human nature to forget and always want to remember...... But what if you pick it up and find that those memories are too painful, so painful that you can't bear it at all? At that time, if I wanted to discard it, I was afraid that even I would not be able to do it. β
"I ......," Shi Huan lowered his eyebrows, "I asked many people around me, and they all told me that I didn't go anywhere that year, and only went to the palace twice to stay." β
Qing Ming nodded, "Learn court etiquette, take the little maid shopping, and enter the palace to visit the queen." It sounded like I could probably guess that there was nothing in that year that the girl had to trouble remembering...... That being the case, why risk recovering that memory that has been forgotten for years. β
"It's different." Shi Huan smiled bitterly, "You said it was a dream, and you said I had a heart disease...... But I felt more and more that it should be something that had really happened to me. Guru...... I want to get it back...... I didn't want the man to be left alone with the memories of the past that I had discarded. β
"That's ...... It's so lonely. β
She only said "that person" and did not name him. Qing Ming understood who the person in her mouth was, and he knew that that person would never agree to Shi Huan retrieving his memory. So he was silent, and only listened, and did not speak for a long time.
Shi Huan was stubborn, "Master." I know you have a way. If there is one person in the world who can recover a person's lost memories, it must be you. Please also help me get my memories back. β
Qing Ming sighed, "I don't know if the girl has thought about it." Maybe they didn't lie to you, that year, you really just learned the rules in the palace, and you didn't go anywhere except the palace. What you see in your dream may be just the remnants of your previous life left behind by the bridge, drinking a sip of Meng Po soup? Girl, if this is the past...... Is there really a way to get it back? "That's right, at least not hidden.
Shi Huan was slightly stunned, did he have the past in his previous life?
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As soon as Gu Ci returned to the small building in the middle of the lake, he saw Lin Yuan spinning outside like an ant on a hot pot. Halfway through, when I looked up and saw Gu Ci coming from my back, I rushed over at the moment, and I didn't care about etiquette, "Childe." Maybe something big is wrong. β
This person hurriedly turned himself into Lin Jiang, just because he was "happy" to have an accident? Gu Ci frowned, "What is it that makes you unable to even speak?" β
Lin Yuan also realized what he was talking about. But it is true that sentence is his most intuitive feeling, "Childe, Lin Jiang said that the eldest lady set off to the Qinghe Hall early this morning...... And the eldest lady didn't just go to see the girl with cigarettes. She met Master Qingming alone and stayed in it for a long time, Lin Jiang needed to return because of an errand, and in the end she couldn't wait, so she didn't bother to say hello to Master Qingming and came back. β
Lin Jiang went back to the Qinghe Hall after finishing an errand, and happened to see Shi Huan who entered the front hall alone. At that time, he didn't think much about it, he just felt that Shi Huan hurt the girl, and he also took care of a few words, so he casually mentioned it after he came back.
But Lin Yuan had always been vigilant, and he only felt a little uncomfortable when he heard it at the moment, but he really couldn't say what was wrong, so he waited for Gu Ci to come back.
Hearing this, he was silent for a moment, then turned around and walked out suddenly, "Prepare the car!" Go to Sei Hop Hall! The running figure was in a hurry and panic, as if the heavens and the earth were about to collapse.
Huanhuan...... Don't do anything stupid......
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