Liu Xun was silent for a moment and nodded slightly.

gave birth to a daughter Shaoting, and I wish to stop with less.

Give birth to a child in Qinglin, when celebrated, when the branches are scattered and the leaves are dense like a forest.

"When I was young, I didn't know any of this, I didn't know any words, and I loved the name very much." Miao Niangzi said slowly in her voice: "Later, I knew, I was a little disappointed, but I didn't feel that there was anything wrong, as if I was born as a daughter, it was indeed my fault, and my mother was scolded by my father and disliked, and was pointed out by the people around me." ”

"I had two younger sisters, but I lost them when I was born...... When Qinglin was born, my mother cried with joy, and I was happy with her. ”

"I often feel that my mother is pathetic and pitiful, but I think that all this is not her fault, it is the way of the world, and the world treats women unfairly, so I have to be angry, and I want to prove to my mother and those people that my daughter is not bad."

"I often thought I had done it, but I've only recently realized that no matter what I do, I can't change my mother's true mind—"

"When I was young, my daughter was an outsider because 'sooner or later she had to get married'. When you get married, you will be the water that is spilled. After being widowed, even though he vowed not to marry again, and treated his younger brother as a child, he was still an outsider......"

"Actually, Qinglin was not like this when he was young." Miao Niangzi recalled the old past, and there were some tears in her eyes: "When I was very young, if there was something delicious, he would also share it with me, but my mother would take it back from me every time she saw it, saying that I was not sensible, how could I rob my brother's things - once, twice, ten times, Qinglin became more and more accustomed to eating alone, eating like this, everything is like this." ”

"So, who's to blame for this?"

"Qinglin became like this, because his mother doted on. Mother became like this, or because of her father, because of the people around her, because of her father and mother..."

"In my mother's eyes, I came to this world as a superfluous burden, everything should revolve around Qinglin, be a cow and a horse for him, a little sloppy, and become a debt collector who should die for Qinglin in her mouth...... Is this really how things in this world should be? ”

Those heart-wrenching words sounded in her ears again, and Miao Niangzi trembled all over, and couldn't help but close her eyes.

Liu Xun was so shocked that he squatted down in front of her, wanting to raise his hand to help her shoulder, but he felt rude, so he withdrew it.

can only say: "When people come to this world, the appearance of the skin, the surname and the name of the person are all external objects, Miao Niangzi is Miao Niangzi herself, not to live for others, nor to live for others - there are many truths in the world, some are crooked, some are strong words, and you should not think that the fault is your own body because there are many blind followers!" ”

"The admiration of the Miao shopkeeper lies in tenacity, kindness, and diligence, these are the inner essence of the Miao shopkeeper, and those things that are imposed on the body by ignorant people should only be burned clean with fire, and must not be infected and devoured by them——"

Miao Niangzi was stunned when she heard this, and slowly opened her eyes to look at him.

She knew that this person had always spoken awkwardly, and he didn't even use poetry to express it, so she was very worried about her performance......

But he just said—

"Raise your ...... Admire? Miao Niangzi repeated with some astonishment.

She can still understand these two words.

But, he said to admire himself?

It wasn't that she didn't notice that his eyes and mannerisms were different from those of others, but she never thought that it would be admiration.

The so-called admiration should mean looking at the same level, or even looking up, right?

But he is only eight years old, and she is just a rough woman in the market, how can she be worthy......

Yes, even if she seems to be not easy to bully, has a cool temperament, and is unforgiving, but the "self-lightness" that has been cultivated since childhood in her bones is like a rusty chain, always trapping her.

Liu Xun unconsciously confided in his heart, and was stared at by her at this time, only feeling flustered.

But there were some things he had to say—

"In the midst of many injustices, the Miao shopkeeper can still be self-reliant and self-reliant, and stick to kindness, this realm is beyond my reach, and it should be my model." Liu Xun puffed up and said, "Besides, my fair lady, the gentleman is good...... The word lady is not superficial, but in character, so in my eyes, Miao Shopkeeper is the best woman in the world. ”

His eyes met, nervous but determined, as if he had the power to dispel all her self-doubts.

Miao Niangzi turned red for the first time in her life.

What...... My Fair Lady Gentleman......

She seemed to have heard someone sing it.

"I ...... I don't understand. ”

She avoided her gaze and landed on his soaked robe, and then hurriedly asked, "Isn't it cold?" ”

Liu Xun looked at her and said with a smile: "It's not cold." ”

Anyway, he finally spoke up.

As for her response, he had no intention of forcing it at the moment.

However, as soon as he finished speaking, he suddenly couldn't hold back a sneeze.

"You bake the fire first and wait!" Miao Niangzi got up, pulled the quilt off her body, stuffed it to Liu Xun, and walked briskly to the inner room.

Liu Xun hugged the quilt, and after being stunned for a moment, he couldn't help but show a smile.

Miao Niangzi went back to the room to change her clothes, and soon came out with a man's cotton robe.

“…… It's freshly cut, the cuffs haven't been sewn yet, no one has worn them, so you put them on for a while and take off your clothes to dry. ”

"Thank you, shopkeeper." Liu Xun got up and took it, looked at the unfinished sleeves, and knew it in his heart.

Approximately...... It's a new dress made for her brother.

"When something like this happens suddenly, the shopkeeper Miao mourns."

In any case, it was her own brother in the end, and now that something like this happened, how could she not feel uncomfortable.

Miao Niangzi nodded with red corners of her eyes.

This change came really suddenly, she hated Qinglin and was not angry, but she couldn't do it only hate.

And the mother......

Although she was cold, she could also understand the pain of her mother's loss of her child.

Maybe my mother just couldn't accept it for a while, so she was so crazy.

She knows that you can't think too well of people, but sometimes, shouldn't you leave no room for people at all, and speculate with the worst thoughts?

After the rain stopped, Liu Xun was sent away, and Miao Niangzi stood outside the shop, looking at the night with a trace of dazedness.

"Shaoting!"

A familiar voice came.

"Auntie?"

"It's me." Fang Shi walked over and grabbed her hand: "Your mother is also sad and confused, those words, don't take those words to heart...... She has always regarded Qinglin as more important than her own life, you know. ”

After a long time, Miao Niangzi nodded slightly and did not speak.

"Your second uncle rushed back and said that he would come out of the funeral in seven days...... Then you don't have to go, lest your mother and her say something angry and make outsiders see the joke. ”

Miao Niangzi was stunned: "How can I not go back to Qinglin's funeral......"

"You're a married woman...... And some of the rumors are not good...... Auntie is afraid that someone will say something that shouldn't be said when she arrives, and your mother will listen to it and add fuel to the fire......"

The Fang clan was hesitant, but Miao Niangzi gradually understood.

Married girl? What about the married woman, can't the widow after the marriage be able to appear at the grave of her brother?

Of course not.

Because she's not an ordinary widow, she's a widow with a broom star's notoriety.

When her father died, some people had secretly "guessed" that she had died.

And then there are the fiancés and husbands who were "killed" by her later-

Now that Qinglin had an accident, even her mother said that she was harmed, and how outsiders would spread it, there was no need to think about it.

Fang continued to comfort and persuade.

Miao Niangzi clenched her fingers and interrupted her words: "Auntie, don't say it anymore, I understand, I won't go back to make trouble." ”

"Auntie knows that our Shaoting has always been sensible......" Fang patted the back of his niece's hand.

Miao Niangzi withdrew her hand and said, "Qinglin's funeral still needs Aunt Lao and the second uncle to help more, so I won't keep my aunt." ”

Fang Shi noticed her indifferent attitude, but when she was still angry, she didn't say much: "Okay, Auntie, let's go back, it's cold outside, you can go in." ”

Miao Niangzi nodded, turned around and went back to the shop, closing the door from the inside.

Fang Shi glanced at the closed shop door, and then at the direction where Fang Cai Liu Xun left, his eyes were thoughtful.

After a few moments, he turned to leave.

……

Hengyu didn't expect that he would live in the hot spring village for nearly half a month.

Seeing that it was Chinese New Year's Eve in eleven or twelve days, Xiao Mu's big Buddha finally let go and returned to the city.

Mrs. Xiao went back to the Hou Mansion five days ago, saying that she was going to prepare the New Year's goods in the house, and of course, she also gossiped about Mr. Liu's emotional process.

It's not enough to gossip by himself, the front foot promised Liu Xun that he would keep it secret, and the back foot couldn't help but write a letter to ask someone to inform Hengyu, but the gossip in the letter was small, and the anger was helpless - it was for Miao Niangzi's grievances.

Hengyu, who knew about Miao Niangzi's recent affairs, passed by Miao Ji's bun shop when she returned to the city, and when she lifted the curtain to look, she saw that another acquaintance was also there, so she asked the coachman to stop the carriage.

"When did Miss Ji come back?" Qi Qing, who was talking to Miao Niangzi, greeted her.

"Just got back to town." Heng Yu glanced at the funeral paper pasted on the door of the shop, and said to Miao Niangzi, who looked obviously thin, "Miao shopkeeper mourns." ”

Miao Niangzi nodded haggardly, and said politely: "Miss Ji, please go to the hall and sit down and talk." ”

In Fang Cai's team, Wang Jingyong rode a horse to catch up with the oil-walled carriage at the front, and said through the window: "Master Hou, Master Ji's carriage has stopped." ”

"Where did you go?" The man in the car asked.

"Eat steamed buns." Wang Jingyong frowned and said: "Master Ji is really, he actually ran to eat alone, and he didn't know how to call Hou Ye-"

Xiao Mu in the car: "......"

On the other side, as soon as Heng Yu sat down in the hall, he heard a noisy sound from outside the shop.

A new January has begun~

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(End of chapter)