I want to save it, but I can't save it.

In life, there are too many requests but can't be reached, and there is no choice but to compromise. If she had changed places today, she didn't know if she would be so powerless, watching her men being criticized and ridiculed by the world, watching the executioners stabbing them, and doing nothing but clenching her palms and telling herself that she must be compensated for them.

Can...... People are dead, what's the point of revenge, it's just to seek peace of mind for yourself.

The dead are gone, and they won't know anything.

The thoughts in her heart are messy and complicated, Shi Huan can't figure it out herself, and Gu Ci doesn't know this girl's deepest obsession.

He gently and firmly broke the clenched fist in his hand, and then clenched his fingers into a fist before looking at her gently, "So, we are all the same." If you have the same blood, even if you want to go to hell, I will accompany you. ”

After speaking, he gently took her into his arms.

Huanhuan.

I've always been selfish, selfishly trying to pull you into my world. So, I'm not going to tell you that your hands are clean.

Heaven has no self, you can't go.

I will be the king of hell without any resistance, and then you will stand by my side, and I will protect you, okay? Huanhuan, where you are, is my paradise.

The sound of a heartbeat in his chest was clear and intense. With a sense of security that has never been felt before. The familiar smell of medicine on this person's body is ...... Sentimentally attached.

Secretly, she rubbed Gu Ci's robe with her head, like a coquettish cat, looking for a sense of belonging. The movement was small and not obvious, but after doing it, he blushed uncontrollably, and pushed Gu Ci with his other hand, and called in a low voice, "Senior brother......"

It was as if the sound did not fall to the ear, but directly to the heart. With a slight resonance, my chest hurts. Gu Ci didn't move, and he didn't let go.

Shi Huan became more and more embarrassed, she and Gu Ci had never been so close...... She pushed again and made an excuse, "Senior brother, I'm hungry." ”

Although she knew that she was just looking for an excuse to let go of herself, she thought that this girl's lunch was really useless, and she was reluctant to be hungry, so she got up and went out to tell Katayu to pass the meal.

He came in secretly, and at this moment there must be a maid coming in, and it is a little bad to see him. He touched Shi Huan's head, which was a little messy and sleepy, "Have a good meal, if you still feel tired after using up, just rest for a while, but don't sleep anymore, you won't be able to sleep at night." I also had to go to the teacher's side, and I promised him to play chess with him two days ago. ”

Shi Huan nodded, looked for the oil-paper umbrella on the side and pulled Gu Ci, who turned around and wanted to leave, "It's raining." ”

He leaned over and hugged Shi Huan gently, "Don't think about it, do what you want to do, even if it's killing people and setting fires, I'll carry it for you." Gu Yanqing or Gu Yanyao are not worried. Believe in Senior Brother. ”

She bowed her head and watched Gu Ci go out and step into the rain.

The sky was dark, and the wind and rain were fierce. The man had an ink-colored oil-paper umbrella and a dark robe, and he was hunting in the wind, gentle and elegant, like a painting like jade. But it is so powerful that the mountain collapses in front of it and its face does not change, and no one can imitate the calmness and determination of the body.

That's what it is...... Childe resigned.

Shi Huan used some snacks, held the miscellaneous book left by Gu Ci and looked at it in the soft couch for a while, and after reading it for a while, he fell asleep again with a blanket.

When I woke up again, it was already dark. She didn't have much appetite, so she drank some porridge casually and wanted to go out for a walk, but the rain didn't stop, and it was really hard to go out. So he continued to flip through the miscellaneous notes until he yawned and fell asleep again.

Sleep a lot in the afternoon and sleep lightly at night. When I was half asleep, I could hear the sound of rain drops hitting the pool, and the big beads and small beads falling on the jade plate.

slept shallowly, but he couldn't wake up, intermittently having specious dreams, for a while in the imperial capital, he was still young, and he saw the same young Gu Ci sitting on a high-headed horse, majestic, cheering all the way.

As soon as the picture turned, he seemed to be older, holding his brother's hand to see Gu Ci being carried back, his eyes closed and dying, covered in dried bloodstains. The whole city is silent.

Then there was the pill, condensed on the fingertips, as red as blood, and drops of blood-colored liquid dripped down the lines between the fingers, carrying the familiar fragrance of medicine.

When I woke up from my dream, it was still raining before dawn.

The back is sticky and itchy, as if there are countless ants crawling over it, which makes people shudder.

Thinking about the right words of the senior brother in the afternoon, I really shouldn't have slept when I slept later, and now I don't know how many days, I am completely sleepy. So he stood in front of the window with his robe and watched the rain, and by the faintly visible moonlight, he seemed to see that in the midst of the heavy rain, someone was sitting on a wall and drinking on his back.

Is that...... It was like my uncle's yard.

I was surprised in my heart, my uncle was not greedy for cups on weekdays, and his life was like a monk regularly, he got up to exercise at the end of the day, and went to bed on time.

Can...... Looking at it by the moonlight, my uncle really looks like he is using wine to drown his sorrows.

I was about to take an oil-paper umbrella to take a look, but suddenly I saw another person sitting on the wall, sitting in the same posture as my uncle, I could only see the figure, but I couldn't recognize who it was. Maybe...... It's Shi Ruonan.

The man took the flask from his uncle's hand, looked up and poured it, and when he had finished pouring it, he handed it back. The two of them are like this, you take a sip, I take a sip, and on a rainy night, I sat on the wall of the courtyard of Shi's house and drank a pot of wine.

Finally, the uncle threw the flask behind him and jumped off the wall.

The other also jumped.

Shi Huan stood behind the window, motionless, and only closed the window and went back to sleep for a long time. But he listened to the rain all night, and he stayed awake until dawn.

Early in the morning of the second day, Shi Huan finished his meal, took advantage of the rain to lighten up, took an oil-paper umbrella and went to Lu Yanting's courtyard, and was unexpectedly told that Lu Yanting had left early in the morning. Shi Huan nodded, didn't say anything, and let people go down. Wandering casually along the corner of the courtyard.

It rained heavily yesterday, and the footprints in the courtyard were clearly visible and messy, and there was a broken wine jug next to a stone not far away.

On a fragment, Shi Huan saw the mark of a restaurant in the city. It's not a flask for a house.

It seems that my uncle went out of the house to drink until late at night yesterday and returned? It's just that what is it that can make my uncle so upset that he needs to borrow wine to drown his sorrows...... Who is the other person? Although she had doubts, she didn't want to seem to interfere too much in the affairs of her elders, so she didn't ask the little maid in the courtyard.

After a while, he took his leave and left.

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