Ah Zhen is a long-lasting wound in Lu Yanting's heart, and that injury makes him feel depressed and difficult to let go of every time he thinks about it. There was even a long time when he felt that his heart had been hollowed out.

Ah Jiu's departure has infinitely amplified emotions that he may not have cared about. Those emotions, only after the loss, regret the past contempt.

So much so that in the following years, Lu Yanting was obsessed with business, and it seemed that this matter did not seem to have much impact on him, even if it was his grandfather, he just felt that his son was a little weak.

Because no one found out, the wound became more and more depressed and became a disease, and it did not heal for a long time. Lu Yanting began to fear everyone's closeness, and he lived himself into a god with a pure heart and few desires.

Even he forgot that he was just a person, and if he was a human being, he would have seven emotions and six desires, and he would be coquettish and greedy.

He thought he didn't have it until he ...... I met a woman with a golden abacus in her hand.

The woman was flamboyant, mature, and bright, with obvious shrewdness in the light in her eyes, which was the same kind of breath to Lu Yanting. He was like a wolf who had been walking alone in the dark for too long, and at that moment, he saw his companion......

He longs and avoids. The wound that never healed made it difficult for him to move forward, and he feared that one day in the future he would repeat the same mistakes.

At that moment, Shi Huan understood Lu Yanting's feelings for Ah Zhen, which was so complicated that even he didn't know what it was, but it was obvious that there was more emotion and guilt than love and hate.

It's like a young wolf king who accidentally fell into the hands of a hunter, who would have thought that he was actually saved by a little lamb.

After that, the wolf king always remembered the lamb, bitterness, shame, and annoyance that he was not able to do so, and even gradually, derived an unclear liking.

But that like, whether it is pity for the young creatures, or the touching of the other party's sacrifice of his life, maybe even Lu Yanting himself is no longer clear. Until, the girl with the golden abacus in her hand appeared.

Amazing and exciting.

At that moment, the aura of the same kind made him suddenly realize that he had been alone for too long, too long. He wanted one of his kind so badly.

"Uncle." Shi Huan took the decanting soup from Pian Yu's hand, handed it to Lu Yanting, and put the empty wine jug on the ground on the side, then looked at him and said, "Uncle...... Ah Ji won't blame you. She has always been there, even if you have a Rong Xi in your heart, it doesn't prevent you from having a Ah Ji in your heart. ”

It's not the same emotion, and it's not a black-and-white choice.

In the heart of a wolf, he may miss a certain sheep, but the one who will accompany him for the rest of his life must be another wolf, she has similar claws, gorgeous fur, and aggressiveness ready to attack.

She was the perfect companion in his hunting career.

As for the sheep, it is about this kind of night, bring two pots of wine, if the moonlight is just right, then remember the moon for one or two, if there is no star and no moon, it will not prevent the heart from paying respects, and when it is dawn tomorrow, what should be put away will still be put away, and what should be put away will still be put away.

"Life has to go on, doesn't it?" Shi Huan hugged his knees and shrunk on the stool, wearing a wide cloak on his body, looking at the elders who were older than him, like enlightening a child, patient and gentle, "Actually, uncle knows better than anyone else that there will always be someone by your side, giving birth to children for you and extending the heirs for the Lu family...... And that person can't be Ah Ji from beginning to end. ”

"Our background is not suitable for people who are too soft in their bones." In many cases, it seems to be infinitely glorious, but it also represents more danger and calculation. At that time, when he was young, his mother discussed with his aunt and sent himself to the palace, and later invited his grandmother to teach him out of the palace, just to ensure that his future self can live well in any silent smoke of dire water.

Real Sheep ...... In an environment like theirs, they can't survive.

"I know......" Holding the decanting soup in both hands, tasting it little by little, Lu Yanting nodded. He drank very well, and he rarely got drunk at the table. At that time, it was just through the desire to drink that he was willful, but now he is much more sober to this girl.

Ah Ji is not suitable for the Lu family, it was not suitable at that time, and now it is ...... Not even more suitable. He has always known this, it has nothing to do with whether he can protect her, even if he can protect her, she will not be happy. Everything in the vast continent family will only become a heavy boulder pressing on her chest, making her unable to breathe.

It's a bit unnatural to say this kind of thing to juniors. What's more, the object of his longing seems to have a good relationship with his niece......

Rao is drunk, his face was a little thicker than usual, and Lu Yanting also felt a little embarrassed. He coughed, drank all the decanting soup in his hand, and looked at the sky, it was indeed very late.

At that time, it seemed that he had faintly heard the sound of the husband changing, but he was confused at that time, and he didn't know how many days it was. Looking at this girl again, there was obvious tiredness in her eyes, but she was a little reluctant, "You go to sleep." I blew the wind on my own, woke up, and went to sleep. ”

"I'll be with you."

"It's okay, it's in this mansion, what else can happen? You look at the way I look now, I'm very sober...... Rest assured. Lu Yanting waved his hand, "Go to sleep." The girl's family, it's not good to sleep too late. ”

…… The corners of Shi Huan's mouth twitched, as if it wasn't the drunken man in front of her who woke her up so late......

However, the uncle's face still has to be given, after all, he is an elder, and this can obviously only be slandered in his heart. She nodded, told Pian Yu to make a pot of tea, and went into the house to sleep. Before going to bed, he saw a tree in the backyard, and Hachi opened his eyes.

"Sleep." Shi Huan whispered to him, and saw Xiao Hachi turn over and close his eyes.

This silent young man who was not yet weak in the crown lost not only his voice and an eye in that war, but also the instinctive acceptance and trust of this human world. He was like an out-of-place little beast, resisting anyone's approach, and even when he slept, he maintained the highest vigilance, which could wake him up with the slightest hint of the wind.

At this moment, even though he looked like he was asleep with his eyes closed, he was actually breathing, and his spirit was always paying attention to all the movements in his surroundings.

Be alert...... It's distressing.

But at this point, no one can help him recover quickly, only for a long time, he slowly heals.

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