The prince can have his own personal guards, there are no huge changes, after the prince successfully ascended the throne, most of these personal guards are the commanders of the palace, and even when necessary, it is not impossible to enter the military camp to lead the army to fight and become famous.

The prince's personal guard, naturally the prince personally selected and formed.

Gu Yansheng chatted with Shi Huan and expressed his desire to take Xiaoba away, Shi Huan felt very good, but he was not Xiaoba's master, and Xiaoba was not the subordinate of the Shi family who signed a contract, so he couldn't be the master, so he had to agree to it.

Shi Huan didn't know when Gu Yansheng talked to Xiaoba, but in the past two days, he obviously found that Xiaoba, who had begun to "learn" to walk normally, returned to the tree again, and people began to "live in simplicity", except for three meals a day, he could hardly be seen in front of people.

Clearly...... It wasn't like this before.

Yes, Shi Huancai guessed that Gu Yansheng should have said something to Xiaoba, and obviously, the other party did not accept that kind of suggestion.

"I ......" he opened his mouth, thinking a lot, but not knowing how to express it. He hadn't even thought about it like this for a long, long time.

Shi Huan bowed his head lightly at him, as if encouraging, and waited for him to continue.

He opened his mouth again, was silent for a moment, and then said, "I...... I...... Remain. ”

No one knows what he has experienced during the years of hiding in Tibet, even if he lets himself say it, he can't explain it clearly. Bitter? But it's not just suffering, it's more like some kind of torture.

I woke up in every dream, and I felt hopeless.

The morning sun sets on my face, and I wake up with a sigh of emotion for the rest of my life, and then I start to worry about food, about the weather, about the beasts, and about the next night.

Such days are so long that there is no hope at all, and there is no end in sight...... He was cowardly and unwilling, unwilling to end his life from now on, so he always thought that if one day he was accidentally killed by a wild beast, this would be some kind of doomed end.

There will be no unwillingness.

It is precisely because of this that the eldest lady is different from anything else to herself.

That is the only salvation in eternal darkness.

Staying by her side is the only choice he has after he regains his life, and if he can protect Ichigo one day, he will die without regrets. No one remembers their names, so what does it matter, left and right...... She always remembered that her name was Hachi, and it was fine.

If she followed His Royal Highness the Prince, how would she soar in the end, but if she forgot the little eight who followed her at that time...... That, that...... What to do?

That's what he thought.

When the prince mentioned this matter to him, he refused without thinking about it, and even vaguely had some unpleasantness that he couldn't say, because he didn't want to see anyone these days, and he was afraid that someone would mention the matter to him again, so he quietly hid.

On the contrary, he can avoid anyone, not the eldest lady.

His mind was clearly resting on his face, Shi Huan looked at it, and shook his head gently, "Little eight." Go ahead. ”

He suddenly raised his head, his sitting posture was still regular, but his hands resting on his knees were clenched into fists tightly, and his eyes were aggrieved and angry, "No." ”

Shi Huan didn't rush to persuade him, he only poured himself a cup of tea, pushed the snacks on the plate on the side, took a sip of tea from the teacup, and said, "My cousin came to me." At that time, I did not answer him, but only said that he had to ask him personally about it, and you should be willing. Today, I still have this attitude, and you need to be willing to do this...... If you really don't want to, I won't force you to leave. ”

The clenched fists quietly loosened a little, and his fingertips subconsciously picked at the robe at his knees, but he didn't speak.

"It's just Hachi...... I believe that at that time, the people who sought to join the command of their senior brother, were taught the art of war by Lin Yuan, went to the battlefield and carried a long sword, and rode a fierce horse, and burned their blood, should not be in such an inner house backyard, becoming a little guy whose name is insignificant, watching the sun rise and the moon sink every day, doing some work to serve people...... Hachi, you shouldn't live such a life. ”

The fist clenched again, then released, clenched again.

He lowered his head, gritted his teeth, and was silent.

The years of lifting a long sword, riding a fierce horse, and burning blood are far away and blurred, and now that I think about it, it is like looking at the memories of others, the smiling young man...... How could it be yourself......

There seemed to be emotions surging in his eyes, and even his breathing was chaotic, he subconsciously pressed it, gritted his teeth, and asked hesitantly for a while, "You, who are you...... Leave me alone...... Is it? ”

He didn't look up, and after speaking, he gritted his teeth as if waiting for a final verdict.

If she says yes, even if she doesn't give up, she will leave—he will do all the things that the eldest lady wants him to do, even if it asks him to leave.

Shi Huan also knows this.

It was because when Gu Yansheng mentioned this matter, she didn't make any decision for Xiaoba, and even now, she was only admonishing, not demanding.

Hearing this, she shook her head with a smile, "How can I ignore you?" Even if you go to the Prince's Mansion as a personal guard, even if you are a noble minister in the future, the Shi family will always be your second home, and you can come back whenever you want...... Even, if the guards are unhappy, if you say anything, Miss Ben will personally go to the East Palace to pick you up! ”

It's like soothing a grumpy child, even if the other person is older than you.

Hachi is still reluctant to leave. He slowly looked up at the courtyard in front of him...... The autumn rain was pouring down in the pond, and in the whole world, all the sounds were gradually far away, except for the sound of the rain, except for the voice of the eldest lady, there was nothing.

Farther away, there is a faint Jin Ge Iron Horse, as if breaking through the rain curtain and rushing forward.

Those trance-like, distant, and even indistinguishable memories of their authenticity made him a little uncomfortable, a little uncomfortable that he couldn't lift or let go, and the whole person felt a little floating and couldn't touch the ground.

He thought...... He should be unwilling.

It's not that I'm not willing to be a little girl for the eldest lady, but I'm not willing to experience the kind of real hearty battle.

The fists clenched tightly suddenly, and the nails were inserted into the palms, causing pain.

He pondered for a moment, then finally nodded, but said, "Wait, wait for me to come back." "Extra cautiously, promised.

Wait for me...... Wait for me to fight heartily, wait for me to see those landscapes...... Then I'll come back, and when you're a little girl, the place behind you is what my heart wants.

He didn't say the unfinished words, but Shi Huan understood, she smiled and said, "Okay." I'll wait for you to come back. ”

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