"I ......" wants to say that it doesn't hurt, but I can't say anything.

She is not a competitive character, in the past, she always felt that life was unsatisfactory nine times out of ten, so why not have some regrets? But if you can't convince yourself this time, you can't deceive others.

What's more, this person is Gu Yansheng.

This is almost the person who single-handedly shaped half of Shi Huan.

She was silent.

Sometimes wordlessness is an answer.

Gu Yansheng looked at her thoughtfully. The afternoon sun is a little too bright, and it forms an exceptionally clear light and shadow in the room. Shi Huan sat on the light, half bathed in the light, half hidden in the shadows.

There are some contradictions, but they are extraordinarily harmonious.

"Girl." He took the teacup and fiddled with the lid of the teacup with his head down, seemingly casually. His Royal Highness the Crown Prince never used the cups of others, the cups in his hands were the beast bone teacups carried by the little maid, he carefully rubbed the texture that was heavier than the porcelain, he didn't look at Shi Huan, but asked softly, "If so...... If not, I mean, if the divorce is not so smooth, if you want to pay a great price for the family or the resignation, you ...... Will you marry into royalty? ”

That is...... Marry me.

It's quiet, and the breath is light. Gu Yansheng's fingertips rubbing the cup stopped at some point, and he didn't even notice it, and his heart was beating like thunder on the surface.

Like a prisoner waiting for the Last Judgment.

Shi Huan's eyes fell on the tea cup in the other party's hand, and his eyes trembled slightly.

After a while, she retracted her gaze and shook her head lightly with an ordinary expression, "In the years when I was in Taihe County, I was still a little confused about His Majesty's holy will, but I was also distressed for a while, and even felt that the future glory and disgrace of Dacheng were all related to me, and I really had a great responsibility." ”

But at that time, I really didn't think about getting married. I have been raised by my grandmother in the palace for many years, and I am not a little rebellious in my temperament, and there is no one in my heart at that time, thinking about the life of my parents and the words of the matchmaker. ”

There's no one in my heart...... The girl raised her eyebrows and eyes were extremely gentle, but she didn't know that these words fell in Gu Yansheng's ears, like a heart-wrenching argument. My heart was like crying blood, but I still asked quietly, "What happened later?" Because I met Gu Ci, I have someone in my heart? Even, when he asked this, there was a little smile on the corner of his mouth, like a loving father.

She didn't answer the question head-on, but only looked sideways at him and asked, "Does my cousin believe in fate?" ”

Destiny? He did not believe.

The so-called fate is nothing more than a humble statement after a sentence of painstaking planning day after day, day after night, but it is just fate. Or ...... The inactive find an excuse for themselves to be at ease.

He shook his head, "I don't believe it." I don't want her to say anything about the so-called fate and the so-called destined person at this moment, this is perfunctory to sincerity.

"In those years, I heard a lot of voices, most of them said that I was born to be a queen, that I was born for the royal family, and that my daughters existed for the royal family. I don't like to hear this, and if I hear it too much, it's easy to lose myself. Or rather...... Over the years, I gradually lost myself. ”

is still gentle, with detachment and determination after seeing enough of Hongchen after going through vicissitudes.

It's a bit like a tall man.

Gu Yansheng looked at her sideways, looked at her calm and wise eyes, saw that she was beyond the light and elegant of her peers, and looked at her face that was favored by God. He probably knew what Shi Huan wanted to say.

It's just that...... His eyes are slightly dark, this girl is very smart when she is young. The thoughts that others carefully hid seemed to her to be insignificant.

"I am cautious, abide by the rules of the palace, and deliberately keep a little distance from all men, even my biological brothers. In the past few years in Taihe County, I rarely went out, for fear that the unfounded rumors would spread into the imperial capital and reach His Majesty's ears and make His Majesty disliked. In those years, it wasn't that I was unhappy or unhappy...... Speaking of which, it seems that I don't know whether I am happy or angry. She turned her head to look at Gu Yansheng, her eyes were facing each other, she smiled slowly, the sadness in her eyes faded, and only the gentleness was like water, "You ask me, if the royal family insists or coercion, will I marry into the palace......"

"Naturally, I don't dare to resist the decree. After all, the family is full of people, including the Queen Mother, my aunt, and you, I can't be so selfish as to waste your lives for my own interests. But I'm not an aunt either...... If there is no other person in my heart, how can I sleep with the same pillow? If you have him in your heart, how can you be willing to share it with others? Probably...... I entered the palace, and within a few years, I was tortured by myself like this and returned to the west. ”

The fingertips holding the lid curled up slightly.

Where did the wind come from, hovering from the opposite side and hitting the ankles, blowing all the way to the heart, where it seemed to have a hole, and the wind was leaking with hula.

The little girl really saw it.

All these years of carefully hidden thoughts, somehow, imagining the red coral jewelry, thinking that I can't put it on for her with my own hands, my heart is blocked, so I want to ask.

Let your heart die, or let yourself ...... Heart. At that time, he even thought in a trance that whenever she should have a "will", he might have the courage to use his power to snatch her over...... The thought came without warning, and it frightened him himself.

She said she would, as she had guessed. But he didn't just say yes. She also said that even if she entered the palace, she would gradually disappear, just because she had no one in her heart, and she didn't dare to have anyone.

Since he was a child, his maternal grandfather personally taught him the art of the emperor, and he taught him that the responsibility of the emperor is all the people in the world, and the love of the emperor is great love and fraternity, but he has never been taught...... What if the emperor loves someone? I have also read history books and seen all kinds of emperors, there are those who are diligent in government and love the people, there are those who are mediocre, and the harem of one person is empty for this, which is the way of mediocrity.

That's why I took that step back. Originally...... She knows it all.

Understand the deepest part of your own heart, those charming thoughts that no one can complain about, understand the shelving after hesitation, and understand the final fulfillment between your own trade-offs.

Because he understood, some Gu Zuo said that he said so many words in a big circle, if it was according to her temperament, it would probably be just a nod and say the word "will".

In the end, it was for myself that I said these words. The hole in his chest finally healed slowly.

That's it...... That's it......

I can't give her what I want, and there is nothing left and right that comes first, according to this girl's temperament, she doesn't have any excuses, I'm afraid she won't enter the palace in the end. Even if she entered the palace, as she said, she suffered herself.

How can you give her a little bit of suffering?

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