"Okay." Shi Huan leaned on the queen's shoulder, well-behaved and soft, vaguely still looking young at that time.

It seems that in the blink of an eye, this little girl has grown into a big girl. The queen touched Shi Huan's hair, tilted her head to look at her, and there was a kind smile between her eyebrows and eyes, "I called you over today, and eating snacks is only secondary...... The main reason is that the wedding date is approaching, I want to talk to you, and I always want to tell you a few words. ”

Resting the snack plate on his lap, Shi Huan bowed, "Well, please speak." ”

"Restrained, isn't it?" The queen chuckled, nodded Shi Huan's head, smiled and said with a straight face, "Those things that are in order, if you think your mother will not explain to you less, my aunt will not be here to annoy you." It's just a girl...... My aunt wants to explain a few words to you...... Your mother won't tell you the same things I didn't know before I entered the palace. ”

Shi Huan raised his eyes and saw that the black under his eyes was like splashing ink. The hand holding the plate subconsciously tightened, and she thought, maybe the next words would not be so gentle.

"Qin Se and Ming, and the couple's deep affection are probably words used to describe the love between husband and wife." The queen touched Shi Huan's hair lovingly, as if she was looking at her most distressed little daughter, "It's just...... You also have to understand that no couple who gets married has predicted that they will turn against each other one day in the future......"

Keep your head down, your eyelashes down, and you can't see your eyes. Even if the action of touching his hair in his hand is so gentle, the other party's emotions can still be seen from the corners of the queen's mouth pulled down slightly at the moment. In general, these teachings that are not very gentle and drizzly are the deep experience of my aunt day after day in this majestic palace wall.

"Most of the love stories in this market say that love can overcome all difficulties, and the story often ends abruptly when the concubine ties the knot. As for the rest of the long life after that, will there be new difficulties, and whether love will fade, no one has ever said......" The queen gently hugged Shi Huan, her eyes fell on the maple tree in the courtyard, her eyes were deep and distant, "Child." What does my aunt want to say to you...... Our background often affects the whole body. Husbands and wives are far more complicated than ordinary people, even if love is still there, but they may have to go against each other because of changes in positions and dilemmas. This abounds throughout the long history of the past and present. ”

Shi Huan was silent.

She didn't know what to say...... Especially after knowing the person to whom her aunt's heart belongs, she felt unworthy for her aunt every time she thought about it, and felt sorry for her, and hesitated, and she became more and more unsure of how to comfort her.

Or ...... In fact, I can't be relieved at all.

I understand the truth, and I can persuade others, but I can't persuade myself.

She didn't speak, and the queen didn't care, stroking her smooth hair without a match. This girl is still the same as before, she doesn't like to comb her hair in a bun, and if it is not necessary, she always uses a hairpin to loosely hold it. She seems to love this ruby hairpin very much, a girl whose complexion is better than snow, and this is hot and bright between the three thousand green silks, but it is a good match.

She lowered her head and brushed Shi Huan's hair, and her voice became more and more gentle and gentle, "Aunt doesn't want to scare you, nor does she want you to be anxious. My aunt is trying to tell you, even if ...... One day in the future, the worst really happened...... It's not your fault, it's not that you're bad, maybe not even that he doesn't love you anymore, it's just ...... Just ......"

"It's just" for a long time, but he didn't say the following, but his voice was choked.

Shi Huan was startled, and subconsciously wanted to raise his head, but was hugged hard by the queen, and after a while, he also knew that the other party didn't want to see her expression at the moment, so he just sighed, raised his hand to her back, and said softly, "It's just that he loves you too much, so ...... He couldn't. ”

The hand on his back trembled slightly, and the heartbeat in his ears was like a drum.

She leaned against the queen's chest, listened to her breathing that could not be calmed down after gritting her teeth, and sighed softly, "Auntie...... A while ago, I read some things from a hundred years ago, when the queen mother and the former emperor were in love, and raised their eyebrows, saying that the family was prosperous, but it was better to say that the former emperor was worried that the queen mother was lonely in the deep palace, so he had the will of the daughter of the Shi family to enter the palace as a concubine. But Auntie, you're different after all...... My grandfather once said that the regret of his life was that he failed to understand your mind and sent you into this gorgeous cage with his own hands. ”

"All these years...... He always blames himself. ”

"It's all gone...... They were all put down. The queen shook her head slightly, "At that time, it was my own choice. In those years, the Shi family developed too fast, attracting envy and hatred, but the foundation was unstable, since I was the daughter of the Shi family, I couldn't watch my father and brother walk on thin ice for myself...... It's just that at this time, I feel a little emotional. After so many years, what should have been put down, it was already put down. Not to mention ......"

What's more, he also married a wife and had children, and he seemed to be respectful and happy, which was very good.

As for those young and frivolous and youthful thoughts, they have been sealed for many years, even if they are occasionally taken out to bask in the sun after many years, they are like old things, only sighing and sighing.

After packing up all her emotions, the queen gently pulled away a little, and there was a compassionate and gentle smile between her eyebrows, "While we are not married, let's talk to our aunt and nephew, let's live here today, just like when we were children, how about it?" ”

Originally, I made an appointment with Gu to resign from the dust to see the material of the happy clothes, but this matter is not in a hurry, the queen is in a bad mood today, and she is indeed not very relieved. Shi Huan groaned slightly, then responded, called Pian Yu to quit the dust house for a run, said to Gu Ci, and changed the time to be set for tomorrow morning.

Then I asked the palace grandmother to go to Shi's house to explain.

In addition to the years in Taihe County, Shi Huan occasionally came to live in this palace for a few days, and the Shi family was not worried. It's Gu Ci, a little helpless - it's not a good thing that the little girl is too likable, there is Gu Yansheng in the front, and Gu Yansheng's mother in the back.

Shi Huan didn't know the grievances in Gu Ci's heart, and took advantage of the opportunity in the palace to change some soothing spices for the queen. However, the emperor heard that Shi Huan was staying overnight, so he specially came over for dinner, talked for a while, and told the palace people to serve him well before he got up and left.

It's not been a long time since we last met. But this man sitting on the throne seemed to be much older all of a sudden, the back of the departure was slightly rickety, his steps and breathing were a little softer when he walked, and when he stepped out of the palace gate, Chang Gonggong also held it up weakly.

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