Lin Lan frowned, and also felt embarrassed, she looked at Lin Yanyan carefully, and saw that Lin Yanyan showed the extremely helpless and painful expression she had seen again, indicating that Lin Yanyan still has feelings for Jingchen, Lin Yanyan is also forbearance and restraint, and is unwilling to show more helpless feelings, why are they both like this, obviously they still love each other in their hearts, but they are reluctant to say more

Lin Lan said: "You accept Lu Xintou, also because you feel that Mr. Jing doesn't love you anymore, so you have no choice but to choose another man?"

Lin Yanyan shook her head, nodded again, and shook her head again, she really didn't know how to express her feelings, so she just covered her mouth, looked at the ceiling, and tried not to cry.

Lin Lan said: "Do you think you are happy with Lu Xintou?"

Lin Yanyan didn't know whether to shake his head or nod, and he was very depressed in his heart.

She doesn't know what happiness is, she was very happy and happy when she fell in love with Jingchen, but Jingchen couldn't give her ordinary stability, it would only hurt her. Although Lu Xintou can't give her passion and make her feel that falling in love is just to complete the marriage event, he can indeed give her a sense of stability and security. She also persuaded herself to give up romance and vigorous love and accept an ordinary and stable marriage, but when she really got along with Lu Xintho, she felt that there was still something missing, and there was still a little regret.

Lin Lan said: "I won't ask you, I'll just talk about Mr. Jing." Because I have been working in Jinghui Group before, and then followed Mr. Jing to the new company, I know Mr. Jing very well, and I see his state and what he is doing almost every day. ”

"In his office, he always keeps the souvenirs you put when you fell in love, and even if you broke up, he didn't throw them away. When he named the new company, he originally wanted to call it Xinyan Company, I don't know what Xinyan means, but I think that having your name must be related to you, it must be his good wishes to you, and later he was opposed by his friends, he may also feel that it is inappropriate, he may think it is too obvious, so he changed it to the current Xu Jing, Xu is his real surname. ”

"And then there's the gardenia in his office, you know, you see. Also, if I chat with Mr. Jing and mention you by chance, his tone will become very gentle, and full of affection, often saying that Yan Yan is long, Yan Yan is short, and sometimes even directly Yan is sometimes said directly, and he will say how Yan is sometimes. I am not alone in my eyes, his friends, and Miss Li are also in my eyes, so Miss Li will become more and more pressured and less and less reliable. ”

After a pause, Lin Lan sighed: "A man, if he can still do this to a woman after a breakup, and even if there are countless flowers and plants around him, he doesn't pay attention to it, what else can he say, do you think he doesn't love you enough?"

Lin Yanyan was sad, her eyes were wet, she felt sad and unwilling, and asked Lin Lan: "If he loves me, why did he treat me so cruelly in the first place, why do you still have to fall in love with me, isn't it asking for hardship?"

Lin Lan shook his head and said, "Maybe I know Mr. Jing better than you, and I have been in contact with him for longer than you have known him, so listening to what you said just now, I think you really don't know him well enough." Jing is always a person who would rather live up to himself, hurt himself, than hurt the people around him, if he really hurts you, then he must be hurt even more, he will only be worse than you, not better than you, and he will never deliberately hurt the people around him, especially the people he loves"

Lin Yanyan covered her mouth and shook her head, and tears fell.

Lin Lan said: "Maybe he has a last resort, have you thought about asking him?"

Lin Yanyan replied hoarsely: "I asked, and even heard the conversation between him and Lu Xintou, but I think he still doesn't love me enough, maybe he loves me, but my status in his heart is not as important as his family and career, and his sense of responsibility, so when faced with a choice, he chose his sense of responsibility and abandoned me." I've seen it clearly, and you don't have to clear his name, you don't have to subvert my impression of him."

Lin Lan frowned incredulously, stared at Lin Yanyan and said, "You really think of Mr. Jing like this"

"Then what should I think of him" Lin Yanyan asked rhetorically, "Sister Lan, you haven't experienced those things about me, and you haven't thought about it from my point of view, he abandoned me for his justice and career, how can I believe that he loves me, besides, he is so cold when I ask him several times, how can I turn back?"

"Why do I listen to it and feel that the misunderstanding between you is so deep, and you don't seem to have any intention of trying to solve it, Mr. Jing has been reluctantly avoiding you, and you are also self-defeating, unwilling to explore the truth again, unwilling to give each other a chance. ”

"I've tried, but it didn't work" Lin Yanyan suddenly shouted, with a choked voice in his voice.

Her words were too loud, and they immediately attracted the attention of the people around her.

Lin Yanyan covered her mouth, restrained her emotions as soon as possible, and tried to calm herself down.

But Lin Lan looked at her in surprise, still unable to understand.

But in the end, Lin Lan compromised, she shook her head: "You are like this, in the end, it is just a pity to miss it, Mr. Jing has always endured his feelings and buried it in the depths of his heart, and you are not willing to fight again, so you will choose another man, and in the end you will not have a result, alas"

Lin Yanyan covered her mouth and restrained her emotions for a while, and when she finally calmed down, she let go of her hand and whispered to Lin Lan: "Sister Lan, although I know that you are for my good and for Jingchen's good, but it is impossible for me to be with him, last night"

No matter how chaotic and entangled she is, no matter how difficult she is to speak, she still has to tell the story of last night. "Last night, Lu Xintou and I were not as you imagined, but I talked to him for a long time, and I have already agreed to his proposal, so no matter whether Jingchen loves me or not, I will not be obsessed with it anymore, and I will not be able to do it with him anymore Thank you for your kindness"

"What" Lin Lan was stunned.

Lin Yanyan lowered his head and took out a small jewelry box from his bag, opened it, and there was a super eye-catching and beautiful diamond ring lying inside, this diamond ring is very designed, obviously from the hands of a famous artist, and the diamond surface is very large, which can be seen to be worth a lot of money.

Lin Yanyan said: "This is what I wore all the time last night, and when I arrived at the company this morning, I took it off because it was inconvenient, but I want to tell you that this is Lu Xintou's engagement ring, and I accepted it." ”

"You" Lin Lan was speechless.

"I have accepted too much kindness from him, including the car I drove to work, which is also his, and my brother Speaking of my brother, I want to say a tragic thing, my brother is very seriously ill, if there is no Lu Xintou, I don't know what to do by myself, he has helped me a lot, but I have nothing in return, so I accept him, I will marry him in the future, and I will not think about other men. ”

"Your tone is like selling yourself, if you still have love in your heart, but because of all kinds of interests, you will be another man, don't you think you are very pathetic, Yanyan, we are not objects, we can't sacrifice our marriage and feelings like this"

"I'm not sacrificing my marriage and feelings" Lin Yanyan's tone at this time was extremely firm, but with a little helplessness and very contradictory emotions, "Maybe I didn't say it right, then I'll say it again, I was moved by him, his temper is very bad, maybe a little difficult to control, but he really paid for me and was good to me, so I accepted him." ”

"Or ask the key point, do you love him, do you really love him"

"What love is, love is hurt, I'd rather not. ”

Lin Lan was speechless, but she felt that Lin Yanyan's state was very wrong, although she was very sober, but she felt a little self-defeating.

But Lin Lan couldn't find the words to persuade her, and later, Lin Lan finally fell silent.

Beautiful girls, if they don't have a good family background, or the ability to support the sky, will eventually go down a pathetic path, that is, to cling to men and being used by men.

Lin Yanyan didn't think that she would enter such a path, because her self-esteem was very strong, and she also felt that she had enough ability, she even felt that she was not a very beautiful girl, but in the end she still walked into such a beautiful girl.

So, has she always positioned herself wrongly, or did she really walk into such a path by accident

She was cranky and a little distracted at work, so she accidentally burned herself when she turned on the water.

She was the only one in the pantry, so she had to go to the bathroom to flush the water in the pain, and when she recovered, she went to the logistics department and asked them to wipe their hands with scald medicine.

Because of this burn, her fingers were blistered, so that she couldn't work properly in the afternoon. Her leader saw it and told her to go to the hospital and count it as a work injury.

Lin Yanyan said: "No need, a little burn, I've already rubbed the medicine, it doesn't matter." ”

The leader said: "Xiaolin is in a very bad state today, I took leave in the morning, and I was burned again in the afternoon, is it not feeling well, I can't go to work normally, if I am really too tired, just ask for a day or two, it's okay." ”

Lin Yanyan is embarrassed, she has only been in the company for less than a month, so she asked for leave, how embarrassing. She didn't dare to invite, and went back to the office after declining the leader's kindness, but the leader's words also reminded her that she had affected her work because of too many personal matters in City B before, and she didn't dare to let the leader down in herself easily

Lin Yanyan insisted on concentrating on her work, and it was difficult to get out of work, she went to the basement to pick up the car, but because her hand was injured, it was not very convenient to touch the steering wheel, and it was a little uncomfortable.

She sighed a few times, found a tissue to put on her fingers, and still drove with difficulty, but when she drove outside, at the exit of the parking lot with many cars, she almost rubbed against others, so frightened that she quickly parked on the side of the road, and did not dare to drive around.

Lin Yanyan sighed again and again, she didn't know what to do, she got out of the car and looked at the road conditions, wanting to study how to walk safer, but suddenly saw Jingchen walking towards the parking lot from a distance