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Xing Yanyan said this, and couldn't help but shed tears of pain, she looked up, tried to hold back the tears, Xin Tho said: "In the past few days, I have been telling myself to be calm and restrain my emotions, but I have not been able to restrain myself!"

Lu Xintou still frowned.

"Weiwei is such an important phone call, and your phone is not turned off, why don't you answer it? What are you doing at the time, sleeping, accompanying grandpa, or whatever? But no matter what you do, even when you are sleeping, you hear the phone ringing, don't you plan to answer it? I know that because you have a lot of overseas customers, you will not turn off your mobile phone in the middle of the night, and you will not set up the Do Not Disturb function. ”

Lu Xintou's voice also sank a little, and explained coldly: "If you flipped through Weiwei's mobile phone, you should have called Weiwei back, but Weiwei didn't answer." ”

"Yes, you called Weiwei back, Weiwei didn't pick it up, and then there was no more. You obviously know that Weiwei is very dangerous to go to Tibet, and I have told you by phone before, so you should be especially cautious about every phone call from him, and even every message of him that others give you, but how do you seem to ...... If you are really busy and can't leave, you can call me and tell me that I am very concerned, I am desperately waiting for news from him in Tibet, you can tell me and I will deal with it!" Xing Yanyan said, tears falling again.

"I didn't deal with it, I also called my secretary and asked him to contact the detective agency to check the situation of Weiwei's phone immediately, but my grandfather went in the early morning of that day, and the family turned over on their backs, and there was no way to care about this matter anymore, and I didn't wait for the detective agency to reply to me, you have found Weiwei, my grandfather passed away during that time, and I was also very busy, there may be some negligence, don't you understand?" Lu Xintou was also really a little angry, he had suppressed too many emotions and too much dissatisfaction in the past few days.

Xing Yanyan said with tears in her eyes: "You are busy, I am also busy, I will send Weiwei back to City A, he is so dangerous, I have taken the time to go out to accompany you, because I know that you need me, I must appear at Grandpa's funeral, give you face, give you encouragement, but what about you, you didn't come to look at him, you didn't come until he left, you didn't even know at all, and you didn't know until I told you." Let me ask, everyone is busy, I can take care of you, why can't you take care of me?"

"Wei Wei had an accident, called you because he trusted you, knew that you were more capable than me, and could save him, he regarded you as his future brother-in-law and his first reaction was to find you, but you didn't respond, if you answered the phone at the time and made an action, or told me and Jingchen, I and Jingchen made a move, maybe Weiwei's illness may not be so bad......"

"Are you blaming me for killing Weiwei?"

Xing Yanyan shook his head: "I just feel very cold, you are Weiwei's future brother-in-law, but you are so indifferent to him, even he has been rescued and lying in the hospital, I beg you to go, you haven't go, your family property is too important, you have to go home and keep it, even if you already know the content of the will, didn't grandpa tell you in advance? You still don't feel at ease, you still have to go home to guard, so you missed Weiwei's ......"

"I didn't think Wei Wei would go like this, if I knew ......"

"If you know, if you know, do you have to wait until everything is known, or regret it? You are Weiwei's brother-in-law in the future, we will be a family in the future, can you not only think about your affairs, but also think more about me and Weiwei?" Xing Yanyan compared his heart, "You are like this...... I was really sad, chilled and disappointed. Even Jingchen has nothing to do with me, just acquaintances or friends, he can accompany me to Tibet, accompany me to find Weiwei, and even guard Weiwei in the hospital for several days without complaint, but you are Weiwei's future brother-in-law, but you are so indifferent, I don't know if I marry you in the future, what are you like to me, do you have to be busy with all your things, you will care about me and my family?"

"Enough! Can you not mention Jingchen? Isn't it because you said so much that Jingchen accompanied you in the past few days and made you better than me, so you complained in your heart? In your heart, you have never recognized my status, and you can't forget Jingchen at all!" Lu Xintou suddenly became angry, and was very irritated to hear her mention Jingchen, especially when comparing Jingchen with him.

Xing Yanyan asked him with teary eyes: "Do you really think this is the reason, ask yourself, I am angry at you, is this really the reason?"

Lu Xin's thin lips were pursed into a slit, gritting his teeth, grinding his teeth and not speaking, he was also very annoyed in his heart.

Xing Yanyan also bit her lip and didn't overdo it, took two deep breaths, and planned to exhale all the stuffiness in her chest, but it didn't have any effect. Both sides were silent for a while, Xing Yanyan turned his head and said, "Lu Xintou, I've thought a lot about my problems with you in the past few days, I don't deny that I did something wrong, but you can't deny that you didn't make any mistakes." Both of us have been running in, there have been mistakes, have been running-in, but there has been no effect, I didn't understand before, I was more conservative before, I thought that since we are engaged, let's go on, there will always be a time when the run-in is successful and can adapt to each other. But through the towering things, through the thinking of the past few days, I suddenly figured out a little bit. We can't get along at all, because we're both very selfish people!"

Lu Xintou frowned, the hand under the table suddenly clenched his fists, and said coldly, "What do you want to say?"

Xing Yanyan laughed bitterly at herself: "Do you admit it? We are actually quite selfish, you think I am selfish, but you are actually a very selfish person, otherwise how could you make the move of knowing everything about yourself before visiting Weiwei......? Also take into account your mood, go to the ......."

"Aren't you Jingchen accompanying you, are you angry, why do you keep talking about this matter?"

Xing Yanyan nodded, biting her lower lip, still very sad: "I'm still thinking, if you are willing to admit your own problems, we still have the possibility of correcting them...... During this time, considering the anticipation, considering that it is not easy for you and your stepmother to compete for the family property, I have been trying to tolerate your problems, including you and Miss Fu, I didn't say anything later, including my father didn't like you very much, and I have been helping you speak, but I haven't really done anything for me during this time, my emotional needs, my spiritual comfort, and even the respect I need, you didn't give me ...... I seem to have suddenly become your appendage, I don't know when it began, there is a subtle change in our relationship, you are stronger, I am more and more reciprocal and weak, we are now ...... It's not equal, do you admit it?"

"What are you talking nonsense?" Lu Xintou suddenly slapped the table, completely shocking Xing Yanyan.

Xing Yanyan was stunned for a moment, and suddenly nodded in disappointment: "Okay, I won't say anything!" She lowered her head to eat, but she didn't have any appetite at all, she didn't know the taste of food, and her mood became more and more sad and complicated.

After Lu Xintou slapped the table, he sobered up and suddenly regretted it, but the two were already very embarrassed, and he didn't know how to speak for a while, so he took a cigarette to smoke irritably.

In the following time, Xing Yanyan lowered his head to eat, Lu Xintou smoked, and the two stopped talking to each other.

After eating, I still have to go back and change my dress, because it is not easy to make an appointment. Xing Yanyan didn't say anything, and Lu Xintou began to soften when he was driving, he felt that he shouldn't have slapped the table just now, and he shouldn't have been so irritable, because he did something wrong, and he owed Weiwei, so he shouldn't be angry with her.

He has been regretting it since he slapped the table, and after brewing for a long time, he finally dared to say tentatively: "Let's go home for dinner together in the evening, my father and Jiang Yuanqing are ready to leave, and grandma asks me to go back with you." ”

Xing Yanyan looked out of the car window expressionlessly, and said expressionlessly: "Okay!"

Lu Xin pondered for a moment, and then said tentatively: "I have also considered the problem you said, you are indeed right, I admit that I am also a little selfish." ”

It was hard for him to admit his mistake because he was a man with a lot of self-esteem, but this time, he admitted his mistake to the face.

Xing Yanyan listened, but her face was still expressionless.

Lu Xintou tried to discuss: "I don't know how to change it, because sometimes I can't guess what you want, if you want me to do something in the future, can you say it directly, don't hold it in your heart?"

"Okay!" Xing Yanyan still responded expressionlessly.

Lu Xintou was silent for a moment, and while waiting for the traffic light, he measured his body and held her head, kissed her on the temple, and whispered, "I'm sorry!"

Xing Yanyan turned his head to look at him, still expressionless and silent.

When the two arrived at the studio, Lu Xintou thought it was probably fine, so she took Xing Yanyan's hand and went in, and asked her to pick and choose the wedding dress she had just tried, whether she would change it.

Xing Yanyan shook his head and had no opinion. Lu Xintou still had to change his dress, so he communicated with the designer. He Mingren brought up the jewelry and continued to let her choose.

Xing Yanyan tried it on absentmindedly for a while, and through her numb face in the mirror, she suddenly felt that she had no soul, no matter how beautiful the wedding dress was, no matter how noble the jewelry, it couldn't set off her temperament, because she had no temperament herself, she was just a puppet of the walking dead.

She stared blankly at her dejected self in the mirror, and began to think, is there any meaning to this marriage?