179.179 Song Yu suddenly felt dizzy

readx;“ Song Yu, in fact, I really envy you, my eldest brother loves you so much, and he values you more than anything else. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info "My requirements are very simple, really simple, I don't ask the other party how high his status is, how strong his financial resources, even if it is just an ordinary office worker, as long as he is wholeheartedly to me, as long as he lives up to my love for him." Qi Chengyue said in a choked voice, his shoulders shaking all the time.

"When I was in love with Jian Yi, he didn't have anything, if I cared about those external things, how could I marry him? I just fell in love with someone, and since he was married to me, I wanted the same love. I also want to be loved and protected. ”

"Even if I just scratch a little wound on my finger, he can't do it. When I was uncomfortable, he would be by my side, and when I cried, he would wipe my tears in distress. I'm not with him, he's always thinking about me. When he was on a business trip, he took the initiative to contact me every day and took the initiative to tell me about him. When I go to the street, he will hold my hand, and the co-pilot position will only let me sit alone. Kiln"

Song Yu silently didn't say a word, because Qi Chengyue's words made his throat a little uncomfortable.

She saw transparent tears flowing out of Qi Chengyue's fingers, down the back of her hand, one by one.

"I really don't understand why he ...... when I love him with all my heart Why do you have to ask me to take advantage of me, I can let him take advantage of me, but I also want him to love me. Even if he uses me, at least give me some love, what is he not satisfied with......" Qi Chengyue cried silently, "Song Yu, tell me, how can I get a man's love." Where I didn't do well, I was willing to change, I just wanted people to really love me. Why...... Why did he ...... me like this?"

"You know what? His mother ...... The credit card that his mother usually uses for consumption is given to her by me with my ID card, and I will pay off the monthly card debt. The day you met her and Guan Xiaolin, she was still using my money to buy clothes for herself, and she used my money, but she was shopping with Jian Yi's junior talking and laughing. Their mother and son...... What did they think of me......"

"I love Jian Yi, but I'm not cheap, I want to be used and bullied by them like this. Jian Yi and I have had a showdown a long time ago, and he hasn't touched me since we got married. The more I got to know him, the more disappointed I became. After I got married, I ran back to my parents' house once because of Zhou Mingyan. But Zhou Mingyan bullied me not only that time, I didn't dare to run home again. I'm afraid that my parents and brother will worry, and I'm also afraid that they will treat Jian Yi badly. ”

"Although I have always been unwilling and always quarreled with him, I still can't help but think about him and hide it from my family for him, but they can't see what I do for them, Zhou Mingyan feels that what I do is right, and Jian Yi feels that if I love him, I should give everything for him unconditionally without asking for anything in return, and I shouldn't even expect him to love me. His willingness to marry me is already a reward for me. ”

"I'm so stupid, Song Yu, I think I'm so stupid, I actually forced myself to this for the sake of them, I gave them the weapon to trample on me so wantonly. But Song Yu, I really love someone, why...... Why can't it give me a good result. I really envy you, I really envy you...... I'm so scared, I don't know what will happen in the future. I don't think I can be with him like this anymore, but I'm not reconciled, I'm not willing to give me the love, the years I've paid for him are actually worthless in his eyes. ”

Song Yu's eyes were also red, and at this time, Qi Chengyue propped his elbows on the low table, covering his face with both hands, crying helplessly like a child.

In the past, she thought that Qi Chengyue was just a willful girl who was spoiled by her family.

But marriage has really changed her a lot, and she knows how much effort Qi Chengyue has put in and how many grievances she has suffered.

As the daughter of the Qi family, she lowered her stature to this point, allowing Zhou Mingyan and Jian Yi to bully her so much.

In order not to worry her family, she concealed the true situation, and also because of her reluctance to Jian Yi, she did not dare to let her family know Jian Yi's true face.

She was caught in the middle, and it was very hard all the time.

Song Yu got up and walked around the table and knelt next to Qi Chengyue.

She gently hugged Qi Chengyue, and her soft hand gently stroked her hair, "Fool, why don't you say it? Why do you endure it yourself and suffer so many crimes? You hide it now, and let them know in the future, knowing that when you need help and protection the most, you don't know it, and you don't protect you." When you were being bullied, you didn't stand up for you, as your family, how uncomfortable should you be after knowing the truth?"

"The meaning of family existence is to support each other, to help you when you are vulnerable, to support you when you need to rely on, to open the door to you when you have nowhere to go, and to be your strongest haven when you are helpless. ”

"You are the daughter of the Qi family, the sister of Chengzhi and Chenglin, and their only sister. You have three powerful brothers above you, how can you let them watch their sisters being bullied, how can you make your brothers become fools? Make Jian Yi feel that he can bully their sisters under the noses of your brothers, to mock them, and think that he is playing the Qi family?"

Qi Chengyue: "Wow-"

cried out, turned around and put his forehead on Song Yu's shoulder, and his shoulder kept shaking.

Qi Chengyue cried for a long time before he slowly calmed down.

Song Yu didn't urge her, nor did she comfort her anymore, so she let Qi Chengyue cry on her shoulder all the time.

Qi Chengyue sat up straight, glanced at Song Yu, lowered his head again, and choked in a low voice: "I'm sorry." ”

I don't know if I apologized for crying and wetting Song Yu's clothes, or because of my previous attitude towards Song Yu.

Song Yu just smiled, shook his head, and took the tissue box on the table to Qi Chengyue, asking her to wipe away her tears and snot.

"What I told you today, can you not tell your family?" Qi Chengyue said, "Now that it has happened, I don't want them to worry." ”

"Of course. Song Yu nodded, got up and sat back in his seat opposite.

Qi Chengyue's crying nose was stuffed with snot, and his nose was completely out of breath, so he blew it vigorously several times.

"Actually, since my brother told me about Jian Yi and Guan Xiaolin yesterday, I don't doubt that he must have cheated, and there is no problem of Guan Xiaolin being hot. Because I refused to help him start a business, and I refused to say good things to my eldest brother for him, so that he would be more valued in the company. He also knew that he couldn't get anything from me, so he went out, in fact, I was not surprised at all, until just now, I realized that I had already expected this situation in my heart. Qi Chengyue laughed self-deprecatingly and sniffed.

She also tried her best to endure yesterday so that she didn't collapse.

She knew that she was so cold yesterday, which made Qi Chenglin very strange.

In fact, it was because she didn't dare to say too much, she was afraid that if she talked too much and leaked air, the whole person would collapse and cry.

"I loved him, but I was really hurt by him, even if I still have love and unwillingness for him in my heart, I won't want to keep him anymore. Qi Chengyue paused, but the hands resting on the table were still shaking.

Song Yu knew that Qi Chengyue's heart was not as calm as what she said.

"I'm divorced, but I'll listen to you, pretend not to know first, let my brother find out all the evidence, divorce, don't want to take a penny from the Qi family!" Qi Chengyue said angrily, his tone was stiff, but as soon as the words fell, tears fell out of his unblinking eyes.

In the end, this is a marriage she had longed for.

At that time, the wedding was so grand, and the whole city blessed it, and it was only a few months later......

Song Yu sighed in his heart, and could only say: "Eat something, you are in a bad mood now, and you are hungry, and you will damage your body." ”

Qi Chengyue wiped away her tears, nodded, and took a bite of rice, but her throat seemed to be choked, and she couldn't swallow it for a long time.

Song Yu also exhaled a deep breath, took a bite of rice, sandwiched a piece of grilled fish, but felt fishy after eating it, which made her want to vomit, so she quickly drank a few sips of water, diluted the fishy smell in her mouth, stuffed a few mouthfuls of rice, and ate a mouthful of fried pork cutlet, but she felt greasy.

In the end, I barely ate a little vegetable salad and fruit, and after drinking two flavors of soup, I couldn't eat it anymore.

Qi Chengyue was in a bad mood and had no appetite, so both of them only ate a little, and the meal they asked for was almost as if they hadn't moved.

Qi Chengyue frowned and said, "I don't have an appetite, why do you eat so little?"

Song Yu shook his head, "I don't know if it's a change of chef or what's going on, I feel that today's food is not delicious, I can't swallow it." ”

Qi Chengyue nodded, and Song Yu said, "Do you want to sit for a while?"

"No need. She got up and said with some embarrassment, "I've delayed you, let's go." ”

Song Yuwan'er, I didn't expect Qi Chengyue to have such a polite day with her.

She got up from the cushions, and because it was Japanese, they sat on a cushion all the time.

As soon as she got around, she suddenly felt a dizziness, and it was pitch black in front of her, like snowflakes on an old TV screen.

Song Yu didn't stand firm for a while, and was a little about to fall back, but fortunately he was supported by Qi Chengyue in time.

"Are you alright?" Qi Chengyue asked nervously.

Song Yu frowned, and it took a long while for the snowflakes in front of him to disperse, and his vision became clear again.

She shook her head, "It's okay, maybe it was a little jerky when you got up." ”

"Is it really okay?" Qi Chengyue is still not very relieved, she and Song Yu may not be any better now, but just now she couldn't help but pour out her distress in front of Song Yu, and the relationship with Song Yu was invisible

It's getting better, too.

And the most important thing is that if something really happens to Song Yu when she is with her, and Qi Chengzhi knows about it, she really can't afford it.

Especially in the past, the record was too poor, and she has always been unkind to Song Yu, I am afraid that Qi Chengzhi will not easily believe that she is innocent.

In the end, the account was settled, and Qi Chengyue sent Song Yu back to the company all the way to rest assured.

Ruan Danchen didn't know Qi Chengyue's previous hostility towards Song Yu, seeing that Qi Chengyue sent Song Yu back to the office, and told her a few words, if there was something to do, go to the hospital, or find Qi Chengzhi or something, Ruan Danchen thought that the relationship between the two of them had always been good.

Ruan Danchen said admiringly: "Song Yu, you are really ...... I didn't expect the relationship with my sister-in-law to be so good. ”

"......" Song Yu suddenly felt that Ruan Danchen's focus was always different from that of ordinary people.

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After Qi Chengyue left the city, he got into the car and didn't know where to go for a while.

She drove downstairs to Qi Lin, got out of the car and looked at Qi Lin's door, but she couldn't take a step.

She couldn't help but think, in fact, if she hadn't been born in the Qi family, she wouldn't have any use value, she wouldn't have met Jian Yi, and she wouldn't have experienced such a marriage.

She hesitated for a moment, then turned to leave.

Walking aimlessly, he stopped suddenly, looked up at the sky and sighed heavily, sadly finding that he had actually failed in all aspects except for luck and being born in the Qi family.

"I'm at the door of the café where I made an appointment to meet him, and he hasn't arrived yet, and when he arrives, I'll have a showdown with him right away, and I won't talk nonsense with him. Qi Chengyue suddenly heard a female voice, turned her head to look, and found herself parked at the door of a café near Qi Lin.

When he retracted his gaze, he involuntarily caught a glimpse of the woman who was on the phone, and felt a little familiar for a while.

Qi Chengyue stared at the woman and thought for a while, before remembering that the woman was Cheng Dongge's girlfriend, she had been to Qi Lin a few times before, waiting for Cheng Dong's class in the lobby downstairs, Qi Chengyue had met her, but she didn't say hello, but she also had some impressions.

It's just that she forgot what the specific name was.

I heard that Cheng Dongge had proposed to her, and then looked at her left hand holding the mobile phone, and she did wear a diamond ring on her middle finger.

Just as he was thinking about it, he heard the woman say again: "Don't worry, I won't be soft-hearted." I've long been disappointed in him, he's usually so busy, but he's busy and busy with others, and he hasn't made any achievements for so many years, and he's just a little assistant. If he has the ability, he is busy for himself, so he doesn't have time to accompany me, and I will endure it. But he went to work for someone else, and he hasn't been promoted for so many years, he works overtime in no time and no black, and he doesn't see his face all day long, what's the difference between having his boyfriend and having him?"

"It's like this before you're married, and if you're married, you don't take me seriously. He was never there when I needed him. He had no idea what I wanted. No matter what the holiday anniversary, it is all dinner and flowers, and there is no sincerity at all. In fact, I have no feelings for him for a long time, it is not that he knelt down to propose marriage to me, in front of so many people, I see him pitiful, and I don't want him to be unable to get off the stage, so I reluctantly agreed. After all, I have been in love with him in the night market for so many years, and I can't bear it in my heart. ”

The woman took the mobile phone in another hand, stretched out the five fingers of her left hand, looked at the diamond ring on the middle finger, and said disdainfully: "But the ring he gave did take a lot of thought, so I'll keep the ring." ”

“......”

"Don't think about it, I don't still have him in my heart, you know that I like you now, I just leave the ring and give him some face. You don't know, he is a person who wants to save face, I just give him back the ring, and he will also ask for face and say let me keep it, and what he sent out will not be taken back. Since he wants to pretend to be generous, I have fulfilled him by leaving the ring. ”

“......”

"He's coming, and he's not talking. ”

“......”

"I love you too. ”

The woman hung up the phone, her original disdainful expression instantly became gentle, she lowered her head slightly, her hands hung down in front of her and she was carrying her bag, and she was more worried, and I saw a gesture of pity.

Qi Chengyue was speechless, and he was angry about this woman's shamelessness and forgot his disappointment and sadness in his marriage.

She followed the woman's gaze and saw Cheng Dongge walking towards this side.

This man in a suit and leather shoes, steady and resourceful, has always been Qi Chengzhi's most relied on helper.

Qi Chengyue heard Qi Chenglin mention that after Qi Zhongliang and Qi Zhongxun retired in the future, Qi Chengzhi intended to let Cheng Dongge serve as the general manager of Qi Lin Real Estate, which is why Qi Chengzhi has been letting Cheng Dongge participate in many companies in recent years

important business reasons.

Looking down on such a man, that woman is really stupid.

"Why don't you wait inside?" Cheng Dongge walked over, frowning slightly.

Qi Chengyue could see that although he was too busy at work and didn't have much time to spend with his fiancée, his strict care and love were not a lot at all.

Qi Chengyue was very envious, before today, she was willing to exchange everything for advice, and she could do the same to her.

The woman was just about to speak, but Cheng Dongge found Qi Chengyue who was standing in place and forgot to dodge.

"Miss Qi. Cheng Dongge was slightly surprised and shouted.

Qi Chengyue nodded lightly, but Cheng Dongge's fiancée was taken aback.

When she was on the phone just now, she noticed that Qi Chengyue was also standing aside, as if waiting for someone.

She didn't know Qi Chengyue, so she didn't care, she just thought she was a stranger, even if she heard her talk on the phone, it didn't matter, but she didn't expect this woman to know Cheng Dongge, she immediately panicked.

"Won't you introduce me?" Qi Chengyue raised her eyebrows and looked at the woman mockingly.

Cheng Dongge didn't know what Qi Chengyue wanted to do, or said: "This is my fiancée, Huang Ziyue, Ziyue, this is the fifth lady of the Qi family." ”

Huang Ziyue's face changed, and she called out with a stiff smile: "Miss Qi." ”

Qi Chengyue nodded and said, "I won't bother you." ”

After speaking, she turned around and walked forward, Huang Ziyue immediately breathed a sigh of relief, she was really afraid that Qi Chengyue would tell Cheng Dongge what had just happened.

Cheng Dongge and Huang Ziyue entered the café, Qi Chengyue clenched his fists and stopped again.

"Qi Chengyue, it has nothing to do with you, don't meddle with things. She whispered to herself, but her feet did not obey and walked back.

Because of Jian Yi's deception and fooling, she just can't stand someone playing love games, using money and status to measure love, going to see the one who pays his sincerity, and can't see people who take love and marriage seriously being treated as fools by the people she loves.

She walked back to the outside of the coffee shop with her feet uncontrollably, and saw Cheng Dongge and Huang Ziyue inside through the glass.

Cheng Dongge's face was very heavy, his expression was stiff, and he tried his best to forbear, but he didn't do anything he begged for.

And Huang Ziyue's clothes were pitiful and guilty, and she didn't know what she said, but Qi Chengyue guessed that she must be pretending to be a white lotus.

Huang Ziyue raised her red eyes, with tears in her eyes, "Dongge, you're fine, it's just ...... It's just that I'm not good enough. I'm not the kind of woman who can take care of herself, what I need is a man who can be by my side. When I was sick, you were always not by my side, I encountered setbacks at work, I was bullied by my colleagues, I wanted to talk to you, but you were always busy, I thought about it for a long time, I knew that I couldn't accept a lonely marriage where my husband was busy and not around, I couldn't be your good wife, I didn't want to delay you. Sorry ......"

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My happiest day:

When Qi Chengzhi was in the fourth grade of elementary school, the teacher assigned an assignment and asked the students to write an essay called "My Happiest Day", and everyone had to read their own essays in the class the next day.

The next day, Qi Chengzhi was called up.

Qi Chengzhi held the homework book in his hand and read it seriously:

"My Happiest Day"

Before, people asked me if you liked this girl, and I would say that the woman I liked was not born yet. But yesterday, the woman I liked was finally born. My future wife is nine years younger than me, and at the same time as my future wife was born, I also fulfilled my wish for an old husband and a young wife. My future wife was just born so considerate and considerate of me, I am very happy and do not like the wrong person. So, yesterday was my happiest day. In order to celebrate, I also took out the old Pu'er that my grandfather had hidden in the innermost part of the cabinet, and asked Aunt Liu to cook tea eggs and share them with everyone to eat, so as to share my joy together.

Teacher: "......"

When he returned to the old house that day, the old man discovered the truth about the tea eggs and beat Qi Chengzhi hard.

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