Chapter 94 Chapter 94 You are... Throw yourself into your arms? (Desperate for the old plus more~)
Three years older than her, almost watching her grow up, although Yan Qixuan often says nonsensical and unreliable things, he is a person who never lies in business, so when he heard this information last night, he didn't doubt it at all.
It's only now that I realize that what if Yan Qixuan is really joking on him?
Even if what Yan Qixuan said was true, should he really suppress himself and hear her admit it with his own ears before it counts?
But I was afraid that she would lie to him, and I felt that she would not lie to herself, and her contradictory thoughts were so distracted that she could not recognize herself......
"None of this matters," Du Siyu shook his head and said with a tired face: "Zichen, let's finish, I've tried hard, we're not suitable......"
"Impossible!" Yan Zichen roared low and fast, the adult man's sturdy body pressed against her, pressed his hands on her shoulders and gritted his teeth and said: "We are not married yet, how do you know that it is not suitable? As long as you still love me and don't lie to me, even if you are pregnant with his child, I am willing to marry you!"
All he minded was whether she lied to him or not, what he wanted was an honest heart for her to love him......
"......" Du Siyu was slightly stunned, it turned out that his love for her had reached an obsession, so he only said those hurtful words several times and made a series of out-of-control actions.
Du Siyu admitted that she has always been calm and rational in her feelings, she is cold-blooded and at the same time a flesh-and-blood person, so she has feelings, but this is above love, many times Yan Zichen has not thought of things She can think of from an outsider's point of view.
Including her marriage with Yan Qizheng, the impact on him made him, who has always been proud and conceited, suffer from gains and losses, repeatedly hurt her, angered her, just wanted to get her grievances to cry, or angrily stated his position, everything came from his lack of confidence, so she has always been patient, accepting, and tolerant. It's just that the most ignorant and lonely three years when he was young were all silent and accompanied by him.
She regarded him as half a relative, and even thought about being with him for the rest of her life.
But now, how will the road between her and him continue?
After tolerating for a long time, she will also feel tired......
No matter how strong she is, in the end, she is a woman, and she also hopes to have someone to rely on, rather than blindly tolerating.
"You're not pregnant, and he hasn't touched you. I believe you. He hugged her body, and his cold lips whispered in her ear, as if he was suffering: "Siyu, divorce him, if it goes on like this, I'm going crazy......"
Only this time, Du Siyu didn't hug him back as before, she turned her head and rejected his touch: "I also want to divorce him, I'll go back and tell him tonight." It's just ...... between us" before someone covered his mouth before he could say the latter words.
Yan Zichen's eyes were red, and he said a little depressedly: "Don't say it." I don't want to hear it...... I know I've been a bastard lately, and if you divorce him, I'll be back to the way you liked. ”
"I'll try ......" Du Siyu's eyes have become gray, and he has become discouraged about love.
It's just that in the matter of divorce, knowing that there is little hope, she still wants to try it, not only Yan Zichen is going crazy, but even she herself feels that this process is like a roller coaster, which makes her extremely tired.
Because she received a call from Du Siyu, saying that she had something to tell him at night, Yan Qizheng pushed all the entertainment that could be pushed, and returned to Yipinju after dealing with important matters.
Du Siyu, who was still reading upstairs and quietly waiting for him to come back, heard the voice, hurriedly went downstairs, looked at the wall clock on the wall, just after nine o'clock, and said in surprise: "Why is it so early?"
She was afraid that he would have something to do at night, so she called Xu Heng first, and Xu Heng said that he had a very important cooperation case to discuss at night, and he might come back very late. Advised her that it was better not to wait.
Later, Yan Qizheng heard that it was her phone, took Xu Heng's mobile phone, and after knowing that she had something to say to him, he told her to let her wait for him, and he would try to come back as soon as possible.
But he didn't expect it to be so early, usually when he was entangled in official business, he would not go home until ten o'clock at the earliest.
Yan Qizheng changed his shoes at the door, and the servant took the suit jacket he took off, he was wearing a white shirt, his hands were in his bag, and he walked calmly with straight and slender legs, and his demeanor was graceful, hearing her words, his tone was flat as if the person who rushed home in a hurry to solve everything was not him: "Because the preliminary work was done enough, the signing went smoothly." ”
"Oh. Du Siyu breathed a sigh of relief, for fear of delaying his affairs, but she came to beg him today, and she couldn't make him angry at all.
Yan Qizheng walked forward, Du Siyu thought he was going upstairs, but when he walked next to her, he stopped, hugged her waist, and said in a concerned tone: "Have you eaten at night?"
"Eat. Du Siyu nodded, because she wanted to say the request earlier, so she returned to Yipinju very early, Wang Ma knew that she was coming back for dinner, so she happily went to the vegetable market to buy fresh vegetables and vegetables, and stewed a big pot of soup, but unfortunately she had a bad appetite and didn't eat much. In the end, I could only watch Wang Ma pour it into the trash can with a pity on her face.
"I haven't eaten yet, would you like to eat something with me?" he looked down at her, in an inquiring tone.
"You haven't eaten yet?" Du Siyu was slightly surprised, didn't he hear that he was negotiating a contract with a partner while eating?
"I didn't eat much, and most of the business tables were occasions for drinking. Even in his position, there are not many people who need him to deign to accompany him, but there are not a few people who accompany him to drink, and he will be reasonable and reasonable. What's more, the business we are talking about today is not a small number, and drinking is an inevitable option. And for the sake of early
When I ordered it back, the food was basically untouched. As soon as the contract was signed, he made an excuse to leave.
"Then I'll see what else I have in the kitchen and I'll make you something to eat. Drinking alcohol on an empty stomach hurts the stomach. Du Siyu twisted his eyebrows, no wonder he smelled the smell of wine on his body, although it was not strong, but it was also clear.
She walked towards the kitchen, and managed to break away from his embrace. I breathed a sigh of relief and rummaged in the refrigerator, hoping that Wang Ma would buy extra vegetables.
Yan Qizheng followed, his long and elegant figure half-leaning against the door, "Can you cook?" He raised his eyebrows, knowing that she could cook, but he still asked knowingly, just because she had never told him that she could cook before, and she would never cook for him willingly.
"A little. Du Siyu replied while busy.
The children of the poor are in charge of the family early, and the family is not poor, but there are more families than her.
But she has never been rich, after her mother left, her father was depressed, drunk all day long, his body collapsed, he fell sick one after another, she even paid for her tuition fees part-time and half-study, if she couldn't cook, it was a joke.
"Hmm. He replied lightly, with a little curiosity about her initiative today, not understanding what she would say to him, and guessing that he would probably ask him, otherwise it would be impossible to be so attentive. Whatever the reason, he felt at ease, his wife cooked for him, and he had been looking forward to it for a long time.
Because there are not many fresh ingredients in the refrigerator, Du Siyu will make two dishes and one soup. brought it to the living room, first put a bowl of soup in front of him: "Drink some soup first to warm your stomach." ”
Yan Qizheng took it, blew it, and drank the soup slowly with a soup spoon.
Du Siyu sat opposite, looking at his frowning thoughtful appearance, a little nervous: "It's not delicious?"
"No," Yan Qizheng raised his head and looked at her with burning eyes: "I used to socialize outside, and I also hope that someone can prepare a bowl of hot soup to relieve my hangover when I get home, I wonder if I can continue to drink the soup you made in the future." "Forcing her to marry him is the limit, and he never wants anything like cooking.
"......" was looked at by his earnest gaze, Du Siyu felt that his face was a little hot, and he also understood his words, so he could only pretend not to know and replied: "The soup made by Wang Ma is much better than mine, you should come back more to taste her craftsmanship." Judging from the fact that Wang Ma cooked for her ceremoniously today, probably if they don't eat at home, Wang Ma will also feel lonely.
"That's different. Yan Qizheng looked at her meaningfully, then lowered his head, the soup was no longer as hot as before, he blew a few sips lightly, and drank it slowly.
Du Siyu served him another bowl of rice, and Yan Qizheng took it without any embarrassment, as if it was a matter of course to be served by her.
Aware of this, Du Siyu felt that his face was a little red, they were not a real husband and wife, should they be so unconscious. Thinking of what he would talk to him about later, Du Siyu calmed down and didn't let himself think nonsense.
Because of his family education since childhood, Yan Qizheng eats very slowly and elegantly, so Du Siyu can only wait anxiously aside. When she finished eating, she cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks.
He wanted to help her clean up, but she pushed aside: "You sit on the sofa, I'll wash it right away!"
Yan Qizheng looked at the scene where she rolled up her sleeves and cleaned up her things, and smiled dumbly. This look is a bit of a hostess, he looked around the empty villa hall, living on weekdays, although the decoration is all good configuration, everything is available, but it feels empty, not a little popular.
Since her arrival, it seems that there is an extra ray of sunshine in the barren world.
Du Siyu cleaned up, closed the kitchen door, and went back to the living room, only to happen that Yan Qizheng was already leaning on the sofa, his eyes closed, and seemed to be asleep?
Thinking that I still haven't said anything to him, I can't help but feel a little annoyed, didn't I ask him to wait? Why did he fall asleep by himself?
But if you wake him up rashly, is there a high probability that he will be angry?
Du Siyu looked at the clock on the wall with a headache, it was already ten o'clock, and when she heard that he had something to do at night, she had a premonition that today was not a good time, and she was about to go back to her own house.
She only felt a little annoyed, and wanted to ignore him and let him sleep by himself, but she was afraid that he would catch a cold in his sleep, so she could only walk over cautiously. Prepare to wake him up and let him go back to his room to sleep.
"Yan ...... Ahh
"It hurts......" She touched her nose that was about to be knocked off, thinking about how the man's body was so hard, and raised her head in some pain, but was embarrassed to find that she actually fell on his chest, and her legs were unconsciously separated in order to adjust the balance of her body, straddle his legs, and this posture made her face red.
"What are you...... Throw yourself into your arms?" A deep voice sounded above his head, Yan Qizheng opened his eyes, and saw the little woman in his arms with a red blush on her fair face, looking at him shyly and timidly.
"No, I saw that you were asleep, and I was about to wake you up, but I accidentally fell......" Du Siyu hurriedly explained, ready to get up from him.
But he was trapped in his chest by the man's strong arm, not letting her stay away, he wrapped his hands around her waist, and smiled with a little meaning: "I didn't fall asleep, I just drank a little dizzy, so you just need to call me next to me, so close to me, I'm afraid that it will wake me up and be fake, peeking at me is real......"
"Who peeked at you!" Du Siyu felt that his face was about to become ripe, and said with some annoyance
Road.
"Well, it's not a peek, it's a clear look. Yan Qizheng pursed his lips and smiled, there was a reaction somewhere in his body, and his temples were a little tight. This kind of posture will inevitably make people think a little about it, especially if the object is her, and it makes him think of some kind of exercise that he wants to do with her......
Seeing the tightness of his body, Du Siyu wanted to get up and leave his arms in a little panic, but the man's strength was particularly strong, and the strength of only two arms could control the strength of her whole body.
Du Siyu had already understood the strength of a man, so he could only pretend to be calm and said: "You let me down first, I have something to tell you!"
"Well, what you're going to say, I'll listen. "I finally had a chance to get closer, and Yan Qizheng was willing to let go. If it weren't for the fear that she would be angry, what he wanted to do was more than just a simple hug!
"I ...... I want you to follow me...... Divorce ......" Du Siyu didn't see his abnormality, and said very sadly.
"What did you say?" Yan Qizheng was obviously still smiling, but Du Siyu just felt that his smile had been dyed with extreme coldness.
She was a little scared in her heart, but she still stubbornly said, "I said ......"
"Don't say it!" Yan Qizheng turned over and pressed her under him, his thin lips pursed into a word, and he said in an extremely cold voice: "Forget what I told you yesterday? Don't reject me, otherwise I'm afraid I'll do something uncontrollable, do you want to try?"
His dark eyes were dyed with a dangerous aura, the bottom of the deep pool was beating with flames, his heartbeat, depressed, and he was watching deeply, Du Siyu felt flustered for no reason, she shook her head, and her hair was a little messy to cover her face: "Yan Qizheng, you like me, have you considered whether I am willing to accept it?" Or do I have to accept it if I don't accept it?"
"......" Yan Qizheng's thin lips were pursed, and he didn't answer her words, only a pair of deep eyes looked at her coldly.
Du Siyu felt desolate in his heart, and asked: "Yan Qizheng, do you love me?"
"Do you want me to love you?" he narrowed, leaning closer to her, reaching out to ruffle the shredded hair from her cheek, with a gentle motion.
Du Siyu was extremely confused, didn't notice his small movements, and just shook his head blindly: "I don't want ......"
Her relationship with Yan Zichen is chaotic and complicated enough, and she is not willing to think about her relationship with others at all.
"Then I don't love it. He said coldly.
"......" Du Siyu felt that she had asked this question in vain.
"Can you get up first? It's getting late, I'm ...... Hmm......" lips are sealed.
It was a kiss rather than a bite, and the man bit her lip with ferocious force, and she couldn't dodge, sucking vigorously, and she felt her tongue numb.
His mouth was still stained with wine, and he transitioned to her mouth, and waited until he felt that he had vented his hatred, and then licked it gently, this man interpreted domineering and softness to the fullest, Du Siyu felt that his brain was dizzy.
I don't know how long he tossed it, when Yan Qizheng got up from her, he put down a sentence fiercely, and his cold voice was still suppressed: "Du Siyu, you just rely on me to like you, I have endured you for a long time, if you dare to challenge my limit again, I don't mind putting our marriage relationship firmly and leaving you with no way out!"
Yan Qizheng went upstairs, the sound of entering the room was very loud, the door was banging, Du Siyu was still lying on the sofa, covering his eyes, and his brain was still his vicious warning words.
Did he really like her that much?
Love?
Love her?
She suddenly wondered.
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When she returned to the company the next day, Yan Zichen asked her about the negotiation last night.
He disagreed. Du Siyu lowered his head, not daring to look at Yan Zichen's eyes.
"So he kissed you and bit you?" Yan Zichen clenched his fists, and the bite marks on the corners of Du Siyu's mouth made him dazzling, and he couldn't wait to bite them himself to cover up the traces that that person brought her.
But reason told him that he couldn't, and he had to endure it.
Du Siyu also felt embarrassed, in the past, he kissed her and took advantage of her, because no one would see it, no one knew, she comforted herself, as if she had been bitten by a dog, but the wound on her mouth was clearly visible, not only Yan Zichen looked uncomfortable, but she also felt dazzling when she saw it.
It's as if you have someone in your heart and are entangled with another person. Very unethical.
Although she didn't volunteer, she was embarrassed in the end.
Du Siyu took a breath and raised his head, the matter had come to this point, there was nothing to hide, so he could only say coldly: "Yes, he also told me not to provoke him, otherwise he will do more hooligan things!"
"It's useless!" Yan Zichen slammed his fist against the wall, lowered his head, and was extremely disappointed: "If it was someone else, he would definitely have raised his fist to fight him, but...... That man was my uncle...... The one who grew up with him...... Siyu, tell me what to do?"
"It's better to ...... Let's separate......" Du Siyu doesn't need him to find someone to fight, and he doesn't need him to stand up for her. What's more, that person is his uncle, and his blood is thicker than water, and she doesn't want to see the relationship between the two of them stiffen because of her.
It's just that the relationship with Yan Zichen has deteriorated, and love, if it no longer brings you joy and happiness, but depression and escape, then it can no longer be called love.
"I don't allow it!" Yan Zichen suddenly roared, "No one can separate us, and neither can you!"
"Zichen, can you bear it?" Du Siyu said sadly, a little overwhelmed by this complicated relationship: "I
I have a marriage with another man, he is my husband, he can kiss me, he can hug me, can you bear all this?"
"He said he wouldn't force you......" Yan Zichen seemed to be thinking about something, and said slowly, not knowing whether to comfort her or comfort himself: "As long as you don't want to, he won't touch you." ”
Zichen ...... "Why do you have to persist so hard, why do you need to deceive yourself?
Du Siyu's frustrated tone had already indicated that she was unwilling to continue, and Yan Zichen only felt that the strength of her whole body was about to be crushed by this sense of powerlessness.
"Okay, if you want me to let go, you tell me that you love him, you can't do without him, I'll let him go now!" As if remembering something, he suddenly said fiercely, his eyes staring at her.
"......" Du Siyu's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he opened his mouth, wanting to say that sentence. doesn't really have feelings for Yan Qizheng, just to let Yan Zichen let go of this degenerated love, she should also tell this white lie.
But I opened my mouth a few times, but I couldn't speak.
The word love is too sacred, too cautious, and according to her cold nature, she can't say it at all. That's why Yan Zichen was able to say such things unscrupulously, leaving her speechless.
"Hehe......" Seeing that she wanted to say nothing, Yan Zichen smiled, and the vigilance in his eyes relaxed: "Siyu, I understand you, you don't love him, so don't say anything to let me go, I love you." I won't let go!"
After saying that, she walked out of the door without giving her any chance to refute.
Du Siyu left a somewhat bitter smile on the spot, at least at this point, he still understood her