85. [085] On the white sheets, Pian Pian is covered in bruises, and there are dots on the sheets [abuse]
Regarding this matter, Song Yincheng didn't want to mention it again.
Although Gu Pianpian has denied it many times, he still believes in his memory.
Although it is very sporadic fragmented memories.
This history not only made him regret it for the rest of his life, but also became the direct cause of his eventual separation from Pianpin.
He often wondered if they would have gotten to this point if he hadn't drunk the red wine that Pian Pian forced him to drink.
If it weren't for too much remorse, why would he still be so heartbroken today.
"Pianpin, I know you don't want to bring it up. But I can't forget, I can't act like nothing happened, you know how I felt when I woke up that day? I wanted to kill myself...... To this day, I wish I could kill myself. ”
...... on crisp white sheets Pian Pian was covered in bruises, with bright red blood dripping from under her body, and rose marks on the sheets......
His face was full of pain and remorse, and Gu Pianpian's heart twitched when he saw it.
"Uncle Song, don't ...... like this"
"Pianpin, you were so small, so small...... What a bastard I am!"
Gu Pianpian finally couldn't bear it anymore, covered her ears and screamed, "Don't say it!
Song Yincheng hugged her head and apologized in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I won't mention it in the future, I won't mention it again." ”
This memory is also a deep scar in her heart, and she doesn't want to be brought up.
But she really couldn't bear to watch Song Yincheng continue to be obsessed with it like this.
"Uncle Song...... That night, you did drink the wine I drugged you and had some abnormal reactions, but in the end you didn't, didn't...... You are really a principled person, and no matter how much I begged you, you didn't do it in the end, so don't continue to suffer. ”
She had explained these words more than once. But Song Yincheng didn't believe it.
Song couldn't understand what was going on with the injuries on her body and the blood stains on the sheets.
I couldn't understand why Pian Pian was so desperate to be separated from him after that night, and vowed never to see him again.
However, the only person who was sober that night was Gu Pianpian.
Only she knows that no matter how much she cries and begs Song Yincheng to ask her, Song Yincheng has not lost all of her even if she has been drugged.
Not even her lower body touched.
The memories in his mind may have been the result of hallucinogens.
......
When Gu Pianpian was in the third year of junior high school, Song Yincheng served in Jiangcheng and held a high position.
Song Yincheng is one of the few friends Gu Zhengrong has made in the New Year.
Gu Zhengrong is the richest man in Jiangcheng, and Song Yincheng is the head of politics in Jiangcheng. The Gu and Song families not only have a very good personal relationship, but also have countless cooperation in official affairs.
At that time, Pian Pian often played in the Song family, and the elders of the Song family also liked this fairy-like little girl very much.
Song Yincheng just broke up with his girlfriend who had been dating for several years in college, and after meeting Pianpian, he suddenly felt that the little girl was the purest and most innocent creature in the world, so he doted on her very much, filling the care that Gu Zhengrong neglected because he was too busy.
Gu Pianpian became more and more dependent on Song Yincheng, and the man who was initially regarded as a little uncle gradually became the object of her personal chauffeur's personal playmate's hard work and resentment.
Even when she was called a parent in trouble at school, she begged Song Yincheng to deal with the teacher.
This beautiful relationship lasted until Gu Pianpian was in her second year of high school.
That year, Song Yincheng was thirty years old, and the Song family asked him to marry Qiao Zhi'an, the daughter of the foreign minister.
He refused, saying that his heart belonged.
The Song family began to put pressure on Gu Pianpian.
Although she is the richest daughter, Song Yincheng needs a famous lady who is quite mature and stable as his wife, and it cannot be a high school girl who knows nothing.
The Song family ignored Song Yincheng's strong opposition and released the news of Song Qiao's marriage.
Gu Pianpian collapsed, she asked Song Yincheng, you said that you wouldn't want me, why do you want to marry another woman? I will soon become an adult, can't you even wait for two years?
Song Yincheng vowed not to leave her.
But the girl's emotions were out of control.
She is young, and Song Yincheng has great pity for her, and has never done anything beyond the bounds. She knows Song Yincheng, he is a man with a strong sense of responsibility and quite principled, once an intimate relationship occurs, he will not dare to abandon her even if he swords against everyone in the world.
She tried her best to get an aphrodisiac, put it in red wine, and forced him to drink it.
Song Yincheng naturally lost control and suddenly turned into a fierce beast.
But in the end, he did not make an irreparable move, he wrapped Pian Pian tightly in the quilt, hugged her, and kissed the tears from her face comfortingly.
"Baby, baby Pian, you are too young, too small, I can't bear it, no matter what...... Don't worry, I won't leave you, never, this matter, we'll leave it until you grow up. ”
Pian Pian cried and cried and fell asleep, and she didn't know how Song Yincheng finally solved her physiological needs.
It's just that in the middle of the night she came to her period......
This is where the big misunderstanding was born.
And then and then it was a nightmarish disaster......
She didn't want to mention it anymore, she didn't want to think about it.
She insisted on breaking up, and Song Yin was quilted
Sent to the capital as the chief prosecutor, and since then he has cut off contact with Jiangcheng.
A year later, he married Qiao Zhi'an.
......
Song Yincheng sighed all the time, his handsome and resolute face showed a little tiredness, and he said in a low voice, "Pianpin, there is something that has bothered me for two whole years, and to this day I often wonder, why did you suddenly decide to leave me so decisively? Why?"
Gu Pianpian's face turned pale.
She shook her head, not wanting to answer.
Song Yincheng asked, "Did I do what I did at that time to make you mistakenly think that I didn't like you? Or do you think I really want to marry the Qiao family?"
She bit her lip and trembled.
She couldn't say that this matter would be buried in her heart as an eternal secret.
She will never let Song Yincheng know the truth.
Because the truth is far more than he thought she suddenly changed her mind and gave up...... Ten thousand times more cruel.
"Uncle Song, I know that you really liked me at that time, and you won't abandon me easily, but ...... You and my dad are friends and our relationship is ...... Against the norm, I don't want to hurt my father, who has always loved me so much. So, so I feel that the choice to separate is the right one. ”
She sniffled, "And...... People change, you didn't want to marry Sister An at that time, but you ended up marrying her, and you lived happily, and now you are about to have a baby...... The more I felt that I had made the right choice. ”
Song Yincheng was silent and didn't say anything until Pian Pian raised his eyes to look at him, and then he found that his eyes were scarlet.
She had a sore nose, but she really didn't want to cry.
Song Yincheng smiled bitterly.
She thinks he's happy?
She even thinks he's happy?
Political marriage. Respect each other like guests. Looks like a detached man.
Never love.
How did he ever have the right to happiness in this life?
All this misfortune, he could not have cared about before.
Because in the past, even if she was separated from her, she held the moon with stars and thousands of favors, and she would not be harmed by any malice.
As soon as she is well, he will be able to live in peace as if nothing happened.
And yet now......
After all, he could no longer deceive himself and survive.
After a long time, he gradually calmed down.
In a gentle tone, "Pianpian, last time I met you, I didn't want you to marry Ji Shaoting, I have a bad attitude, maybe it makes you angry." However, my attitude has not changed so far, and I want you to marry someone you love. Instead of ......"
Instead of letting your marriage become a tool and be lonely for a lifetime.
"In short, if it's just for the Gu clan, I will help you and help you seize the controlling and dominant rights of the Hui clan, as long as you agree. ”
Gu Pianpian stared at his eyes.
His eyes have always been different from those of other men.
His eyes were upright, innocent, and ...... Affectionate as the sea.
When he said such a thing, he must be ready to start a war with Ji Shaoting.
She could only shake her head again, "Uncle Song, thank you for your kindness." But...... I married Ji Shaoting voluntarily, and no one forced me because...... I liked him and I never wanted to marry someone other than him. So, please, don't get into conflict with my husband, okay?"
Song Yincheng's pupils twitched obviously, and his face changed.
But a heavy heart fell to the ground.
He nodded, "Since, that's the case." That's good, I just want you to be happy. ”
Pian Pian pulled out a smile and pointed at him.
The man got up and walked in the direction of the kitchen.
"Stay here at noon and eat, I'll cook for you." ”
It was a long, long time ago, so long that she didn't dare to miss it. At that time, Song Yincheng, who was in the south, covered the sky and tilted the government and the opposition, and was often pestered by her on weekends to wash his hands and make soup for her.
It's just because she dislikes the cooking skills of the chefs at home.
Song Yin became a chef certificate that she could get from almost all over the world.
She swallowed back the tears in her eyes.
got up and followed him into the kitchen, and asked with a smile, "Uncle Song, can you teach me how to cook?"
He was visibly surprised, "What do you want to learn?"
"Hmm...... Teach me whether it's good to make porridge first, Shao Ting...... His stomach is very bad, and his mouth is very troublesome, and I want to learn how to cook porridge for him. ”――
Off topic - If Song Gongzi is the male protagonist, I can write a pet essay of 800,000 in minutes~~~
Alas~
Song Gongzi is really super in love with Pianpin~
PS: Tomorrow Pian Pian is going to be eaten, this time it's real