Chapter 27: Lin Yingbin's unfortunate childhood 1
"Personality!?split?!" Long Ji's face was clearly puzzled and surprised, but his suspicion was choked back by Lin Yingbin's words, and he continued to wait for Lin Yingbin's next answer.
"Yes, I knew I had a split personality when I was very young, but I never told you. I thought I could hold it down on my own. Lin Yingbin lay down, resting his head on the pillow and looking at the ceiling, thoughtfully recalling the previous events, and slowly narrating the dragon traces.
In fact, that night, he began to find that he couldn't suppress his other personality. Perhaps because of the strong enemy he has encountered recently, the layer of personality that he has hidden and suppressed has been stimulated.
That person Green Yingbin couldn't tell who it was, he only knew that he was trying his best to suppress him that night, and took the initiative to choke his neck in order to make himself sober, but this method didn't work, and the momentum still completely destroyed the last line of defense in his heart.
The so-called split personality is also known as dissociative disorder, which is caused by two or more personality deviations that are too large, causing their own psychology to actively separate them. Usually this situation occurs after some big setback. In normal times, I don't see anything unusual, but at a certain moment, I suddenly do something that I don't normally do like a different person. It is a psychological and psychiatric emergency.
"I don't know why, I just couldn't resist the urge to kill at that time. It doesn't feel like it's your own. Lin Yingbin slowly hid his head in the quilt, tears flowing uncontrollably. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to do that, I really couldn't help myself. ”
Long Ji was stunned for a moment, then patted Lin Yingbin and replied, "It's okay, it's not all your fault." All of this is because of me. ”
"And if I don't suppress that guy for a long time, I'll probably be occupied by that guy forever. I will try to restrain myself and not cause you any more trouble. ”
Gradually, in front of Lin Yingbin's eyes, things from his childhood came to mind. It was about 10 years ago one evening.
"Get up, stand up for me. A middle-aged man rudely shouted to the child under his feet: "Bastard, get up, resist." ”
"You're stepping on... It's mine... Head, I can't get up at all. The childish voice of the child who was trampled retorted.
This child is Lin Yingbin when he was a child, he looks grizzled, but he looks very cute.
"What are you roaring? A dog that has no ability barks very loudly, you can't resist this little strength, how are you going to take over my class? What will Lin Ying's family do in the future? Ah, answer me. As he spoke, the man kicked Lin Yingbin away with a rough kick.
This is really too ruthless, to attack such a young child so hard. Kobayashi Yingbin rolled on the ground several times before lying on the ground slowly.
Xiao Lin Yingbin, who fell to the ground, quickly got up, supported his weak body with trembling arms, and scolded in his mouth: "Damn." ”
"Stand up, knock me down, quick. The middle-aged man shouted impatiently at Kobayashi Yingbin, constantly stimulating him with fierce language.
"Oh... Yes. The stimulated Kobayashi Yingbin didn't care about anything, and now there was only one thought in his mind, to knock down the man in front of him. That was his only thought, and with that thought, he rushed at the man desperately.
His immature face was full of anger, and he screamed and shook his fists, like a young beast that hunted its prey, fighting hard despite the disparity.
With a punch, the middle-aged man easily knocked Lin Yingbin who was rushing towards him to the ground. At this moment, Kobayashi Yingbin was already injured all over his body, and his tattered clothes were soaked with blood stains, and he couldn't see what a child should look like at all. Because of this, it may be difficult for him to imagine what kind of happy life his children of the same age live in such a life.
Kobayashi Yingbin was half-squatting with his legs bent, his hands propped on his knees, his head bowed and panting. Immediately afterward, a mouthful of blood came out of his throat. It appears that the injuries are severe, and the internal organs have been injured by visual inspection.
The man showed no mercy to his men, whether it was a kick or a punch, every blow was not lost to the previous blow.
"The calamities that will befall you in the future will not cease because of your cries. ”
Kobayashi Yingbin was like a down-and-out young beast, lying on the ground and clutching the dirt on the ground with resentment. Even though his whole body was already bloody, he still gritted his teeth and persevered. His eyes twitched as he looked at the middle-aged man, and slowly his eyes exuded the momentum of a hungry wolf. But he was still lying on the ground, and every time he moved, he would have a piercing pain all over his body.
"It's useless, you're not as good as your deceased brother. The middle-aged man coldly threw this sentence at Kobayashi Yingbin, and then turned around to leave. But before he could take two steps, he was stopped by a voice behind him.
"Father!" At this moment, a faint voice came from behind the middle-aged man.
The middle-aged man looked back.
“......?!”
"Drink... Yes. Suddenly, Kobayashi Yingbin jumped up and punched the middle-aged man in the face.