Su Ziyao knocked on the door and came in, and sure enough, he came empty-handed, first came to Qin Xiangzhi's side, bowed slightly to the Bodhisattva statue, and then asked with a smile: "What are you talking about?"

Tang Wan looked up and down as if she knew him again, and said, "I'm talking about whether you are a devil or a bodhisattva." ”

Su Ziyao smiled noncommittally and said, "What kind of devil bodhisattva, I am just a small people." Ordinary people can't be more ordinary. ”

Tang Wan suddenly remembered what Qin Xiangzhi had just said.

Qin Xiangzhi said: "Mom has been fasting and reciting Buddha for more than ten years, kneeling in front of the Bodhisattva, and finally understands that cultivating oneself and cultivating one's nature and cultivating Buddha, isn't it a human being?"

To study Buddhism is to learn to be a human being.

Tang Wan's thoughts flew, carefully recalling the bits and pieces of Su Ziyao. From the realization to the present, every thing that has happened between the two of them, every scene they have experienced.

We always have this feeling, strangers we meet for the first time, we have never dealt with each other, but every word or two, every word or deed, will give birth to a feeling of dislike or liking. Most of us think it is ordinary, but there are always a few who laugh like ordinary people, are as kind and approachable, have the same bad habits, can say witty things, but always make people feel different aura.

The first time she saw Su Ziyao was when she went to Bainiao Lake to pick up Song Duoer.

Su Ziyao sat in the car and behaved, looking at his nose and nose. When I entered the hotel, I would tell her seriously, if a person is even afraid of death, it is bold. If you are bold, you will not fail in life.

She smiled playfully and asked, "You said I was wrong?"

Su Ziyao didn't speak, but his eyes were open and wanton.

Young, but steady, and sharp. This was Tang Wan's first impression of him.

But in a blink of an eye, Su Ziyao became immature and young, and asked him for a decoration budget of 200,000 yuan, just promising to do a good job. This seems to be a quick success. Even when he said this, the stability on his face was gone, and he was anxious and urgent.

In the future, Su Ziyao revealed sadness, trouble, anxiety and tension in front of her.

But it is undeniable that Su Ziyao is the kind of person in Tang Wan's heart, the kind of person who makes people feel inexplicably different aura, and people can't help but want to get closer.

Is it because this big boy always hides his feelings very well and is calm to everyone? Is it because Su Ziyao has suffered so much that he can face it with a smile?

Su Ziyao sat at the dining table and joked, "Sister Tang Wan, do I have flowers on my face?"

Tang Wan came back to her senses and said, "I'm thinking, with such a handsome face, how many girls in your school have been harmed by you." ”

Su Ziyao stared at the arhat on the table, his eyes were straight, and he said: "I have a thief's heart but not a thief's guts, so far I only hold hands with my girlfriend or something." ”

Tang Wan asked, "Do you want my sister to introduce you to a few?" Although it is not a good family, it is fortunate that it can be started quickly and is not responsible. ”

Su Ziyao said: "I don't know if Obama has an illegitimate daughter, Sister Tang Wan helped introduce me." ”

Qin Xiangzhi looked at the two of them with a smile and joked.

After she sat down, she gave Su Ziyao a chopstick dish and said, "Eat, you're welcome." When you come here, you think it's your home. ”

Su Ziyao nodded, and while bringing the dish to his mouth, he glanced back at the string of dzi held by the Bodhisattva statue. He said: "My aunt believes in Buddhism, and although my mother has not fasted, she is also a believer. When she went all the way to Tibet, she went to the mountaintop temple at the foot of the mountain to worship, knelt down step by step, crawled in three steps, and begged for a string of identical dzi. The first time I met you, I felt very kind. To put it mildly, there are moments when I feel like my mother. ”

Qin Xiangzhi didn't see a smile, nor did she laugh. After being stunned for a moment, she, who has always been peaceful, actually revealed a trace of sadness. The sadness disappeared in a flash, but the moment it appeared was extremely sad.

She slowly sent a piece of chopsticks of rice into her mouth, smiled, and asked, "Ziyao, how old are you this year?"

Su Ziyao said: "Eighteen. ”

Qin Xiangxu nodded, and said to herself, "Qian'an is a full ten years older than you. ”

Su Ziyao was stunned for a moment and asked, "Who is Qian'an?"

As soon as he finished asking, Tang Wan had already pinched his leg under the table. This little action was done very secretly, Tang Wan pretended to be nothing, but with that bare hand, she almost pinched Su Ziyao's little brother.

Su Ziyao understood that he had said the wrong thing.

Sure enough, Qin Xiangzhi said: "Xiaowan's younger brother, unfortunately, he was gone ten years ago. ”

Tang Wan hurriedly changed the topic: "Mom, Ziyao has been talking about this Arhat Zhai you burned, and you will teach me how to do it when I go back, and I will be greedy for him when the time comes." ”

Qin Xiangzhi looked at her, laughed for a while, and suddenly asked, "Are you still in contact with Sima all these years?"

It was Tang Wan's turn to face change, and it was unnatural.

She lowered her head, poked her chopsticks in the bowl one by one, and said, "Mom, what are you doing with him?"

Qin Xiangxu sighed: "Xiaowan, my mother told you, the heart is the biggest liar, others can deceive you for a while, but you can deceive yourself for a lifetime." The Buddha said that there are three sufferings in life: resentment, love, parting, and begging. If you can't ask for it, you will miss it, and if you think about it, you ignore it, and what you ask for is really what you want?"

Tang Wan: "Mom, don't talk about it, okay? The company's affairs have annoyed me enough." ”

Qin Xiangzhi said: "Why bother? In fact, troubles are never given to you by others. It's just that you use other people's words and deeds to annoy yourself. He is greedy, hateful, and evil, and he looks alone, and you are pure and natural. When the heart is pure, it is better than anything else. ”

Su Ziyao was stunned when he listened.

He was very touched. The speaker had no intention, but Qin Xiangzhi's words were like a bright light, illuminating his whole heart.

Chen Jincian has really annoyed him in the past few months.

But is it really Chen Jincian who annoys him? Qin Xiangxue's words are very right, it was never Chen Jincian who annoyed him, it was just that he used Chen Jinchan's words and deeds to annoy him. Sometimes I can't do things all day, and if it weren't for Ye Qingqing in the twin companies, I don't know if it would be able to operate normally.

Su Ziyao suddenly woke up in his heart, it seemed that he took Chen Jincian too seriously. Just let her toss and ignore her, Su Ziyao just needs to make herself clean and natural and see how long she can toss.

Tang Wan said: "This is the reason, but when I saw Zhao Dashan, Cao Weiguo and one or three people who were strictly guarded, I really wanted to slap them alone." ”

Qin Xiangzhi gave her a chopstick dish, and said lightly: "To be respectful to others is to solemnize yourself." What's the use of slapping them? Politeness is your best weapon. What's more, Xiaowan, when you are happy, you have to think that this happiness is not eternal. When you are suffering, understand that suffering is not eternal. You still have to go far, far on the road of life, so why are you angry with a few people on the road? ”

After the meal, Su Ziyao accompanied Qin Xiangxu for a whole afternoon.

I arrived at school at half past six and went to the supermarket to buy a pack of cigarettes. happened to meet Chen Jinchan.

As soon as Chen Jinchan saw him, his eyes lit up.

ran over happily, hugged his arm, and then pouted, pretending to be cute: "Brother Ziyao, people want to eat lollipops." ”