Chapter 382: Reacquaintance
readx; Lin Yanyan kept holding Lin Weiwei's hand, from the fact that his hand was still a little warm, to the end it became stiff, no matter what, she refused to let go. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
She just wanted to miss this last moment, at least he was still alive when she grabbed his hand, he was just afraid to let go, so he admitted that he was no longer there, and he couldn't hold him alive anymore, and this was something she couldn't accept.
The medical staff had already come in, covered Lin Weiwei with a white cloth, and wanted to push Lin Weiwei away, and Lin Xingyuan and others had already cried, and they finally accepted this fact, but Lin Yanyan still didn't let go.
She didn't cry or make trouble, she just kept her head down and cried quietly.
Jingchen stepped forward to persuade her: "Yanyan, let go, let Weiwei go with peace of mind." ”
Lin Yanyan didn't move, and the medical staff were waiting.
Jingchen also half-knelt down and persuaded in a low voice: "Yanyan, let go! Weiwei should go to the place where he is suitable, and you should also have your new life...... You have to cheer up, you can't let the people around you worry, you still have a father!"
Lin Yanyan finally slowly let go, let go of the last moment of her nostalgia, and after letting go of his hand, she couldn't grasp the moment of his existence anymore, Lin Weiwei was really completely gone!
The medical staff stepped forward and pushed Lin Weiwei away, but Lin Yanyan was still kneeling on the ground.
"Yanyan, Yanyan?" Jingchen persuaded her, but she didn't move.
Later, Jingchen helped her up, Lin Yanyan couldn't stand at all, the whole person seemed to have no strength, Jingchen wanted to support her, but Lin Yanyan suddenly turned around, slowly wrapped his hands around his neck, and whispered: "Don't leave me......"
Jingchen was stunned for a moment, feeling her head resting on his shoulder, and her face was facing inward, her eyes were just against his neck, tears flowed, he felt her hot and hot tears, which suddenly wet his collar and collarbone, and her desperately suppressed cry was so real, she couldn't breathe, and the breath sprayed on his skin, making his heart throb for a while.
Jingchen also grabbed her waist, bowed his head and said, "Okay, I won't leave you, no one will leave you!"
Lin Yanyan still cried and said, "Don't leave me!"
Jingchen hugged him tighter and whispered, "Yanyan, I won't leave you, as long as you need it, I'll always stand by your side." ”
"Jingchen ......"
Lin Yanyan suddenly called his name, making his heart boil and burn.
At first, he thought that she just needed comfort, so he hugged him, or she thought he was Lu Xintou, and then said don't leave me, but she called his name, which made him stunned.
Maybe Lin Yanyan really didn't want him to leave her subconsciously, the person she really needed to accompany her was indeed him, so she knew very well who the person she was holding was, and she also knew very well what she was doing, she really needed his company.
Lin Yanyan really knew what she was doing, and for so many days, Jingchen had always been with her. Jingchen knew that Lin Weiwei had been very concerned about Lin Weiwei since he disappeared, even if she refused his kindness, he still persistently accompanied her to Tibet to find Lin Weiwei, and finally found Lin Weiwei back, and accompanied her for so many days, and finally sent Lin Weiwei away, and he also accompanied her to the end.
Maybe even if it wasn't Lin Weiwei who had an accident today, but Li Minglan, or Shen Peng and Song Jiacheng, Jingchen would do the same. Because Jingchen is indeed a very good man, he knows how to care about his friends and help the people he cares about, at all costs.
Jingchen helped her, probably not all because he loved her, because he knew that she and Lu Xintou were going to get married, and he didn't plan to bother, so on the way back, he persuaded her to attend Grandpa Lu's funeral.
But no matter whether Jingchen is out of the kindness of his friends or his love for her, Jingchen's kindness and companionship really touched her, allowing her to re-acquaint herself and herself.
Some people are more fraternal, more selfless, and occasionally hurt the people around him because of fraternity, but it is precisely because of his fraternity that he is easy to make the people around him so warm.
A person's character can determine whether he gains the trust of his friends and lovers, and Jingchen's character is enough to move everyone.
In the past, she felt that Jingchen was too noble and selfless, but she was not worthy of trust, but now, she got to know Jingchen again. At a critical time, he actually accompanied her to the end, he didn't ask for anything in return, but just helped her out of kindness without complaint, and the man she was going to entrust for life was not around.
At the beginning, she was also in love with Jingchen, although she experienced death, and decided to forget it, but now in retrospect, her judgment at the beginning was not wrong, a man is good or bad, and he can detect seven or eight points at the beginning of contact, although with the time of contact, there will be a little change in the original cognition, but it does not affect the overall situation, Jingchen is indeed a very good man.
It's a pity that she has missed it!
Lin Xingyuan and Feng Qing escorted Lin Weiwei out for a while, and suddenly heard the alarm in the ward, and immediately turned around, saying that he was frightened because of his excitement, and quickly called a doctor.
The medical staff drove everyone out and rescued them in the ward, but it had no effect, and pushed Lin Zishuo to the emergency room, so it was another chaotic rescue.
Lin Xingyuan and Feng Qing had already cried and ran to the emergency room to wait, while Lin Yanyan was still standing outside the ward, and Jingchen accompanied her.
Lin Yanyan thought to herself, Lin Zi said that there might not be many days left, because her situation is so similar to Weiwei!
She sat down weakly and slowly on the back of her chair and began to think a lot.
Today, she finds that she no longer has so much resentment and hatred in her heart, because when the person who makes you stick to your feelings is no longer there, all the hatred and resentment have no direction, and they can't continue to be stored in her heart.
Her hatred for Feng Qing and Lin Xingyuan stemmed from her mother's death and Lin Xingyuan's abandonment of herself and Lin Weiwei, but after she knew that she was not Lin Xingyuan's daughter, she didn't have so much hatred, and the little resentment she still had was all because of Lin Weiwei, she was unwilling and indignant for Lin Weiwei.
But now that Lin Weiwei is also gone, and before leaving, she is most looking forward to seeing Lin Xingyuan and Lin Zi, she knows that Lin Weiwei also let go at the last moment, if Lin Weiwei doesn't hate it, then why should she keep complaining?
All her feelings are on Lin Weiwei, and now that Lin Weiwei has let go, he is no longer there, and her feelings are released, and suddenly empty.
Lin Yanyan couldn't say that she was in such a mood at this time, the only thing she was looking forward to Lin Zi saying that she could come back alive, she wanted to talk to Lin Zi, no matter what Feng Qing's attitude was, she didn't care, she still owed Lin Zi an apology.
That night, they tossed until late, but fortunately, Lin Zi said that he was rescued.
After all, Lin Zi's life is tougher than Lin Weiwei's, Lin Zi said that this disease has dragged on for so many years, and he is still alive tenaciously, Lin Weiwei is much more fragile in comparison, but Lin Weiwei is also less painful in this way, if Lin Weiwei chooses it himself.
Because there is no choice, although he regrets and suffers in his heart, Lin Yanyan can only think objectively as much as possible: at least Lin Weiwei does not have too much pain!
Lin Yanyan and Jingchen have also been staying in the hospital, and after Lin Zi said that after waking up, Lin Yanyan entered the ward alone, planning to talk to Lin Zi. Feng Qing and Lin Xingyuan refused at first, but Lin Yanyan said: "Weiwei is gone, he wants to see you at the last moment, which means that he has let go, he has let go, and I have nothing to complain about." I want to apologize to Lin Zi, after all, she and I still have 10 years ago. ”
Lin Xing glanced at Yuanqing, Feng Qing kept staring at Lin Yanyan, and then they agreed.
Lin Yanyan walked into the ward, which was the first time the two sisters had talked in nearly 10 years.
Lin Yanyan said: "I'm sorry, I apologize for the incident when I pushed you downstairs, I don't expect you to forgive me, because I caused you such a serious injury, you have the right not to forgive me, but I want to express my heart, I have been feeling guilty and blaming myself all these years, always trying to find an opportunity to apologize to you, but for various reasons, I ......" Lin Yanyan closed his eyes, crossed Feng Qing out of his mind, and continued to say gently and sincerely, "Now I can finally open my mouth to say sorry to you." I'd love to be able to do something for you, if you ask for it. ”
Lin Zi said that she suddenly burst into tears, she looked at the ceiling, and thought about it for a long time before saying: "Many years ago, I hoped that you could apologize to me, and even thought about taking revenge on you, so that you could also taste pain similar to mine...... But recently, I've thought about it, it's me and my mother who are sorry for you and Lin Weiwei first, so it's no wonder you're ......"
Feng Qing destroyed the family of Lin Yanyan's sister and brother, and forced her mother to death, and later, Lin Zi said that at the instigation of his mother, he deliberately teamed up with Lu Xintou to stimulate her, they were obviously cousins, but they still pretended to be a couple and trampled on her painstaking crush for 3 years, so Lin Yanyan talked to Lin Zi, and pushed her down the stairs by mistake in excitement.
Lin Yanyan has been annoyed for many years, and because of Feng Qing, she has dispelled the idea of apologizing three times and twice, at that time she hated Feng Qing very much, in line with the principle that Feng Qing does not apologize and she does not apologize, she has been burdened with this psychological pressure for many years, and now, Lin Yanyan is relieved, even if Feng Qing does not apologize, she has to apologize to Lin Zi first.
And Lin Zi said that after being injured, she also hated Lin Yanyan for many years, but in the past year, as her condition worsened, she knew that her days were not coming, but instead, she didn't want to go underground with so much hatred. And Lin Yanyan didn't mean to hurt her back then, she and her mother hurt Lin Yanyan, but it was intentional, when it comes to responsibility, she and her mother are even sorry for Lin Yanyan more. She didn't want to pursue it anymore.
Lin Yanyan said: "When your mother came to me and talked about your condition and said that you need to change your kidney to get better, I thought about making a kidney type match with you, whether it is suitable, if it is suitable, I will agree to donate to you, but your mother said that I have a different blood type from you, and I want Lin Weiwei to donate a kidney, and when I encounter Lin Weiwei's problem, I will not back down in principle, so this matter has been put on hold." ”
"I know, my mom told me that. ”
In fact, there was a lot of hatred on both sides at that time.
"I really don't blame you. Lin Zi said and said, "I don't need you to compensate for anything, I am in this situation now, even if you don't push me down the stairs back then, I will die, so I don't want anything anymore, I just want ...... This sin I suffered can reduce some of the sins of my parents, after all, their mistakes are unforgivable, and if God wants to punish them through me, I am also willing, I hope that after I am gone, they will no longer suffer, but can live a healthy and comforting life. I hope you ...... too They can be forgiven. "Mobile phone please visit: