"When did you have such an idea, did you have it recently, or did you have it a long time ago?"

Lin Yanyan felt that his thoughts were really terrible, how could he think so, if he was so suspicious recently, it was easy to understand, if he had been thinking like this since they fell in love, it was hard for her to imagine what kind of mentality he had in his relationship with her until now, and she actually dated this man who had never trusted, and even entrusted him for life.

Lu Xintou smiled and said: "When did you start to have it, does it matter, the important thing is that you have always been obsessed with Jingchen"

"What do you think I will never forget about Jingchen, and what should I do to think that I will not forget him"

"After dating for so long, I want you to sleep with me, and you are all forced to the gallows, but you are with Jingchen, do you also react like this?"

"I had my period yesterday" Lin Yanyan was very aggrieved, "You suddenly treated me like this, what should I do, let me accept you unconditionally"

"Don't talk about last night, I'll just say that usually, how do you treat me normally, we are lovers, it's a very normal boyfriend and girlfriend relationship, it's not illegal, it's not secretive, why don't you even want to sleep with me, and let me abide by what gentleman's agreement for you, if you don't want to, I can't force you, but it's been dating for several months, when do you have any signs of willingness, every time I want to touch you, you push me away, or refuse for various reasons, have you really considered my mood I think I'm very bad Lu Xintou, I can't even attract my girlfriend, I really don't understand why you reject me so much, I also plan to guard Jingchen like jade, but we are lovers, I am the one who will accompany you to the end in the future, I am your man, are you unable to accept such a fact?"

"Do you men think with your lower body" Lin Yanyan was really angry, angry and aggrieved," When I broke up with Jingchen, I didn't want to enter the next relationship so quickly, but you are very impatient, you want to have results as soon as possible, okay, I promised you, but I don't think that we can do it in one step as soon as we get along, I need a step-by-step process, you said it, you respect me, you can give me such a process, I'm very happy, why do you regret it now, is it in your eyes, the relationship between men and women must reach that step to formally establish the relationship, in order to call me accept you"

"If you were like this when you were dating Jingchen, I have nothing to say, but you weren't like this when you were dating Jingchen, you can't wait to stick to him every day"

"Why do you really know when I have a relationship with Jingchen, besides, how about my relationship with Jingchen, don't you seem to humiliate me with this kind of thing, how important is a woman's innocence to a woman, is it just a bargaining chip for you to compete with each other in your eyes, don't you think you care about these things, you don't respect me, and you don't think about my feelings"

Lin Yanyan was very helpless, she didn't know how to convince him at all, she was really sad when he mentioned these things. And when she was dating Jingchen, she didn't have a relationship immediately at the beginning of the relationship, she and Jingchen also experienced a very slow process, and even in the end, Jingchen used coaxing means before she agreed, and when she was dating Jingchen, she had been in City B, and Jingchen had a lot of things at home, and they didn't have a lot of time to meet, how could he say that about her

Lu Xintou lay flat on the bed, looked at the ceiling, smiled sullenly, and said: "Even if I don't mention these things, I still can't feel your love for me, even if we planned to get engaged last night, you don't love me in your heart."

"What is love, how old are you, still asking for things that you don't love, I'm not as naïve as you, and then you understand what love is, I understand that love is trust, it is to give each other company, even if there is no vigorous, no touching romance, but it is best to be able to give each other stability and stability. I've always been by your side, we attend all the activities I think you're my boyfriend, I'll worry about you if you don't go home, I'll take care of you when you're sick, it's not called love, maybe I can't give you too much enthusiasm, because I've been hurt by you and Jingchen in turn, my mentality is old, I can't be like a little girl all day long, or stick to you, but everything I do, I swear I think you're my boyfriend, and I haven't said anything to Jingchen, even if I see him, it's just a polite greeting, and I haven't been ambiguous with him, what else do you have to do, how else do you believe me”

The more Lin Yanyan talked, the more aggrieved she became, and today she had just broken off with Jingchen, and when she came back at night, he made trouble, which made her feel unladylike. How could Lu Xintou do this

She said again: "As soon as you started looking for me, you knew very well what kind of woman I was, and I also knew what kind of attitude I had towards you, if you accepted it, you should admit it, why do you regret it now, if you expect the little girl to give you a vigorous and passionate love, why don't you go to someone else"

"Are you so desperate that I go to someone else" Lu Xintou suddenly pounded the bed and sat up, hysterical and very manic.

Lin Yanyan was startled again, she felt that Lu Xintou was so terrifying that she couldn't talk about it anymore.

"I like you too much, so I indulge you, and you still feel wronged Since we are boyfriend and girlfriend, why can't I ask you to give me more enthusiasm, even if you can't give more enthusiasm, at least not less than you treat Jingchen, why do you treat me differently, you dare to say that you treat me the same as you treat Jingchen"

"It's impossible for me to fall in love like before, I'm more rational and sober now, I know what I want, and I know what kind of relationship is good for each other, so I chose you, and I believe I can go with you to the end. But why are you still struggling, you always think that I don't love you, don't I love you, I love Jingchen deeply, have you ever thought about it, I am already dead to Jingchen, why don't you believe me so much"

Lin Yanyan said as she spoke, tears flowed out: "Today Lin Lan also persuaded me, persuaded me and Jingchen to turn back, but I showed her our engagement ring, I said I chose you, it is impossible to turn back, but you don't believe me, wouldn't it be too ridiculous If I miss Jingchen, today Lin Lan persuaded me, I can immediately pounce into Jingchen's arms, why do I come back and waste time arguing with you"

"Heh, after talking so much, you still don't understand what I want, what I want is equal love, I want you to put all your passion on me, instead of living with me in humiliation, and not always obsessing with Jingchen, is this too much to ask, you are about to marry me, can't you do it?"

Lin Yanyan shook her head, she really didn't want to quarrel anymore, Lu Xintou was too unreasonable, so she said: "Okay, you make trouble, I won't quarrel with you, you just continue to guard your self-righteous point of view, if you don't trust and think I don't love you, then I can leave, in this way, can you be quiet?"

After Lin Yanyan finished speaking, he opened the door and turned to go out.

"Why are you going to Lin Yanyan when you come back, you come back"

Lin Yanyan didn't look back at all, and ran downstairs while crying.

Lu Xintou chased him out, but he couldn't walk steadily after drinking, so when he got to the door, he stood holding on to the door frame, and kept calling her, his voice was irritable, but Lin Yanyan wouldn't look back.

After Lin Yanyan ran downstairs, he didn't care whether he was still wearing pajamas or not, so he drove away in the car.

She didn't expect this to happen, she just wanted to leave the room to clean up, and she didn't think about running away from home. Who knew that Lu Xintou had been chasing him out, and shouted angrily, she was afraid that he would make a disturbance tonight, so she simply fled.

In the end, she was still afraid of Lu Xintou's drunken madness. His temper is too impatient and irritable, and it is too difficult to control, he thought he had changed for the better in the past few months of falling in love, but he didn't expect him to look at him again tonight, he didn't get better, but he endured all his bad temper in order to please her before, after all, human nature is difficult to change, Lin Yanyan is very sad.

After she drove out, she realized that she had nowhere to go, she didn't have her phone and wallet when she just went out, she just took a bunch of car keys, in such a situation she couldn't even stay in a hotel, let alone wearing pajamas, and couldn't walk around the street at will.

In a desperate situation, Lin Yanyan cried uncontrollably, she parked the car on the side of the road for a while, and then thought of her new house, Lin Yanyan finally drove the car to the new house.

She took a bunch of keys with the keys to the new house, Lin Yanyan arrived at the new home at about one o'clock in the morning, there was no one in the elevator, she went upstairs in her pajamas, and when she arrived at the new home, she opened the key and went in, and suddenly there was a smell of home decoration.

The new home has been renovated, but she hasn't moved here yet, there are homes in it, but it's not too complete, and there are some bits and pieces to buy, but it's much better than she has nowhere to go.

Lin Yanyan turned on all the lights that could be turned on at home, sat on the sofa, and looked at the empty new home, feeling powerless.

This home was also bought by Lu Xintou for her, including the car she just drove over, which was also Lu Xintou's car, and even the pajamas and slippers on her body were also bought by swiping his card when she went shopping with him after she returned to City A

If there is no Lu Xintou, what can she do, she seems to have turned into a rattan, and she can only climb the big tree and live, if she leaves the big forest, Yanyan can't imagine it.

She seems to be more and more dependent on Lu Xintou, it was not like this when she fell in love at the beginning, even if she could live without Lu Xintou, but after falling in love, she became a rattan, food, clothing, housing, and Lin Weiwei's treatment expenses all relied on Lu Xintou's support, and it was precisely because of these economic conditions that she felt that she was more and more inseparable from him, and she had to marry him.

She also thought that she had slowly accepted Lu Xintou and was slowly moved by him

In fact, what Lin Lan and Lu Xintou said should be correct, she just betrayed herself and Lu Xintou together, she is a powerful woman, she has no feelings

Thinking of this, Lin Yanyan was unusually sad. She lowered her head and put her hands on her forehead, feeling no hope in the silence of the night. Mobile Visit: