CHAPTER XVII

"The past has nothing to do with me, I only look to the future." At this time, he remembered the sentence that it is not easy for a lover to beloved. That's right, yes. Fu Buyi felt that he not only agreed with his lover's words, but also recognized Sunshine more importantly. This sense of identity was something that gloom and darkness had never given him. It is the original Fu Buyi's desire.

The first time the sunlight entered, his inner world seemed to start to shake a little. Is it going to collapse? The sun made him more and more disgusted with his inner world. The sun is a magnet for him. No, that's Lisa's guidance. Guide him to another world. There is sunshine, and the key is to have a world with Lisa.

The sunlight made him lose his original self. But it's not terrible. At this point, he was not at all afraid of losing his original self. As long as that new world is attractive enough to him, he is willing to give up his original self and his original inner world. And the world attracted him not only to Sunshine, but also to Lisa. He longed to be in the world with Lisa, he wanted to be by Lisa's side, he wanted to be with Lisa. He is willing to step out of his inner world. He is willing to follow Lisa. That's what Lisa's presence in his life is about.

He, for the first time in his life, was active, accomplished, redeeming himself.

The sun seems to have blessed Lisa with mana. Lisa took a hand from her world into Fu Buyi's inner world. Lisa's hand shimmered with gold. No, that's not golden light. That's sunshine. In order to show her sincerity in accepting Fu Buyi, Sunshine crumpled herself and turned it into a glittering golden light, which was sprinkled on Lisa's hand. And the glittering golden light seemed to illuminate the direction for Fu Buyi, guiding him to the world where he should have gone and belonged to him. It's a world with Lisa.

Fu Buyi slowly stretched out his hand and held Lisa's hand. He didn't want to let go. Since he is unwilling to let go, the price he has to pay is that he has to abandon his inner world. He volunteered to go with Lisa. Because, Lisa's hands are warm. It was as warm as the sun shining on his face. He longs for this warmth. He longs to use this warmth to lift the seal and drive away gloom and darkness.

And gloom and darkness do not agree. Alliances cannot be broken. The League did not allow traitors. They turned from stunned to irritable. They used all their power to stop, obstruct, pull, intercept, seal, and imprison. In the end, they turned from irritable to violent and cruel. They scratched, bitten, and tore Fu Buyi's body, to break Fu Buyi's body into pieces, and to get rid of Fu Buyi, a traitor.

And Sunshine seems to be enraged. Sunlight unleashed its nirvana. Exposure. Exposure to everything in the world. What is a dry river? What is a cracked land? Even boulders can be exposed to the sun and turned into powder. Sunlight increases brightness and heat. Exposure to gloomy and dark. And gloom and darkness do not seem to be able to withstand the sun. It is peeling off the cocoon, and wisps of smoke are evaporating. Yes, the result of exposure to the sun is evaporation. They had no time to take care of Fu Buyi.

Lisa took the opportunity to pull Fu Buyi into her own world, which was also the world that originally belonged to Fu Buyi, a world with sunshine.

Giving up the inner world is a fallacy. Sunshine is correcting this fallacy. It is transforming and repairing Fu Buyi's original inner world.

But sunlight doesn't seem to have the ability to widen the gaps in the ceiling. But sunlight can be flooded. Filled every corner of Fu Buyi's inner world. Evaporate the gloom and darkness from every corner. Evaporation, on, on, on. This is bound to be a protracted battle. Because it has been sealed for 44 years, it can't all evaporate overnight. But Fu Buyi firmly believes that as long as there is Lisa, there is sunshine, and evaporation will continue. In the end, he will return to the inner world of an ordinary person.

At this time, Fu Buyi finally entered the world he longed for, Lisa. But he never opened his eyes.

He understood. To the world, he was just a newborn baby.

He couldn't open his eyes, he couldn't see the world clearly. He can only use his primitive instincts to perceive the world. Yes, to perceive.

Long. Maybe it's been a long time. He came to his senses. He was sure it was sunshine. The sun shone into his home, on the couch, on his face, on his eyelids. Warm, not hot. It's morning sunshine. He woke up.

Fu Buyi bought a new mobile phone and sent it to Lisa's unit.

"Isn't it, old man, what a loss?"

"You have to pay for it."

"But I've already bought it myself. Exactly the same as what you bought. ”

"Huh?"

"Otherwise, you give me what you bought, and I'll give you what I bought. It's kind of a gift exchange for us. In this way, it becomes meaningful, and it does not feel like it is a waste of money. Some things, if you think differently, will become completely different. Master, do you understand? ”

"Hmm."

Both were delighted to have received gifts from each other.

It's time to chat with Lisa again. This made Fu Buyi feel that his life was on the right track.

"Lisa, I saw a book. A passage on the book cover instantly resonated with me. I exist because you need me！ Translated, I exist because you need me. Lisa, you exist because I need you. Fu Buyi was excited.

"Hmph." Lisa was unmoved. "Oh, I'm really idle, and I still go to the bookstore. As for me, I've paid a heavy price. My voice is hoarse, and I can't broadcast live for a week. Alas. ”

"Lisa, I'm sorry. I...... I'll buy you medicine. ”

"Excuse me, uncle, please recognize your role. This time you are not playing a warm man, you are the culprit. ”

"I'm sorry. I ......"

"In the future, be kind to me."

"Definitely, definitely."

"Listen to me in everything."

"Definitely, definitely."

"It's better for me than for your daughter-in-law."

"Definitely, definitely. Oh no, I don't have a daughter-in-law. ”

"That's what it means."

"Good. Know, know. ”

"Old man, I feel like I'm brainwashing you."

"I have a hunch that all the leeks in the rest of my life will be cut by you alone."

"Hahahaha." Lisa laughed. "After brainwashing, leeks will be cut. This one is good. I like it. ”

"Lisa, I think you deserve all the good things in the world. I will pray for you. Well. ”

Lisa felt that she should talk to Fu Buyi about some positive topics.

"Old man, have you ever had a dream? What are your dreams? Let me start by saying that my dream is to become an elite in the industry. I've been working on it. ”

"My dream...... I have to start by mentioning Ryoko Ko. ”

"Do you want to talk about Xiao Liangzi? I want to hear it. ”

"He made me see a man with dreams, drinking water is sweet, sleeping is fragrant. That day, their ship docked at a port with a cell phone signal. He made a point of video calling me. Belch...... I'm going to use the word 'elated.'" He happily said to me, "Old man, I have a dream." When he said this, the state of mind and the tone of his speech were unprecedented, and they were judged like two people. Only...... It's the kind that shines through the sun. I said, what? You? Dream? He said with a smile, knowing that you were the kind of reaction. It doesn't matter, I have the support of my dreams, and nothing can break me. I won't be crushed again. ”

Fu Buyi continued. He said he fell in love with a woman on an online platform. The kind that I'm very obsessed with. I think his life has turned around at this point. He did not become sad because of love, on the contrary, he felt that he had met with beauty. He couldn't bear to throw it away. He's going to record it, he's going to bring this illusion to life. He wants to keep this beauty forever. So, he had his first dream in life, to write a book. He wrote about his fantasy of a love affair with the woman. ”

"Wow, that's romantic. Write a book for someone you love. ”

Perhaps for him, romance is still a luxury. He didn't feel romantic, he just felt beautiful. If you want to say that this person, when he is in a good mood, he seems to be full of positive energy and positive. He actually started an initiative in the book. This initiative stems from his own experience. His book was completed in earnest without a cell phone signal. From this, he believes that mobile phones have made us lose too much. It's not a waste of time, it's a loss of life. The original text says, 'Artificially create an opportunity for yourself to temporarily leave the Internet, to discover a different self, to find a different life'. ”

"Great. Xiao Liangzi had a dream and finally realized it. And there is also a sense of life. ”

"And so. It also makes me admire him more and more. Due to his limited level, after his book was published on the Internet, there were few readers. They only flipped through the first two chapters and gave up. This book did not bring him fame, nor profit, nor did it bring any change to his life, despite his longing. Because the reality of the situation forced him. However, he was actually relieved. Fame and fortune, he said, are just an accessory to dreams. He has fulfilled his original intention. ”

"Old man, the realm of Xiao Liangzi...... I'm about to cry. That...... Why did he become the way he is? What happened? ”

Alas, it's a pity that later, Xiao Liangzi's life was reversed again. Because of the unsatisfactory life, his heart was once again darkened, even darker than before. He even lingered on the dream that had brought him a beautiful one. The financial embarrassment made him even more eager for the book to bring him fame, fortune and turnaround. He came to me, borrowed 50,000 yuan, and found a publishing house to publish it himself. Anyway, the dismal sales broke him again. At this time, it is not new to use words such as 'discouraged' and 'hopeless' to describe him, which have appeared many times in his life. In the end, he took all the books back from the bookstores, and they all burned on fire. ”

"Huh? Did he go to a psychiatrist? You have to see a psychiatrist. ”

"Nope. He said that from a certain point of view, the treatment of psychologists is brainwashing. They do everything they can to convince you that they are right and that you ...... is wrong. “

"Alas. It's too extreme. "Lisa regrets." What you pursue, you will eventually be eaten up by something. The more you value something, the more it will weigh on your heart. In the end, perhaps death is the real relief. Promise me, old man, you will never do that. ”

"Xiao Liangzi didn't commit suicide, and I wouldn't choose an extreme way to leave this world. Because, I have reluctance. ”

"Reluctant? Is it me? ”

Fu Buyi did not answer positively. "I think that his appearance, his presence, has brought me a ...... It's like a role model. Or...... A guideline. He took me on the road to my dreams. He encouraged me and helped me. It was because I believed in the beauty of dreams that I saw the beauty later. That golden light. Lisa, I think, my dream, is to meet you. ”

"Mom, I like this mouth more and more. Hahahaha. ”

“Lisa。” The two stopped in front of a café. "Shall I give you a cup of coffee? I've been passing by many times, and I'm ...... I've never been to a place like this before. ”

"Oh my God...... Today, sister, I'd rather have insomnia than take you to see the world. Sister please. ”

Fu Buyi sipped coffee, experienced the atmosphere, and admired the surrounding decorations. "In film and television works, they all come here. Yang Yi never drinks coffee, so I haven't been here. ”

"Oops, I'm wrong about you. I thought you had the same taste as your good sister. They all said that they wouldn't let you order the original flavor, how bitter, I didn't listen. You said that this little girl is willful and cute. An uncle is willful, that is, stubborn and rigid. ”

"I thought about it early. I must drink the most bitter. I'm perceiving, perceiving its roots. ”

"Perception? That...... Do you perceive me? What do you perceive? ”

"Anyway...... I felt myself. I am a sunflower in front of you. Hehe. ”

"I'm starting to annoy you a little. It's always been inexplicable lately. Pretend to be esoteric. ”

"You don't understand."

"Look, here we go again. Annoying. Alas, old man, I'm fat. ”

"Where? I didn't see it. ”

"Since we met you, our dinner has been too rich. I can't keep my mouth shut. ”

"Therefore, restraint and restraint are left to others, and what is left to oneself is always to do as you like."

"Huh. It's human nature. Lisa laughed.

"That's right. Therefore, to lose weight is to destroy human nature. ”

"Your logic...... Unhealthy. ”

"You're doing a grammatical error. Why isn't logic healthy? ”

"Okay, old man. I was able to speak well now. ”

"Prizes. I studied with Lisa. Fu Buyi said, while clasping his hands into fists and raising them high to the upper left. Follow the example of the ancients.

"Hahahaha." The two laughed.

"Hello everyone, I'm the resident singer tonight. Next song, I ...... I want to sing to my ...... Predecessor. It's been a decade since we broke up. Today is her birthday, and here I ...... I wish her ...... Happiness. The singer was a little choked, his eyes were ruddy, and he sang Eason Chan's song "Long Time No See". Will you suddenly show up at the coffee shop on the corner, I will have a smile, wave and chat with you......"

Lisa gradually put away her smile. Look down at the coffee cup. "Old man, I don't like this song."

"I don't like it either. ' The melody of every sad song has tears beating with it. And your story happens to be hidden in a sheet music'. Xiao Liangzi said. ”

"He's very emotional." Lisa stirred the coffee with a spoon.

Fu Buyi continued. "In that song just now, some boring people, according to the lyrics, also came up with an Eason Chan's law. Say what the ex is likely to be out of the coffee shop on the corner. ”

"Old man, Eason Chan's law...... It's true. Lisa's glazed eyes were staring at the table in the distance. There were two men sitting at that table. And the tall and handsome man who was facing Lisa, who was about the same age as Lisa, also happened to see Lisa at this time. Two people. Four eyes. Sluggish. Stare. Long.

"Ex!?" Fu Buyi exclaimed. Holy shit, Eason Chan's law was made up by me. How did it come true? What's going on? Fu Buyi was confused.

That's right. Lisa's predecessor.

The man was the first to recover from his sluggish gaze. He obviously saw Fu Buyi beside Lisa. He chatted with his companion. The companion glanced over to Lisa's side. The two of them settled the bill, got up, and hurried away. Hurried.