"Seven or eight years ago I thought I had met the right person, but I missed it, and I was heartbroken, but then I figured out that the reason why we missed it was not because the time and place didn't allow it, but because we weren't suitable, we weren't fit each other well enough, and we finally broke up. But it was also this relationship that made me more aware of what I wanted and what kind of person was best for me. Seven or eight years later, I found my love again, but I was forced to break up again. ”

Jingchen's brows froze for a moment, "It's not that we're not suitable this time, it's that we don't know each other well enough, if we really understand each other, we can go a long way." ”

"Don't say it," Lin Yanyan said repulsively, shedding tears.

Jingchen lowered his head and held the red wine glass, but he didn't pick it up, just stared at the dark red wine, and continued: "The second relationship was too rushed, we didn't even fully understand each other, and we were forced to dissolve without enough run-in, but it is not easy for me to find a heartwarming relationship in seven or eight years, I am not willing to end it so hastily, and it is not our own reasons, but because of external factors, what a pity"

"Don't say it, I don't want to hear it" Lin Yanyan resisted softly again.

But Jingchen picked up the red wine glass and shook it gently, but said stubbornly, he didn't use "you", but only "she", as if he was not talking to her, but just talking to himself and pouring out his thoughts.

"When we broke up, she said that she chose someone else, and I was heartbroken, and if she chose someone else, it means that we are really not suitable, and I will let go. But in fact, this is not the case, she did not choose someone else, but quietly escaped. I couldn't understand why she gave up on our relationship so easily, but on reflection, I thought, she was just forced to give up due to family pressure. ”

After Jingchen took a sip of red wine, he twisted his eyebrows, I don't know if he frowned because the red wine was not good enough, or because it hurt too much in his heart. He put down the red wine glass, but continued to stare at the dark red wine and said: "If she is afraid of my family pressure and let go, I will choose to run away, after all, I don't want my ideal love and my ideal career to be ruined in the hands of my father." Maybe I shouldn't keep putting up with it, I'm going to take the initiative, and as long as I'm no longer under my father's control, I can do what I want. It's just that I don't know, I've decided now whether she can still hear it, whether she can still hear it in her heart."

Jingchen's tone gradually became lighter: "I don't want our ideal love to be destroyed because of a little external factor, that would be too innocent for us"

"That's not your ideal love, that's just your illusion and I'm not suitable for you either" Lin Yanyan resisted, stared at him for a while, realized his gaffe, and turned his head sideways to pack his luggage and said, "I'm sorry, it's late, my brother is waiting for me, I have to go home"

Jingchen stepped over the table and gently clasped her hand: "Sit with me for a while." ”

His tone was still so light, but there was helplessness and sighs in the light.

Lin Yanyan's eyes were already moist, and she was really afraid that if she continued to do it, she would be attacked by Jingchen.

Jingchen's words had a great effect on her, because she loved him, so when she saw him or heard him talk about it, her heart was shaken and blamed herself, and she didn't dare to listen to it anymore.

But Jingchen just clasped her hand like this, sighed softly, and showed a slight disappointment in her tone, her heart trembled, she was afraid that he would be disappointed, afraid that he would be sad.

Loving someone is this tangled state.

Jingchen said softly: "If you don't want to hear it, just think I'm just regretting an ideal love, I just don't know where to go, I just want to find someone to talk to." ”

Lin Yanyan was silent.

Jingchen let go, but she didn't get up and left.

The two of them just sat in the western restaurant, listening to the music, the steak and chicken steaks on the table were already cold, and they stopped moving.

Jingchen stopped talking, just drank the red wine little by little, his eyes were foggy.

Lin Yanyan's emotions brewed and fermented in her heart, and finally she burst into tears.

They sat quietly like this for about half an hour, and Lin Yanyan secretly wiped her tears and said, "I have to go, it's late."

Jingchen was not embarrassed, stood up and said, "I'll send you"

Lin Yanyan beckoned the waiter to come over to pay, Jingchen wanted to pay the bill, Lin Yanyan stopped his hand and said, "Let's AA." ”

Her eyes were firm and her tone was affirmative.

Jingchen looked at her for a while, and did not argue with her, and obeyed her wishes.

So Lin Yanyan paid for his own chicken steak, Jingchen paid for his steak, and the glass of red wine on the table was ordered by Jingchen, and Jingchen also paid for it.

Lin Yanyan went out, and Jingchen silently followed behind her.

Jingchen drove the car over, got out of the car again, opened the car door, and asked her to get up. Lin Yanyan sat down silently.

After Jingchen returned to his seat, he leaned over and fastened her seat belt.

In fact, Lin Yanyan planned to do this action by herself, but as soon as she raised her hand, Jingchen had already come over to help her.

He was very close to her, and the faint breath brushed the tip of her nose, and reminded her of the first time they went out on a date when they were about to fall in love, and Jingchen fastened her seat belt. He was always so gentle and silent in his care for her.

Jingchen always gives people a very comfortable feeling and never forces her. Tonight he told her his thoughts, she didn't want to hear it, he didn't say it, he would rather be silent with her for half an hour, she said that she wanted AA to pay the bill, he didn't mind losing face, silently indulged her. Including all the things she got along with him before, he always gave her a feeling of pampering her and tolerating her.

If it was Lu Xintou, it might be different, Lu Xintou would not tolerate her so much, Lu Xintou always forced her, even if she had already given feedback, he would still force her.

So Jingchen always gives people a comfortable feeling, which is probably the reason why she is willing to get along with him, likes to date him, and finally slowly falls in love with him.

To this day, Jingchen is still very excited to do these things for her.

Jingchen sent her home, Lin Yanyan sat for a while, even if she was reluctant, she still said to him: "Thank you, good night"

She was about to unbuckle her seat belt, and Jingchen reached out again to help her untie it, so the hands of the two unexpectedly touched.

The touch of body temperature made her heart tremble more than the heart of him leaning over to fasten her seat belt. She thought of him holding her hand, of his hug, of his kiss.

Her heart trembled violently, and all her cells were drawn to it, clamoring to get close to him, to hug him.

He still had a fatal attraction to her, nearly breaking her defenses.

And Jingchen seemed to feel her heartbeat, and suddenly grabbed her hand and whispered, "Don't go, okay?"

There was magic in his voice, and it was rolling in her ear.

She didn't dare to look at Jingchen's eyes, for fear that she would fall as soon as she saw it.

"Don't give up easily, how much time do we have to spend to meet someone who likes each other, maybe give up this time, and there will be no way to find the right person in the future, are you willing?"

Lin Yanyan burst into tears, but she still had a little sense, so she ruthlessly unscrewed his hand and said, "I'm sorry, I finally escaped from that cage, I don't want to fall into it again"

She was gone, and she walked very fast, afraid that if she was a step slower, she would throw herself into his arms.

Therefore, Jingchen's retention still failed.

He leaned back to his place, his heart being hit by a deep sense of frustration, and he could only sigh.

Lin Yanyan returned home, Lin Weiwei was still waiting for him, she asked him: "Why haven't you slept yet"

Lin Weiwei said: "I'm waiting for you to come back, sister, why is it so late today"

Lin Yanyan said: "It's overtime, you can rest early." Lin Yanyan planned to walk back to his room.

Lin Weiwei called her: "Sister, you have a courier." ”

Lin Yanyan frowned, she hadn't bought anything recently.

She took the courier from Lin Weiwei's hand, and saw that it was a tightly wrapped small box, and she really couldn't guess what it was. She looked for scissors to take it apart, and when she saw what was inside, both of them were stunned.

Lin Yanyan took out the delicate small box inside, looked at it slowly, and hesitated to open it.

Lin Weiwei said: "It won't be jewelry."

This small box does look like a box of jewelry, and you know that the price is expensive just by looking at the box.

Lin Yanyan finally opened it. Lin Weiwei immediately exclaimed: "Wow, it's really jewelry."

Inside lies a platinum-encrusted black pearl bracelet. That black pearl was large and had a soft light, making it a great treasure.

Lin Weiwei turned over the inspection certificate of the packaging bag and looked at it, and said to his sister: "This thing is not simple, who gave it, does anyone want to pursue my sister?"

Lin Yanyan looked up and down at the packaging box, and couldn't tell who the gift was, because the gift was sent directly from the jewelry store, and the name left was also the name of the jewelry store.

But she might have guessed who sent it.

Lin Yanyan took the gift and said to Lin Weiwei: "You rest early, don't gossip"

She entered her room, opened WeChat and asked the person: "You gave me the bracelet"

The guy was online and replied to her: "Did you get a like so quickly?"

"Why did you give me such a valuable thing," Lin Yanyan frowned and asked him.

The man said, "Because you are worthy." ”

He even bought the house next door to her, let alone a piece of jewelry, and he was willing to spend as much money and effort as he could chase her, as long as he could catch her

However, Lu Xintou ignores that not every girl likes this kind of money offense.

Lin Yanyan frowned, she really felt that his words were becoming more and more ambiguous, in the past, when he sent flowers and afternoon tea, she thought he was just a prank, because when she asked him, he always said: "Because it's fun" as if to make her angry. But this time, he actually replied seriously: "Because you are worth it." "Isn't it ambiguous?

"You want to pursue me," Lin Yanyan asked him again.

Lu Xintou felt that it was time to show her heart, and also tested whether she would be disgusted, or gladly accepted. Frankly admitted: "Yes." ”

Lin Yanyan was stunned and silent, and his mood was very complicated for a while.

This person, if he dared to say that he wanted to pursue her before, she would hate to resist and even refuse harshly.

Lin Yanyan didn't know if this was her exclusive problem, if a man she didn't have a good impression of wanted to pursue her, she didn't have any feelings for that man, and she immediately hated him very much.

In her consciousness, she will only be happy if the person she likes pursues her, and the person she doesn't feel, no matter how good his character is or how handsome he looks, as long as he shows signs of pursuing her, she will immediately hate that person very much, just like Tang Yitian, who simply hit her muzzle.

If this stranger had pursued her before, she would have scolded him and scolded him for being sick, but at this moment, her mood was very complicated, she didn't reject him so much, and even a little happy