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Jing Che forgot to move She spent a few lonely years alone No one cared for her The only one in the past eight years was also killed by her own hands Maybe such a blank is a punishment Over time, she already felt that she didn't need it

And yet, when she got it again, this almost negligible warmth that was so subtle that it gave rise to a greed for her, a desire to be more, even to be cared for by that person, to be cared for by more people

She lowered her eyes and silently poured a full glass to fulfill her promise to answer, and the glass was handed to her lips, and Xiu stopped her hand: "It's not a problem, it's okay if you don't answer."

"Click" A tear was broken on the back of Yexiu's hand

Jing Che looked at Ye Xiu, this face had no expression, showing indifference and coldness to everything, she probably guessed that this was the same person as Ye Xiu a thousand years later, but at this time, his life had not been interfered with by her, and she couldn't predict what would happen in the next thousand years

However, at this moment, her insistence collapsed a little, maybe because of a sentence, maybe because of this person, she covered her mask, pretended to be calm, but there was still a choked voice, and a muffled voice came from between her fingers: "Yes, as you said, I'm not good, Chiming Gu is like a devil in my body, tearing my flesh and soul everywhere... But I don't hate the person who fed me Gu, I think I deserve it, this pain is like a kind of retribution...... Revenge on my intolerable inhumanity to him many years ago."

She grabbed the wine glass and drank it all in one gulp, she couldn't taste it, she only knew a cold pour in her throat, and when she looked up again, the deep pupil behind the mask returned to normal: "When you are dying, what do you want to do the most?"

He also took a small sip of wine Probably this taste is really unsuitable for him Every time he takes a sip, he needs to frown slightly A glass of wine took a long time to finish He turned his face to look at the statue in the shrine in silence This is the first time he looks at God from this perspective It seems that something in his body is about to break through the cage under the awakening of alcohol: "I... I'm going to hug this idol."

Jing Che thought he was drunk and looked at him tentatively and his eyes were still clear Their last wishes before dying sounded a little funny She smiled: "When I was very young, I thought that my last wish was to see the unification of the world and the people of the Eight Desolations live and work in peace and contentment, and what I am doing now is nothing more than stealing his wine and wanting to steal this taste that makes him drunk...... Unfortunately, I still don't know what the sake tastes like."

She thought she could steal back that time, when the years were still quiet, and he toasted to her in the daylight, and opened his lips as if to say something, and she felt that everything was so close and yet so far away

"If I live too long, many things have lost their meaning, maybe this is not a last wish, it's just something I can't and dare not do in my life."

Jing Che drank cup after cup The cold feeling seemed to be able to temporarily paralyze the pain in her body She had forgotten the rules she had said The voice was ethereal because of the slight drunkenness: "Since you can live so long beyond the limits of human beings, why don't you dare to surpass such a simple thing Then what is the meaning of your life..."

"I dare not be disrespectful to God"

"Who the hell are you?"

"My identity with my clan is the guardian of God" is also too strong to drink, and at this moment, his fair face flushed slightly, "The power God has given me is to erase my memory, God cannot interfere with everything in people, so if someone has seen God, then I am responsible for erasing people's memories."

Jing Che looked at Ye Xiu with some sympathy, "Two thousand years will be like a day, it will be very difficult."

Ye Xiu shook his head: "This is the mission of the Guardians"

"Mission, heh," Jing Che smiled slightly disdainfully, "Someone once told me that I have a different blood on my body, and my ancestors inherited the bloodline of the gods, and the purity of this bloodline can ensure that our people will rule the continent forever, but later, it was not that I gave up my mission, but that the mission abandoned me."

"What is set will not be wiped out because of the change of the world" also fixed his gaze at the red clothes in his words of compassion "The mission will not disappear because of the change of your identity"

Jing Che lay on his back on the high and low steps, holding a wine gourd in his arms, and his vision was suddenly open to the night sky, and I don't know where the wind was blowing

"The world has never needed me, and so has he"

Ye Xiu saw that her eyes behind the mask were black as if they were hiding a thousand turns of sorrow These eyes made him suddenly think of God It had been too long and her appearance had been blurred Only those eyes were thrilling In memory it was like yesterday

"If it weren't for the fact that I'm dying, from the moment I put on this mask, I probably wouldn't have thought that I would be able to tell these secrets to others," Jing Che's arm lay across his eyes, and one or two candles were extinguished in the distance, "Senior brother, thank you."

"I'm not your brother"

Jing Che took care of himself and continued: "He is the best person in the world, he indulges everything about me, he doesn't blame me, if he thinks it's bad, it's just because I made myself miserable."

Jing Che smiled suddenly, opened his mouth and poured wine into his mouth without elegance The wine slipped down the corner of his mouth and fell into the placket of his clothes, wet: "It's just such a good person, I haven't paid attention to it, but I have tried hard to like an impossible person, that person is a drunkard, full of seriousness, but he is a god in my eyes, a god at my fingertips, although I always respond to him, pretend to despise him, and even provoke him with pleasure......"

Jing Che was drunk and unconscious, and she began to cry, "I used to really love him, because I didn't know when I loved, and one day he would beat me into hell with his own hands and suffer, and the fire in the phantom fire burned on my body like a corpse of five horses, and later I learned that this punishment took away my three souls, and I can no longer live like a normal person."

"I entrusted my whole body and soul to him, but he didn't believe me, he wanted to hurt me repeatedly, even to marry another woman, and even to kill me with a sword indiscriminately for that woman, even in the end, he insisted that I was absconding from sin, I was not guilty, so I had to live, even if I had made a more painful struggle than death."

"Don't drink it" also took away her gourd

Jing Che hugged the gourd tightly and glared at Ye Xiu viciously and was already incoherent: "I used to be thinking about one thing... He's so precious to his gourd, is it that as long as I hold his gourd, he will never be able to abandon me."

Then she sat up suddenly, patted Ye Xiu's shoulder, and said thoughtfully, "That's it."