As a student of journalism and communication, with an online rate of about 10% and 460 places left, we still have no chance to continue education.

Anyway, it's in a very bad state, and there's no return for a lot of effort, and that kind of taste is not comfortable.

Eleven was not born in a harmonious and happy family, growing up in the case of a younger sister who was favored by her father since she was a child.

Now that I'm so old, I don't have any expectations, but I have always had an intolerable thing in my heart, that is, I was told that I was a child with a mother and no mother.

My stepmom said the same about me, but I didn't expect my sister to say the same about me after the divorce and got into a fight with her before the exam.

Just two days before the exam, my father came back with my sister, and I was stressed and emotionally out of control and had a fight with my father, and I cried all night that day.

I didn't stay at home that day, and I went to Nanchang the next day, but I never thought that I found myself with a fever when I got up on the morning of the exam.

Of course, I didn't do well in the exam, and soon after I got home, I heard the news that my sister had been admitted to the best high school, and I couldn't hold back.

And I, of course, fell off the list a few days ago.

So far, I haven't received any apologies from my father, only most of the family is telling me that I am bigger and more sensible.

I'm feeling mixed right now, uncomfortable and confused.

I spent a lot of time preparing for the exam, and I spent a lot of money and energy.

Now I have no money, no energy, no hope, and I don't have any fun doing anything.

Although many people tell me that this is not my reason, this is fate, let me accept my fate, let me forgive, but I don't want to.

After adjusting for many days, my mood has not been high, and I can't adjust.

I'm going to go out and look for a job in two days, but I'm still confused.

Maybe I'll pick myself up soon, but not now.

Two years after graduating from the junior college, I can take the postgraduate examination with the same academic ability, and I also applied for an adult bachelor's degree, and in a few days I will start preparing for the postgraduate examination while working.

I owe 3 days of updates now, and the day after tomorrow at the latest, I adjust myself and I'll be updating normally.

After writing this, I actually hesitated for a long time to send it out.

At night, I still couldn't write a word, and looking at the computer, my heart felt like a stone had been crushed.