Jingchen seized the time in her hesitation, kissed her lips, and blocked her possible resistance.

Lin Yanyan was a little confused, although she did not explicitly reject Jingchen, but she did not accept him in this case.

She was still struggling with whether she should accept Jingchen, but Jingchen was so bullied that she was at a loss.

Jingchen slowly pushed her onto the couch and controlled her range.

Lin Yanyan pushed him slightly: "Jingchen"

"Shhh

Lin Yanyan kept pushing him with both hands, but gradually softened.

She wasn't quite sure if she was doing the right thing, because Jingchen's hand was already running up her leg and resting on her waist.

Her gown was girded and tight-fitting at the top half, and he couldn't go any further, so he stayed at the base of her leg and caressed it there softly, a forbidden place where they had never kissed before.

In Lin Yanyan's consciousness, Jingchen has always been very gentlemanly and gentle, even when kissing, he is not easy to mess around, but is very careful to follow her feelings, if she resists a little, he will not force it, but today, why is it a little different from before

Lin Yanyan was a little itchy, controlled his hand, and overflowed from his lips again: "Jingchen"

Jingchen's hand was not strong, but her lips and tongue worked harder and harder, penetrating deeper and harder, causing her breathing to be disordered.

She felt her being held in his arms, consciousness drifting through his soft lips.

He was really a master, and if he wanted to, she really couldn't escape from his palm. It seems that he has been restrained by such a gentleman to her before, but today, he does not seem to intend to restrain himself.

Jingchen had already unzipped her dress, and his hand had invaded his usual inviolable territory, caressing it arbitrarily.

Lin Yanyan became even more nervous, and began to push him in a panic: "Jingchen"

Jingchen wanted to go further, but Lin Yanyan held his hand tightly: "Jingchen, don't"

Jingchen stopped his movements and looked at her, his eyes were already confused, and under the handsome and starry eyes, there was an intoxicating color that Lin Yanyan had never seen before, and there were faint sparks flashing, which made people's cheeks hot when they saw it.

Jingchen asked her hoarsely, as if begging, and like coaxing: "Is it okay Yanyan, is it okay?"

He looked at Lin Yanyan with such eyes, Lin Yanyan was moved, but she didn't dare, she felt that everything was unknown, it was confusing, she didn't know what she should do with Jingchen in the future, so she wasn't mentally prepared.

"I, I think it's too fast," Lin Yanyan stumbled, after all, they had only been dating for a month, and Jingchen treated her like this, she would feel that she was too unreserved.

"But we've been in love for more than a month, Yanyan. Jingchen continued to coax, his voice becoming more and more hoarse.

They've known each other for a long time, he's been following her for at least half a year, and she's liking him even more than he did when he paid attention to him

Two people like each other, and if they want to have further intimate contact, it should not be based on the premise of determining the time of the relationship, but should be measured by the degree of mutual liking.

Lin Yanyan saw that he was so eager and was really afraid that he would be hurt, but she was really not mentally prepared, her concept was still very conservative and traditional, which may be related to her first relationship.

Her voice grew quieter: "But, I'm really scared"

Jingchen looked at her longingly for a while, carefully weighed it, he saw that her eyes were too nervous, and the hand that held down his palm was also tightly clasped to prevent him from moving, probably really didn't want him to mess around.

She wasn't ready, and he had to give up, but it was really disappointed, so he couldn't help but sigh as he let go of her.

He hugged her, pressed her tightly into his arms, stopped moving, and said in a hoarse tone: "Okay, I respect you"

When he said this, it took a lot of perseverance to pull back his senses, and he felt infinite pity in his heart, so his breath was heavy when he sighed. God knows how much he wants to have a further relationship with her, he is not a person who always gives up, he will be responsible for everything she has, if she also likes him, then their relationship is sooner or later, why would she resist him so much

Jingchen lowered his head and kissed her lips again, and said bitterly: "Yanyan, don't you like me, don't you like me enough, Yanyan"

Lin Yanyan was really afraid that he would be hurt, but it was not easy to respond to him, because his breathing and feelings were still hot, and she was afraid that she would give him the wrong hint if she kissed him, so she had to freeze in his arms and say apologetically: "I'm sorry, I love you very much, but I'm really not ready." ”

"If you love me, why would you reject me, Yanyan, I don't want to play with your feelings, I'm serious, how much I like you, I want you to be my woman, Yanyan"

Jingchen muttered to himself in a hurt and confused way.

Lin Yanyan couldn't respond. She felt guilty in her heart, but she was also very entangled. Probably tonight's annual meeting, the appearance of Jingchen's younger brother made Lin Yanyan feel that she and Jingchen had too much uncertainty before, and she didn't know if her relationship with Jingchen would cause Jingchen a lot of trouble.

However, she rejected Jingchen because of this, would it be too selfish She refused to deliver it to him because she was afraid that she would have no future with Jingchen, and seemed to be sorry for Jingchen's love for her. And when she does this, can she really show that she loves Jingchen

Lin Yanyan bit her fingers, her heart was very entangled, on the one hand, she felt that she was too selfish, and on the other hand, she was not ready, and she did not have the intention to accept Jingchen wholeheartedly.

Jingchen kissed her for a while, finally calmed down, and talked to her for a while, Lin Yanyan responded vaguely, because her heart was still free in the tangled state just now.

Jingchen said: "It's late, I'm going to go back." ”

Lin Yanyan realized something, raised his head and looked at him: "Jingchen, are you going back?"

Jingchen nodded, looking at her with a little regret.

He didn't regret that he didn't get the woman he wanted the most tonight, but also regretted that Lin Yanyan wasn't ready to accept him, they had been dating for so long, and she had always said that she liked him very much, she had a crush on him for so long, but when the relationship was really confirmed, he was more anxious than her, which made Jingchen confused and frustrated him even more.

However, he could only comfort himself that Lin Yanyan was born slow and needed more patience to guide him.

"Well, I'm going to go back, you rest early, and we'll get back in touch tomorrow. ”

Lin Yanyan nodded, but she felt that Jingchen's eyes were very lost, and she felt guilty in her heart, so she got up and sent him to the door.

Jingchen turned around and said, "Don't send it, it's late, you can rest early." ”

He kissed her goodbye, and Lin Yanyan suddenly grabbed his hand: "Jingchen"

Jingchen looked at her.

Lin Yanyan's palms were sweaty, she hesitated for a long time, and then she was not very sure of her determination, and said very lightly and weakly: "Why don't you go back tonight."

Jingchen looked at her in surprise.

Lin Yanyan was embarrassed, and because he was uncertain, he stopped talking.

Jingchen smiled, rubbed her hair, stroked her face again, and said, "Yanyan, if you are still not ready, don't force it." ”

"No, I, I" Lin Yanyan was very nervous and wanted to explain, but she didn't know what to explain, she didn't want to disappoint him, she didn't want to see the loss and doubt in his eyes.

Jingchen leaned over and kissed her, and said in a tone that only the two of them could hear: "Although I want you very much, I don't want to see you reluctantly." Our first time was going to be imperfect, and I don't want to regret it. ”

"Jingchen"

"When you're mentally prepared, I'm not welcome. Jingchen winked at her and smiled.

Lin Yanyan blushed and didn't explain anymore.

Jingchen said goodbye to her again and finally left.

After Lin Yanyan closed the door, he leaned against the door and looked up for a long time and sighed.

Maybe she is really too selfish, why did she refuse Jingchen, will Jingchen have any thoughts in her heart

Lin Yanyan was very uneasy, Jingchen hadn't returned home yet, she sent him a lot of text messages in a row, but she was too embarrassed to mention tonight's incident, she just asked him too much about where he was, whether he would be hungry, when to contact her tomorrow morning, etc.

However, Jingchen didn't reply, but when she got home, she replied simply and asked her to rest early.

Although Jingchen's tone was as usual, Lin Yanyan still felt that Jingchen was sad.

The next day was the weekend, and Lin Yanyan applied for overtime.

Because she had to pay her salary and various bonuses on Monday, and before the annual meeting, it took a lot of time to rehearse, and she had to work overtime on weekends to finish her work by Monday.

Although she had applied for resignation, Manager Li did not sign, obviously because she was willing to release her after completing these two important tasks. This month is the first month to pay wages and bonuses according to the new system, which is very critical, Lin Yanyan must be fully prepared, otherwise after leaving the job, he may be calculated by future generations to make a black account, and there will be a job stain.

She doesn't want any stain on the work she does, not just for the company, but for her future.

Lin Yanyan was working, and suddenly heard a "bang" not far away.

She was startled, and although she had all kinds of doubts in her heart, she still walked out of the office to take a look.

She saw from a distance that the door of the general manager's office at the end of the corridor was open, and it was obvious that Lu Xintou had also come to the company today, but the voice was not coming from his office, but from the pantry.

Lin Yanyan thought to herself, could it be that Lu Xintou broke the cup when she was making coffee again, should she be nosy, or pretend not to hear

Lin Yanyan hesitated, given that her relationship with Lu Xintou has been very bad recently, she should do her own thing with peace of mind, and ignore Lu Xintou.

So Lin Yanyan turned around and planned to go back to the office, but at this moment, she saw Lu Xintou hurriedly walked out of the pantry, holding her left hand with her right hand, and her left hand was actually bleeding, and the blood dripped the floor everywhere, which was shocking, making Lin Yanyan feel frightened when she looked at it.

She finally couldn't sit idly by, no matter what her relationship with him was, even if it was a stranger, she couldn't sit idly by when she saw this, she still stepped forward and asked him: "Mr. Lu, what's wrong with you?"