Chapter 185: Liu Ping'an's Peace (5)
"This is the way!" Liu Ping'an sighed and shook his head slightly, "It's just a pity......"
The slightest clarity appeared in his eyes, and he finally realized after years of searching and chasing, but he was a little disappointed, and he could only raise his head helplessly.
Dao, he has understood, but his life has come to an end, and he no longer has the strength to enter the Dao, so he can only watch the Dao infinitely close, as if it is within reach, but he can't really touch the Dao.
If it had been a day or two earlier, he would have been able to enter the Tao and become a Dao King, but as he said, it's a pity......
It's just a little bit close, it's a shame.
"Now that you have realized the Tao, what does it matter if you die?" he closed his eyes, and spoke in a soft, but free voice.
If it weren't for the huge price he had paid and his life came to an end, he would have looked down on it a lot, and it would have been difficult for him to realize something, and he would not have been able to see the true Tao or be convinced of his pursuit.
Peace is the way.
He pursued all his life, and there was never anything wrong with it.
Chaowen said, death can be carried out.
That's enough.
"Senior, is there really no hope?" Li Yuchen asked, his mood a little complicated.
Liu Ping'an lowered his head, opened his eyes between the flashing and turbid, stared at Li Yuchen, smiled lightly, nodded, shook his head again, smiled again, slowly raised his head, reflected the old scene in the wooden house, and his thoughts drifted to the wooden house.
He didn't say a word during the whole process.
Not to say, but to say everything, and more.
"There should always be some hope, right?" Li Yuchen said uncertainly.
At the end of the night, the sun will rise, the sky will be clear and clear after the storm, and after the unremitting pain and desperate pursuit, there will be the most beautiful hope on the road...... This is the most beautiful yearning of the heart.
However, this is just a yearning.
The night is long, it may be a cloudy sky, the storm is gone, it may be the night, there are a few remnants of stars, and after the disdainful pain and desperate pursuit, there is life and death on the way...... This is the cruelest portrayal of reality.
The so-called hope is nothing but a yearning for the time when it is not available, and it is a comfort for the belief that gives unremitting efforts in the heart.
The hope we speak of is always ahead...... As for the hope after arrival, it has changed and is no longer hope.
Hope is always ahead, and it is always ahead.
Hope is the cruelest portrayal of reality.
"Yes, old man, there should be some way, right?" said Ku'er.
"There should be a way, right?" Lin Yan also said.
Hope is cruel, but it is not despair, it is unwilling to despair...... Even if there is no hope, you still have to think about it, and you will put the last hope of the spirit in it.
Liu Ping'an did not despair, but he did not bring any hope.
He has long been determined to die, and he is ready to die, everything else, he can not care, he can forget, abandon, and enjoy the last good time of his life.
"Hehe, there is a way or something, as long as you think about it, there will still be one after all. He smiled, still holding his head up, "I have lived for hundreds of years, and I have been dead for decades, but I have not been able to die, and it is time to die." ”
"As for hope, I don't care, what can be done, I don't care, I don't want to think about it anymore, I don't bother to think about it anymore...... It's good to simply die like this. ”
Death, a long time ago, he was very scared and chose the unknown path of peace.
Entering the Tao, he has been pursuing, and the road of chasing is very hard, but he is very persistent and unwilling to give up.
Now, death is near, and the Tao is very close to him, but he is not afraid, he no longer knows what he is afraid of, and he is no longer attached, and he looks down on the wishes in his heart and becomes calm.
His heart is like an ancient well, a dry well, which is blown by a light wind, a clear wind, a strong wind, or a storm.
Without water, you can't make waves.
He has no fear, and he has no desire.
He goes with the flow.
"But......" Li Yuchen opened his mouth, but he didn't know what else to say, not how to say it to Liu Ping'an.
He is still young, his life is still very long, there is no precipitation of time, and he has not experienced too much, he will not give up on the things he especially wants to get but can't get, and he doesn't want to see Liu Ping'an give up because his life is about to end.
After decades of hard pursuit, it costs too much to finally get it, even if there are difficulties and dangers, how can you give up?
Giving up is easy to say and easy to do.
But if you give up, are you worthy of the life you have been pursuing for decades, and are you worthy of the dreams, beliefs, peace, and Tao that you want to pursue?
He decided: you shouldn't give up, you can't give up!
"Decades have passed, and in the end, although there is little hope, ...... You should always fight again!" he said, his tone was firm, "Senior, if you fight again, you are likely to fail, but if you don't fight this time, there is no chance of success at all." ”
"If you think about it, there will always be a way. ”
"For the sake of pursuit, for the sake of dreams, no matter whether there is hope or not, you should not give up!"
"Senior, fight again, try again. ”
His voice is very sincere, his face is persistent, and his eyes are full of unwillingness and begging.
Looking at him, Liu Ping'an's calm heart could hardly be calm, and his thoughts changed again.
"I never care if what I'm doing is right, I just ask myself, I want to do it, if I want to do it, then I do it, I don't care about anything. ”
"If you do it, there will be hope, if you don't do it, there will be no hope at all...... Even if I'm going to die, I'm going to do it!"
is still Li You's words, he asked himself, the countless thoughts in the mud and dust of the years, even if they are deliberately or inadvertently forgotten, always leave traces, and they have long been deeply rooted in his mind.
Li Yuchen's sincerity, perseverance, unwillingness, and begging are the dust that sweeps away the ashes, blowing out an emptiness, on which is written peace, entering the Tao, sincerity, perseverance, unwillingness and begging...... It's everything that has been silent for decades or even centuries.
Entering the Tao is too difficult and difficult for him now, and there is almost no hope, but there is still some distance from despair.
Since it is not despair, no matter how small the hope is, it can be infinitely magnified.
Hope magnified until it occupies everything and becomes the only one in the heart, then there is no longer any fear of anything.
If you want to do it, you will do it, and you don't care about anything.
If you do it, there will be hope, and if you don't do it, there will be no hope at all.
Even if you die, you still have to do it, and since you are destined to die, what else can you not do? What is there to hesitate about?
"Yes, after a lifetime of pursuit, there is no reason to give up. Liu Ping'an laughed at himself, and suddenly felt a sense of pride, "Death or not, that's not necessarily!"