Time is like an arrow, time is like a shuttle, inadvertently, I have been adrift for more than half a month, and when I came back to the new training team, I had a lot of emotion. Ten days is actually not a long time, but the things experienced during this time are relatively heavy, and unconsciously, there is a long illusion.

When I walked into that familiar door, there was already a strangeness in my heart that I had never felt before, and those comrades-in-arms who got along day and night seemed to have become evasive when they looked at me, which I did not expect. I have a bad premonition, perhaps, the only person who can give me the answer at this time is the tower, but the attitude of the tower has led me deeper into confusion. At this point, we had come to the door of the headquarters of the new training brigade, and the tower tapped me lightly on the shoulder and left. In the face of my doubts, from beginning to end, he did not reveal any information, I knew him, and if he was willing to say it, he would not hide it. Since he chose to be silent, there must be a reason for him to be silent, I have never been willing to do things that are difficult for strong people, especially for the friends around me, all I can do is to maintain the most basic respect for them.

"Report," I knocked lightly on the door of the team headquarters.

"Come in" came the familiar voice of the instructor.

As soon as I opened the door, I understood the reason for the tower's trouble, and it was clear that his role in the whole affair was that of an accomplice and executioner.

"Instructor, are you going to lock me up?" I said this, and the two pickets were already silently standing behind me.

"You have misunderstood, it is not that I want to confine you down, but that you have reached the point where you have to be locked up; from the time you were selected to the general unit to participate in the "selection of top special combat soldiers," in your heart, is there still discipline in the troops? Is there still a third division? The humiliation of the villagers, and then went to Yuanping without asking for instructions, this all shows a problem, you are immature, irrational, for a soldier, it is not enough to have good skills, the most important thing is to talk about politics and wisdom, I think, you really need to think about these problems" Instructor Han's tantrum frightened me, in my eyes, he has always been a personable, A gentle and elegant political work cadre, I didn't expect that a person like him would lose such a big temper, could it be that the crimes he accused me of really reached a heinous state?

"Instructor, can you listen to me explain? Things are not as you think" I don't feel that I have made such an unforgivable mistake, and the incident in the village of Cannes, it is precisely because of the effect of public opinion that I have exercised great restraint at that time, but Fan Hua's report on adding oil and vinegar is something I did not expect. As for going to Yuanping, there are more factors with chance and spontaneity, I am not as scheming as Chen Xiaolong and Xiaojie, with a strong subjective desire, if it wasn't for the fact that I happened to meet the convoy that set off halfway, and happened to be stopped by the iron tower, anyway, I have nothing to do with Yuanping, but this is how unbelievable things happened, I am not afraid of being confined, I have been to that place thousands of times, and I have already had immunity. It's just that being confined innocently is not a comfortable thing after all.

"It seems that you don't realize the mistake you made at all, I don't need to listen to your explanation, because the person who gave the order is not me, you think about it in the confinement room, there will always be something to gain" After the instructor finished speaking, he waved his hand to the two pickets behind me, I knew that it was useless to explain again, so I simply stood up neatly, rather than being escorted away, it was better to leave in style, besides, that place for me, familiar with the road is almost like going home.

"Brother, I'm sorry, it's not that we have to arrest you, it's all the meaning of the above, everyone is a soldier, and we can't make it difficult for each other, right?"

"Hehe, veteran, what are you telling me all this? I'm not the kind of person with a little chicken belly, everyone is a soldier, obey orders, obey commands, of course I understand your difficulties." Compared with when I first joined the army, my perspective on the problem has changed somewhat, when I first came into contact with pickets, I was full of contempt in my heart, like most soldiers, but after more contact, I was slowly relieved, in the final analysis, everyone is the lowest level of small soldiers, but the division of labor is different, and I can't push the other party to the side of the class enemy.

"Alas, it's good that you can think like this, but most of the comrades don't understand us and avoid us, sometimes thinking about it, it's really hurtful" The helplessness of the old picket made me not know what to say, in this world, who can be 100% understood and tolerated.

"Brother Luo, it's not me talking about you, you are also an old man in the army, what else have you not seen, others don't understand it, let's do our job well, don't you have a clear conscience, to borrow that sentence in society, we are not RMB, it is impossible for everyone to like and love?" Compared with the old picket, the young picket's personality is obviously much more open-minded.

"Yes, yes, I think this comrade-in-arms is very reasonable" I said absent-mindedly against my will, in my opinion, the words of the young picket are only said by a stunned young man of his level, the senior next to him, speaking and doing things is much more reliable than him, perhaps, this is the quality of a veteran, unconsciously there has been a little more tactful, I am afraid this is what I lack.

When we arrived at the confinement room, a man was already standing there waiting, the appearance of the tower did not surprise me much, everything was planned from beginning to end, he only played the role of a thread, even so, for him, such an arrangement was still a tormenting process.

"Welcome home," said the tower with a pretended lighthearted smile.

"Pay attention to your words, don't talk like a repeat offender, why are you here?" I asked casually.

"Come and see if you have been defeated, it seems that I am worried, just now I saw you talking and laughing, I really can't adapt to it" The mood of the tower is much better.

"Hehe, I'm not afraid of bites because of more lice, broken jars are broken, it's nothing to be confined and closed, what I'm most worried about now is the whereabouts of the Yangtze River and Li Ameng"

"Don't think too much about it, even if you are outside, what can you do, don't forget your own identity, their whereabouts, I will find a way, trust me"

"I trust you as much as I trust myself"

"Don't worry, I won't let you down" Tie Ta said this, handed me an envelope casually, and when I saw the sending address on the envelope, my heart suddenly burst out for no reason, "Dehong detachment".

"This letter has been pressed in the division's communication room for a while, you can read it slowly, just right to pass the time" The tower's voice and footsteps became more and more blurred, but I felt that the letter in my hand was getting heavier and heavier.