Chapter 279: I Want to Die

Lu Xintou saw that Lin Yanyan looked a little dazed after hanging up the phone, so he put his arm around her shoulder and said, "Since he is fine, don't worry, do you still have to go to work this morning?"

Lin Yanyan stood still.

Lu Xintou lowered his head and called her: "Yanyan"

"Hmm," Lin Yanyan came back to his senses.

Lu Xintou said again: "Jingchen is fine, are you still at work this morning?"

Lin Yanyan sighed lightly: "I'd better go to the company, I've asked for too much leave during this time, and last night's entertainment went too early, I'm afraid the leader already has an opinion." ”

"If the job is not suitable, go back to City A, and I can arrange a place for you at the IV Group headquarters. ”

Lin Yanyan took Lu Xintou's hand away and said coldly: "I have the ability, I can find a more suitable job by myself, and I don't need to rely on you all the time." ”

"I want to make sure when you will have me in your heart, or when you will admit that I am your boyfriend" Lu Xintou was displeased.

Lin Yanyan frowned again, Lu Xintou always forced her, did she have to choose him without Jingchen

Lin Yanyan didn't speak anymore and walked out of the old street.

Lu Xintou followed her, dangling the car keys in her hand: "I'll send you to the company."

When Lin Yanyan walked to the entrance of the street, he glanced back at Jingchen's car. Jingchen's car was parked there quietly, the doors and windows were locked, as if the owner was still inside, but she knew that Jingchen was no longer there, and she didn't know when he would come back to pick up his car.

Thinking of what happened just now, Lin Yanyan was still in a trance, as if she was pressing one thing in her heart, and it seemed to be the end on the surface, but she was still thinking about it in her heart, and she always felt that things were not so simple, but she couldn't find a breakthrough. She couldn't tell why she couldn't give up so much.

Lin Yanyan continued to work as usual after returning to the company, but when she was resting, she couldn't help but pick up her mobile phone and look at Jingchen's text messages, sometimes she was very impulsive and wanted to call him to confirm what he was doing now, but she was afraid that calling him would be really fine, so her actions were a little abrupt. She has nothing to do with him anymore, since the breakup is so decisive, why do you care about him again and again

What's more, if he is going well, he will already go abroad at this time, and she will not be able to contact him at all if she contacts him.

Lin Yanyan endured it a few times, but finally didn't fight, and didn't text him again.

She worked like this until the afternoon, and when she was about to get off work, Lu Xintou called her and said that he had finished meeting the customer and planned to come over and wait for her to get off work together. Lin Yanyan said that he might work overtime tonight, so he didn't have to wait. Lu Xintou said that she didn't have anything to do, and wanted to come over and wait for her, when she got off work, when they would go back together. Lin Yanyan had no choice but to say that when she got off work, she would call him in advance and ask him to come and pick her up. Lu Xintou agreed.

But in fact, Lin Yanyan was in no mood to work overtime as soon as he got off work, so he ended his work early and took the bus back by himself.

The bus still got off at the stop sign at Laojiekou, and after Lin Yanyan got off the bus, he couldn't help but go to Laojiekou to see Jingchen's car, the car was still there, and no one took it away.

Lin Yanyan stood by the car for a while, thinking about whether Jingchen didn't ask someone to come and pick up the car, or the person who picked up the car hasn't come over until now, if Jingchen goes well, he should have been on the plane to the United States at this time, and this car shouldn't mean anything to him, so he doesn't care

Lin Yanyan felt that she was always easy to live in the past, this car was like Jingchen's relationship with her, obviously the car was empty, but she was still in a daze at a car, missing the appearance of him still in the car. Jingchen didn't care about this car, that's why she had been here for so long, but why was she so sad to look at this empty car

She was abandoned and had a scar in her heart, but it was because of this that she was unforgettable, so she couldn't give up thinking that she and Jingchen would never see each other again in the future, Lin Yanyan's heart was sour, and her eyes began to be hot and moist.

She had been standing in front of the car for a long time, as if she was about to freeze with the car, and after a long, long time, she came back to her senses after receiving a call from Lu Xintou.

Lu Xintou said: "Where are you almost off work, why haven't you called me for so long?"

Lin Yanyan hesitated for a moment before saying, "I don't have work tonight for the time being, so I got off work on time, and I've already returned home, and I'm at the entrance of the old street." ”

"What are you doing there" Lu Xintou was a little displeased.

Lin Yanyan felt out of breath, Lu Xintou was pressed too hard, she really felt that he was too dead, and she didn't give her a chance to breathe at all, she had just broken up with Jingchen and was in the healing period, and she didn't want to have the next love right away, but Lu Xintou had already decided that she was his, and she must be caught to death if she was afraid that she would escape. It's just that she owes him so much favor before, and she is relieved in front of him, so she can't refuse him.

She is now in a state of not being able to get up or down, her heart is very tired, she doesn't know how to break free, but she wants to break free.

"I'll come to see if Jingchen's car has been driven away. ”

"Did the car drive away?"

"Not yet. ”

"I'm downstairs in your company at this time, I met you just now when I got off work, and I asked them to know that you had left, now I'll go back to you, if you haven't eaten yet, let's have a meal together." Lu Xintou's voice was a little cold and hard, and his words were full of annoyance, it was obvious that he was already angry when he couldn't find her just now.

Lin Yanyan opened his mouth, and finally agreed to his arrangement without saying anything. She said she was waiting for him at home.

Lu Xintou hung up the phone and drove back to the community and called her downstairs to come down.

Lin Yanyan came down, and because he had taken a bath, he changed his clothes.

Lu Xin saw that she was wearing a skirt and makeup, and her hair had just been washed and scattered, and her whole temperament was much more ladylike, which was very different from before. He likes her like this, and she seems very gentle. And is she dressed up for him

Lu Xintou's original bad temper disappeared a lot because of her dress this time, and when she got in the car, she asked her, "Decided to date me tonight"

Lin Yanyan closed the car door and fastened his seat belt. Lu Xintou leaned over to help her, and then chatted about her hair and kissed her cheek, and said with a smile: "It's beautiful tonight." ”

Lin Yanyan responded flatly: "I want to go shopping after dinner, the company will have an event next week, and I don't have a suitable dress." ”

"Okay" Lu Xintou was very happy in his heart, women go shopping and buy things, men follow and swipe cards, as long as it is against the woman he loves, he is willing to pay as much as he wants. The main Lin Yanyan has to have this awareness, and he has to treat him as a boyfriend.

After the two had eaten, Lin Yanyan went to the mall, because it was autumn and the weather was cold, she chose two sets of clothes for Lin Weiwei first.

Lu Xin saw that she always picked casual sports clothes, so he asked her: "Lin Weiwei is ready to become an adult?"

"November. ”

"That's soon, you can buy him a dress when you become an adult, there are always occasions where you can use it, don't keep picking sportswear. ”

"The dress should wait for him to try it on, if it doesn't fit it, it will be too lame to wear, and I don't know his height and weight now. ”

"Is he still growing up?"

"When I first came out of the police station, some of my pants couldn't be worn, and they must have grown a few centimeters. ”

"Really good, it can still grow at this time" Lu Xintou smiled and said, "I ask my designer to customize a suit for me every season, otherwise I will ask the master to measure his size and customize a set for him."

Lin Yanyan looked back at him: "The people you invite are all senior designers, it's too expensive, Lin Weiwei is not necessary." ”

"How come, do you remember the black evening dress you wore with me to a private club at the beginning of this year, that set was also custom-made, and when I made clothes, I asked the designer to help you two sisters and brothers by the way. ”

"What do you mean by that," Lin Yanyan frowned. She only learned today that he had planned that she accompanied him to the private club a few months ago, otherwise how could he order a dress in advance, could he not arrange her fate in everything, as if she must follow the trajectory he arranged.

Lu Xintou didn't know why she was angry, and looked at her with a wink.

Lin Yanyan didn't speak, holding back her anger and taking her clothes to settle the bill.

Lu Xintou followed up and said, "I'll come." ”

Lin Yanyan said: "Can you give me a little dignity?"

Lu Xin saw that she was really angry, she was very innocent in her heart, he really didn't know what he did wrong, didn't she ask him to go out shopping tonight just to swipe his card, she showed favor for a while, and changed her face for a while, telling him what to do

So tonight, Lin Yanyan bought clothes, and she didn't let Lu Xintou pay for the whole process, and Lu Xintou showed him a cold face as long as she took the initiative a little, which made Lu Xintou very embarrassed. The man accompanies the woman out shopping, and the man doesn't pay, so he lets the woman get married by herself, so what do the people around him think, he is very faceless.

When he bought enough clothes and came out, Lu Xintou asked Lin Yanyan: "Where did I make you angry?"

Lin Yanyan said coldly: "No, I am unreasonable"

"Why is it so unreasonable" Lu Xintou felt that her current expression was that she hated him very much and didn't want to communicate with him head-on, but he didn't like this kind of cold treatment, so he had to ask what the reason was.

Lin Yanyan said: "I am happy"

Lu Xintou was also annoyed. A woman's heart, a needle under the sea, but he can't understand it as complicated as Lin Yanyan. Lu Xintou gritted his teeth and said: "Yanyan, women can't do this, and men should accept it when they are good to you."

Lin Yanyan turned back to him and asked, "What does it mean to be good to me, follow me all the way, control my life, force me to do things according to your track, even if I don't want you to ask over and over again, is this called being good to me?"

"If you have any grievances, you can say it out loud, why do you use women's most clumsy methods, and it is also the way that men dislike the most to deal with problems" Lu Xintou was also angry. He thinks that Lin Yanyan's unreasonable troublemaking should not be what a smart woman should do, he hates women being unreasonable the most, Lin Yanyan is good and doesn't learn, why do you learn from those women

Lin Yanyan's voice was also a little higher: "If I say it, will you listen to me, you don't listen to you at all, you always think that I broke up with Jingchen, I am yours, you must follow me, force me, and urge me to establish a relationship with you." I commute to work, you pick me up, I eat, you want me to be with you, my spare time you ask me to allocate to you, you want to occupy all my time, but have you ever thought about my feelings, I just want to be quiet, I want to take a break, but you don't give me space at all, you don't give me a chance"

Lin Yanyan finally yelled out, holding back the fire in her belly, even if she was unreasonable, she would yell out.

Lu Xin was stunned, looked at her dumbfounded for a while, then frowned and said coldly: "What do you want, how long will it take to be strong enough, men don't have so much patience"

Lin Yanyan was very disappointed when he heard his words, he didn't change at all, and he couldn't communicate at all. So he shook his head and turned away