Chapter 106: Heartbreak

was overturned, the light and shadow in front of him spread out like a broken mirror, flickering, dazzling, Qu Qiyue did not recover from the dizziness of the sky, he was pressed by a gravity or crushed, and was immediately smashed by countless circles flashed in his head, and his mouth kept screaming "ouch ouch".

The man pounced on the little girl, his tall and majestic body completely covered her, and before she could react, he reached to the back of her head with one hand to support her head, and the tip of his nose was less than an inch away from the tip of her nose.

His suppressed breath sprinkled on her face, a pair of radiant phoenix eyes were burning with clusters of flames, and he looked at her white and round face, his eyes were deep, deep, and scorching.

The girl's fragrance is light and refreshing, and the wisps penetrate into the tip of her nose, her cold face is full of energy, and she lowers it a little, and the tip of her nose touches her skin.

The tip of his nose rubbed against her face, as if touching silk, smooth and soft.

That kind of touch is like brushing a feather on the heart, the heart is trembling, and the heart is like a flame burning, burning the chest and burning it.

Thirsty.

The throat was dry, and the cold-faced god couldn't help but swallow his saliva, looking at a pretty face close to the inch, his eyes were deep and deep, and he wanted to kiss him!

I want to kiss, I want to kiss hard, kiss the little girl's face, kiss her lips!

However, he did not dare to kiss.

He was afraid, afraid that the little girl would wake up and turn her face, and even more afraid that she would never come to the military compound again after knowing his bad behavior, and that she would never let him hug him in the future.

No one else came to rob it before, and the little girl looked at him unpleasantly every once in a while, but now the Supernatural Association expressed closeness to the little girl, if he provoked the little guy again, she would definitely fall to the side of the Supernatural Association without hesitation.

I can't kiss now, and if I want to kiss, I have to wait for the little girl to fall asleep.

Looking at the pink and red lips close to the lips, the cold-faced god was so resentful that the future little daughter-in-law was close in front of her, but she couldn't kiss her mouth openly, what could be more uncomfortable than this?

"Pain, pain, my waist!" was pressed so that his back hurt, and his eyes were still dizzy, Qu Qiyue wailed and screamed.

The little girl was snorting and aching, the man was reluctant to give up the soft touch in his arms, and he didn't take it seriously, he looked at her funny, but found that there were beads of sweat on the white and smooth forehead of the little thing, and the heartstrings tightened slightly: "Where does it hurt?"

"My waist, my waist is about to break. With a heavy force on his body, Qu Qiyue wanted to rub his sore little waist, his hands and feet couldn't move, and he glared fiercely: "Uncle, you pretend!"

Uncle is pretending, pretending to win weakly!

His injury is not fake, it should not be as serious as it seems, he pretended to be sick, purely for outsiders to see, this is called showing weakness.

This trick is to deceive some people, as for who he wants to deceive, she does not know, but it is certain that he must have ulterior motives.

Qu Xiaowu had only one thought in her head: she was fooled reads();!

Nima, she just wanted to take advantage of the fact that her uncle was a heavy patient and his force was not high, and she hated to clean him up, and revenge the old grudge he had bullied her before.

This situation is terrible!

"Girl, what are you pretending to?" the man's phoenix eyebrows drawn in thick ink twitched slightly, and a trace of doubt appeared in his eyes, what does the little girl mean by a headless sentence?

"Uncle bastard, I don't like you anymore, you actually lied to me!" suddenly came to his senses, Qu Qiyue was furious, and pushed the guy heavier than a stone fiercely: "Get up, bastard, I thought you were seriously injured, you actually pretended to be out, and I was worried in vain, you liar!"

"Pretending, why am I seriously injured?" The cold-faced god finally understood, the little girl misunderstood that he was pretending to be seriously injured, how could he pretend to be weak and deceive her?

He, no one will lie to the little girl, he is reluctant to lie to her.

Wait...... Wait, the little girl just said that she was worried about him?

The man's excited eyes were shining, his heart was almost stopping, the little guy was worried about him, and he had him in his heart?

"Girl, you say, are you worried about me?" he couldn't help but feel surging, and hugged the little girl tightly, tightly, tightly, and hugged her tightly, eager to squeeze her into his body.

"Uncle, you bastard, you liar, don't pay attention to you in the future, don't press me, let me go!"

Qu Qiyue was squeezed by a wall of flesh and was about to suffocate, his face was so red that he almost cried, he broke off his relationship, he must break off his relationship with his uncle!

"Don't, little girl, don't cry!"

The cold-faced god who was immersed in the huge surprise noticed that the little girl's voice was hard, panicked, hurriedly loosened her arms, and lay down on her side, without letting go of the little guy, and holding her in her arms.

looked at the little girl who was paralyzed in her arms and panting, anxious and panicked, she stretched out a big hand to touch her little face, and her voice was a little shaky: "Girl, I didn't pretend to be seriously injured to lie to you, I'm really uncomfortable, only by holding the girl can I be easier." I didn't mean to hurt you, I teased you, don't cry. ”

He has seen women crying, hysterical, heartbreaking, grief-stricken, hypocritical, pitiful, pretending, no matter which one it is, as long as it has nothing to do with the soldiers, nothing to do with the brothers and families, he can't have any emotions when he sees it.

He has also seen girls crying, girls crying when they want to cry, once at the banquet, some delicate daughters have red eye circles at every turn, as if they have been wronged, looking at it is fake, which makes people chill, and because he has seen too many delicate and pretentious girls, he is too lazy to show up at various banquets, and the women at the celebrity banquets are intrigued, and they don't have to pollute their eyes.

He also saw the little girl crying, that is, on the day Liu Ying broke into the dormitory in the middle of the night, the members of the Sky Wolf filmed the scene, and also photographed the little girl's tearful appearance, at that moment, his heart hurt.

He was reluctant to shed tears for the little girl.

At that time, hundreds of kilometers away from the little girl's tears would burn, not to mention that now it was close in front of him, listening to the choked voice, Shi Huarong felt the pain of a heart as if it had been torn, and he was so panicked that he didn't know what to do.

He hurriedly wiped the little girl's eyes with his fingers, Qu Qiyue didn't appreciate it, and pushed away the big hand covering his face: "Don't touch me!" I slept with Aunt Lan, and don't hug me again." ”

"Girl, I was wrong, I won't tease you in the future. Hiss-"The little man in his arms turned over and was about to get up and leave, and the cold face looked anxious and hugged the person back again, and the force was too strong, pulling the back injury, and the pain was so painful that the cold reads();.

Pain.

No one can understand the feeling of the wound, the area near the wound is like a fire sprinkled with chili powder or sprinkled with a few handfuls of lime, the bones and blood are as cold as freezing, the inside and outside are extreme, Rao is no matter how good his perseverance is sometimes unable to resist.

Before he could get up and be held down, Qu Qiyue was full of anger like a volcano, and he was about to scratch a few claws of the evil star, grab him all over the face, so that he had no face to see people, and when he heard the gasping sound, his hand froze.

She felt that her uncle's arms were stiff and his body tensed when he was cold, and his body language didn't lie, and his change could only be said to be really painful.

Raising his head to look, the uncle pursed his thin lips, and the green tendons on his temples loomed, beating one by one, clearly trying to forbear.

The anger she ignited just dissipated, and the hand that wanted to grab his face fell lightly on his face, and gently wiped his face: "Uncle, are you okay?"

The man's thin lips were pursed, his eyes were lowered, he was speechless for a while, and after a while, he slowly relaxed, letting the tense muscles relax little by little, and he lay on his side half, full of exhaustion.

"Good uncle, bear with me for one more night, I will help you exorcise evil spirits tomorrow morning, and you will be able to operate tomorrow." The dissatisfaction and anger in Qu Qiyue's heart have long been gone, gently touching Uncle Mei's face, as long as he survives tonight, he will get better after exorcising evil spirits tomorrow morning.

In the past, there was an exorcism every day, because of the lack of clean water, only a small amount of evil qi was removed, and tomorrow the official exorcism of evil spirits can probably expel most of the evil qi, and there is no evil qi to make a mess, and the injuries on the body will not do much harm to the uncle.

"Well, I'm fine. Shi Huarong held a slender and soft little hand that crawled away on his face with one hand, and opened his tired eyes, and there was a trace of anxiety in the depths of his eyes: "Girl, do you hate me for hugging you?"

The man's voice, hoarse and dark, hid a hint of wound.

"Not annoying. Qu Qiyue pillowed in the arm of the evil star, and looked at a handsome face quietly: "Uncle aura, when it unfolded, it was terrifying, the first time I felt very dangerous, and then I got used to it, I felt very reliable and warm, I am still very greedy for the arms of Uncle He and Uncle He." ”

"Girl, what you said is true?"

The cold-faced god was in ecstasy, didn't the little girl really hate his arms?

"Well, Uncle He's arms are like uncle's arms. Qu Qiyue lowered his eyes and covered the gloom, his uncle's arms were very wide and warm.

"What about me?"

The man's arm stiffened, and he knew that the little girl's uncle was not very close to the Qu family.

Silent.

The silent little girl slowly turned over, leaving the man with a back, and said softly: "I think, probably Dad's arms should be like this, hard, strong, safe, warm." ”

Turning his back, a tear slipped from the corner of his eye, Qu Qiyue buried half of his face between the pillows, burying all the sadness, as well as the longing and disappointment that he couldn't ask for.

Dad's embrace is the most basic love that every father gives to his child, but she has never enjoyed the warmth that children of the same age are most accustomed to since she can remember, and her father has never hugged her.

Once, Qu Xiaowunu was also looking forward to her father's arms like other children, looking forward to jumping into her father's arms to be coquettish, but every time she saw her father, she wanted to throw herself into her father's arms, and wanted to get the same hug as other fathers and children, but what she got was always indifference to reads();.

When she was a child, her uncle actually liked her a lot, and he hugged her, and played with her like a father holding a child in other families, which was the happiest moment in her memory, but every time her mother saw her, she would beat her behind her uncle's back, and later her uncle knew about it, and her uncle stopped hugging her.

At that time, I was too young, I thought that my uncle didn't hurt her anymore, and I cried to my uncle every day, I still remember that my uncle's eyes were very complicated when he looked at her, and every time he wanted to hug her, she didn't understand why, and then when she grew up, she didn't know that her uncle didn't hurt her, but he was afraid of being good to her and let her be beaten, so he had to break up with her.

When she was hugged by Uncle He, at that moment, the memory of her uncle hugging her came up from the depths of her heart, and Uncle He's feeling of hugging her was too much like the taste of her uncle hugging her, and she could feel their joy and indulgence.

Her uncle's embrace had warmed her for a period of time, becoming one of the warmest sunshine in her childhood memories, and when the memories were pulled out, she suddenly missed those past family affections, and also coveted Uncle He's arms.

Perhaps, those behaviors are too selfish, but the feeling of being lost for a long time makes the heart reluctant to let go.

Dad never hugged himself, and his uncle no longer hugged himself, Qu Xiaowunu longed for her father's arms and never got it, over time, as she grew older, from the initial expectation to disappointment, and finally became hopeless, and finally knew that she was not the child her parents were looking forward to, so she was not eligible to be loved.

The childhood of her peers is happy and carefree, her childhood is spent in the neglect of her parents, only her grandmother always loves her as before, and always treats her as a baby.

So, from the initial hurt and heartache, she finally accepted it calmly, from asking for something to asking for nothing, and finally grew up after some changes in her heart, and finally knew that she and her parents were not born together.

When her younger brother Longsheng was born, she finally knew that there was some family affection, even if she gave everything she had, it would be difficult to get it in her life.

Don't say that you are not sad, how can you not be sad? After being sad, you still have to go your own way, without the love of your parents, with your grandmother and younger brother, you should be content.

originally thought that she had long forgotten her desire for her father's arms, but when she was held in her arms by her uncle for the first time, in addition to feeling dangerous, she also had another thought: Is this how her father's arms are?

Daddy's arms should be like this, it's dangerous, and it's safe!

Because of that longing for my father's arms, even if I am afraid, I still want to have it, even if I struggle, I still can't refuse.

Because of the shock of being unable to ask for his father, he knew that when he was held by his uncle to sleep together, he knew that he was a girl, and it was wrong for such a big person to sleep with his uncle, and he compromised again and again.

If you really resist, how can you escape, and if you really can't accept it, how can you compromise?

There is no decisive line to draw a line, just because of the greed for the embrace of the father in the imagination.

After all, Qu Xiaowunu is a child who lacks the love of her parents, no matter how strong she is, she is also fragile after all, and she can't resist the expectation of father's love.

Qu Qiyue covered her face with a pillow, she didn't want people to see the feelings in the depths of her heart.

The deepest pain in the world is not a tooth for a tooth, but a stranger, and the biggest harm that parents do to their children is not doting, but indifference.

She can't blame her parents, she can only stay away as much as possible and make herself an outsider, so that's it.