Chapter 186: Farewell
After the conferral was over, Qi Xuansu had to pack his luggage and prepare to leave the palace, but fortunately he had Sumeru, and it was not difficult.
Before that, he also made a special trip to visit Sun Hewu, Ning Lingyun, Ning Yuqing and other old acquaintances, which can be regarded as a farewell.
Ning Yuqing was a little regretful, but she didn't regret it. If you want to leave such a talent in the Quanzhen Dao, it doesn't have to be her, and Yao Pei is not impossible.
It's no wonder that Ning Yuqing thinks about it. In the past three months, anyone can see that Yao Pei, who is unapologetic to others on weekdays, treats Qi Xuansu very unusually, and the two can often be seen haunting the gardens of the Shanggong together, and even the meritorious service is made by the two together, so many gossips have spread.
Many people are surprised that this kid Qi Xuansu is indeed a character. In terms of talent, he deserves to be a "young handsome", but he is not so talented as Li Changge, and he can't be compared with the six generations of the Great Palm Sect, the Eastern Emperor and others back then. In terms of appearance, it is true that he is not bad, but it is not to the extent of being a beautiful son, why can he hook up with Zhang Yuelu and Yao Pei, the two most outstanding women of the young generation, at the same time?
These two women are not ordinary people, not the kind of little girls who can be coaxed in just a few words. Zhang Yuelu doesn't need to say more, many people think she is an iron lady, tough and domineering, and not easy to get along with. Yao Pei is not a good stubble, before the second Jiangnan case, whether it is reputation or others, he has to faintly overpower Zhang Yuelu, second only to Li Changge. This Vientiane Dao Palace accident also shows that Yao Pei is a famous and unsuccessful person.
For many big people who aspire to reach the top, the so-called love and love are just some embellishments, and some are the best, and they don't affect anything, these two women have shown lofty ambitions early, and they don't look like crazy children.
It is precisely because they can't figure it out that many people are curious and even admired.
As for envy and jealousy, the former is fine, but the latter is not. Daomen is a monogamous and concubineless system, and a man can only marry one woman as a Taoist couple, even if he is a great master, it is no exception. Two women, who do they marry? Even if it is a monogamous and polygamous system in the imperial court, who will be the wife? Who is a concubine? But it's a dilemma. Isn't it earth-shattering for two women to fight? hit a real fire, but I'm afraid that Li Changge won't be able to control it when he comes, and he will set himself on fire.
However, Qi Xuansu himself knew that these rumors were nonsense.
The reason why he mixed up with Yao Pei was not only because of Qi Niang, but also because the two of them belonged to accomplices and were purely related to each other. The only thing he really likes is Zhang Yuelu, because in a sense, Yao Pei is a bit similar to him, or Yao Pei has a little bit of Qi Niang's shadow on him, which may be the tradition of the old Yao family. Besides, even Qi Xuansu understands that it is best for the husband and wife to complement each other, it is boring to be too similar, Qi Xuansu has no plot of attachment to his mother, having a Qi Niang is enough for him, if the people around him are also a little Qi Niang, I can't even think about it, that is the life of a person?
But no matter what, it's a classmate, and it's barely a work together, so Qi Xuansu still has to go and say goodbye to Yao Peidao. To put it utilitarianly, this is a network in the future, he wants to make a difference in the Daomen, and he also has to learn to build his own network.
When Qi Xuansu came to Yao Pei's residence, he found that the courtyard door was open without any prohibitions, Yao Pei had already packed his luggage and was standing next to the small pond in the courtyard in a daze.
Qi Xuansu stretched out his hand and tapped a few times on the open courtyard door, Yao Pei turned around, looked at Qi Xuansu, and said straight to the point: "Are you here to say goodbye?" ”
Qi Xuansu nodded: "I'm going back to Yujing." ”
Yao Pei said "um": "I will go to Wanshou Chongyang Palace first, and I won't go to Yujing until the end of the year." ”
Qi Xuansu said: "At the end of the year, I will probably not be in Yujing, I heard that the upper authorities are going to seconded me to the Dijing Provincial Mansion. ”
Yao Pei was not surprised, raised the "Chuzhen Sutra" in his hand, and asked, "I don't have any friends, do you want to leave a contact information?" ”
Qi Xuansu hesitated for a moment, shook his head and refused: "I'm sorry, my 'First True Sutra' has other uses, let's use the Zimu Talisman." ”
Yao Pei didn't see any disappointment on his face, let alone embarrassment, only a calm that was almost deadly: "Okay." ”
With that, she took out a child and mother talisman from Sumeru, separated it, and gave Qi Xuansu a child talisman, and she left a mother talisman.
Qi Xuansu also took out a child and mother talisman, and also left a mother talisman and gave the child talisman to Yao Pei.
This is the normal exchange process.
Yao Pei put away the son-mother talisman and suddenly asked: "The so-called forgetfulness, so what is 'love'?" ”
Qi Xuansu was stunned, and he couldn't answer for a while.
Yao Pei said to himself: "There are two kinds of love. ”
"One is to have your own world, independent and autonomous, no matter how deep the relationship is, you are still you, I am me, there is a clear distinction, and there are many powerful people."
"There is another kind of meaning, quite a bit of a group to keep warm, whether it is a friend or a family, or a Taoist couple, people can not be separated from each other, with deep affection, the other party is each other's world, reduced to self, for each other can do anything, even life is not wanted, weak people are like this."
"There is a cloud in "My Nong Ci": 'You and I are nong, and you are passionate. There are many feelings, and the heat is like fire. Put a piece of clay, twist a you, shape a me, break the two of us together, mix with water, pinch a you, and then shape a me, I have you in the mud, you have me in the mud. I was born with you and died with the same coffin. This is the affection that the world yearns for. ”
"I'd love to know, are you and Qingxiao Daoyou the former? Or is it the latter? ”
Qi Xuansu thought that Yao Pei would say such a thing, but he couldn't answer for a while.
Yao Pei said lightly: "Qingxiao Daoyou is a person with a strong heart, she has her own world, she refuses to become a vassal of anyone, and she refuses to change easily. It is true that it can be seen from Yue Liuli's incident that Qingxiao Daoyou has indeed made certain changes and compromises for you, but this is only a very subtle change, and it is far from shaking the foundation of the whole world, indicating that she is still sticking to her own world. ”
"What about you? Do you have a world of your own? Are you going to become her vassal? Losing oneself? Or do you think you can break the two of you together, mix with water, pinch you again, mold her again, and truly make it so that you have her in the mud and she has you in the mud? ”
Qi Xuansu couldn't answer.
Just as Zhang Yuelu deliberately deceived herself, Qi Xuansu has always avoided thinking about this aspect.
Is he going to become a vassal of Zhang Yuelu?
regard Zhang Yuelu's ideal as his own ideal, and regard Zhang Yuelu's pursuit as his own pursuit. Completely degraded to self.
What exactly was he afraid of?
Why are you afraid that Zhang Yuelu will know her identity? But not afraid that Yao Pei will know his identity?
To put it bluntly, he is already clearly distinguished from Yao Peijing, and it doesn't matter whether he is afraid or not. But he didn't want to be clear with Zhang Yuelu, but he didn't have the confidence to change Zhang Yuelu's world, and he didn't have the confidence to let the two of them have me in the mud and you in the mud.
His own family knew about his own affairs, but Qi Xuansu couldn't figure it out, so he simply didn't want to think about it and pretended not to exist.
At this point, Qi Xuansu and Zhang Yuelu are strikingly similar.
It's just that I didn't expect to be seen through by Yao Pei at a glance, and said it again. But if you think about it carefully, this is also reasonable, I don't know what love is, and what is it to talk about.
Yao Peitu saw the dagger and said in his heart: "Uncle Cousin, for the sake of our fellow Yao family, if you are kicked by Qingxiao Daoyou one day, come to me, and I will introduce you to a good match." Qingxiao Daoyou is like a stone, it is easy to break her, but it is very laborious to carve her, but our famous ladies of the Quanzhen Dao are like mud, if you want to be round, if you want to be flat, you can be flat, let it be rubbed. ”
Qi Xuansu's face sank: "Such a famous lady, you should keep it for yourself." ”
Yao Pei was noncommittal, and asked instead, "Qi Daoyou, is there anything else?" ”
Qi Xuansu said: "No." ”
Yao Pei turned around, ignored Qi Xuansu, and continued to look at the pool in a daze.
In fact, Yao Pei is not in a daze, but in the operation of "Tiansu", but it looks like a daze, when Qi Xuansu and Zhang Yuelu first met Yao Pei, she was in this state.
A person who cultivates the "Taishang Forgetfulness Sutra" is like this, and in many cases he is like a mechanical person. In the fierce battle before, or in the face of other special circumstances, Yao Pei's mood swings could still be felt to some extent, but at this time, there were no mood swings at all, compared to the short period of wakefulness, he was already asleep.
Qi Xuansu lost the interest in talking and turned to leave.
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