Chapter 141: Do You Still Want Me?
All the way, Wan Lin didn't speak, she just looked out the window, and I didn't know how to comfort her.
Sending Wan Lin home, I looked at Wan Lin, thinking that she was like this, and I guess I didn't eat breakfast.
Walking into the kitchen, I looked back and forth, then made some rice porridge, fried two poached eggs, and brought the meal to the living room table.
"Eat something, don't go hungry." I lifted Wan Lin up from the couch and sat her down at the table.
Wan Lin looked at the rice porridge and poached eggs in front of her, her lips trembling a little.
"I'm sorry, I wasn't at home last night, I didn't know you were coming, I thought you fell asleep after talking to me on the phone, my phone was turned to silent, today the police called me, and I only knew you were at the police station." I said.
"Do you still want me? I'm a defiled woman now, will you still be with me? Wan Lin's eyes were bloodshot, and she looked at me like that.
"I, we're classmates, we're friends, don't say that." I looked at Wan Lin with some embarrassment, and I didn't know how to answer Wan Lin's words.
If Wan Lin and I are in a relationship, and this kind of thing happens to Wan Lin, then she is already a victim, how can I hurt her, even if she is really defiled, I will not leave her, I will definitely be with her.
But the problem is, Wan Lin and I are not in love.
We're not in a relationship yet, so how could she ask me if I still want her and if I'll be with her? This makes me feel very complicated.
"Lin Nan, I said that I like you, you should also consider our relationship, now that I have been violated, do you dislike me, think that I am not clean, I am a dirty woman?" Wan Lin bit her lip and looked at me like this.
"What do you say, what is there, what is it, we are still friends, we are still classmates." I hurriedly said.
"I know you won't like me anymore, you won't want me anymore!" Wan Lin stood up in vain, and then walked quickly out of the kitchen.
Seeing Wan Lin's actions, I hurriedly chased after her.
I saw Wan Lin rushing into the kitchen, she was holding a pair of scissors in her hand, holding it against her neck, her eyes were bloodshot.
"Y-Don't do anything stupid? Put down, put down the scissors! I approached in surprise and said anxiously.
"Lin Nan, don't come here, since you don't want me anymore, then there is no point for me to live in this world, anyway, I am a woman who has been defiled by others!" As Wan Lin spoke, she suddenly raised the scissors high and then lowered them to her neck.
"No, don't, I can't ask you?" I was shocked and screamed.
Following my words, Wan Lin slowly lowered her hand and hugged me tightly.
Being held by Wan Lin like this, I was dumbfounded on the spot, and I was glad that Wan Lin did not seek death, if my answer could save Wan Lin, then at least Wan Lin is still alive now.
I was really scared stupid just now, especially when Wan Lin picked up the scissors and put them against her neck, my hairs stood on end.
If Wan Lin was impulsive just now and really died in front of me, then what should I do, I will feel guilty about Wan Lin for the rest of my life, and it is estimated that I will live in self-blame for this life.
Unconsciously, I felt that Wan Lin came home drunk because I was not at home, and this was the accident that happened and was violated.
Now being held by Wan Lin like this, I don't move, I'm very afraid that Wan Lin will do stupid things again, I can't imagine that Wan Lin will do something stupid again because of my words and her heart.
But I really only have the feeling of classmates and friends for Wan Lin, and I don't think about going deeper.
"Lin Nan, you promised me, you said you wanted me, you promised me!" Wan Lin kept saying this, and she seemed to have memorized it.
I don't feel good in my heart, I'm very conflicted right now, I never imagined that things would come to this point.
What to do?
What exactly should I do?
What I like is Xu Yanyan, Xu Yanyan and I have just confirmed the relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend, and the person I love is Xu Yanyan, but now, Wan Lin thinks I want her, but I want to save Wan Lin, so I agreed to her.
My mind is very messy, and I don't know how to solve my relationship with Wan Lin and Xu Yanyan.
If Xu Yanyan knows about this, how can I explain it, but if I tell Wan Lin that Xu Yanyan and I are already boyfriend and girlfriend, will Wan Lin not be able to think about it again?
Just the way Wan Lin was holding the scissors just now, I really didn't dare to imagine it.
"Let's go eat first, okay?" I said.
Hearing my words, Wan Lin let go of her hand, she nodded, and I came to the living room with me.
Seeing that Wan Lin had already started to eat, I exhaled slightly.
Sitting on the sofa in the living room, I looked at Wan Lin's disheveled appearance, and hated that brute in my heart, that brute was simply scum, and Wan Lin was about to go crazy, I desperately hoped that the police could solve the case as soon as possible and let Wan Lin come out of the shadows.
Wan Lin had a good meal, I helped her into the room, she said just let me stay in the living room, if I was busy, I could go to work.
But now, where do I dare to let go of Wan Lin, I'm really afraid that she will suddenly do something stupid again.
Walking to the balcony, I took out a cigarette and lit one.
I vaguely heard the sound of water in the bathroom, and I guess Wan Lin was taking a bath, washing off the dirt on her body, maybe to wash away all this humiliation.
When I opened my phone, I saw a WeChat message from Xu Yanyan.
Xu Yanyan asked me if I had arrived at the company, whether I was late, and asked me if I was busy with work?
In addition, Xu Yanyan also said that she had thought about it, and after work this Friday, she came to Jincheng to find me.
I looked at Xu Yanyan's message to me, I don't know how to reply, do I have to tell Xu Yanyan that Wan Lin went to my house to look for me last night, she was drunk, and then because I was not at home, was she violated on the way home? I want to tell her that Wan Lin wants to die, saying that if I don't want her, she will seek death, and in order to save her, I told Wan Lin, I want her?
If I say this to Xu Yanyan, what will Xu Yanyan think, my relationship with Xu Yanyan has just begun, when we were together last night, we were looking forward to the future, but now, but now it is such a result.
My heart is very confused, I don't know how to reply to Xu Yanyan, maybe Xu Yanyan thinks I'm busy at work and didn't have time to reply to her message.
Wan Lin took a bath for a long time, and when I heard the sound of the bathroom door opening, I went to see Wan Lin.
Wan Lin was wearing a nightdress, she got into the quilt, she said she was a little tired and wanted to take a break, let me be by her side.
I sat on the edge of the bed, looking at Wan Lin's mouth with some bruises, I didn't know what to say, she held my hand, and before I knew it, I fell asleep.
Seeing that Wan Lin really seemed to be very tired, I didn't bother her again, maybe after sleeping, Wan Lin's state would be much better, right?
Time passed slowly, and it was already noon in a blink of an eye, and I thought about whether to make some lunch, and later Wan Lin could get up and eat something when she was hungry.
Gently removing Wan Lin's hand, I put her hand under the quilt.
Tiptoeing out of the room, I started cooking, and many of the dishes in Wan Lin's house were brought from my hometown last time.
There was a local chicken that had been killed, I cut a quarter of it, made a chicken soup, and then fried two vegetables, two dishes and one soup, and it was almost two o'clock in the afternoon.
During this period, Gu Ting called me and asked me what was going on today, and I said that my friend had an accident and would definitely not be able to come to the company today.
Just finished chatting with Gu Ting, I was going to call Wan Lin to get up for dinner, and an unfamiliar number called in.
After a few steps to the balcony, I picked up the phone.
"Hello?" I spoke.
"Is it Mr. Lin? Is Ms. Wan by your side? A man's voice rang out from the other side.
"I am, she's beside me, but she's asleep." I explained.
"Hello, I'm the policeman who called you in the morning, and we met at the police station." When the other party said this, he paused, and then continued: "Mr. Lin, does Ms. Wan have a history of mental illness, that is, is she a little abnormal? ”
"What do you mean?" I frowned.