Chapter 43: Loneliness
"He has a heart" is a Buddhist saying, which is classified as a "heart scroll" in the line of Cihang.
The "Cihang Pudu Sword Dictionary" is divided into four volumes, which can also be regarded as four stages, namely: "Sword Scroll", "Heart Scroll", "No Character Scroll", and "My Character Scroll", which are connected to "Sword Heart without Self". Among them, "I Word Scroll" is the most profound, "No Word Scroll" is second, "Heart Word Scroll" is again, and "Sword Scroll" is the second. These four volumes are gradual, like laying a solid foundation and rebuilding a tall building, so the "Cihang Pudu Sword Codex" is the method of the right path of the Xuanmen, not the method of the left way of the side door.
As the advancement of the "Sword Scroll" and the foundation of the "Wordless Scroll", the key to the "Heart Scroll" lies in the word "Heart", which is not only his own heart, but also his heart.
If you really want to cultivate, it is not difficult to say, and it is not easy to say. For Qi Xuansu, the biggest problem is that he doesn't have the foundation of the "Sword Scroll", so he can't learn the "Sword Scroll" temporarily, so it's easier to learn to speak Japanese words.
Fortunately, Zhang Yuelu had a way, when the Daomen and the Buddhists were at war, the Buddhists learned the grade system of the Daomen, and the Daomen also had some gains and followed suit???????????????? The empowerment of Buddhism creates a method of enlightenment. To put it bluntly, it is to copy a copy of your own experience and insights, and then give it directly to others, saving time and effort.
However, the threshold for this method is very high, and the person who is taught must at least be at the celestial and human stage, so that he can withstand the impact without damaging his soul. The requirements for the person who taught it are even higher, they must be above the immeasurable stage, and they must have considerable attainments in the cultivation of the divine soul, in other words, the martial arts cannot use this method.
Besides, even if the person who taught it was sent out, and the person who was taught accepted it, there is still the question of whether it is suitable or not. In fact, people choose the law, and the law also chooses people, and there is a relationship between the two. Some people are born physically strong, talented in learning boxing, and get twice the result with half the effort, but let him learn spells, but the mud can't support the wall, and he will get twice the result with half the effort. It's a question of fit and infit.
The more critical problem is that this method is very restrictive, because the whole text is someone else's comprehension, and it is difficult to make any more progress in the exercises that are quickly achieved in this way, and the person who teaches it will also lose his cultivation a little. Therefore, serious masters will not use this method to teach their disciples, they all let the disciples cultivate on their own, and it is impossible to use them on a large scale, first, there are not so many qualified people who are taught, and second, even if the damage and cultivation are less, the accumulation of small amounts will shake the foundation.
Zhang Yuelu is an immortal in the immeasurable stage, and Qi Xuan has a solid cultivation of heaven and man, and he meets the conditions. Qi Xuansu also has no intention of putting more effort into the "Cihang Pudu Sword Codex", and he is not afraid that it will be difficult to advance in the future.
However, Zhang Yuelu was afraid that Qi Xuansu and the "Heart Scroll" would not match, so she first asked Qi Xuansu to memorize the book for a few days, mainly the mantra of the "Heart Scroll", not to understand much, as long as you understand the general meaning and principle, where you don't understand, ask her again. After all, Zhang Yuelu has a lot of errands on hand, and this time Zhang Wuliang met with Qingwei Zhenren, thanks to her matchmaking, she really didn't have so much time to teach Qi Xuansu by hand.
After Qi Xuansu memorized the formula, he went to find Zhang Yuelu.
Zhang Yuelu was burying his head in the vast sea of various official documents, and when he saw Qi Xuansu coming in, he put aside the errand in his hand for the time being, reached out and pressed his eyebrows, pulled out a little spiritual light from it, and then sent it to Qi Xuansu.
Qi Xuansu took this bit of aura, pressed it into his eyebrows, and then asked, "This is the end?" ”
"What more do you want? I'll have a 'fairy touching your top' knot to grant immortality? Zhang Yuelu said, "If you can learn, you can learn, and if you can't learn, I can't help it." ”
Qi Xuansu was very confident: "Qi Niang said that I have first-class understanding, but my qualifications are poor, and it is impossible to learn it." ”
Zhang Yuelu, as a stunningly talented immortal, does not like to pour cold water on Qi Xuansu, and generally focuses on encouragement: "That's right, I believe in you." ”
Qi Xuansu felt that there was a little more in his upper dantian, and while he fused Zhang Yuelu's gift, he talked to Zhang Yuelu: "How is Zhang Quanquan's matter?" ”
"It shouldn't be too big a stir." Zhang Yuelu replied, "Actually, it is also very easy to judge, if the Zhang family intends to retaliate, they will inevitably take action in advance, such as ventilating with their own people, secretly connecting with others, etc., which is difficult to hide people's ears, which is the so-called undercurrent." But now, it seems, there is no such undercurrent. ”
Qi Xuansu said: "The Zhang family died in vain, not to mention whether this person should die or not, the Zhang family just forgot it?" ”
Zhang Yuelu said: "Zhang detained all the crimes and deserved it,???????????????? In the final analysis, the root cause is himself, and others are just contributing to the trouble. If he is clean and self-conscious, and he doesn't have such a big handle for people to grasp, what can others do to him? If it was framed, the Zhang family would be the first to refuse. ”
However, the Li family must have made compensation, such as making concessions on Zhang Jicheng's appointment as the real person in charge of the Jiangnan Provincial Government, in exchange for the Zhang family's peace of mind. On the Zhang family's side, even if it is a counterattack, there is no certainty of victory, it is likely that both sides will lose, so that the Quanzhen Dao fisherman will benefit, don't look at the two families are allies, and the allies are also sharing the pot. The Zhang and Li families are afraid of beating wolves with hemp sticks, so they can quickly make peace. ”
Qi Xuansu said with emotion: "From this point of view, no matter what time it is, you must be upright and stand up to the scrutiny of others." ”
Zhang Yuelu thought of the errand like a small mountain, and was a little impatient: "Are you okay?" ”
"It's coming, it's coming." Qi Xuansu said, "Let's talk a little longer." ”
Zhang Yuelu glanced at him: "You are still decent in front of outsiders, quite majestic, how can you be a bit of a scoundrel in private?" ”
Qi Xuansu said as a matter of course: "Everyone has three faces, different faces treat different people, do you want me to treat those female Taoist priests with the same attitude as you are treated?" ”
Zhang Yuelu "hummed" and laughed: "You can try." ”
Qi Xuansu smiled: "Your attitude towards me is also different from that towards other people, you are also three faces, why bother talking about me?" ”
Zhang Yuelu did not refute this, and said: "Last time I said, if you do something sorry for me, I will kill you with a sword." What would you do if I did something that was sorry for you? ”
Qi Xuansu said as a matter of course: "Then you still need to ask?" Of course, it is also a sword that kills you, and this is called equality. If both of us do something sorry for each other, then we will die together, no one will want to live, bury one when they die, no one will want to be happy, and continue to torture each other. ”
Zhang Yuelu couldn't help but smile and said: "Very good, that's right, it's to be equal." If you dare to forgive me, then I will look down on you. ”
Qi Xuansu said: "It seems that the two of us are not lightly ill, and it is just right to be together, so we don't have to harm others." ”
This seems to be a joke, and it is not all a joke, because he has no father and no mother, so Qi Xuansu is extremely picky and attaches importance to feelings, and generally does not recognize anyone casually, neither calls him a brother nor a brother, nor does he casually admit any elders, and he is alone. But once he approves of someone, then he will be loyal to the end, will not betray others, and will not tolerate betrayal. If he had been betrayed, it was hard to say what Qi Xuansu would have done.
Ordinary people can't stand this kind of extreme feelings, unless they are of the same kind.
Now it seems that Zhang Yuelu also has similar qualities. The first time the two met, they both left a deep impression on each other, and it is difficult to say that there is no reason why people of the same kind are attracted to each other, which gives the two a good start to their relationship.
To put it in detail, although Zhang Yuelu has both parents, in the overall environment, she is lonely.
The Zhang family regarded her as a threat and took precautions in every possible way, as if she was not surnamed Zhang, where was the warmth of the family? Even Zhang Yuyue, who has the best relationship, is also not a confidant.
She is nominally a disciple of Cihang's lineage, but she has never been to Putuo Island, and she has an estranged relationship with her senior sister and sister. In fact, the fact that the children of the Zhang family are disciples of the first line of Cihang is itself ???????????????? It's embarrassing, when did you hear that the children of the Li family went to be disciples of the Qingqiu lineage? Some people may want to say that Yao Pei is still a disciple of Donghua Zhenren, but Yao Pei's mother is surnamed Pei, and Donghua Zhenren is essentially her uncle.
That's it, Zhang Yuelu went to Beichen Hall again, it was inevitable to be excluded, and when he was sent to investigate the Jiangnan case, he looked up, and he was an enemy inside and outside.
Zhang Yuelu has ambitions, wants to change the Tao, and does his best not to be in the same stream with others, but what he gets is only the reputation of "not getting along", "self-esteem", "not grounded", "pretentious", "domineering and obedient" and so on.
In the end, she returned to her parents, her mother didn't understand her, and the two were people from two worlds.
Her father may understand her, but because of his own personality, he does not fully support her.
Many people support the legendary Zhang Yuelu, do those people care what Zhang Yuelu thinks? They only supported Zhang Yuelu because of Zhang Yuelu's identity, and pinned all kinds of unrealistic delusions on Zhang Yuelu's body. It seems that Zhang Yuelu is excellent, and they are also excellent, and they are honored.
So, is Zhang Yuelu lonely?
Lonely.
Zhang Yuelu has a strong heart and can bear it. But strength and loneliness are not in conflict.
So in a sense, in addition to their feelings, the two are also two lonely people who are warming up.
In this case, when Zhang Yuelu met Qi Xuansu, who understood her and supported her, she must have been overjoyed. Maybe at the beginning, Qi Xuansu didn't fully understand her, but Qi Xuansu made a change, this was not because Qi Xuansu took the initiative to cater to Zhang Yuelu, but because Qi Xuansu thought that Zhang Yuelu was right, so Zhang Yuelu opened his heart to Qi Xuansu, let go of his reserve, and took the initiative to promote the relationship between the two.
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As a loner, Zhang Yuelu also can't tolerate betrayal, but can understand each other with Qi Xuansu.
Someone else heard Zhang Yuelu say that he wanted to kill him with a sword. Either it's not taken seriously, it's just a joke. Either secretly frightened, just thinking about staying away from Zhang Yuelu. Or they are anxious to show their hearts and prove their loyalty.
Only Qi Xuansu would say, I will also kill you with a sword, this is called fairness.
What should I do if I have no feelings? Simple, bury a piece of dead and continue to torture each other.