Chapter 534: It seems like throwing everything away
Two flame sprouts jumped out from the depths of the pupils and circled around him.
There was also a hint of black depth gone, I don't know if it was gone or hidden.
Without the blue and purple flame seedlings, and the depth of black, Li Yuchen felt that the world was clearer, which was a sense of misunderstanding, in exchange for temporary comfort.
But not enough.
"Come out. He said.
He said to the black and deep chaotic mist, knowing that the so-called invisible disappearance is just concealment, knowing that his body is still a little pure, and he doesn't need external things.
He said, softly, but like a command.
"Come out. He said.
Besides, the words are soft, as if they were commands.
It seems that he still wants to hide, but when it comes to showing up...... Strands of black lines emerged from his body, coming out from every corner and gathering in front of his eyes.
"Go, you should have a home. He smiled.
It's like speaking softly in the face of a friend, and there is no edge in the words, but you can feel ruthless.
Leave, must leave, this is not a home...... Need to find a place to be.
Like a child, he left home and was driven away by his relatives, but he was reluctant to leave like this, and the black spots condensed by the black lines dangled in his eyes, conveying reluctance.
Complain, complain.
Miss, miss.
It's always reluctant, positive or negative thoughts are transmitted, but I can't help but choose to escape.
What should be put down, needs to be put down.
If it's time to leave, then leave.
It's not ruthless, it's ruthless.
"It should ...... Nothing, right?"
"Indeed, there is nothing left. ”
Asking and answering yourself, bringing a very light smile, laughing is passing everything, forgetting everything you wanted to do before.
Close your eyes. I don't do anything, and I don't think about anything anymore.
If you don't want to close your eyes, you still close them.
The pressure seems to have increased, but it is the same as before, it is so unbearable, and there is a quiet numbness.
It's like a world. It's already big, but now it's bigger, and it's hard to realize that little bit of difference, and there's another point, it's useless to be aware of it.
The pressure is very high, irresistible, and no matter how great the pressure is, isn't it just as irresistible?
It doesn't matter if it's the reason or not.
"It's really something more. Li Yuchen muttered and smiled again.
Unwilling to accept the rules of the so-called Tao that the world has "given". I am not willing to be forced to accept this somewhat willing thing, even if I can see it, I can touch it casually, and I only need a thought to get it...... Still don't.
What you give me, I don't want.
I just don't want it, you're going to beat me!
The depression surrounded by the spiritual fluid was no lighter than being beaten, and Li Yuchen felt more tormented than being beaten.
However, this is tolerable. There is pain, more numbness.
Just bear with me. Everything can pass.
As long as you endure, everything will be fine.
That's what he thinks, it's been like this since a long, long time ago, and it won't change even if there is no hope.
Hope is always there. It's just that you can't see it.
When you have persistence, keep persevering, don't deliberately look for hope, hope that you will come.
Persistence is a very difficult thing.
"You scolded me. I'm not afraid, you beat me, I'm not afraid, you deceive me, I'm not afraid, you tease me......" Li Yuchen smiled, "You continue to tease me, come, continue to tease me!"
When he opened his eyes, his face was full of strange sneers, and he dragged his arms with difficulty, and his palms were facing the sky, only the middle finger was straight, and then he was raised.
Ye Sheng had the urge to cover his eyes, and Shui Juan looked at Ku'er.
"My brother is still like this. Ku'er said softly.
A memory, hidden a long time ago, now recalled, there is no unspoken embarrassment, only a familiarity, warmth remains in the heart.
Defy.
Just two words, but there are countless ways to express them.
Li Yuchen gave the middle finger to the sky, this is his expression of not giving in.
Defy.
Never convinced!
"This one has a good temperament!" said Grim Ancient, laughing.
"He's good at everything, not at the top. Ye Sheng shook his head, "I'm usually on top, I'm more like the sky than here." ”
Saying this, I wanted to cover my eyes in my heart, but I still saw it, and looked back in the direction that Li Yuchen was pointing, as if this finger was ...... It's yourself.
A beautiful misunderstanding.
That's all I can think about.
"He just refers to you, looks down on you, despises you!"
"Huh. Ye Sheng laughed.
"Don't laugh, at least don't laugh like that, whether you laugh or not, it won't change the facts of the day. Mourning said.
"Then I'll step on it?" Shui Juan smiled.
"Forget it, you're two people, I'm alone like this, I can't stand your injuries!" ”
"Yes. Ye Sheng said.
In two words, everything is an explanation.
Because we are willing, we are together.
Only willing, life after life.
"Ku'er is also willing to see Brother Ye Sheng and Sister Shui Juan together. Ku'er smiled and stomped her foot slightly.
The ancient man was silent, not saying a word, not a single sound wave came out, as if he had suddenly disappeared, and as if he had died in an instant...... In the face of bitterness, he didn't dare to speak.
Li Yuchen closed his eyes again, as if he was tired and wanted to rest, and as if he was preparing for a new round of outbursts and needed to accumulate strength.
Close your eyes and let go of your mind.
Pain and depression...... It seemed to disappear, the uncomfortable breath no longer transmitted between heaven and earth, and the disappeared sobriety reappeared, and the spiritual fluid wandering around him brought the sound of the whole world.
I heard it, the staccato sound.
I heard, so many voices.
I heard, the searching, searching.
I heard it, the voice from all corners, the unique voice that belongs to the world, the voice that belongs to the world.
It was like the wind, blowing through countless places.
Oceans, mountains, rivers, forests, glaciers...... Mud, rocks, flowers, trees...... They are all still sounds, still in motion, covering out the sounds that belong to living beings, and the rest are the sounds of nature.
Listening to these voices, Li Yuchen felt that he was a part of nature, and he felt that he was part of the foundation of this world.
It's a strange feeling, and it's not strange at all.
He felt that he was a master, that he only needed to move his mind, and that what he didn't want would disappear from his consciousness.
But he didn't want to.
He didn't want to think like that.
He was afraid, afraid of losing.
It's like thinking that something will disappear so that it will disappear completely and never exist again.
It's like something you don't have yet, you don't really have it, you are afraid of losing, and you don't even have the courage to try.
But...... It's really nothing good, but he still thinks about it.
However, it can be regarded as a thought.
However, it can be regarded as a rebuttal.
However, it can be regarded as a kind of resistance.
However, it was of no use at all.
But then nothing will happen.
With his eyes closed, there were tears left.
(To be continued.) )